LIFE IS NOT A DREAM

Do you want me to stay, Do you want me to go?

2009-06-14T10:55:00.001+08:00

The Spill Canvas - 3685

My empty promises
Led to our demise
And I could never tell you
How I really feel
And for that
I eternally apologize

I hope you never forget
The tapping at your window
With the harsh cold and the jealousy
Running through my bones
We were both selfish,
But I think I was more

I would like to thank you,
For showing me
A part of myself
That I have never seen
Yeah, we were young and dumb,
But it still was fun
And I guess these things
Just tend to fall apart
And I hope you feel the same

My empty promises
My empty promises
Brought us to an end
I just hurt you
And I never looked back
Now I have no logic to defend

I hope you never forget
The tapping at your window
With the harsh cold and the jealousy
Running through my bones
We were both selfish,
But I think I was more

I would like to thank you,
For showing me
A part of myself
That I have never seen
Yeah, we were young and dumb,
But it still was fun
And I guess these things
Just tend to fall apart

I would like to thank you,
For showing me
A part of the world
That I have never seen
Yeah, I was young and dumb,
But it still was fun
I'm forever indebted to you
I hope you feel the same

Holidays

2009-06-01T13:14:00.005+08:00

Its the holidays again, its just 2 weeks for this semester. Well good enough if you plan well for it.
I have no big plans. But Im planning to go KL, yeah just Kuala Lumpur and not Thailand Singapore Hong Kong or China. Getting a rear spoiler for my car and some accessories, Pili will be joining me to do his car allignment too. Basically its the guys day out.
Im hoping that Danny would be able to cope up with us too.

Because,

"Birds of a feather, they flock together"

Muahaha.

Besides that I did thought of going to Singapore too to get my Autoart Nissan GTR R35.

It will cost around RM450.00 in Malaysia, but around $150 SGD if in Singapore. You do the calculations. You'll save about RM100. However, hassle bassling around has to be taken into consideration too. ArGH I SO WANT THIS CAR!

Will try to look for it in KL for better prices. Well besides diecast hunting, I wanted to eat the Segambut Tom Yam too.. It costs like RM17 per bowl but heck! It makes your tongue wet like it has not been wet before. LoL.

Well I'll try to clean up my room and blog about it. Haha. Dont have time(yea right) to clean it up lately. I dont know what Im so busy about also. Lecture notes and exam papers all over my room. And so till then . . .

Have a nice day,

Best regards,
Leroy.

Fender Stratocaster ST-43

2009-03-30T20:58:00.006+08:00

Alrights, finally I owned a Fender. I cant believe it. Im holding it and molesting it every single day. Whats Fender? I dont know much about. As far as Im concerned, Fender is a world known guitar-maker that is popular for their Stratocaster design electric guitars. Which guitarist dont know what is Fender, I have no comments. But to those who doenst really play music but loves music, Im sure you've seen a Stratocaster guitar at least once in MTV or in your life. It goes something like this...

Me being crazed about Fender,
I bought a Fender strap at Bentley when I was in KL.

The headstock has a smooth finishing.

The Japan Fender Logo.

Ebony rosewood fretboard. Try to compare with normal electric guitars fretboard.

Footview.

Well, I can't really afford a US made Fender. Easily costs RM4,000+ over here.

And so I get a Japan made. Its more superior compared to Mexican made.

A little inferior compared to US made. Differences are workmanships, finishing, type of wood, hardwares, pickups. Basically US Fender uses higher grade accesories.
P/S: China doenst produce Fenders by the way. But soon it might be.

And so I hung it on the wall.

There are a few reasons why I purchased Fender. There are alot of other guitar brands and shapes. Lespaul, Telecasters, ES, SG, Jazzmaster and many more. There are many more known brands, Gibson, Ibanez, Yamaha, Washburn, Samick, SX, and many more. Why I chose Fender?

Well, mainly its because I'm in Cross Fusion for a year already, and we've been playing fusion music, most of it jazz and blues, a little of rock and commercial songs. I was using an SG and lately my Orville by Gibson, Les Paul Custom. I found that the sound that it produce doenst really suite the bands genre. Of course there are times where they came to use. As musicians we need to be flexible and technical at times, choosing the best weapons to kill.

A Fender Strat is totally known in blues and rock&roll genre, to me, its a guitar to own in a guitarist lifetime. And so I got it. Besides that, other reasons were influences of artistes. Kinda lame, but it just gives you personality and confidence. Maybe a little placebo effect.

John Mayer & Eric Clapton. Both with Black Strats.

Maybe with a Fender I'd be able to do that kind of face?

