Lozzy's Creations

What a difference an arvo makes!

2008-04-07T15:28:00.000-07:00

It's amazing what an afternoon without my two rugrats has made. Jay was kind enough to take the kids to a BMX race. It was his gesture to give me some time out and for him to bond with our boys. I am completly grateful for this snippet of time I had to myself. So with the boys out the door, the music on (loud enough for me to sing along to), favourite oil in the burner and the wood fire on I went nuts with getting some felt work done!

The one thing I love about felt making is that you can just lay out your fleece and know that it may change shape, color and texture. Creating an interesting effect, a work of art most times. I love the mess...water everywhere, soap lathered up on the sink, the smell of the fleece and the pure earthly feel I get from using such an amazing medium.

So off I went making a few bits and bobs. I managed to use some of the great fleece that I bought from Mansfield. I wanted to see whether wet felting would be an option. It seems though after the effort it may be better for needle fleting. It was however very beautifully dyed and I did enjoy the fact that the uncarded fleece kept alot of it's curlyness. Great fun anymatter.

I was feeling quite rejuvinated and back to normal after the fun of being myself for just a little bit. It's all I get some days. It may just be a whiff of a minute or a half an hour stint while babys nap and his big brother is busy doing other things. I guess that's why being a mum is such a big job. It requires so much stamina sometimes and leaves you feeling weak and disorientated by the end of the day. Yes it is a great thing even though sometimes it is a marathon your just trying to get through. It is worth it. I keep telling myself that. It works, I just plod every day until I get to the weekend, then I feel a little more capable when I look back on the week that was!

It was however a family morning, Sunday. It began with a drive up the road on the hunt for some horse poo. Or as we like to call it "A Poo Run." It was to be a morning of poo and veggie garden plating. What I think is two great things to combine. Odd as it sounds, but if you have ever grown vegies and had the pleasure of harvesting what you have spent so much time tending to. Then you will know what I mean. It is a great kid friendly thing too. A bit of horse poo to build up the ammune system. A bit of dirt to fight off the over clean society we live in.

After a lot of back breaking shovelling of poo and turning over soil. We started to plant out this seasons crop. We planted garlic, peas, lettuce, broccoli, cauliflower and bok choy. Can't wait for the harvest. The kids had a ball in the mud and sunshine. It was a morning that made me feel so happy to have this great little family unit. It was good messy fun. Just what little boys love!

So Here We Are!

2008-04-01T01:02:00.000-07:00

Well it's another week and I am pleased to say I am feeling a little more sane. Well as sane as you can be with 2 boys, a dog, a cat and a partner working their bum off in the mountains! It all seems to be falling into place, it feels that way anyway.

I have bought a car to replace the one that blew up. I think Jay and I have finally come to an agreement about what to do with the house. It looks like we will be renovating...then renting out to move out further. We both want to give the kids a bit more of a rural lifestyle. that was the lifestyle we both would have loved to have had. For me I savoured the school holidays spent with my Aunty in St Andrews, riding horses and collecting eggs from the chooks. For Jay it was all about Bendigo, visiting friends and riding motorbikes dinked by his Dad. It would be nice to give the kids the things we where so fond of.

So as soon as Jay gets back from the mundane task of building some rich person a house. We will start fixing up, ripping out, painting and moderning up our little abode. It will hopefully make someone happy who cant afford to buy and just wants to rent. We have a twelve month plan so lets see how we go.

Not much else to report other than what I have written. However I have been sewing lots. Awaiting an arrival of a great friends baby...how exciting. It's so nice to not be doing that baby thing again. I feel like soon I will be back on track to my life. I know that sounds selfish, but I need to have my stuff. You know the creative outlets, the time to myself and the chance to feel like me. It's nice to have those moments. Afterall I want my kids to grow up knowing the real me. Not the stepford wife version. More photos of my creative stuff next time!

Timing May be everything?

2008-03-26T19:58:00.000-07:00

It may be true that timing is everything. However in my case, this last week feels like I am in some bizarre time wreck!It all started with my outburst/breakdown last Tuesday. I was a mess. Yelling, screaming, crying and generally going completely bananas. I had had enough of everything. Much to my disgust and annoyance, I was told that it was pathetic that I cant handle my partner being away for 4 months. I was told that people have husbands away at war so why cant I cope. My question is have you been alone with my boys for 5 days 24hrs a day?

