I like to ponder and speculate, to think of and to attempt to explain the inexplicable. I live on the furthest edge of reality, a constant observer looking in, mystified and yet fascinated with the intricate workings of this universe. What lies behind me, beyond that boundary, is surely nothing but sheer madness, so close I can feel it sucking me in. As I resist this dreadful force, here are my writings of what lies before me and in my mind.