You'll look great in Suite + a Fender in your arms.

John Mayer.

Maybe with a Fender you'll play with better feel?

Take a quick guess whos this? Jesus on a Strat?

Nope, thats not Jesus, thats Eric Clapton. He's a Strat user since 1977 then. He's once being regarded as God. And theres a story behind the phrase "Clapton Is God".

Mayer has his influences from Clapton.

Well there are alot more Strats users in the music industry, but John Mayer and Eric Clapton is one of my favorites musicians that has influenced and inspired me.

Get your Fender today!

P/S: If any Fender staff is looking at this great advertisement and willing to sponsor me a US Strat as a gratitude, email me at desectro@gmail.com. Muahaha.

Thats all for today!

Have a nice day,

Best regards,
Leroy.

Mid term break

2009-03-28T02:13:00.002+08:00

And so I planned to go KL to get my guitar. Initially the plan was only me, Kyesiang and Shulynn. But the day before, Sasa mentioned she wanted to tag alot. I told myself, "Why not?" lol. And so yeah we headed to KL on Sunday morning, fetched the 2 girls and Kyesiang, and we reached KL about 2.30pm. At the same time the motive of the trip is to run my 206. Manage to hit 130kmh with 4 person in the car and large amount of luggage.. You know la girls bring watever they can grab, I can't believe Sasa brought her Hair dryer too. Lols for that.

Thanks to my dad for the accomodation near KLCC. We lepaked around town and then the next day we went up Genting. Nice weather over there. Packed with people. And I went in casino for the first time. Thought of trying my luck. But then im so "kedekut" until gamble also I'm not interested haha. I wanted to sleep early that night, but we had a long story session then. Lol to that too. Was a great time.

After the nxt day, we are back to KL and Danny took leave especialy for us. Thanks to him!
He's our GPS brought us around. Went to Murni SS2 to makan.. Nice food, but I think Williams is better. And we ate really alot during this trip. Collected my guitar around that area too. The next day we spend whole day shopping and going to malls after malls. At night then we went to Sunway, Kyesiang wanted to play Bowling. We even brought our bowling balls way back from Melaka to bowl. We headed to Asia Cafe to makan to send Shulynn home. Her brother then fetch her frm there, and we head back to Malacca. I've skipped many chapters in this trip. It definitely was better than what i've mentioned here. I felt like going to KL anytime soon again to experience the places and activities.

P/S: I just dont like the jams.

Have a nice day,

Best regards,
Leroy.

A Little Bit Of Me.

2009-03-22T10:37:00.002+08:00

To friends that had known me, they'll know that Im a very peaceful person, soft, often avoid trouble, often about finding trouble, often get into trouble. Im just not use into fights and arguements, but once in a blue moon I might just break because I've kept all the anger just for too long.

At the same time, some might realise that Im a little "kedekut" when it comes to money. Yes, I admit I am, I dont simply spend on people, unless I know that its worth it. I dont spend on people unless they spent on me. To make simple, I'll remember who helped me, and I'll try my best to give them back. As a "kedekut" person, you'll remember who owes you, and you'll definitely remember to whom you owe to.

Anyway, here's some comment from some of people who bought some items online through me.

Sent this item through Pos Malaysia e-domestic parcel. Its superbly cheap. Sending to Sarawak only costs RM8. Previously I sent a slightly larger package to the same person, using Pos Laju, it costs me RM80. Its like 10 times cheaper?
But the costs? Look at the picture, they dont really take care your item. Its as though they raped your parcel. However, the reciever didnt really mind because I gave him a very good offer and services. He said he'lll gonna buy more from me in the coming weeks, thanks to him, now I have enough cash to get my ............

Heading to KL soon for holidays! Yay feeling nervous and yet happy.
Thats all for now!

Have a nice day,

Best regards,
Leroy.

FORD 2005 Shelby GT500 Concept by AutoArt

2009-03-15T13:12:00.009+08:00

Had a wonderful performance with Cross Fusion yesterday for Charles wedding.
His wedding was a blast and different from what I've attended before.
With video presentation on how he went to pickup his bride, how his best mans kena bully by the brides side. Nice to see, but not nice to experience.

Playing in Cross Fusion has been a very great honor to me in this life. Though as a Rythmist of Cross Fusion, I do feel proud being in it. Its because I can see where the band is heading with the level of commitments shown and technicality that is prevailed.

It was a very tiring day ytd, but I woke up early today surprisingly. I guess Im just too happy about yesterday. And so I went to do some outdoor shots as I said I would do decades ago. Here it is. The RED Muscle.

P/S: pictures are in a very random order.

