I'm not your average everyday woman. I am beautiful, yet insecure. I am smart and yet uneducated in so many things, I am happy- yet I get down so easily. I love literature, I am a reader- and that intimidates people all the time. I understand religion and needing God in ones life- I understand the need for faith and hope, I don't understand the rediculous need of humankind to pick one another apart for reasons out of their control. I don't understand bigots, radicals, feminists. I understand family, eternal relationships that are more than meaningless one night stands. I appreciate, and respect every woman before me who has stood for her heart- and became an "at home mom" because my children- are my entire world, my daughter and my sons, ARE my future and I love them as such! I understand that I can love someone forever and not need to feel it back. I understand everyone dies, yet death is not the end. I believe that I am nothing special, yet someone worth knowing. I am a mom, a wife, a daughter, sister, aunt, friend, lover, fighter, human. I am imperfect, and have never claimed to be better than anyone else. I am who I am.