So I thought to myself; bugger them all. I am not living in the 1950's where the wife was the home maker and never even had a whim of Independence. Why on earth would you even make this comment to someone who is suffering from lack of sleep, let alone on the edge?
The rest of the week dragged on until it was Thursday. I independently packed my car. Went food shopping. Wrangled my kids up and the dog. Got into the car and drove to Merrijig. It was time for a family weekend. To catch up on what it is actually like being in a family situation as it has been so non existent lately!
I was humming along the road and felt free for a minute, while the kids slept. I talked to the dog as the radio signal kept dropping out. After a couple of near misses with a truck and a dickhead in a pig rig (Ute made up to shoot things) I was there. I did darn good I thought to get all that way and still be in one piece. However the Suby had other ideas. It was making a whirr noise when we got there. I put that to the way side though and began to enjoy the high country life. And so the weekend began.

It was days of 4WD, swimming, walking, going to the pub and sight seeing. The kids had a ball. I had my first experience of driving the car up a bloody huge hill. (All the while I was shitting myself mind you.) It was fun packed and I even bought some lovely fleece to felt with. Definitely a fun weekend.

When it was time to leave on Monday morning, after the over indulgence of Easter eggs. We went to start the Suby. "Whirrr....GGGG..WRRRRRRR." Jay and I both looked at each other and said "OH SHIT!" Not completely sure whether the engine is ceased, but pretty sure. We decided to bite the bullet and get a new car. It was a sad day. Jay then had to drive us home and then commute back by himself to Merrijig......bugger!

All round I am now falling back into that crazy woman who came out last week as I am now car-less and waiting to see whether finance is available to us.(Bloody banks suck!) I am concerned as the accountant has taken 2 days to find out what we can do and I nee a car now! It means that I am now stuck at home with no transport available to me. I definetly wont we walking anywhere, typically when it rains it pours. Good excuse to get into some sewing and cooking. Oh dear dont tell me I am turning into the 1950's wife. Next I will be setting my hair in curlers and wearing a pink frilly apron...........AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

"Oh, is it over aleardy?"

2008-03-16T16:45:00.000-07:00

Yes, Yes it is already over. I am refering to the craft weekend I have just been on with some most awesome ladies! I had lots of fun as usual. Not too much craft done I my behalf as I had school stuff to do (thanks Sooz.) It was a weekend of relaxation and over consumption of food!( Thanks Maria!) But boy it was Good!

I managed to finish the pirate and have decided that after much thought that he is not going to wear boots as I like his stripey legs. Jaxon was wrapped when I came home and presented it to him. He has called it his "John Butler" pirate. Something to do with the dreads I suspect. Didn't have the heart to tell the poor kid that john has since cut them off! Anyway it appears after much discussion with a couple of girls away that I am now making a series of dolls. Kaya is getting a farmer version of the pirate next. Will try and make over the school holidays. keep you posted! We managed to get a walk in. However I will honestly think of Ocean Grove as the dog poo beach from now on. Very yucky when they have bags at the front of the beach for walkers to pick up the poo! It was a bit of a surf beach so I didn't go for a swim. Looked a bit rough but it was pretty from a far. I enjoyed standing on the board walk and watching the waves crash in loudly. Imust say that it also was lovely lying in bed with a sea breeze and the lovely background noise of the sea. We visited this great warehouse called KYO where some lovely japanese kimono material was purchased and some beautiful silk thread to embelish some felt work. i think we did o.k getting a bag of scraps for $10 and being able to find some lovely fabric to further this weekend projects. I am going to make myself a bag from one of the lovely prints.I can safely say now that I have a fabric addiction......I guess I have joined the club....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Now for the chocolate slice recipe. Here tis-

Chocolate slice

125g butter

1 tbsp golden syrup

1 cup of chopped dates

3/4 cup of brown sugar

1 egg beaten

250g choc biscuits

1/2 cup of sultanas and currants combined

Choc topping

150g dark chocolate chopped

30g copha

1) line a slice pan with grease proof pare. Melt butter and golden syrup in a saucepan. Stir in dired fruit and sugar and bring to the boil. Wait till cools and add egg. Stir well.

