BPD in OKC

• Gender: Female
• Astrological Sign: Libra
• Industry: Publishing
• Occupation: journalist and mystery shopper
• Location: Oklahoma : United States
• Wishlist

About Me

Most importantly, I'm suffering from Borderline Personality Disorder, Bipolar Disorder, Clinical Depression & Generalized Anxiety Disorder. My blog acts as therapy & I use it to clear the thoughts out of my head. Am I crazy? Well you can be the judge. I'm 27 & bisexual. I’m happily divorced after 5 years in a marriage with an abusive alcoholic/drug addict husband. I grew up in a small Oklahoma town & now live in a 3-bedroom house with 2 dogs in Oklahoma City. I love my dogs more than life itself, well at least more than my ex-husband’s life. I was abused throughout my childhood by my father & I grew up watching him abuse my mom & siblings also. I’m a “community” journalist working for a corporate newspaper & I refuse to let myself be one of those journalists who people hate. I work part-time as a mystery shopper for both entertainment & spending money. I find solace in poetry, music, photography, movies & TV. I’m reluctantly addicted to Myspace, Facebook, StumbleUpon, Tumblr & Twitter. I love going to arcades & taking out frustration on ski ball. I’m determined to not be “girly,” but I secretly love all things pink (Ok, maybe that’s not a secret).

In the dream where you show up to school naked, why do you never go swimming?

I've never had that dream, but if I did, I'd grab a cute girl and guy to go skinny-dipping with me.

Interests

• dogs
• animal rights
• music
• TV
• romantic comedy movies
• poetry
• domestic violence prevention
• gay rights
• photography
• cooking
• mystery shopping
• ski ball

Favorite Movies

• Twilight
• Death Race
• August Rush
• Prozac Nation
• Girl Interrupted
• The Virgin Suicides
• A Walk To Remember
• Because I Said So
• How To Deal
• Cruel Intentions
• Lost and Delirious
• Imagine Me & You
• Save the Last Dance
• Dirty Dancing
• Center Stage
• Chasing Liberty

Favorite Music

• Myah Marie
• Britney Spears
• Mandi Perkins
• Katy Perry
• Pink
• Hinder
• Staind
• Saliva
• Nickelback
• Korn
• Slipknot
• Linkin Park
• Daughtry
• All American Rejects
• Disturbed
• Mudvayne
• Stone Sour
• Shinedown
• Avenged Sevenfold
• Sevendust
• Flyleaf
• Mandy Moore
• Leona Lewis
• Kelly Clarkson
• Carrie Underwood
• Keith Urban
• Tim McGraw
• LeAnn Rimes
• Brad Paisley
• Rascal Flatts
• Martina McBride
• Amanda Perez
• Amerie
• R. Kelly
• Brandy
• 112
• Ruff Endz
• Jagged Edge
• Ashanti
• Frankie J.
• Joe
• Tyrese
• Faith Evans
• Avant
• TLC
• Jaci Velasquez
• Casting Crowns
• Skillet
• Jeremy Camp
• Tobymac
• Third Day
• Sanctus Real
• Switchfoot
• Kutless
• Big Daddy Weave
• Plumb

Favorite Books

• I Hate You Don't Leave Me
• Girl Interrupted
• Prozac Nation
• The Virgin Suicides
• A Walk To Remember
• The Gift of Fear