Susan

My blogs

Gender	Female
Location	Punta Gorda, Florida, United States
Introduction	About me...I have suddenly been thrown into "adulthood" by the recent death of my beloved Mom, Virginia. My Mother was the wild and spirited rebel artist to my earthbound Taurus soul and yet, as opposites so often attract, we balanced each other perfectly. She inspired and thrilled me with her passions and artistic visions and I was her bowl of warm soup at those times when she needed to feel grounded to reality. With her passing, I feel not only loss and grief for a parent who was also my best friend, but I suddenly for the first time feel like an "adult". I am no longer someone's "child". I no longer can call home. There is no one in my life whom I can call "Mom". This new reality is scary as hell; I am all alone in this big monster-under-the-bed world and like it or not, this is how it is going to be from here on out. Throughout my twenties and thirties, I never felt ready to commit to a relationship; I never felt that the time was right to have a child of my own, so now here I am, a middle-aged "child-adult" who now has to face the music for the first time. You're on your own sister, like it or not! This blog is my journey.