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New Look for the New Decade! :)

2009-10-13T08:57:00.003+08:00

Had been MIA for long, sorry!

Have got many things to blog about but I'd start with my hair first!

Got my hair dyed again yesterday, after many years.

Hair color is something like this under the sun. Maybe a little darker. I love it. Am "struggling" with the fringe tho. Have not had fringe for few months so the parting is there already. Hhm. We'll see how photos turned out to be when my hair really 'settles' down! :D

Mann I'm so nervous about the coming birthday. A huge leap from teenage to adulthood, i guess.

Carrie's birthday <3

2009-08-13T10:14:00.005+08:00

A year ago, I wrote here about her birth and my best wishes for her.

A year later, she become dearer and dearer to each of us!

Had been seeing her very often these days. And boy, I love that girl.

The way she pretends to cling on to you, but actually wanting you to feed her with food, or she pretends to ask for your hug but actually wanting to grab your specs, or the way she puts everything she can hold into her mouth -- so far she's put table cloth, HP, ang paos, all her toys and our fingers.

Or.. the way she pretend she want to kiss me and then... slapped me! Hahaha. Can never stop falling in love with this little angel (:

Her parents celebrated her birthday last Saturday. All the while I think she doesn't quite know what is going on. She is carried from arms to arms and kissed by everyone. When people give her ang pau, she received and put them into her mouth. When there are presents laying around, she crawls over and open them all, and again, put them into her mouth!

Photos from her birthday party:

The family

See how she puts everything into her mouth?

Sotong face! =DAgain, putting her toy into her mouth. Think this is her fav toy!
You know I'm so happy to see your mummy bringing this toy out for you last night? :D

Opening her presents...

The sotong club -- Sifu and tu-di! Haha

2009-07-29T10:58:00.003+08:00

Friendship

2009-07-27T10:25:00.002+08:00

Friends are like rainbows that never fade
Or never run and hide in the shade.
True friends will always stick by your side
And will be there to help you guide.

~Allison Musso

Because none of us is perfect, even our best friends may let us down on occasion.

FB Wall-To-Wall

2009-07-07T11:32:00.002+08:00

(This is too long for Tweets and too sensitive for FB status so here!)

I don't get some people sometimes. You read other's wall-to-wall (which I bet you secretly enjoy) and later you talk to one of them saying it's annoying to read OUR wall-to-wall.

What now?!

Don't read, moron!

Fine maybe you're not a moron. Just don't read, okay?!

=)

2009-06-29T20:22:00.000+08:00

Very happy today! <3

To You, With Love

2009-06-25T22:30:00.001+08:00

Take care, girl! <3

你怎么舍得我难过 - 黄品源

2009-06-22T22:35:00.001+08:00

对你的思念是一天又一天
　孤单的我还是没有改变
　美丽的梦何时才能出现
　亲爱的你好想再见你一面
　秋天的风一阵阵地吹过
　想起了去年的这个时候
　你的心到底在想些什么
　为什么留下这个结局让我承受

　最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过
　在我最需要你的时候没有一句话就走
　最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过
　对你付出了这么多你却没有感动过

　对你的思念是一天又一天
　孤单的我还是没有改变
　美丽的梦何时才能出现
　亲爱的你好想再见你一面
　秋天的风一阵阵地吹过
　想起了去年的这个时候
　你的心到底在想些什么
　为什么留下这个结局让我承受

　最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过
　在我最需要你的时候没有一句话就走
　最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过
　对你付出了这么多你却没有感动过

　最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过
　在我最需要你的时候没有一句话就走
　最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过
　对你付出了这么多你却没有感动过

The Jolyn You Don't Know

2009-06-21T22:59:00.003+08:00

To many people, Jolyn is always and always will be the happy-go-lucky girl.

This girl has this wonderfully complicated life. All the different sides of her life.

You may not know she has claustrophobia and she has no plan to overcome this fear.

You may not know how much she hates it when she is angry, you would try to calm her down by saying "Don't be angry laaa" It pisses her off more than anything else under the sun. (See why I don't tell you anything that pisses me off now?)

You may not know how frustrated she can be when her plan is spoilt by "sudden happenings".

You may not feel the goosebumps she gets when she sees a group of fast-moving ants.

You may not know how much she appreciates friendship.

You may not know why she appreciates a particular girl so much.

