tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7869335414903067957.post-35352325771685714632008-07-03T07:14:00.000-07:002008-07-03T07:14:01.334-07:00quotes, an occasional series, #4: native of sf<blockquote><p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal">I am a native of sf, but not a resident.<br />-- William Gibson</p><p style="font-style: italic;"></p></blockquote><p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"></p><p class="MsoNormal">Apparently this is something Gibson said at his induction into the SF Hall of Fame last month. It encapsulates beautifully how I feel about what I write.</p><p class="MsoNormal">I got the Gibson quote, above, from a conversation at our dinner party on Saturday--one of our guests had been at the induction--and I told the story I <a href="http://scififantasyfiction.suite101.com/article.cfm/nicola_griffith">first told Cat Rambo at Suite101.com</a> of the moment at WisCon 30 that I knew I really did belong in sf:<br /></p><blockquote><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-style: italic;">Q: Did you enjoy WisCon? What was the highest point for you? Are there conventions that are "can't miss" for you?<br /><p class="MsoNormal">NG: The stand-out moment for me, no question, was a point in the Tiptree auction when what was under the hammer was a fan letter from Alice Sheldon (in her Tiptree persona) to Carol Emshwiller. I felt this enormous swelling under my breastbone, a vast bubble of history and connection. I thought: I'm here. I'm part of this continuum, this line of writers whose focus, cares, and struggles are linked to mine. I thought: I belong.<br /></p>I've never much felt like part of a community; I've been a stranger in a strange land most of my life. I've moved a lot. I was a dyke in a Catholic girls school. I had a posh accent in a tough northern city when I left home. I was a writer among drug dealers and prostitutes and bikers. I have MS in a mostly able-bodied world. I'm English in America. But right there, right then, I belonged. It wasn't a sweet, misty feeling; it was fierce, hard, brilliant. It will sustain me.</span></p></blockquote><p class="MsoNormal">Last year I wrote an essay, "Identity and SF: Story and Science as Fiction," about how and why I love sf. It was published in <i>SciFi in the Mind's Eye</i> (ed. Margret Grebowitz, Open Court, 2007) and I've just made it <a href="http://www.nicolagriffith.com/sfidentity.html">available for free on my website</a>. Enjoy.<br /></p>nicolahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00401940329164370169nicolaz@aol.com