Unveiling the Cobra.

Spreading the fangs.

Outdoor.

Very impressive in scalablity.

Detailed with Hood holder and Windscreens. Something that other manufacturers didnt offer.

Carpeted interior. With Pedals.

Sweetly detailed.

Look at the bulbs.

Chromed Exhausts.

The emblem.

Engine cover.

Please refill water.

The Cobra's Heart.

One of the sexiest part of the car.

This would make a stunning wall paper.

That reflections would not come without polishing it frequently.

Even the tiniest word are printed clearly.

A must get AutoArt 1/18.

Ready to go!

Im not promoting for AutoArt. But I do highly respect Ford for making such a masterpiece.

I wouldnt know about its performance, but it surely looks good.

Thats why it's made the American Icon car.

That is why Knight Rider uses it as a prototype car.

That is why it's in Transformers The Movie.

That is why I bought this car.

Grab fast, even though its 2nd-hand or Back In Box. Because ... .. .

Have a nice day,

Best regards,

Leroy.

Moving on . . .

2009-02-19T02:54:00.003+08:00

Its my dads birthday then, 18th of February. I felt bad for not wishing him today, for not waking up early to wish him, for coming back late to have dinner with him, and to reach home late night when he's asleep in front of my eyes.
Im surely gonna wish him tomorrow and present him this....

Well, its my favorite collection in the garage.
But its the thought that counts.

Just back from Pili's grandmother's night visit. Had a nice talk with them though we are the only guests there. It was me, Tiat, Suah, Pili, and Pishen. Come to think about it, its nice to just have talk among guys ourselves. No boundaries, just cock.

Things are getting overrated lately, I must promise myself to take away desperation from my senses. As it's already draw its blood on me. It dont feel good, and its coming hardly on me. I donot know why it always had to end up like this, but it did. There's no regrets, but just dissatisfaction. I was felt I was the dummy in the whole drama, in fact, I still feel it now. I had to move on.

Emo Rider.

There are things that we're not meant to be told. And there are things that I do not wish to know. I tried my best to hide my expressions. But stupidly I think I did terribly bad. I never wanted to be insecured.

But, Life Goes On.

"There are things to let go, there are things to hold on to, there were always reasons for the word emo." - The Truth.

When you bend, you break entirely.

2009-02-17T01:53:00.002+08:00

You felt like breaking,
You felt helpless,
You felt hopeless,
You felt just like bursting into pieces.

When these sadistic feelings come, thoughts like doing something random,
supressing yourself in the dark, letting others realise your reason to be that way, but you just wont tell. You want them to know the reasons themselves.
Sometimes, its logical to make them realise themselves, but at times, they had no idea whats going on.

There's so many things to do to avoid these thoughts poisoning your emotions. But what could you do? You feel like avoiding it, but it could never happen, we human were never be able to avoid reality.

My tips is, be thankful of what you are now. Always think that you're better in a way. And stick to that point. It'll make you smile for a bit. Let me give you an example:

If A is much more smarter than you, does excellently in his/her academics. Maybe you could put in mind that you're much better looking and attractive than him. Perhaps for my case, I can say "If he's fkin good in studies, can he play badminton or so and so.." - this is just an example, Im not that envious till that level. LoL.

"Besides trying to do something to avoid things, try to put some good thoughts bout yourself to chill you down a little." - The Truth

Have a nice day,

Best regards,
Leroy.

It is true..

2009-02-16T01:43:00.004+08:00

It is true when they said... when a girl or a guy appear in your friendship, they will take your friend away.

Its not just what they said, its what I've discovered myself.
Had a friend with the same experience, I hope the coming dont bitched me up the same way.
Whatever I wish would never be likely to happen, but hey. Whats the fuss about?
No matter what they say, it will always make a difference.
Its not something worth to worry either, but then, you couldn't expect for more.

What can you do? Easy. Be SELFISH as you can be.

I hate this week. I felt like i should either be quiet and let everyone else do the talking.
I always wanted, I always tried to be the quiet one, but it often seem to fail.

The more I talk, I come back realising all the shits that came out from my foul mouth.
I realised I'm just a SORELOSER living under the drain. Sorry to those I criticized blindly. Thank god for making me realising, at least I did.

Ill stop talking like a bitch now I suppose. Ha ha.

Whats this?

"Some girls were born independent, some girls crave for attention all the time. Sought over every opportunities they can take. Out of desperation. Nothing is impossible." - The Truth.

Have a nice day,

Best regards,
Leroy.

Happy Valentines

2009-02-14T15:42:00.007+08:00

Happy Valentines to all lovers.!

