The Chaotic One

MANUFACTURE

2007-12-28T14:08:00.000+01:00

Play my song and forget about the rest
put those dull minds to the test
give them questions, ask them how they feel
then change the song to increase its appeal

HER PASSION

2007-08-18T13:45:00.000+02:00

She fires bullets at others' faces
under the perfect circumstance
reaches out for invisible traces
proves to you - the dead can dance

she merges violence with kindness
makes it a perfect combination
spreads a wave of blindness
to others she is a violation

she wants to have more of her passion
the white powder that fits her mood
she knows well what's new with fashion
drugs are her food...

DIE

2007-05-06T19:47:00.000+02:00

Stop in the limelight, cover your eyes
feed your child, some poison, disguised
run through the mirror, do what they don't
hide your face, they're standing in the front

Stop when you're ready, lose your own head
cut the eyeballs, your vision is dead
focus, give attention, the fireworks' sound
let your face blend with the crowd

Stop in the middle, move when you're told
follow the leader, until you're old
something has happened, you're not alive
in the deep sea of powder... you dive

IMMATURE CHRIST

2007-02-14T22:43:00.000+01:00

The special light glowing like it's endless
confuses eyes, pretends to play the actress
puts an end to all the gunshot dreams for me
so now they're real, not what they seemed to be

the shower tells me what my life's about
the fruits are nice but deep inside they rot
failed to cut them I won't see the seeds
I accept, that's what my image needs

the screen is on and the lights are out
I see the naked body with a filthy mouth
scared to death the man turns around
sees a camera broadcasting from behind

the love song that will never leave one's mind
has its refrain that sounds and feels so kind
and the ending which comes when the phone's dead
names everyone who laughs at every word you said.

THE PREGNANT DEAD

2007-01-01T21:59:00.000+01:00

This is the vision of a dead god
who fell when I was born
the crisis changed to a fairytale
invention of heavy porn

this is the feeling of an orphan
a child who loves all hate
thedeaf remembered nothing
the ambulance was late

this is the routine of an old man
who loved to waste his life
for nothing but his bad name
the sharpness of a knife.

TIES

2006-12-14T00:53:00.000+01:00

Unchained brains spreading faith
the cursed ones are left to wait
found and lost again in their age
able to read but can't turn the page

probable mistakes always turn true
the failure of one is the failure of you
kill those you envy, take all their lies
cut off their heads then cut off their ties.

ILLUSIONIST

2006-12-05T00:46:00.000+01:00

Your trust ends in a tunnel full of light
dio you notice something out of sight?
you see nothing and that's what you want
oh yes, your friends love you... no they don't!

your love ends as soon as it starts
think you'll find all the broken parts?
oh yes, but one of them is missing
to get it you'll have to try death's kissing

your life ends before it begins
didn't have time to pray for all your sins?
oh yes, heaven is where you want to go
guess what they'll say when you ask... NO!

THIS IS THE RESURRECTION

2006-10-24T18:31:00.000+02:00

Automatic, with all the logical routines
sympathetic, look at your widescreens
push the button, let the joy begin
kill the dragon then stick your card in

so aesthetic, show all your light beams
not pathetic, you know what this means
free the power, it will protect you
kill your mother, believe it was not true.

HEROES

2006-09-03T23:58:00.000+02:00

They're the ones who fade the world to black
step aside or they'll make your image blank
commercial christ tells you not to sleep
freedom fights for those who never fall deep

they're the ones who love each other best
stay alive and they'll kill you like the rest
offer all your secrets - what you get is this
sleeping pills and in your face a piss

they're the ones who take your time away
once you're in they'll only let you stay
this is life, your paradise of lies
at least you're the jesus who denies

they're the ones who look like they are glad
one mistake - you've never been so sad
fireworks are fired into your face
this is life, you have been replaced.

PORCELAIN PEOPLE

2006-09-01T01:36:00.000+02:00

It's me and the porcelain people
I want to reach the porcelain steeple
It's me and the porcelain people
I need to make our feelings deeper
It's me and the porcelain people
I'll tell you which one is the weaker
It's me and the porcelain people
porcelain god and porcelain reaper.

inspired by Phonogram of Lukas Balaz's Porcelain People

ABSENCE

2006-06-27T15:26:00.000+02:00

It's the greatest thing I've ever seen
a prison that is happy and green
full of flowers and smiling trees
prisoners fed with honey and bees

they don't know, they don't care
they think their lives are extremely rare
and when they find out it's not true
the green colour will turn into blue

torment or joy, it's the same
we don't know who we should blame
presented as a supreme god
we did not notice anything odd

happy or sad, where's the catch?
it seems our eyes have a patch
there is no dark, there is no light
only the absence of human sight

INVITE ME

2006-06-18T00:50:00.000+02:00

Step inside don't fear the dark
the smiling mouth will come
the words will be so hard to hear
if you don't believe just run

come further you'll see the light
the laughing mouth will kill
you don't get it, now you're dead
Oh, what a tasty pill!

