DisturbedAngel

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Gender Female
Occupation SAHM
Location United States
Introduction I am 38 years old, married to a wonderful, loving man and the proud stay-at-home mama to a beautiful little boy. I grew up with a narcissistic mother and abusive stepfather. My half sister has always been the golden child and I, the family scapegoat who can never seem to measure up. After years of bending over backward to try and have a good relationship with my half sister, I finally severed contact in March of 2009. Then, in January of 2010, I also severed all contact with my narcissistic mother. (Updated to add that as of May 2011, I've also cut ties with my narcissistic father and stepmother as well.) Currently, I am back in contact with my NM in a limited capacity. Walking away from all that toxicity was a LONG time coming but I can't believe how much better I feel because of it. This diary is intended primarily to be a log of my journey toward healing from the abuses I've endured. I hope it will also become a place where others who've been cast as the family scapegoat or who've been the victims of a narcissist's abuse can find comfort in knowing they aren't alone.
Interests Painting, reading, playing video games with my husband, spending time with my husband and son.
Favorite Movies Pretty much anything horror, though I do like dramas also. Especially anything based on a Nicholas Sparks book.
Favorite Music A little of everything from Tori Amos to Marilyn Manson to Edith Piaf to Louis Armstrong to Beethoven! LOL
Favorite Books I LOVE just about anything on Psychology and am fascinated with how the human mind works. I also love horror stories and anything by Nicholas Sparks or Jodi Picoult.