tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8088278.post-66571550786107745252008-03-05T15:01:00.003-04:002008-03-05T15:10:54.633-04:00I meant to post this on my personal diary but I keep falling asleep every time I try to write in it. Is that a sign of old age that goes along with having a hard cover book smash into your nose 5 minutes after starting to read it?<br /><br />So here I go for all to read about my life!<br /><br />My Boy is fine - great in fact. He accepts that although he may have had no hand in a negative result that affects my life, I will likely take it out on him regardless. I am glad he knows where he stands. (behind me)<br /><br />The Archer is good. Things are progressing nicely. He is beginning to make great strides at repairing a very strained relationship with one of his children. This pleases me to no end as I have seen how much he has suffered as a result of this strain.<br /><br />This of course has a huge impact on our relationship. We will be spending much less time together. Much less. That is okay. I think. I need not to be selfish here for the greater good of his mental health and therefore the future success of our relationship. I can do it.<br /><br />I have stopped taken my Mesasal in September due to the kidneys starting to poop out on me. I had my re-check with Dr. Shittty this week and my kidney levels are lowering towards normal. I am considering discontinuing lithium as I am now of the mind that crazy is a choice and I choose not to be. This I know today is twisted thinking but it keeps whispering in the back of my head with the rest of the voices. Tomorrow who knows what it will bring?<br /><br />Happy birthday to me!Manicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09855463928884979108noreply@blogger.com