Yup my facebook (well my main one) account has been deactivated. It's awesome.
January 19, 2009 at 12:52 PM
And I still haven't learned jack squat. (warning that i'm going to ramble the rest of the post) I feel frustrated, and the root of the frustration throws a stack overflow. Maybe the fact that I'm expressing my feelings in programming similes is one cause. The real frustration I would take a stab at is: me. Where do I go from here? This question gets asked sooo many ways. Like what do you plan on doing with your degree? I don't care, whatever job God gives me I will enjoy. Is that a problem not to care? I have a year and a half, Lord willing, and when that time comes THEN I can start filling out the applications. One thing I do think would help is to deactivate my facebook account. This is something I have been wanting to do, and for a couple reason, I haven't yet.
Sufjan Stevens clearly sums up my feelings with the song Sister Winter: "Oh my friends I've Begun to worry right Where I should be grateful I should be satisfied
Oh my heart I Would clap and dance in place With my friends I have so Much pleasure to embrace
But my heart is Returned to sister winter But my heart is As cold as ice
Oh my thoughts I Return to summertime When I kissed your ankle I kissed you through the night
All my gifts I gave everything you Your strange imagination You threw it all away
Now my heart is Returned to sister winter Now my heart is As cold as ice
All my friends, I've Returned to sister winter All my friends, I Apologise, apologise"
maybe I can get to sleep after getting my sparse thoughts down. (oh and 25,000 miles refers to how many miles i've logged on my vibe).
"25,000 miles"
2 Comments -
Do it! I felt so free afterwards!
January 18, 2009 at 8:27 PM
Yup my facebook (well my main one) account has been deactivated. It's awesome.
January 19, 2009 at 12:52 PM