tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8882776.post-1121463905363028582005-07-16T07:45:00.000+10:002005-07-16T07:45:00.000+10:00I think I recognize quite a lot of what you describe here. Certainly the necessity to be endlessly patient rings bells. I do confess though that sometimes hope and hoping feel to me more like a cruel prolonging of agony than lifelines. But I guess without hope there is very little left.<BR/>Take care<BR/>Bbrokehttp://but-still-trying.blogspot.com/noreply@blogger.com