Maddy

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Gender Male
Occupation Student
Location United States
Introduction Wow, too much caring. Okay, I'll attempt it. I consider myself intelligent. I'm still a teenager (19 yo, birthday in october), and I find the world annoying at times. I do not think I am a nihilist anymore. I've decided that the way to live life is to explore. And currently, my exploration has come to the conclusion that the meaning of life is to struggle and to peace. (I know peace is not a verb. Get over it.) The idea is that it is an oxymoron but at the same time part of the same process and, thereby, one thing.
Interests music, movies, art, books, soccer, wise-ass-ery, philosophy, Science
Favorite Movies The Lord of the Rings, THE LORD OF THE RINGS, THE LORD OF THE FRICKIN' RINGS, Life is Beautiful, The Talented Mr. Ripley, The Fantastic Mr. Fox, Hayao Miyazaki and all of his magic, Donnie Darko, The Breakfast Club, The Last Samurai, Howl's Moving Castle, Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Laputa: Castle in the Sky, Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind, The Lion King, Slumdog Millionaire
Favorite Music Coldplay, Manchester Orchestra, Bright Eyes, Avett Brothers, MUSE, Bon Iver, Florence + the Machine, Cloud Cult
Favorite Books Songmaster, Naruto, Siddhartha, Heart of Darkness, Catcher in the Rye, Fathers and Sons, Life of Pi, 1984, In Cold Blood, J.R.R. Tolkein, C.S. Lewis

You have a red jar of cedar chips. Why do moths miss the forest?

I think a big problem with humanity is the idea that we need to belong somewhere. Like, who decided that we need love? Why does it have to be essential? Why do we interact? what do we gain? For some reason, I cannot overcome myself. I honestly should just end my own life; I missed my forest. And my red jar of cedar chips are taking up too much space. Just let me sleep.