Valentines, day for lovers. So what am I gonna do if I dont have one?

Luckily Suah had some stuff coming.. Gonna play squash for the first ever time tonight.. and its on Valentine's Night.. Woohoo!

And i got myself something for Valentine.. how pathetic..

A scene from I Am Legend acted by Will Smith if you can remember.

A Ford GT500 Mustang Shelby. Sweetest American Muscle ever built..

This is the one used in the latest Knight Rider series, Shelby GT500KR.
Can you dig the Cobra ?

And if you can really remember, this is another Mustang by Saleen in Transformers the Movie, portrayed by Barricade.

You will see more when I'm free to do some outdoor shots.
I just cant find anywhere nice to do shots. And with my kusut 5.1MP camera. Gerrhh!..

Have a nice day,

Best regards,
Leroy

Everything's so messed up.

2009-02-10T20:31:00.003+08:00

Everything's so messed up.

Everyone's messed up. I don't know what are you guys thinking, but just do whatever you all think is right. Take that piece of friendly advise.

Do not hesitate . Do not think about what others think . Do not waste opportunities .

Lastly, BE SELFISH.

New semester started, getting hectic on the first and second week of the trimester. Obviously after long break together with Chinese New Year celebrated in between, sitting in class and listening to a lecture turned out to be something new to adapt with. However everything is going well.

I haven't count my AngPao collections, but ill do it after this bloggage. Valentine's coming again, and im all single mingle. Something good and something bad to ponder on.

Good thing is, you dont have to spend on gifts and dinners + time. Bad thing is, you're gonna sit down at home mouthwatering at couples celebrating it. Time will tell..

However, its been awhile since I reward myself something. So i get this!

AutoArt's Ford GT

More pics till I raped this beauty.

Self rewarding is like masturbation, do it anytime you want, without expectations.

Have a nice day.

Best regards,

Leroy.

I duno why, but it feels good.

2009-01-24T04:17:00.003+08:00

I duno why, but it feels good today.

Chinese New Year is coming, which indirectly means AngPows, which indirectly means i have credits to buy something big!

However here it comes to a dilemma again, whether to buy:
a) Made In Japan Fender Stratocaster

b) Hi-Tech handphone

c) Seiko watch

d) Big guitar amplifier.

e) Adding kits to my lion.

f) Get AutoArt/Kyosho model cars

g) and the list goes on and on..

Well what Im trying to say is that nothing is ever enough for someone. When you have money, you feel that you're rich, this leads to two consequence,

a) you have money, but you canot get what you want.

b) you have money, but you want everything.

Nothings ever enough, so its best to pretend that you're lucky enough to be living in this world under a shelter, having a family to talk to, having a friends to cheer you up, having enough food for meals, being able to study in a University, having a car to drive, *im talking as though its Thanksgiving day* but lastly, owning a pair of Puma Drift Cat SF.

Ambik kau Scuderia Ferrari edition...

Sweet like pussy.. thats why its called the Puma Drift Cat SF.

After so long i finally managed to spend on such thing for myself, for the past months Ive only been spending on figures and models, finally I see the light..

Have a nice day,

Best regards,

Leroy.

There are things i could not let go

2009-01-20T21:26:00.003+08:00

There are things that i could not let go..

Have you ever thought of selling something, but while youre looking at it, your mind takes you back to when you first met it. Instantly you changed your mind.

This is the figure i once admire, but i felt bored about it. Wanted to sell it to get some of my model cars.

But when I started to pack it again ready to be sold, i totally admire its articulation and detail. I changed my mind to keep this figure still instead..

Guyver I by MaxFactory

Thinking about this, i reminiscence the past ive been through. I wonder what i've learnt. In the end im still selfish to myself. I still cant give in to anyone. I do agree I had some fxxked up experience with people (friends/relationships). But did i do anything to make it better?
Am I a better person now? Do make improvements on whom I used to be?
I just cant see a thing. Everything moves so swiftly, and what i see is that I'm still the one left behind with nothing to be proud of.

Im just a boy who never wanna get old. =)

Have a nice day,

Regards,
Leroy.

Mercedes Benz CLS350

2008-12-12T03:31:00.004+08:00

Here it is! My favorite car!!
Though its not a supercar. but it has killer edges!
(Sorry i lazy to use imageshack alredy, i js carry on wit the blogspot image uploader)

(Click to enlarge)

Sweetest front headlamps

beautiful interior

Beidge seats suits black cars.

Simple yet killing.

The Mercedes Benz CLS350.

