today by pubes

2006-06-14T19:11:00.000+10:00

going down :(

2006-05-29T11:54:00.000+10:00

Lately ive been feeling really shithouse. As the football season gets further underway, my groing just keeps staying the same. I want to play a game this year, no, more then that, i want to play finals this year, and to do that, i need to play four games to qualify. I live for AFL, and I wouldnt its taken this to realise how much I really do miss it, but its showing me more and more how much im anxious to play again.

Having it taken away from me is just unfair, and ever time my groin hurts, it mentaly fucks me up, because it lets me know im still injured. I still lose sleep these days over missing out on the Grand Final last year. I mean fuck it I have a point to make over last year, but yet i havnt been able to step foot onto the field. Im unfit, and it makes me feel like shit. I had a chat to troy *personal trainer* this morning, and it wasnt hugely deep, but i could tell in his eyes that he was listening and knew exactly what i was talking about. Ive come to learn that when you have a trainer, be it a coach or a running or strength trainer, you form an almost personal bond. You feel you can tell them alot of things. Thats what i love about training. And thats why im confident that Troy will help me as much as i can to get back on track...

i just wanted to let a bit off my chest...

a change of pace.

2006-05-23T22:44:00.000+10:00

First I want to say my condolences to Sophie and her family over the loss of her pop. You know Im here for you if you need it, and im sorry I cant give you a big hug right now. Love you (and your family)lots!

Next on the agenda, I had a pretty weird weekend. It was different in many ways, and for many reasons there were too many negatives. I dont wish to go into it, but it annoyed me, my personal actions and those of others. I have decided that for a while I want to avoid those situations, or be in a state of mind to foresee them and prevent them from occuring. So ive decided on changing a few things that I do...

This is not a new concept, recently, I have realised that I need to commit more to my personal goals when it comes to my training, which are no easy feat. I want to be in peak shape for the day when I am again given the all clear to play AFL. This will mean a fair few changes for me, the first of which is throwing away drinking again. Ive done it before for about 7 months, and I was quite proud of that achievement. I may have the occasional beer, but on the whole I will not drink at all. My dietary activity will change, as will certain aspects of my late night activites. I want to just settle and focus on my studies and my training, all of you who know me know that im happiest after I have pushed myself as much as I can on the training track, and know that I have left nothing in the tank - as we say.

Personally I am looking forward to it. Just being settled, relaxed, fit and healthy.
Maybe I should just go on big brother for a while...

Ryan...

yall want an update

2006-05-18T19:11:00.000+10:00

due to popular demand, well ok sophie, i have to update!

umm uni, uni, training, bhoncitus, uni, and thats it!

no really it is...

bye!

Lest we Forget...

2006-04-25T14:04:00.000+10:00

Remember out past soldiers this anzac day...

Korn

2006-04-25T13:56:00.000+10:00

Last night was KORN and disturbed, and boy did it go off. Nat, Stefff, Brock and I all hit river stage and watched one mad concert. We missed 10 years, saw hatebreed, but didnt really like them at all. Disturbed went off, and that fucker of a lead singer has one crazy voice live. The sound was awesome for an outside event! when Korn came on, the crowd went mad. They started with some pretty old songs we didnt really know, but when they got into the oldies and that it was awesome. It was a shame I had a huge headache, and that where ever you went some c**t was smoking weed. Its was disgusting. Anyway apart from that, i noticed it was a crowd full of people who would have probably got beaten on in high school. Like a chick with a shaved head, with a spot of dreads with blue and red strands. She was hot, well that is if you think pigs are hot. :P...

I think stefff was the only person there wearing bright green, which was handy when we had to find where we were going again! But all in all, it was a mad night, had a great time, and it was awesome to see two huge name bands live!

pubes...

2006-04-23T19:22:00.000+10:00

update

2006-04-21T18:35:00.000+10:00

hanging with chris tonight
going to first roos match tomorrow - as a spectator :(
AFL at brisi that night
assignments sunday
korn monday
drunk monday night
recovery/ assignments tuesday

there thats what ill be up to...

get this bit of flamin fury up yay!

2006-04-04T14:56:00.000+10:00

ladies i pose a question, one brought to the attention of yours truly by stefff, and one that must at least once go into the mind of guys everywhere. I first though this when at sexpo, stefff, well he had his own reason. So here it is:

How can any guy, compete with a 12" rock solid vibrating dildo that his missus brought? especially if it does some kind of weird arse trick, like i dunno backflips or something.