2)In a big bowl mix together remaining ingredients and add butter mixture. Put into slice pan, pressing down firmly. Chill in fridge for about 30 mins.

3) make icing mixture by melting dark chocoalte and copha in double boiler. Pour over slice mixture and set in fridge. Cut up into chunks to suit your chocolate craving. Yummo!

So yes the inevitable has happened. I am back home. jay is at work in Marijig and the kids are as wild as ever. Thank god for weekend like this to look forward to again! Thank you for all the fun we had ladies and thank you for your crafting abilities that inspire me every time! I am letting out a giant sigh now as I jump back into reality and the 39 degree heat!

Looking Forward to some R&R!

2008-03-12T01:20:00.000-07:00

It has been a long week. With the long weekend being so busy and things looming over our heads.

Yes things were looming, no wait they were pushing down on us so hard that we were scared shit less. What I am referring to is a melanoma that Jay had removed from his back. It was small but had a funny raised head on it and had been bleeding. So while on a visit for a chest infection that had lasted 3 weeks (that's another story) it was removed for further examination. We had to wait from Friday till Wednesday for results. It was a sickening wait with Jay feeling very vulnerable and scared. I was worried out of my mind. It was so horrible to feel helpless. Jay has been away the last two days working so I had to give all my support via phone. Not fun believe me! Anyway much to our relief today Jay rang the Dr and everything is fine. Boy did we both sigh quite loudly. We both feeling alot better now we know he is o.k!

The long weekend was great we spent Saturday at Moomba which I always thought was so much bigger than it was. I am glad we only stayed a while due to the heat as the prices of rides were ludicrous! Jax insisted on having a go at the clown game. You know the one, it always results in a crappy plastic toy in the end. Jax and I also went on this caterpillar rollercoaster which he thought was great. He tried to rope Jay into it but of course he was too tall so it was up to mum!

The other fun thing we did was get the kids minded over night so we could go to "A day on the green" which featured Clare Bowditch, Lior and John Butler. It was all about having a picnic and a great time watching some great bands. We went with a couple of friends. Although it was a hot day we indulged in a bit of wine, a mud fight and some dancing. Great day! I also had the pleasure of meeting Lior, lovely man is all I can say. This weekend looks to be a busy one again. Going away on a craft weekend to Ocean Grove. Woo Hoo! Great company, great food, great massage and great crafty delights! I am hoping to work on the pirate I have been making for Jax. Hopefully get some felting done and some home work too. As I said a busy weekend. 2 more sleeps and counting!

Nuno Felt!

2008-03-07T02:35:00.000-08:00

Something I decided to try this week. It has been hot, great felting weather!!!!

I decided that I would give nuno felt a whirl. What it is basically is when you use fleece as well as another fine open weave fabric such as silk or cotton. I had a brown scarf that was quite delicate looking so I used that.

I will however give full instructions next post when I take photos from beginning to end. Here however is a great photo to show you what a brilliant affect that the scarf and well selected colors have.Next post I will have a go at making a long scarf, something to add to an outfit to jazz it up a bit.

Oh has it been that long????????????

2008-02-29T13:07:00.000-08:00

In all thats been going on right now I had no idea that it had been so long since I had bothered to type up a blog. Dont get me wrong I am completly enjoying sharing my life with the outside world, through thoughts and demonstrations of creativeness. I just have been swamped by a chain of events!

These events have been as follows-

*I got off my bum and enrolled in a course at TAFE- Professional writing and editing...about time!

*Jay is till working away during the week, leaving me as a single mum on the weekdays, who I might add is very sleep deprived and worn out!Tackling kinder and all the kids activities single handidly. Yes we do miss you Jay!!!!!!

(Jax 1st day of kinder)

*Many things to tend to around the house and garden as you will see in the picture below!

*Two boys equally mischevious as the next and very, very busy!

