tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9192807775779236636.post-12667097704215900282008-04-16T11:04:00.000-04:002008-04-16T08:05:04.313-04:00I finally had a good nights sleep, with the help of a few glasses of wine. The pain from my c-section is starting to wear off as well so I don't feel so bad. I can't help but think about what to do with my life now? I have been so focused on this pregnancy and having this baby that nothing else really mattered. Now, all I can think about is a new exciting career, or the thought of trying again for another child.<br /><br />The second time around on this journey seems to be a bit easier, but is it too soon to tell? Right now I am bombarded with visitors, phone calls, and cards. I wonder what it will be like when all that slows down. I seem to feel the worst in the middle of the night and in the morning. <br /><br />I was able to put away all of the shower gifts with the help of my husband and a close friend. I was glad that no one tried to hide it to keep me from being sad. It gives me something to look forward to. I have all the blankets I need for sure!<br /><br />Today I am going to try and get out and get my hair done and pick out an outfit for the service tomorrow.Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17980414076194921495noreply@blogger.com