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Location Texas, United States
Introduction One miscarriage many years ago, mostly forgotten, mostly relief at the time. Another miscarriage - missed or blighted ovum, as if it mattered - tears, pain, hurt, fear. A cervical ectopic pregnancy, bitterness and anger. And then my son, beautiful and perfect and healthy until I pushed him out just shy of 21 weeks gestation. He lived for a short while, and died in our arms. I am shattered, broken, lost. Trying to figure out how to live without Gabriel. How to be a good wife to my husband and a good daughter and sister and friend. I don't know how yet. And then 2 years of trying, failing, frustration, doubts, tears, worries. Followed by success, fears, anxiety, and our daughter, healthy and alive. Vivienne Rose.