But then again, why do guys chase pussy when a hand makes a good fake vagina?
touche my boy...

makes you wonder huh?

heres a picture:

hot

2006-03-20T20:03:00.000+10:00

thanks sophie!

2006-03-19T19:42:00.000+10:00

had a madcore time, hanging with you for the past 24 hours, respect!
R.C.

oh yeah

2006-03-19T11:39:00.000+10:00

and she wont leave!!!

worst.sms.ever!but.really.also.the.best.

2006-03-19T11:16:00.000+10:00

Supposed to be sent to stefff, during the funky formal last night;

"Msg sophie and say you hear you(r) boobs look nice tonight..."

- I sent it to sophie :P

and I did it again this morning. I rule...

nothing says stefff like this...

2006-03-08T18:34:00.000+10:00

i cant stop!!!

2006-03-08T18:05:00.000+10:00

hehe

2006-03-07T19:57:00.000+10:00

back to school, back to school...

2006-02-28T21:10:00.000+10:00

yeah well its on again, first day back at uni today, hurray!
its all good, same shit different semester. Good to see all the crew again though, and especially bobby who has had this weird queer eye like makeover... anyway so i havnt updated for a while on account of being in victoria, sorry. do i care, no. do you care, no.

hey, me lee and gem hit sexpo last weekend, and got to see miss nude australias exrect nipples and perky tits in person. that was cool. if only we could have seen her clam it would have been great. mind you, she looked to nice, like a church girl, not the dirty kinky slutty whores you expect from a stripper... but after looking at an array of stuff, we headed down to the gold coast for a lazy afternoon cruise.

The night before i had the monster trucks, where i scored corporate seating for the show, which included pit passes etc. was a good night, and it was due to the fact that we may be supplying them with parts in the future.

hang on, im not finishing this now. im tired...

a young and old bull...

2006-02-18T16:24:00.000+10:00

were walking down a lane one day, and walk past a paddock of cattle.
they young bull says to the old one all excited "lets run over and fuck a couple!"...
the old bull camly replies "no, lets just wander over and fuck the lot"...

valentines day...

2006-02-14T18:25:00.000+10:00

Happy valentines day people...
Hope all of you with a special someone had a mad day full of mad sex or whatever makes you feel good. I went to Kingaroy and Murgon. Romantic or what?

great weekend...

2006-02-12T20:11:00.000+10:00

This weekend, turned out totally awesome. Like fully sickly awesome.
Friday night: didnt club, just hung out due to work on saturday. had a few runs in the GSR with Dan, and then went home.

Saturday: Had a huge arse fight with mum, which sucked...
Sat night: Scott came over, and we preceded to get ready to go to Dans, get in the car, and he pulls up out the front. Telling us to come over and drink.

Bit later: go to dans, but have to go to get some grog, and got all the guys some pizza... Anyway so trusty canadian clubs in hand and cougars, we start having a few beverages, which always seems mighty blokey at dans, and have a great night. I head to brocks with brock and dean and these two shelias for a swim. I borrow some shorts of brock which are miles too big, so have to wear my trust jocks in as well. I jump in, and no one else is comming. Brocks inside getting his end in or some shit, so i get dean to get me a towel, dry off and walk back to Dans. Now mind you, i had stood on a piece of glass earlier in the night, and whenever dan tryed to get it out, it kept breaking off. So it was an awkward walk back.

Anyway so when we get back, Dean leaves with ange, and others go, and candice walks in, so we start talking about her acting sober. Everyone was heading to brocks, but i couldnt be bothered so i stayed and chatted with candy, and put on a movie. We watched the movie, during which my wingman left with his missus, and dan went on the computer. After the movie, me and candice decided to put another one on even though we were both tired as hell. After that finished, its about 4am and we are both tired, but we continue to talk about not much in particular, and before we knew it it was after 4.30. So which explains why im really tired.

