So I am quietly hiding out today - in my room with the curtains drawn - KM and I are watching movies and playing on the Wii - I am really dealing a lot better than I thought I would be - but I really don't want to listen to all the people who I have made fun of over the years - as I know they have been waiting for this day!!!

Can you guess what today is?

I have finally hit that milestone that everyone thought I would have a nervous breakdown prior to getting to - I have made it though! I am so grateful for all that I have been blessed with. I have a wonderful, supportive, eclectic family - and so many great friends that might as well be family. We have all that we need in our home and are becoming more and more truly happy as we find out who we are!

Have you figured it out yet?

I will say that I have very few regrets, for all the mistakes I have made have brought me to where I am - and to quote one of my newly favorite artists Amy Steinberg "I am exactly where I need to be, I need to be exactly where I am, I am not aimlessly existing"! Being in a much better place than a lot of people I know my age, I am forever thankful to those who have helped me get here! The biggest regret is that I am unable to have Noni here for this day! I know she is with me, in my heart and in my life whenever I need her though! I just have to remember all the wonderful birthdays that have gone by that I got to spend with her.

Oh that was a hint? hmmm...

Do you give up yet or did you guess it?
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Today I turn 30!!!
I know it really is the new 15 - but it is still a bit scary!