Amalie
My blogs
| Gender | Female |
|---|---|
| Location | Norway |
| Introduction | The most important thing for me these days is to preserve the moment. Take care of myself and those around me. To function normally in everyday life I have to focus and think positively. I have a wonderful family and wonderful friends, not many, but the bests. I've set myself that I will stand on my own feet, as long as I can. For a very long time now I've found safety in Bill. This boy has given me so much: confidence, anger, laughter and tears. I do not regret one second that I let myself become so fond of him as I am. It came to a point where I no longer were angry and desperate that he was not there with me. I have deep feelings for him, I love him, so that he exists is a sense of security. That I can sleep at night to his beautiful voice, gives me such peace of mind I can not explain. In a period I refused myself to feel anything for him, that I did because my feelings for him had destroyed so much back then. It was hard for me to suddenly just had to hide what I felt for myself and others, but I could not do it, I had to return to his safety, 'back in his arms' ~ Always by his side. |