So now you can see my schedule has been CRAZY! One thing that I am most looking forward to is the fact that I get to go away with SOOZ, Cath and some great bloggers to Ocean Grove in 2 weeks time and just be! I am going to be doing homework but I think it is safe to say that I will most definetly be participating in some fine crafting conversation and a lovely 1 hour massage! (I think I deserve it. if only you could see what I look like right now! Not a pretty sight!)

Back to school talk now. Best decision I have made so far. Even if I am only 3 weeks into it. I have to say that I am really loving meeting new people and having a fair bit in common with them too. The course is so creative with a lot of theory and creative writing. I am learining all the basic grammar skills again and also learning how to structure a novel as well as how to get the confidence to get up and read at the term readings....something I am yet to master!!!!!!

Well have to leave this one short but sweet. I hope that next time I write I have an uncontolable urge to show you something new I have made .....could be soon! Or perhaps something I have written. Stay tuned!

Oh how could I forget..Thanks SOOZ for the great pattern idea of a kids playmat. I have made one called "3 Little Ducks" Very much the same as Sooz's great farm play mat she made Amy. Hope it's up to chop.Loved making it. kaya also equally loves playing with them!

Loss of a beautiful man!

2008-01-24T00:30:00.000-08:00

I was wanting to write a post this week about all the fun things I have been doing, but something has effected me greatly that I feel I should share.Yesterday the world lost a beautiful man, an actor,director, father and man of many talents. Heath Ledger died yesterday in his New York apartment. I will always remember this day as a day I lost some of my youth. A day where a person I have watched grow has disappeared from my view.

I am not sure why I have been greatly effected by Heath's passing but I think it may have to do with the fact that over the years I have really admired him and felt a great connection to him. Maybe it was the fact he was around my age, maybe because he was a father of a small child or maybe just maybe he was just that someone I had a major crush on for so many years, while I too grew and became an adult. For me I will always remember where I was when I found out Heath had passed. It will be something that stays with me for a lifetime.

I hope that Heath has found peace and is in a good place. I also hope his family can gain strength from his passing. My heart goes out to Michelle and baby Matilda. May they all find peace and harmony.

Although I have never met Heath the obvious things make me feel like I have lost someone I know. I will miss him dearly as many of his fans will. May you be blessed with Peace Heath. My love to you. You will be sadly missed.

When it rains it pours!

2008-01-03T13:08:00.000-08:00

Recently while Jay has been away I have found myself trying to wade through the many tasks of getting through a 1st birthday party, Xmas gift making, wrapping,decorating and cooking. I have never been more busy yet found myself completely lonely and feeling disheveled.
Then Xmas happened! Wow what a beautiful time we had on the two days we celebrated. Xmas eve with my folks and family and Xmas day with Jay's family. It was great fun for us and the kids. Needless to say my house now resembles a toy warehouse! I am glad a lot of gift givers asked what to get the kids and we didn't end up with too many plastic things. However I will be throwing around the names of some Steiner inspired shops come Jaxon's birthday in a month or so.
Great things have been happening. things that make me want to reach up to the sky and embrace the sunshine that is summertime. My close friends V and Dame just had a wonderful reception in Wangaratta to celebrate their wedding they had in Thailand. We stayed over the weekend in Wangaratta, kid free and footloose and fancy free. What a great time we had. They are a truly gorgeous couple who are expecting a bubby in April.....Oh I can wait! And V is probably the cutest pregnant lady I have seen!
My close friend Ellen just had a beautiful boy Baby Saxon River. Gorgeous baby! I was anticipating this birth for a while and had made several cute things for bubs. Some of which I forgot to take photos of but are still fresh in my mind!

We have just come back from a 5 day stint in Echuca where we camped on the banks of the Murray with some great friend.We spent new years here and had a ball. I myself was sceptical how I would manage with 2 kids, my partner and the heat, but it was great fun. We even had a wading pool for the kids to play in. Fun was had by all and we got to spend some great time with friends and spoil ourselves by going out for tea and going for cruises on the boat. Cant wait till next time!

(The down fall of the great time was I ended up with gastro which I am still feeling seedy from....I will recover though!)

Well Jay goes away again Monday and I am facing that whole "single mumdom" thing again. I am planning on throwing myself into a book I am waiting to get. It is a book on making toys and dolls so no doubt you will see the creations soon. Oh I have so much to keep me occupied. 2 boys, lots of sewing and the occasional glass of red. Hey I may just enjoy myself yet!!!!