Sunday morning: Awake to loud noise. Go back to sleep. Dans mum walks in, loud noise was phone beside my bed. Go back to sleep... awoken by "pubes, get outta bed..."
reply- "no piss off(or something like that)". hit by stubbie cooler. Get up and go to maccas, glass still in my foot. Go home to get car keys to get into my car, because i locked mine in for the first time ever. Bum around at random houses for a bit. head back to dans for ages. they go riding, i go to mitchs. laze around checking out his new house plans, which will be a fucking awesome house! bum around talking about our awesome nights. Both too hung over to be bothered to gym, so i go half arsed, he goes and does nothing. Get super-rooster and mitch spills in my car, get sin city dvd. Sit in his lounge and watch that, trip out over it, love it. then come home. which is where i am not!

I dunno, this weekend just kicked arse, and i had an awesome time doing what ever it was i did *or didnt* do...

2006-02-10T19:35:00.000+10:00

Concert time!

Ok get this. U2, Korn, Disturbed, Kayne West, 10 years and hatebreed. all in two months, in two fucking huge concerts! im wetting myself!

First, let me talk about these guys:

Korn and Disturbed are playing with hatebreed and 10 years at the river stage in brisi. This is gunna go off. So far there is five of us going, and we will get pissed, mosh and then turn deaf after listening for a night. I cant wait...

but what im most excited about, is probably the BIGGEST band to come to our shores in the last 5 years. Hands down. Now as you might know, this concert sold out in 1 day, every location. people were scrambling for tickets, and i missed out, and was devastated. Well... muhahah, they released another 5000 tickets! And guess what? Not many people heard about it. So i line up at 8.30 at rebel sport, waiting for them to open at nine... I was nervous. The first time she punched it up nothing worked, then the second... she said standing wasnt available. Im like i dont care! the best you can get me! Then....
I got them, I couldnt swipe my card quick enough. And like that, Muzz and I are off to see the most hugely awesomest concert i think i will ever see. You might think i love U2, i would not regard them as my favourate band, but i know what im in for!

Last night i entered into an elite group of 5 or so... People that have driven the black R34...
Hugemungus props to aaron! Few cars have been that awesome to drive, and they are the H2, 57ARZ, and neubys VL... Thanks alot mate, it meant alot to me that you would trust me!

by for now blog readers, mosh hard!

wanna chill out, relax???

2006-02-01T20:23:00.000+10:00

here, take some of this:
eagle-eye cherry : desireless
this cd, is so balck jack johnson relaxo type style its not funny. Its great, and when i have my under bed sterio, will be playing alot. guaranteed...

and heres some smut...

2006-01-28T21:30:00.000+10:00

getting the call

2006-01-22T14:56:00.000+10:00

Last night i got the worst phonecall you can get. It was Dan. And it went something like this:

*runs from shower to answer phone - sees dan calling*

ME: hey bro!
Dan: hey
ME: Sup?
Dan: Have you heard yet?

- pause convo - here is where ive picked up on the tone of dans voice, and my heart is in my throat... something has happened - continue convo -

ME: no? what?
Dan: Brock and Gilroy were in an accident...

- pause convo - now im scared. no really, im thinking so many things, and i can only imagine the worse -

ME: what? what happened? are they ok?
Dan: Well i dont know, the rolled it and are at the hospital now. Gilroys shoulder is fucked and brock has maybe a broken arm and glass in his eye.
ME: what were they doing?
Dan: they were in gilroys ute.
ME: ill pick you up in 45 and we will go to the hospital...

- end convo -

Now at school, we are taught to expect to lose a mate in a car accident. they hammer it into us. Last night, for a minute, i thought it was time. all i can say is thank god it wasnt worse. They are ok and laughing about it now, just drive safe people!

Ryan...

dear.stefff.

2006-01-17T21:14:00.000+10:00

*from mens health buddy*

Dave,
I have just come out of a long term relationship and engagement. I love this girl but know it's over. We want to remain good friends but I'm struggling with the thought of her being with other guys. Anonymous, via email

Dave the Barman answers:
Lets face it, other guys suck. And other blokes getting hot and bothered with your woman is the absolute pits. It's something every man who breaks up with a woman must come to terms with. If you're certain that there's definitely no chance with her and it sounds like you are, then you're going to need to get a grip on it pronto. Now, it's just about impossible to get a chick off your mind if you're still hanging out with her as a friend. Being friends with exes is kind of like communism - great in theory, shithouse in practice. So cut her off for a while, probably till you've found someone else. I suspect by that time you won't care who she's with, meaning your friendship has more chance of ending up like China, rather than being consigned to history, like the USSR.