BMelonsLemonade

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About me

Gender FEMALE
Location Charlotte, NC, United States
Introduction I am a rock and roll wild child who has become a mother. I lived many years caught up in a cycle of addiction and diesease. I lived through Hurricane Katrina, absorbed in my own web of withdrawl. I do not know how I made it this far, many times I should have died. I lost everything through my addiction...my home, my husband, the support of my family, my dignity and pride, my morals...I could go on and on. I have been sober now for four years. I am slowly making my way in this new and foreign world of the living. I am working to regain so much that I lost, although much of it is still unsalvagable. I am back in school, and working furiously to get all these momories down before they become so foreign to me that they fade away. I consider my work to be fiction. It is my story, as I remember it. Many times I was too foggy to really know what happened, so I cannot be trusted to tell the facts. Sometimes I was too fucked up to know what happened, and my mind just made it up.
Interests Music, reading, writing, being a mom
Favorite Movies Requiem For a Dream, The Fountain, Trainspotting
Favorite Music Lil Wayne, Nirvana, Social Distortion, Them Crooked Vultures, White Stipes, The Dead Weather, Norah Jones...anything that rocks, or speaks to me.
Favorite Books Shantarum, William S. Burroughs, Irvin Welsh...anything that is dark...anything that is true