whatthef*ck
About Me
Five years ago, I gave birth to a healthy, beautiful baby boy and he is alive and well today. Two years later, I saw my first dead baby on an ultrasound. Shortly after I got pregnant again and, despite a blood clot that caused me to bleed for 10 weeks, I had a baby girl in June 2004. I got pregnant with our third child in July 2005. In December 2005 I had no choice but to deliver my baby girl at 23 weeks, knowing that she would die immediately. I found the courage to try again and in April 2006 got pregnant again. In July 2006, I delivered my 10 1/2 week old baby boy into the palm of my hand. Now in March 2007, I am 26 weeks pregnant. I am trying again to have a baby that lives. Because every good drama needs one: here's the twist. My husband and I are currently donating his sperm to our dear friends, a lesbian couple who want a known donor for their second child. Holy leap of faith.
Favorite Movies
- garden state
- lost in translation
- eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
- life is beautiful
- the piano
- terms of endearment I love those light-hearted movies!
Favorite Music
Favorite Books
- the corrections
- the amazing adventures of kavalier & clay
- the kite runner
- the poisonwood bible
- the god of small things
- a prayer for owen meany
- the life of pi
- middlesex
- the cider house rules
- the pillars of the earth
- operating instructions: a diary of my son's first year
- even cowgirls get the blues
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