I just got back from badminton, feeling freaking tired. But what a miracle, i didnt had supper at the mamak after badminton! Only drank 2 glasses of Milo.. yay such an achievement, road to fitness! huhu!

Yet another Friday is coming, which indirectly means, KFC day!

Have a nice day,

Best regards,

Leroy.

The Pagani Zonda S

2008-12-10T12:58:00.002+08:00

I bought a couple cars lately, and one of the supercars, is this.. the Pagani Zonda S
Well the Pagani Zonda is once the fastest car in the world, but now the Buggati Veyron has the lead with over 1,000 horse power. Anyway the car still has its supercar look.. here are some outdoor shots..

Pagani Zonda S by Motormax.

Sweet blue interior.

Berhabuk abit. haha.

Didnt know this monster is engineered by Mercedes and tuned by AMG...

Very frog lookin..

Its just simply exquisite.

Pagani Zonda S C12.

Tho this is a nice car, but its still not my favorite car in my rack yet. Ill try get some better outdoor shots for the car i liked the most. Shy la wana go outside take picture, ill just take at my lawn or something. Lets just hope i wont get bitten by mosquitos or maybe snakes!

Have a nice day,

Best regards,

Leroy.

A1 Race!

2008-11-25T22:03:00.002+08:00

darn, its been quite sometime since i blog again, my blogging frequency is like 1 month once? perhaps more.

Anyway last weekend was my 1st ever time going to Sepang F1 Circuit and it was fun.
At first i thought its gonna be suck, cause i didnt really wanted to go there and waste my time, but this Pili keep on merajuk and asking us to go, so we went. Me, Pili, Justin, Pili's sister, and Audrey. Ntg much to say on the journey except we stopped at Seremban Restpoint and makan and then we headed to Sepang, on the way we saw couple of Ferrari's convoying after the tollgate and it was freaking awesome, I wish I own a Ferrari myself and go in a group like that someday...

Ferrari 360 with Capristo bodykits

Few Ferraris at the front and Evo is trying to chase lol.

Quite alot ppl also la that day.

Sweet, realised that all the cars that are heading to Sepang are suppose to pose their cars here, cool.

Who said a Ferrari dont look good in blue.

An old Ferrari, entah ape model.

Yellow too!

Sweet laaaaaa.

This is mine at my garage. Muahahhaa.

Lotus also got exhibition here.

This is mine parked beside my Merc in my garage.. lol.

Okay la, i think thats all about it, will try to blog more often, running for a badminton game rite now. Adios!

Have a nice day,

Best regards,
Leroy.

Caterpillar has turned into a ferocious Butterfly!

2008-11-02T02:27:00.002+08:00

RAWWWWWWWWWWWR!.. ok butterfly doesnt roar......
Oh yea, in Bahasa, do you guys know whats the sound that butterfly make?
I mean for example, kucing is mengiau, anjing is menyalak..
But i read on a primary school whiteboard which says, Rama-Rama menghisap..
I mean this is serious, sound rama-rama make is menghisap..
Whats so serious about menghisap and me haha.

Anyways yesterday was the LCC concert..
It was total bullshit concert. Not angry at it, just damn funny lar.
The difference between a well organized and a non, well not non, not-well organized concert i mean, is really helluva difference. I say this based on reasons, cause yesterday was LCC, and today me and my band(Cross Fusion) played for another gig at the same place, Ping Ming Hall.
Well the gig is for a church, Real Love Ministry(RLM). Im very amazed by this church and i do believe they are doing the right thing to help and reach for the marginalized communities.

Alright lets compare, firstly the PA and sound system.
LCC - came late, instead of 1.30pm. they came at 3.00pm i think, and we only managed to start soundcheck at 4pm. Great. With lotsa events and theres only like 2hours or so to soundcheck and rehearse. Improper technicians or shud I say not really experienced technicians are dealing with such heavy and technical props.

RLM - PA and equipments are all fixed and ready to soundcheck at 12pm. instead before that already they are ready. I say this is because we are supposed to be there at 11.30am, but then we reached at around 12pm, people are arelady rehearsing, anyway they are early and thats the real prop and equipment company. I would have to say its from Daniel's. Grats on that. Managed to soundcheck by 1 somethnig and reached home at 2 for a rest.

Sound
LCC- i duno what to say about LCC, cause the sound check at 4pm wasnt really and soundcheck, cause the drums are not mic-ed up and there are no mics for vocalist to test the volume, and the amps are not lined-in or amplified thru a condenser mic. wait for the story follow up.

RLM - overal sound was good, as usual, what you hear on monitors wouldnt be the same as you hear from the audience side. Anyway it turned on to be quite okay after some adjustments on the mixer. Volume control is very important.

