ellenjane

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Gender FEMALE
Location Cincinnati, Oh, United States
Introduction I am...a daughter, a sister, a lover, a fighter, a friend, an enemy, a hopeless romantic disguised as a cynic. I am a truth telling liar. I am a shoulder to lean on that isn't always able to lean on other shoulders. I'm an optimistic pessimist that thinks people are inherantly good at deceit. I have a pretty good grip on not knowing exactly what it is that I want from day to day. I am an absolutely sold out follower of Christ, that doesn't always know what that's supposed to look, sound, taste, or smell like. I'm cold and warm, funny and serious, loud and outgoing and painfully shy. Most days I feel socially inept to the point of isolation while smiling broadly and speaking confidently. I am empty and full, joyously sorrowful. I am a study in contradiction.