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Location Albany NY, United States
Introduction New life. New blog. 31 year old preschool teacher struggling with infertility for almost three years now. Just tying to hold onto hope through the heartbreak... TTC w/ ex-husband: Metformin 3 Cycles Clomid=BFN HSG (ouch!) but clear 1 Cycle Femara=BFN Semen Analysis-Poor TTC w/ Matt (my husband): December 6th 2009: BFP!!! Big Surprise! (No meds) December 8th 2009: Started spotting :( December 9th 2009: First OB appt!! Exam showed everything was fine, beta was good, got a pic of our bean, progesterone low. Started suppositories. Left the OB on cloud 9, thinking everything was going to be okay...
Favorite Movies Friday December 11th: 2nd beta showed numbers were dropping, and that it didn't look good Saturday December 12th: Miscarried at 5 weeks. Left the hospital completely devastated and heartbroken :( January 2010: No AF February 2010: BFN March 2010: BFN April 2010: Turned 31, got engaged, fired OB (poor bedside manner after emotional breakdown in office) and another BFN May 2010: First RE appt!!! Finally some hope! Matt's S/A results are great! Ran into some insurance issues. Can't do too much until I get on his insurance in Sept when we're married. May 2010: BFN, new cycle started... About to start Femara cycle combined with Ovidrel and Crinone. Fingers crossed...