Crowd
LCC - mostly secondary school students, well as expected la, LCC ma right. haha was good crowd, people are all hyped up.

RLM - erm mostly adults, lotsa RLM members. There are also some elderly people and some are handicapped. There are also families with kids. I mean theres a diversity happening in there la. LoL.

OVERALL
LCC - Bullshit. Electricity was cut off even before the event started, It went off for around 2 hours delayed till 9.00pm. 3 guest bands got punked up and 1 competing band got to walk away winning back their refund for the tickets lol. Thats pretty good for those bands or any other performers who jammed like fk with the jamming fees like RM30 per hour now and with their effort and commitments. This is because the electric onli came back at 9.00pm and the events all MUST finish by 10.30pm. That is why some bands got terminated. I cant blame the LCC committees also because its not their fault that electric got cut off. Probably if im the committee the first decision i wud make is to phase out the guest bands too. However there are still misunderstandings and ketidakpuasan among performers. Heck care me and my band went off to Friends cafe straight after we know we being punked.

RLM - was great, we got up to perform right after dinner is ready. It was cool la to perform the first as a warm up... But then we perform when everyone is queing up to take their food. Ok thats the worse case scenario that no-ones listening to us. But it doenst matter we had our fun, and im sure we did pull it off. Nothing much to say.

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Well firstly i would like to thank all of my friends la, who really made my birthday filled with cake at least.
Friends cafe - thanks to VJ, Steph, Jinshan, Sherson, Tzewei.
Calanthe cafe - thanks to Justin, Shulynn, Kyesiang, Calvin, Tzewei, Sherson, Shearman, Shearlee, Sarah, Lara, Charmain, Daniel, Jinshan ( did i miss anyone ?)

Thanks man for being there!
I got nothing much to say than being happy about it!

21st Birthday is actually nothing lah, had gig for the 2 days..practicing music the early morning(past 12am) on my birthday.. was really something nice to do, makes you realize what you wanna achieve in life. thinking back about the past, i realized many things which i could not list and im sure im gonna change and make it happen..

"Things will never happen unless you make it happen for yourself" - John Mayer.

Have nice day,
leroy.

Ramblings. . .

2008-09-04T00:08:00.002+08:00

Past days had been very tiring and hectic.. With what?
With OB projects and sports event that we planned out to celebrate Merdeka with..
Whats up about merdeka?
I dont see much flags... In fact, i dont see any celebration also. Maybe i was at the wrong place in the wrong time till an extend which i couldnt feel the vibe of merdeka.
I remembered that the merdeka eve, i had a game of badminton with my friends at 11pm.
I never thought it could be so jam around town.. Which made me reached the court at 11.30pm when i left home at 10.30 pm. What i could say is fuck those rempits may hell suck them dry..
I still couldnt understand why only rempits exist among Malays within Malaysia. Not being racist, but its the fact, when you talk about "rempit". "Malays" comes into mind. Without bias, without sense of stereotyping. They could go U-turns with U-turns and rempit all way long the stretch.. OMG.. that is one kind of unique sport.

However, since Calvin Pilot is going away soon back to work, we spend much time with him before his departure. We played badminton much. And on the Monday we went to Tiara Club, supposingly to swim, but some of us dont have trunks, so we splitted. Half played squash, half went for a swim. After that we went for sauna together as a group. It was superbly fun! We should do this more often i'd say. Howeva its just a short holiday, and maybe we're just using it wisely, but its some activity to alleviate some stress after midterms and projects. After that, we felt seriously freakingly hungry after getting out from the sauna, in fact, me and some friends went to the sauna room twice.. lagi lah hungry!

And so we planned to had some "eat all you can" buffet. Ended up in Seoul Garden, spent RM34 each of us. Eat like some phyton eating a chicken. Damn freakishly full. Till we gotta walk like a pregnant woman to reach back to our cars.. I had to burp a couple times for me to gain balance again. In economics, its called sunk cost. We paid RM34, and in our head, we must eat as much as possible, but instead, we're having such stomach discomfort, that is sunk cost. Well i think it is, as explained by Tzewei.

I dont feel good lately regarding my role as the one organizing badminton games, minum & yamcha sessions, or any other parties or events. My decisions all seems to be one sided, and i realised. Maybe the problem is having too many groups of friends?
Am i being a little selfish? I dont think I am, cause I'm single, and i only have friends as companion. What i do is just to utilize time and spend with my friends.. But there are times where i had to choose priorities even over friends, i just hope everyone could know each other, get together, and stay in each of everyones pocket. Erm not everyone would have the same thinking, so i guess what i must do is to discipline myself towards my friends and also choosing the right decision to make before getting into any trouble and misunderstandings. If theres anything I did wrong, *by playing safe* i would like to say sorry!