You may not even realize one of the reasons she appreciates friendship with that girl is you.

You may not know she hates it when you think acting stupid is actually funny.

You may not know sometimes she would want a little privacy.

You may not know sometimes she prefers people to keep quiet though she is one noisy girl herself.

You may not know sometimes when you don't understand something she says, she would rather skip the topic.

You may not know she actually heard what you told your friend this morning.

You still don't know how much it hurt.

The Four-Girls-Clique

2009-06-16T16:39:00.004+08:00

Miss Boon Yen Ru, do you want to self-explain your missing face in the picture?

Miss Vivian Tan, how come we don't have any picture together?!

Sometimes I wonder, how on earth could the four of us have this kind of clique.

Even when I'm really down, once I see any of you three, I'd laugh. No matter what.

Not even once you girls have brought me down (of course except the time we fight *ahemmisseileenmawhywefighthuhahem*)

I love you girls :)

还我本色

2009-06-16T09:48:00.003+08:00

小时候，总有人说我像某某人，
从来没有人说我是独特的。
当我渐渐长大以后，
父母说人家的孩子好本领，
你应当多向他们学习。
迈向青年时候
世界对我说 “你应当成为谁！”
他们都说金钱好，
考个学位生活有保障，
有了名利地位就是一切。

难道这就是我吗？
我活着是为谁而活？
在寻找自我的道路上，
我已迷失了自己。

喔！Come On 还我本色！
这是我心中的呐喊，
我是以神的形象造的，
是独一无二。
神哪！在祢里面，
我终于找到自我
我愿一生学像基督，
愿一生为主而活。

MIA

2009-06-11T16:18:00.002+08:00

I know I've been MIA for a while!

I just got back from a training camp (as a trainer), very exhausted though all I did was sitting there, waiting for the time to pass! Hahaha.

Will post up photos really soon and perhaps the videos, if I have the time (:

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My mum just called my OFFICE to ask me how to use webcam. Haha.

Then after a while she came online and through MSN asked me how to use so I taught her and the only option she could find was "Video Call" which I can't since I don't have webbie in office.

Her reply?

"I told my friends I knew how to use webcam so I can show off. You're making me losing my face."

Hahaha. As if webcam were a new invention.

The only thing I said was "serve you right because you chose a time when everyone is not there to teach you"

My mother, has the funniest thoughts sometimes.

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I have class tonight :(

I've not been to school for more than a month already.

The Rainbow

2009-05-31T22:54:00.002+08:00

She is the girl who is willing to be your rainbow after the storm and rain.

It's the reason behind it

2009-05-26T21:23:00.005+08:00

I answered, not because I want to -- I had to, I didn't want to be rude.

It's never going to be the same anymore.

You just aren't the person I know anymore.

I-cannot-stop-laughing!!!

2009-05-26T14:18:00.004+08:00

Tuesday 3:06am

Received a mail with title "Free laptop from Ericsson" from xxx as follows:

(click to enlarge)

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Tuesday 4:59pm

Received a mail with title "Free laptop from Ericsson is fake" from xxx as follows:

I just found out the free ericsson laptop email thg is a scam!

Read it online on this website:
http://urbanlegends.about.com/od/internet/a/ericsson_hoax.htm

Sorry to make anyone else as hopeful as I was about the chance of getting a free laptop! Haha!!

Hope u all didn't forward the fake email to anyone.... mehehe!!

Cheers,
xxx (sender's name removed to save her from embarrassment!)

Kenangan Terindah

2009-05-26T11:04:00.012+08:00

One of my favourite shots. Can you see God's promise in this picture? It didn't rain before that, and it simply tells us, God doesn't need to give us trials, to show He is the Living One! :)

The rainbow again!

Beach at Ocean Resort, Lundu. It has the most crystal-clear sea I've seen in Kuching! Damai is just too.. popular and the sea is dirty :(

See??
Hermit crabs in the hole! My favourite thing to do at the beach is squashing the "sandballs" :P

The horizon...

Retreat Resort (?) at Lundu, just next to Ocean Resort.

Pulau Talang Talang. Shot taken at Palm Beach, Sematan.

I love the sunrays in this picture. You couldn't quite see it from the picture, but it was there!

Hermit crabs! :)))

A close-up of previous picture. Tell me what you see.

On our way back from Sematan.

Don't you just love the nature? No matter how it is, it never fails to make me smile.

