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questions i'm currently pondering:
~ will spring ever come?
~ what is the shape of now?
~ what is the feeling of now?
~ what is the look of now?
~ what do i want to be when i grow up?

~ tho' i've read lots of complaints out there about daylight savings time, i still love it. i'd rather have my light at the end of the day, thank you. it cuts back on television time and lets you sleep a bit longer.
~ what will i read next?
~ will i ever really be able to quiet my mind and meditate? (and will it help if i do?)
~ as much as i think the notion of coaching is a snake oil worthy of p.t. barnum (there's a sucker born every minute) or scientology, do i actually need one? or would it be better to just go running?
~ is it ok to be a snob? 
~ is it ok to assess the blame in order to avoid taking on someone else's bullshit? (husband says yes and i'm inclined to believe him.)
~ how can i introduce play into my everyday? and is there a way make a living doing so? (without involving too many children.)
~ i need more happenings in my life. and pop-up shops. and restaurants. and quality coffee. and organic veggies.
~ how can i be a better friend to me?
~ when will i stop using that essie nail polish that destroys my nails?
~ do you think you are drawn to the things you need, just when you need them?

~ where is the outrage in the danes over the coming teacher lock-out? (it starts tuesday and will last indefinitely.) and what do people do who don't have a child old enough to be left home alone in front of the internet with her iMac?

~ why don't people don't write letters like this anymore? What is needed is constant work, day and night, constant reading, study, will…. Every hour is precious for it…. Come to us, smash the vodka bottle, lie down and read…. Turgenev, if you like, whom you have not read. that's not quite true, i have read turgenev. and my bottle of choice is gin. but of course, chekhov wasn't writing to me.
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how fabulous does this version of alice in wonderland look? with art by yayoi kusama. circles are everywhere, i tell you. everywhere. it's the shape of now.