I was born in malaysia. always stayed in OUG. i live w my parents, grandma and fido. they are the oni ones that notice my existence in this universe. for the past 16 years of my miserable life, i have been sad and lonely and depressed every single day. especially on rainy days. i think to dissappear from this cruel world. so i tried to end my life many times but scared... :..( i want to know more friends through this blog. but they seem not to care abt my miserable life. talk with me. :(