NOISE

2006-06-13T00:15:00.000+02:00

You cannot be given more pain
all of your lives are ending today
you are flying just like the rain
looks like you have nothing to say

you cannot be given more life
the body has been drained
you absorbed your last knife
looks like you've become a Saint

Silence! There's an angel falling
replaced by another
Silence! From your brain they're calling
you're not our father
Silence! But your mouth is talking
why should we bother?
Silence! There will be no warning
the Saint prays for slaughter.

THE MIRROR WORLD

2006-05-22T16:41:00.000+02:00

There's a line between the eyes
a scar of time that stays awake
there's a blurry motion picture
the one that you can never fake

there's a hidden secret camera
for everything you do or make
there's an incomplete drama
a story that one can't take

there's a weapon of mass destruction
we're used to call it fate
there's a grenade flying our direction
we're saying it's not too late

there's a rule of loving god
teaching us how to hate
there's a blind point in our mind
and what do we do? ...wait.

BORN AGAIN

2006-05-13T16:44:00.000+02:00

I killed myself to be born again
razor blades for this bitter end
and all the raindrops on my face
I will lay here and rot for days

I killed myself to be born again
fire spreads over the veins
and all the flies inside my brain
I will once more do the same

I killed myself to be born again
needles cover my middle hand
and all the worms eating my eyes
I will fall down from the skies.

WHITE

2006-05-05T13:03:00.000+02:00

I saw the female goddess flying
in the shadow of my head
and her eyes weren't dying
they were already dead

I saw the female goddess scream
her tongue was split into two
and she knew she was a dream
she already knew what to do

I saw the female goddess die
when there was no more of it
I came to the place where she lied
and in her face I spit.

CHRISTIAN HATRED

2006-04-27T19:46:00.000+02:00

Laugh or cry? Both is possible when reading a website of a man who apparently doesn't have problems expressing his sick opinions on the internet. He covers his insanity in "christianity" and all he does is telling people "his" truth based on incomplete information. This time, he criticizes Marilyn Manson. Some extracts from his website:

"Madman Marilyn Manson is as guilty for the Columbine High School Massacre as the two maniacs who pulled the triggers. His music incited the killers to violence. We must work to BAN Manson's music, as well as street thug rappers who advocate killing cops, and Eminem who advocates rape, murder, and suicide"

"A common speculation of the song Misery Machine's line, "We're gonna ride to the Abby of Thelema," is that it is a reference to the Scooby-Doo character Thelma. Thelema was actually the name of the temple Aleister Crowley established in Italy, before his expulsion from the country by dictator Benito Mussolini."

"He and Twiggy went to a grave yard and picked up some bones they found and carried them in a plastic bag telling those who questioned that they were the remains of their old drummer Freddy (though they were unknown bones). One night they got bored because they didn't have any beer so they cut off a part of a rib and put it in a pipe and smoked it. They invited two girls to try it who eventually got sick and had to leave. Twiggy spent the night vomiting and Manson was caught up in his own little dream world pretending that he was obsessed by an old Baptist Minister."

"Manson's band members drink his urine and he pees on the crowd at his concerts."

"Parents, this is what YOUR children are listening to when they have this freaks cd's in their possession. I was recently at a Christian school and I asked for a show of hands of students who listened to Manson's music or had his cd's in their possession and about 75% of their hands went up. Well the Rev., says, " Take those cd's, lay them out on the floor, take a hammer, and whack those cd's until they are in little bitty tiny pieces, and then mail those pieces straight to Manson telling him you want nothing more to do with him or his music."Parent's , if your teenager will not do this on their own, then YOU take the proper leadership role in your home and do it for them! You have every right to do this according to God's Word in Joshua 24:15 "AS FOR ME AND MY HOUSE WE WILL SERVE THE LORD!""

I think this is enough. I can't imagine who could believe this man. If you want to see it yourself, just go and visit his website:
JohnyLeeClary Website
It was really funny to me.