My How time Fly's!!!!

2007-12-15T16:02:00.000-08:00

I have been trying to get back and type up another blog but this week has been hard to say the least. I have had a very chaotic week. Jay went away to Maryjig to work. I had my first week alone and as a pretend single parent. I single handily organised a 1 st birthday party with a little help from my Mum and Dad. Yes it's been chaotic!!!!!!!!!!

I have however enjoyed having some solitude in my life at night time. It has given me the opportunity to enjoy sewing and reading. I have had the pleasure of my sisters company some nights and also some of my close buddies dropping by for pizza and a chat.

I had the pleasure of seeing Missy Higgins at Rod Laver Arena last week. I had yet another amazing experience. (I have seen her before at the Palais in St Kilda!) Anyone who is a long time fan knows of her as an unearthed winner on Triple J some years ago. I have followed her music career closely as I am/was in some rights a singer and find her to be a really good vocal range to sing along to. I also think her songs are a very close extraction of my emotions and life experiences, through my personal interpretation of course. Missy is a legend, a down to earth girl who is real and a great role model for so many girls growing into young women.Love you Missy!!!!!!!!!

I have taken time to reflect on my life this last week and am finding it hard to know what to plan for next year. I should know however not to plan too much and not to count my chickens before they hatch! With Jay away I have to postpone a lot of my selfish yet redeemable conquests. I would like to go back and study next year. I had planned to study at NMIT, a great course entitled "Professional writing and editing." It is an intense course that allows me to come away with lots of great qualifications and explores such things as play writing, editing, poetry,novel writing and many other interesting subjects.I could then follow it on to my dream of being a journalist. As a lot of things are going on right now I will have to see if maybe I can apply late and start half way next year. We will see!

The veggie garden is thriving and providing us with some great produce. I have made zucchini slice that had a flavour that only organic produce can provide. The kids are really enjoying the benefits of seeing it all grow. Jaxon is continually racing across the yard to see what he can pick for mummy today!

Kaya's party was an absolute cracker. It was a lot of fun for everyone. I can honestly say that it went extremely well. Food went down well. People were enjoying themselves and most importantly Kaya had a ball. I tell you this kid was in his element. Food, food and more food. He loved the cake. The birthday song was a hit with him. He looked at everyone with this huge smile and was just wondering why everyone was singing to him. He just kept grinning and giggling. I was wrapped!

So this week I am going to take it slowly. Spend some time making some soulful Xmas yummies. Maybe do some sewing. Thursday is Kaya's birthday so we plan to spend it at the St Andrews Twilight market with some great close friends. I will spend the week further reflecting life and take some time to reflect on what has been and what is to come.

And Now............more and more!

2007-12-01T16:36:00.000-08:00

Having no car has made it very easy to fall into a pattern of creativeness that has lasted a week long. In between Xmas shopping and the usual chores of being a mum. I can say I feel much like a chook who has been scratching around her nest all week. I thought you only nested when you were pregnant, and no I am not and will not again go there. Two boys is definitely where I draw the line!

However on that note the boys have been impressively good. Kaya is now sleeping through, waking only for a drink early morning and then dozing again. Jax is wrapped to have a little brother sharing his room and even stays in his own bed now!

We have been working on the boys room, they have to share at least until the renovation is built. Jay built a lovely wardrobe in there that is made from recycled hardwood. Came up beautiful once put through the thickniser. I have been painting red accessories to match their doona covers.Not to mention their funky cushions I made. The boys finally have a theme to their room and a sense of boyish identity.Speaking of cushions I finished making the cushions I am giving my nieces and nephews for Xmas. I have even wrapped them! I am trying to be organised as there are only 2 weeks till Kaya's 1st Birthday party! I will also be doing a lot of the single parenting thing in the next few weeks as Jay has to work away on a building project.Quietly trying not to think about it all. I have kept myself busy to distract, I guess.

I bought this gorgeous paper from a local lady a couple of weeks back.( I must add that I stocked up on it and have a massive supply now....maybe a little too massive!)It has been great to make invites and Xmas cards and birthday cards. I am even going to make little tags with the boys pictures on for our Xmas tree. It's great stuff if anyone is interested I can give you her number. I think she does the convent market at Abbotsford and Yarra Glen market as well.

