Note to self: It seemed like a big deal at the time. It basically has amounted to nothing. The occasional topic of conversation, an infrequent distraction. It was (and is) work-related and I spent way too much time being stressed and confused and worried about it. Sometimes I just need to go with the flow and remain neutral about the level of liquid in the glass.
11:42 AM
You ever have a thoroughly disconcerting experience? One that throws you for a loop? You walk through the eye of a hurricane with a blank-faced stare and you come out the other end still not sure what hit you? Not sure whether you're supposed to cry tears of joy or tears of pain... or... wait why am I crying at all?
I've had that kind of week. I feel blindsided. And I have to keep asking myself why I feel that way. I think its because I haven't felt properly in control of my decisions or destiny in a long time.
Yesterday was the first day of the rest of 2010. And I think today marked the big reveal - the thing that I'm still in the dark about but that is going to write the denoument of my story for the rest of the year.
Confused about this post? Yeah. Me too.
posted by Stephanie Cake at 8:29 PM on Jul 2, 2010
"Where am I? WHO am I?"
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Note to self: It seemed like a big deal at the time. It basically has amounted to nothing. The occasional topic of conversation, an infrequent distraction. It was (and is) work-related and I spent way too much time being stressed and confused and worried about it. Sometimes I just need to go with the flow and remain neutral about the level of liquid in the glass.
11:42 AM