eshda3wa

I Hate My Body

2008-08-17T00:00:00.000+03:00

I just read an article that 90 % of people hate at least one thing about their bodies.

What do you hate about your body?!

*i have a feeling i wrote about this before!

Settling Down

2008-08-12T00:00:00.000+03:00

You know you don't have to marry her

I know, I want to, shes a good person

She is, but maybe shes not the person for you

Yeah but that all works itself out later

No actually it doesn't

When shes my wife things will be different

If you cant agree on anything before you get married, what makes you think "it'll be different" after?

Well the person I really want to marry doesn't want to settle down!

Who do you want to marry?

YOU!

You know now that I think about it, your right, things will be so different after marriage I'm sure, congrats bro!

One day a man will come along and tame you

"Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they need to run free until they find someone just as wild to run with... "

OLYMPICS

2008-08-09T00:00:00.004+03:00

Did anyone watch the opening ceremony?
Of course you did! Who would be crazy enough to miss it!!
Kudos to china, it was beautiful!

I cant begin to imagine the emotions the athletes must be going through to be a part of sports heaven!
To compete among the best of the best.. Simply exhilarating!

I read somewhere Kuwait has four players competing, and guess how many administrative bullshitters? THIRTY!

WTH! Meta beba6loon sowalifhum hathi!
What they heard ooh free trip to china oo ta3azimaw 3alaiha?!

My Uncle Represented Kuwait during Moscow Olympics in 1980 and again during the 1984 LA games.
He said he had to fight back tears! It was so overwhelming.
He was an AMAZING Judo player. Competed in the Asian cup a total of 12 times. He always came out as one of the top 3. He won the gold medal 6 times!

After he got sick (cancer) do you know what Kuwait and the Nade he so well represented (and was still a member of) do to honor him?
NOTHING.

After he died they called my other uncle and asked him to pass by the club to pick up a shield that they printed up with a thank you on it.
My grandma wanted to know if they expect her to bury it with her son, since for the two years he was suffering they didn't so much as make a phone call.

ENJOY THE GAMES

**i dont have internet access:(
i know i know in this day and age how could i not
bs i dont!
So do forgive if im not up to date with all ur blogs!

Question

2008-08-05T00:00:00.000+03:00

Dear Eshd3wa,

I have been a fan of your blog for a while now, and I love reading it..keep it up!!
Im emailing you because a while ago, you have posted on your blog that readers can use your blog to post their stories and issues..etc..so if you are still welcome that, I would like you to post this story, I need to know what you and everyone else thinks about it, so here it goes:

My friend (M) is an independent college grad, and working girl, has a very ambitious personality, she has feelings for (L), who confessed his deep love for her and commitment at a very young age, (L) is still a student in college with a part time job, and already made up his mind about his future plans...at first (M) appreciated L's honesty, courage, care and attention yet, didnt completely trust (L) thinking the feelings are merely a teenage phase,but 2 years later (L) still feels the same, currently in his early twenties, M's appreciation is growing day by day, into admiration and like..(alot of like) but the question is, is it L.O.V.E? M is unsure, cant feel sparks although there is some sort of vibe going on..and if it is, is it right? according to society it isnt because of social differences and age differences..M is very confused about L and doesnt know if she is only misleading him or should she just go with the flow ignore her brains and logic and simply listen to her heart?

what do you think? Nay or Yay??
all opinions are appreciated, please let me know soon
hoping to hear from you soon..Thanks.

Just Left My Apartment

2008-08-03T00:00:00.000+03:00

Farewell to you and the youth I have spent with you.

It was but yesterday we met in a dream.

You have sung to me in my aloneness, and I of your longings have built a tower in the sky.

But now our sleep has fled and our dream is over, and it is no longer dawn.

The noontide is upon us and our half waking has turned to fuller day, and we must part.

-----------------------------------------------------------Khalil Gibran

ON VACATION

2008-07-24T00:00:00.002+03:00

Well not really, but my mom just left, and my aunt is here.
I've been busy packing, and did not have time to read your blogs or reply to comments.
I didnt realise packing is going to be this hard!
Even though im not coming home till the end of august, i have to leave my beloved apartment in a week.
Im too attached to this place, it holds too much sentimental value..
Everytime I put anything in a box I start crying. (the fact that im pmsing aint helping matters either)
Anyways I'm going to be away for a while..
Got some very important things to take care of.
Issues to deal with.
See you when i see you!

oH and does anyone have a good joke?

The Married Man

2008-07-21T00:00:00.000+03:00

Y has recently gone crazy. Partying sleeping around.
One night stands.
Her preference is the married man.

Why?