Santa is finished and on the wall at our house. I think he turned out alright. He will be staying inside though as I am worried he might get ruined outside in the weather. Kaya is a little uncertain about him.We are all however anticipating the arrival of our Xmas tree next week and will be preparing with lots of decoration making this week.As always lots to do.On a lighter note to finish my post this week. i went to see Priscilla the musical this week. All I can say is wooooooooooooooooow! It was amazing, costumes where unbelievable, singing fantastic, audience interaction superb and dancing just spectacular! If anyone has seen it they will know what I mean when I mention the ping pong bit! As in the movie they explore Bob's wife's talented ping pong show! If you get a chance to see it please do as it was such a great experience and the best bit is it's all Australian as it is adapted from the Australian made movie.

Oh and before I leave to do more fun creative things on this hot and sunny day, I would like to say thank you to the lovely blogger's who have been leaving comments and making me feel soooooooo welcome.Thank you!

Busy Bee!

2007-11-20T18:01:00.000-08:00

It has been a crazy week to say the least. Car breaking down, things to finish for Xmas, 1st birthday invites to make, photos to be taken for Xmas cards and dresses to be bought for a function pre Xmas..........ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Things didn't quite get finished but I did finished a few major projects I replaced some clothes on a wooden wire doll family for a friend. Made a wall hanging for Jax's room, from wet felting. I returned to work on Santa who is going on our front door. Some of you girls may remember me working on him at Daylesford. He is nearly finished and I will publish his gradual creation next blog.

I also began work on my next exhibition piece for "Thou Art Mum" group. I decided to go with a theme of "a Postcard from my garden" This however may change as I go along but I am going to try using some silk in the wet felting technique which is new for me. Could be good,but could be a disaster. It's all part of the fun!

So as you can see I have been busy, busy. Did I mention while I was doing all this I was looking after my two boys!Arn't females such efficient creatures? Oh and I moved Kaya into Jax's room and have successfully orientated them into putting up with one another....they are sleeping great....touch wood!

Now that I have vented all of my creations for the week I feel absolutely exhausted! I can safely say though now the rain has come we will all sleep better, the gardens will love it and the farmers too. My veggie garden is feeling much like a baby to me, lovingly nurtured and proudly photographed. It makes me feel great to see such color and self sufficiency come from my little patch of Melbourne. It makes all the chaos drain away and help me prepare for what will be for the next week.

I am here

2007-11-11T00:50:00.000-08:00

Isn't it strange how a weekend away can put a strange slant on the realities and the wants and needs of a person?It is why I now find myself starting to collaborate a blog at long last!

I am one who enjoys other peoples creations and find them to help inspire me to keep on creating myself.I believe a creative intervention of ones soul helps express inner emotion and also helps calm and relax enough to escape stresses of daily life.

There are things that I love that make me want to create. Things that I have watched grow and develop into great works of art. Things that help me try and create great works of art or there abouts!

For a long time now I have been creating bits and bobs and thinking to myself that maybe just maybe someone else might find a great inspiration through me as I have through so many others. I have enjoyed making things taking myself back to that almost wholemeal/organic way of living and creating . Or simply just making a special gift or keepsake for a near and dear one. For the meaning of gifts can so easily become a consumer/marketing orientated ploy to grab you by the collar and take you to the nearest shopping center to spend, spend spend. When by making and moulding a gift is far more appreciated and satisfying.

So after a lovely weekend in Daylesford with some pretty amazing women I am inspired and am also, after an amazing massage relaxed.I come away from the weekend feeling very thankful for the wonderful company and the chance to sample some lovely food and wine. I am mostly thankful for being able to experience the wonderful creations of the women who accompanied me on the break from our day to day lives. I have met some new people and hope that we will meet again. For those who I have met before I hope that we can do it again soon.

I finish this blog watching the sun go down and listen to the boys and the orchastrated banging and crashing of the toys on the floorboards as their Dad lay on the couch watching Australian Idol and I remember what the masseuse said to me "Remember to Relax!"