Have a nice day,
May tomorrow be a better day.

Best regards,
Leroy.

New Item Arrived!

2008-08-27T20:44:00.002+08:00

After acquired enough funds, i managed to get this~

Postage fees cost RM18. Ermm. should be quite a heavy stuff.

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Alrights here it is, Hotworks 1/18 Porsche 911 Turbo.

Normal Porsche 911 Turbo, what do you expect. I felt kinda regret getting this. Its a huge contrast with the Mercedes SLK 55.

Nothing special, looks like an antique car to me.. sigh.

Porsche Brakepads and 911 Turbo Rims.

Argh look at that, bad quality of paintjob on the engine area.. However i like the Mobil Porsche sticker there, duno whats that though haha.

Nothing special about the engine.. Looks plasticky though.. sigh..

It just look like so plain.. no killer curves or wat so ever. and moreover the muffler is senget.. ill fix that later. Sigh sighsigh!!

Alright this is quite an angle for a Porsche. Nice light trims and front bumper.

Interior looks normal though. I like the seats, it looks real. And the seatbelts of course. The floor panels all looks solid lah.

PORSCHE is printed on the rear mirror. One nice detail. Bah sorry bout the dirt. I dont have girl's hand.

The side vent.. nothing special. Too normal..

Sort of regret buying this kit, but then at times when you look at it. It looked very sexy.. wohoo haha. Theres more to it what i could say...

This week is a fucking assignment week.. I need to brainstorm evrything although all information is there! I just want it to be in line!! GRR Why am I mumbling!!zzzzzzz

Have a nice day.

Best regards,
leroy.

Mercedes Benz SLK 55

2008-08-25T18:08:00.002+08:00

Alright managed to get some shots while pimping my ride! Hoho..
I lazy to type at the moment, let pictures explain..

The garage..

Assembly..

It came wit AMG, and i changed the kits to Carlsson just to see the difference. But however in my opinion. AMG kit still rocks for this machine.

Very detailed back compartment.. with even a mat.. provided by Carlsson.

Alright heres the AMG kits, the side skirts i had already fixed previously. These are the Rims, Front Bumper and Rear Bumper.

Carlsson Engine and Front Logo.

Removing the Front Bumper.

Something I like.. AMG Disc Brakes. I wont be using this, cause the color is not striking enough. Ill use the Carlsson disc brakes.

AMG Rims.

Chasis..

Rims and Tyres.

Carlsson Rims.. Its also nice, but i prefer the AMG ones.

AMG bumper, spoiler and Muffler.

And i sticked this, SLK 55 emblem. Didnt know its permanent.. its a metal emblem. Shining type.

Carlsson provides floor mat too.. how great.

Seat belts?

Door panel has nothing at first.

Here comes the AMG door panels.

Another shot at the ass!

Yeah, here it is the Carlsson Brake pads.

Front grill.

AMG engine.

Full view.

Front view.

Erm thats all for today..
Going for dinner at Sherson's place and practice for upcoming IB Nite seminar this 28th August.

Have a nice day,

Best regards,
leroy.

Whats L.O.V.E?

2008-08-16T02:53:00.002+08:00

For the past years, I came to see that I'm not really successful in relationships. I point my finger to my ex-partners, but at the same time 4 other fingers pointing at me. I came to self-actualize.
That everything happens for a reason. Living in denial, I tried to defend myself for being the victim, but apart of that I know that it could be me who's the one having problems in sustaining relationships. I need to get a grip of that.

Frankly, its kinda sucks seeing your ex doin so well with their current partner, which makes you wonder, "What the fuck went wrong?" sometimes. Well this is common thing to ponder. Unless you're just fuckin around with your partner(s) lah. Instead of holding on to those thoughts, the more im beginning to feel that im a "wussy". Whats up with trying to find another girl to show to your ex that you've already found a new partner? It clearly made sense that your partner is just a subject of your jealousy. I wont do that.

I can't gain control in relationship. I cant lead a relationship. Im always following never leading. And without direction, the loveboat is lost. Wussy comes in again, I always like to playsafe.
Im too insecure. I've said too many "I'm sorry"(s) just to protect my ass. I was afraid to lose when at the same time I had nothing to worry about. I just can't get the inner wuss out of me.

