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They say food helps in alleviating a bad mood, so I got this Baskin-Robbins black currant ice-cream.

But the thought still stays.

This is too much. I mean, just when things start to fall in place, there comes this nice Elephanta wind marking the end of serenity.

Some days I laugh it off. But then suddenly there come these one-off days when I feel that I have owned the right to complain. I dun generally ask why me, not until it reaches the point of 'why always me'

I know God tests, and he doesn't give anyone more than s/he can handle, but really I would prefer to be low down on his enriched-with-strength list and lead a happier life.

I don't want to eat the ice-cream, I had it in the morning, and the day before as well. F&B might help people get in a good mood, just only if they are something different. Sameness is stale, succeeds only in adding to complaints.
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I wrote this and I thought about it.
Who said that God gives you the answers only if you remain quiet enough to hear His voice? I want to amend it. God gives you the answers even when you are shouting at the top of it!

I looked at the ice-cream. I remember how when I was at school ice-creams would be a daily-sought-rarely-got luxury. On Sunday outings, once in a blue moon picnics, or if lucky, happy Parent Teacher Meetings!
And, my, weren't they priced!!

And today I have the liberty to buy ice-creams anytime I feel like. There's no one stopping me, there's no dearth...They are the same, yet they don't taste so. I don't think they have made changes with the ingredients. I think it's just coz I have enough of them.

And I realized I'm God's special child. He doesn't want my life to become like the ice-cream. A life that isn't sprinkled with troubles and crisis would never feel the happiness of true joys. A life that hasn't seen failure can never feel the highs of sitting on the throne of success. If you've not seen the trenches, what a pity, you'll never appreciate the view from the sky. If you've not reeled in pain, you don't know what's ecstasy.

I am going to lead a full life. The wind might ruffle it up, but I'd set it right again. I would make it beautiful. I am not going to die not knowing the joys of finding joy. I got too much and I lost it for the ice-creams, but I'll still win the thrills of life!!