Because their in it just for the sex.
you screw and they go home to their wives.

Im sure alot of single guys would love to screw you and then have nothing to do with you

ya but why risk it?

risk what

someone wanting something more.

Why another womans man?
why wreck a home, a marriage.
why do that to another person.

Im not doing anything, her husband is.

Your letting him do it.
If hes a low life your just as bad

Dont judge me, you dont know how it is

Like hell i don't!

***************************************************************************

I cant make sense of it!
I just cant!
Why go after a married man!
He belongs to someone else!
Hes taken!

So WHY!!

Mi Casa Su Casa #3

2008-07-20T00:00:00.001+03:00

"Now the sky could be blue, could be grey...

--------------------------------I don't mind, without you it's a waste of time."
----------------------------------------------------------- Strawberry Swing By Coldplay

Posted by:
**RekoO**

blog still open to the public, email me and ill publish it!

Name Fusion

2008-07-19T00:00:00.000+03:00

Whats up with the name fusions going on?

beniffer
tomkat
branjelina
johiniffer

shino they don't have time to say two separate names !
ba6een chabdi!

The Broken Hearted

2008-07-17T00:00:00.006+03:00

Dear eshda3wa
How do i heal my broken heart?

yours~
broken hearted

Dear broken hearted, thank you for taking the time to email me but im afraid you have asked the wrong person as my emotions are half dead and i can just toss pain and whatever else behind me. the only advice i can give you is what i have googled which im sure its not what you need.
So lets ask my dear readers

Readers, how does the broken hearted go about healing their heart?

Failicha

2008-07-15T00:00:00.001+03:00

ooo failicha a7laa jazeera (even if shoosha doent think so ;P)

So when do you think this failicha thing is gna happen?

I say 300 - 500 years give or take a couple of decades

Mi Casa Su Casa #2

2008-07-13T00:00:00.001+03:00

I wish I could go back to when I was 16 again and just watch myself
see how I acted the first time i was love struck..

now 10 years later, I want to regain that intense feeling
when you could feel the love all the way to your finger tips

I want to listen to myself talk.
hear what words I had for the love of my life.

when nothing feels the same, looks the same or tastes the same.

I wish I can see myself gush over him.
always walking around with that goofy smile on my face

I want to watch myself blush
feel my heart rate increase at the thought of him

everything was beautiful, safe..
I was on top of the world..

nothing ever feels like that again no matter how big
nothing beats the first time u fall in love

I wish I was turning sweet 16 today

posted by
**sweet16**

blog still open to the public, email me anything you like and ill publish it right here!

Plastic

2008-07-11T00:00:00.000+03:00

Whats up with 50 year old women trying to be 20 ?

Honey turning your face into a plastic doll and putting on a pair of glittery leggings wont make you look young.

It makes you look confused.

People should start learning how to dress age appropriate!

You can be stylish and appropriate at the same time. Really its possible believe me.

Between Them

2008-07-09T00:00:00.001+03:00

i always wanted to sleep in their bed.
between them
next to her
next to him
but they never let me
it never happened
no where in my mind exist a memory of me
nuzzled up between them
the safest place in the world
and now i am between them
but its not safe
its a war zone
and when night comes
and i have to get in bed
get between them
I am afraid,
I dread the moment my skin touches the soft covers
my head gently placed upon the pillow
I dread the smell of my sweet scented hair.
I wait for the sun to come up
my skin crawling
I need to get out
but I cant
I'm the prisoner of my own desires.

Seat Belt

2008-07-06T00:00:00.000+03:00

I love the seat belt. It is there for safety.

I got into the car with my roommate and buckled up, only to have her laugh at me.

fig: are you for real

eshda3wa: wah?

Fig: you really put your seat belt on

eshda3wa: yeah don't you

Fig: no! I don't know anyone who does

eshda3wa: why not?

Fig: just because.. theres no use for it

eshda3wa: oh really so you think it was invented as a fashion statement

Fig: if i get in a car accident the seatbelt is not going to prevent it

eshda3wa: it doesn't prevent accidents you idiot, it keeps u in your seat so you don't fly out the window

Fig: whatever

eshda3wa: you think the air bag was put in as decoration?

Dear Blog Again

2008-07-05T03:32:00.003+03:00

Apparently my sister is NUTS
She wasn't angry at me after all..

Its just a passive aggressive reaction and i happened to be her target.

Its ok sis, thats why god gave u a big sister.

Come here n gimme a hug !

