Seeker
My blogs
| Introduction | I am a Seeker. Seeking God (Yahweh). Seeking truth. God & all his creations & his children are awesome! In this mortal life, i am nothing; i'm nobody at all. I feel i'm not really even here! I'm not who myself or others think or say i am. Really i'm only what God alone thinks & says i am, but i don't yet know what that is or shall be. I desire peace, harmony, unity, good feelings, mutual understanding & equality between all living beings, from highest to lowest. When those are lacking it's uncomfortable to me. Sometimes i feel worried or anxious about this lack of seeing eye to eye & i tend to feel that it's all my fault; that i must not be communicating well enough. So i sometimes try harder, or sometimes give up & withdraw for a while. It's not about me. I love to hear others and empathize with them, or to have deep conversations about spiritual or abstract ideas, values, and interpersonal concepts. I love people, but it's kinda painful when those around me don't seem to understand where i'm coming from or what i'm talking about. But none of that matters really. Because God is all that's real. |
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| Interests | I would prefer to be invisible if i could (and also to have the superpowers of being able to fly, to teleport anywhere through space & time, and to never have to eat or sleep at all). I would use those abilities to help & assist people all around the world in times of trouble or distress. |
| Favorite Books | I recommend ironrodpodcast.com/podcast-archive to everyone, also (on ncronline.org) Discovering the True Self in God with Merton's guidance |