And then when you came to think that being single is the best thing in life. No-strings-attached is equals to freedom. But when you see, couples cuddling. Again you go fucked up. And theres often this scene when im looking at my car rear mirror, and i saw the behind driver fondling behind me. Yes, i feel fuck. Is like you have everything you want, but there's something that you cannot buy. Happiness and Love.

Theres a stage where I think the couple is stable. Is when you raise your voice to your partner, your partner still respects you. That is where you're in control. Is like they had really devoted their love to you and respect you to lead the relationship. There's no such thing as equality.
Thats the relationship I want. But what I am is, Im always begging for love, begging for forgiveness and begging for companion. A wuss. I came to actualize that it was not mature at all.
That was how weak I am being a man. Talk alot, do nothing.

Its been awhile since I was attached. I took this time to realise where had i gone wrong. And i realised that there's some part i DID not fuck up, but they fucked me up. Why is being the one ditching is always superior? Ditchers Winners is it?

In love, its simple, its all about [C]aring, [A]ppreciating, [R]ealizing and [E]asy-going. Sounds easy, but its not at all when you're in it. Especially when you're trying to get into it.
I dont know whats the purpose of this post. But sudenly i terponder cause someone asked me about it yesterday.

Have a nice day,

Best regards,
leroy.

NEW HAUL!

2008-08-13T23:42:00.002+08:00

YAY!
Finally after so long, i managed to get another car.....
This is by far the most awesome die cast in my collection.
Awesome as in really awesome...
Heres some pic...

Heres the topic for today...

Heres the beauty for today..

Heres the tuner kit included..

This model is by HOTWORKS.. Its rare to find people collecting this model, cause the 1:18 scale is only available for Porsche 911 Turbo and this SLK55.
Anyway i ordered the Carlsson tuner kit.
However, the stock AMG mold that came together with this had already stunned me.
Great quality, good finishing, superb details.
Ill "TRY" to snap some outdoor shots to impress.
But no guarantees.. I said i wanted to took some Reventon pictures. But I still didnt manage to find slot to do it. Perhaps ill do it around this week, IF im free.
Haha..

Anyone intrested in this model can look for me, i can help you to get this. Available in Black n Silver.

Have a nice day.

Best regards,
leroy.

Bestest ever trip...xoxo

2008-08-11T00:40:00.002+08:00

Its been quite sometime since i went holidays with friends. Probably the last was Singapore with Jinshan, Adrian, and Suah. Despite the currency exchange rate in Sg, everything was fine, the girls, the city, the lights, the atmosphere.

And so i had this one week break from MMU where me and Kyesiang planned to go up to Genting. Coincidently my mom had vouchers for free night stay at the First World Hotel. Apalagi.. pergi lah...

At first, I plan to blog about the first day till the last day. Thinking twice, I think i better skip that. Cause what you all need to know that it was the best I'd ever had.

For once I felt like I was then again into the game.
Back on my feet, walking.. waiting. or perhaps.. running.

Thats all for now.

Have a nice day.

Best regards,
leroy.

Photography.

2008-06-30T19:46:00.004+08:00

Photography did struck my braincells before. Not as a freelancer job, but just as a hobby taking scenic mother nature and of course my collections. When my dad mentioned that his fren wanted to sell him a Sony SLR camera. I sounded my curiousity in wanted to hold it, or perhaps own it. But anyway, thinking rationally, i dont think i have time to cope up with so many activities. Music, Badminton, Studies and stuffs. Ill just stick with my 5.1megapixel Sony then.
Heres some shot i took. VERY amateur, i didnt say its professional.
Im happy with it.

Since im into cars right now.

Lamborghini Gallardo Superlaggera

Outdoor shot.

Wanna get in baby?

Heard that V10 killing tone?

Side view.

Desert storm.

Isit real?

All up for display!

WHATS COMING UP NEXT??!

Search for the keyword.

Thats all for now.

"Art is beauty".

Have a nice day,

Best regards,
Leroy.

Ebony Beauty.

2008-06-20T21:56:00.003+08:00

Was so bored days ago, made decision to wax... yea wax my guitar.
Thats all i wanna say haha.

The vintage Orville 1990 Lespaul Custom Headstock. Exactly like a Gibson.

First apply Jim Dunlop Cream of Carnauba wax.

After polishing, spray with Jim Dunlop 65 Guitar polish. Wait till haze is formed.

Wipe with a dry cloth. There it goes. Shine of an ebony.

Inlaid Mother of Pearl. See the rainbow reflected. Its genuine.

Made In Japan tuners. Though the the screws are karat. but the cover for the tuners are still good in gold.

I am still funding for another guitar. Lets see what comes next.
Thats all for now!

Have a nice day,

Best regards,
Leroy.