Dear Blog

2008-07-05T03:00:00.002+03:00

My little sister is about to take a very important step forward in her life.. and she needs her family's support. Mainly me. But apparently to her support means do my work for me!
Shes getting her university papers and applications in order, and i being the supportive older sister that I am told her to send me her stuff so that i do it for her.. Guess what blog.. did she send me all i asked for? No!!
She thinks that everything is a minor and fixable
even loosing your SAT scores which are a must for getting accepted at the university.
Then when i tell her off for her boroood and irresponsibility what does she so casually tell me?
Lets go somewhere we can shop!

SHOP really?!
you might not get accepted into uni and u want to discuss shopping options with me?!

so she might think im being a rotten ******
but im only looking out for her well being.

She still has a lot to learn, and i hope leaving the nest will teach her how to take on some responsibility.

So instead of taking it as a 3ibra not to ask me for advice my dear sister... how about you actually TAKE my advice and do as i tell you :**

love always
your older and wiser sister.

Cereal

2008-07-03T00:00:00.001+03:00

I like Kellogs Cornflakes or Nestle fitness.
I like it extra sweet so i use both sugar and honey.
With cold milk, never hot!
I only use a little, barley enough to cover my flakes.
I hate extra milk at the bottom of the bowl!
I like my cereal soggy not crunchy

How do you like your cereal?

Mi Casa Su Casa Post # 1

2008-07-02T00:00:00.003+03:00

your left hand dreams
of love

your right hand makes
dreams come true

your left hand whispers
sweet nothings

your right hand tells it
like it is

your left hand lives
happily ever after

your right hand lives
here and now

women of the world
raise your right hand

Posted by:
**Im single because i choose to be**
(idea borrowed from an ad)

~Blog still open to the public. Email me and ill post it!

My Date

2008-07-01T00:00:00.001+03:00

I stood in front of the mirror and added finishing touches on my face.
I have to look perfect.
I was so nervous my stomach was tied in knots.
I actually took the time to iron my outfit.
If you know me then you know I never iron my clothes, so when I do it has to be BIG.
And big it was for lack of a better word.
I put on my new gold pumps and headed out the door smiling to myself thinking of what lay ahead.
Tonight I have a date with destiny,
and everything is fair game .

Mannequins!

2008-06-29T00:00:00.001+03:00

UPDATE: FOURME 7ARAAAM 3ALAIIIIICH !!!

I'm afraid of mannequins!

they seriously scare me, whenever I'm in a store I avoid going near them.
I'm always afraid they'll come to life and just go BOO!

i have issues!

Dream Big

2008-06-28T00:05:00.005+03:00

you can do anything you put your mind to
and you can do them in stilettos
-Kimora Lee

Engaged

2008-06-25T01:10:00.001+03:00

No not me ... ekh

Two of my closest friends, 7alawa and kimo got engaged today.
They called me during their party.
I couldn't be happier. Actually I would have been happier had i been there!
I cried for hours after I heard.
I grew up with those two.
They have been dating since 10th grade! we were what 15!
Kimo finally maned up and popped the question.
well.. there was no question popping but you know what i mean.

Wow.. I cant believe that one of us is getting hitched!

weren't we in eight grade like yesterday?

Kimo and 7alawa, i wish you all the happiness in the world!

Oh My God! Were finally Gna have a baby! yaaay!
The things were gna do to ur fugly kids!

I love you both very much :**

Fabulously Fit

2008-06-24T00:15:00.000+03:00

Jennifer Nicole lee

Can you believe she used to be 200 pounds!
After having her second baby she decided she wanted to be hotter and tighter than all the high school girls out there. She put herself on a strict diet and exercise regiment. It all paid off when she won miss bikini title in 2006. After that she became unstoppable.
Gracing the cover of magazines, appearing on numerous TV shows. She is also the co-creator of the 6 exercise DVDs entitled Fabulously Fit Moms. And if that were not enough she runs over half a dozen businesses!

That's what I call determination!

I want to be fabulously fit, but I don't want to exercise, shloon?

GRADUATE!!

2008-06-20T00:00:00.001+03:00

ya jama3a i am DONE!
Finished!
I am freee freee i tell you freee!!

yaaay me!

grades will be out soon.
i didn't do too well on my last exam since i decided to have a nervous breakdown instead of actually studying, but i still have hope that i passed everything with flying colors!

*does the happy dance*

Lots of things to do!
Fig and I are having a huge dinner party at our place tonight.
Everything is bitter sweet.

Fig is leaving by the end of the week and i know im going to cry my eyes out.
Shes 6 months pregnant and has a husband waiting for her back home.
But me im a 3zoobiya, i plan on staying here for a few weeks.
Pack and visit all my favorite places and spend as much time as possible with my cousin and her adorable baby.

God i hate goodbyes!

I shall resume my blogging duties after figi leaves.
I missed u guys!