jessi cat
My blogs
| Gender | Female |
|---|---|
| Occupation | musician |
| Introduction | i am beautiful and i am ugly. i have a kind heart but also evil at times. i tried to kill myself a few times, but hell and heaven both said sorry to me. I feel naked when i have cloths on, lonely when people are around, hallucinated at times, believing life is a dream so everything will be better when i wake up. i laugh hard, and i cry hard. I want to kill this little girl inside of me, but at the same time i keep feeding her day after day. i desire a guy who knows how to touch me like how i play my instruments. oh, i sometimes cannot separate what's real and what's not, so it hurts. I hear music most of the time, but have to ask them to stop playing me craps at times, although i don't know what they look like. I try to say yes to the world, but the world always says no back. Deep inside i know I'd always be lonely, because i have music with me only. |