The sea, the sand, the breeze, the wind, the sunlight, the hermit crab, the shadow.

All these are so.. amazing (:

Weekend Getaway!

2009-05-23T21:55:00.004+08:00

I just got back from the beach with three other wonderful friends!

A LOT of photos to be uploaded *fingers crossed*

I think I should just move to seaside next time.

My mind's clear now, all ready to face the reality again :)

Cheers to Sotong.

Can't wait to go back again!

*hint to Miss-my-laptop-is-crashed-Vivian-Tan-Qiang-Ping
(IC Number 880721-xx-xxxx)*

Psst, did I mention I'm reallyyyy red?

My arms, legs and head, as if my body's attached to the wrong limbs and head! Haha.

I have temporary "permanent blusher" now! :)

Ice Cream (Talk To Me) - DNR

2009-05-22T16:41:00.001+08:00

You talk to me
You speak with me
Don't sink before you rise baby
Don't fade away

You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away

Who's to say, we'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same
And i know that we'll never change
Look i bought your favourite ice cream
I dont wanna see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don't know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause i want you to stay here with me

The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where i know i won't forget

And now, who's to say, we'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same
And I know that we'll never change
look I bought your favorite ice cream
I don't want to see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don't know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

I want you to stay here with me

Dearest Yvonne <3

2009-05-22T08:29:00.002+08:00

To me, you will never be twenty years old.

To me, you will always be that Form 5 girl I know.

You were there to make 'graduation' sounded a bit better.

Thanks, for making me laugh all the time.

I love you. Happy birthday :)

My Name?

2009-05-21T08:40:00.001+08:00

via SMS

Dennis: Morning

Jolyn: Morning busy now (which literally suppose to mean Morning, I'm busy now)

Dennis: My name is Dennis, not busy now.

Little girl again <3

2009-05-20T23:47:00.004+08:00

She was tired from all the window shopping with her mother who would never stop comparing prices.

She came to a shop, deeply attracted, with all the dolls and toys inside.

Finally something that would make her smile after all the "boring" moments.

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This is exactly how I feel now.

Thanks girls for tonight. It was just coffee shop chat, but it makes me laugh so much.

Can't wait to hit the beach!

Bad name?

2009-05-20T18:16:00.001+08:00

He's the type that gives guys a bad name.

To the person who told me this, this is one of the most amusing words I've heard in days. You cheered me up. Thanks! =)

Listen To My Heart - Gareth Gates

2009-05-20T18:06:00.002+08:00

Endlessly
Every time I look into your eyes
I see forever
I don't know why
But every time we touch I feel alive
There's nothing like it
People say that love can't be that strong
You might just believe it
I can show you, I can prove them wrong

Listen to my heart beat for you
Telling you that I adore you
If you wanna know how much I feel inside
Listen to my heart come closer
Let me wrap my arms around you
There's nothing I can do
I'm so in love with you
Just listen to my heart

All my love
You really need to know that you're mine
I'm spending the lifetime
My whole life
There's nothing gonna stop us
cause we are
A once in a lifetime

People say that love can't be that strong
You might just believe it
We can show you, we can prove them wrong
Listen to my heart beat for you
Telling you that I adore you
If you wanna know how much I feel inside
Listen to my heart come closer
Let me wrap my arms around you
There's nothing I can do
I'm so in love with you
Just listen to my heart

I can't tell you what our future holds
But as long as we're in love
We're in life

Listen to my heart beat for you
Telling you that I adore you
If you wanna know how much I feel inside
Listen to my heart come closer
Let me wrap my arms around you
There's nothing I can do
I'm so in love with you
Just listen to my heart

This song, had always been my favourite

真正的她是谁？

2009-05-19T12:31:00.002+08:00

永远活在别人的影子下的她，是会累的。

永远被人家牵着鼻子走的她，是自卑的。

永远找不到真正的自己的她，内心是灰暗的。

她只想做一件事情，永远的闭上眼睛，什么都不知道，什么都听不到。

The Pillow Talk

2009-05-19T08:40:00.002+08:00

Jo: Hey, do you think we can really reach the star when we are in heaven one day?

Ash: *looked at me with the disbelief expression* Of course we can lah! Heaven is above the star, don't you know that? We can even play with the star, like snowfight. And maybe throw in down to the earth.

Jo: *dot dot dot*