Painful Night[Image] Part 1Tonight is a painful night I watched another prince movie,Being entertained once againAnd strangely hurt by the happy ending for the nth timeAs they lived happily ever afterMy dream of the same ending is killed at the same timeI realize it won't happen to meAnd it hurtsMaybe I desire it that is why it hurtsWell maybe it will happen I just don't know whenI just wanted to destress from the toxic adult problemsI was convincing my younger brother that he is never a disappointment when deep inside me, I am the one who isBut I pray to the Lord and ask forgiveness over and overAnd I don't repeat the prayer because of doubt but because my heart really yearns for HimI know and believe that He will make things turn aroundHe will provideI am His childI lack nothingAnd so I thank You LordFor everything that You have doneAnd for being an awesome GodNo matter the circumstanceI will praise and worship YouJesus, my Lord and Savior Part 2I can't keep the tears from welling upMy nose is not serving its purposeI thank God for giving me mouth in this caseThis migraine is killing meBut I will fight for my life until I see a happy soulThere seems no-one around me who is not hurtingEveryone needs healing including meThat is why we need a Savior and HealerJesus is the answerI pray that everyone will put that in their bannerAnd stop being a bummer Part 3I'm drinking my tears and I'm getting drownedBut still I know there will be sunshine tomorrowMy heart is overwhelmed with painbut I know God is my healerGod knew pain more than I doHence He knows how and when it stopsI just trust the sovereign Creatorwho died on the cross for mesuch pain while being hung on the treeis far worse than what I feel todayI am grateful for Him who saved mebecause I know at the end of it allHe promised that there will be no more tears,no more pain, and no more sadness. ***
posted by Lanilane Ocbina (chibi) at 11:28 AM on Aug 31, 2022
"Modern Lamentation"
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