Edit: this funny person has even more to offer. As I was going through his website I found this "interesting topics" page. Themes as "How to stop witches", "How to treat unbelievers", "Islam: Satanic cult of the damned", "Love America and Jesus or get out". Wow this man really has fantasy. The link: JohnyLeeClary Website

On Brokeback Mountain Johny wrote:

"Now I haven't seen the movie, nor do I intend to. However, I have read the reviews and heard what the movie critics had to say. Here is a movie where two guys go up on Brokeback mountain, crawl into the pup tent and butt slam each other, and they get the awards and Oscars! Something queer is going on! Hollyweird has sent a clear message: Jesus is out and sodomy is in! Hollywood wants to glorify the Brokeback mountain boys by giving it Oscar nominations, but were not open to any Oscars for "Passion of the Christ" because they are ashamed of Jesus and how he made a way for us to be reconciled to God. Even the Brokeback mountain boys could be reconciled to God if they would stop that homo stuff and accept Jesus. My advice to any parent who's son asks to go see Brokeback mountain, either buy him a skirt and purse and change his name from Jim to Jane; or set him down and read to him what God did to Sodom and Gomorrah!"

Well this says it all. The man's not okay.

LINES

2006-04-20T20:55:00.000+02:00

We are far from the end of the line
but we think we see it disappear
our eyes are blinded by wine
and we still know we shoud be so near

we use the advantage of the blind
to judge things we don't see
we lost track of our line
some love to call it "to be free"

Say what blinds us, these times are not the past
the lines were many, but this one's the very last
Say what kills us, every time we put out the light
the lines were many, but now they're out of sight.

THE TIME MURDERER

2006-04-09T11:46:00.000+02:00

The past is gone, we'll never know
what was behind the eyes
when we're done we'll end up low
the laughter of the ties

the moment "now" is our only judge
passing away like a dream
the blood has dried, don't let it smudge
what does this mean?

future predictions can fool us not
this act of crime was fair
we killed her soul, now it will rot
I am the new heir.

DAILY NEWS

2006-03-31T18:04:00.000+02:00

As quiet as silence, as loud as noise
she was the violence without any voice
proud to be stronger, she wanted to win
now she`s lower than anyone's ever been.

FAKE

2006-03-27T21:49:00.000+02:00

So here is the one who took my head
white snow in summer
so this is the book I've read
I have read no other

so there is my precious love
my priestess, my mother
so there she flies high above
why should I bother?

this time she will fall down
this time she will end up dead
this time she'll turn into a clown
and people will tear off her head

so there goes the one who takes
she's no nearer
so there lies the queen that fakes
the picture in the mirror.

BE THE ONE WHO TAKES

2006-03-24T20:02:00.000+01:00

Give me more of your hate
give me some of your pain
my true god is too late
I am almost insane

Take my time, it's all yours
here's my name, you are me now
this was one of my souls
just kiss my toes, bow

Give me a little more tears
give me your enemy list
they can cut off my ears
I already feel their fists

Take my smile, I don't care
use it whenever you want
prove you innocence, dare
be the one that you can't.

SOMETHING NEW

2006-03-23T21:40:00.000+01:00

I always wanted to write stories. The reason why I haven't written any was that I had no time for writing and that English didn't suit me quite as well as Slovak. So I have decided to start a new blog with my stories in it. Quite random stories, mainly from my own experience. Nothing special. :). And it will all be written in Slovak, so if anyone who knows the language is interested, just read. Of course this blog will reamin without changes. That is all I wanted to say, so have a nice day everybody! Oh, and I should provide a link, right?

CHAOTICKA SVINA

MY FINGERS INSIDE YOUR THROAT

2006-03-20T15:08:00.000+01:00

Like a discarded piece of you
I am put aside from the rest
like an insignificant view
or a never opened chest

like a feather swept away
to the utter darkness
it's like the world's going to change
but nothing ever changed less

Taste my fingers inside your throat
vomit my inside, vomit my thought
feel the panic inside your head
you'll end up screaming in an unknown bed.

I AM YOU

2006-03-10T15:11:00.000+01:00

I confess I am meaningless
my head hangs down low
the future is merciless
with swords from unknown

in my brain there's a chaos mess
but I play my role
I have nothing, not more or less
these dreams have a hole

they talk about holiness
they talk about souls
but when they undress
your eyes must be closed

I am you!

Now we're falling down
into our own fear
price of our lives
the one of many
Now we fall apart
in tiny tears
we are so surprised
to see ourselves here.