growing up=)

2007-08-24T08:49:00.000+08:00

I have moved! *HERE*

feeling alone in a world chockful of people

2007-08-12T08:31:00.000+08:00

well,i am going to begin with an apology for not updating my blog for the longest time.things here are kinda boring,well not boring per se,but just normal.

haven't been posting cos I'm pretty busy,lotsa biochem stuff which i don't completely understand to struggle with everyday,assignment( which forces me to go on a diet) and group project.

to add icing to the half crumbling cake,I'm now battling with homesickness on a daily basis.To think that i would have gotten over it after living away from home for almost 3 years.I know as i physically mature,I'll still be that little 5 year old that constantly needs to be showered by copious amounts of love by her family.

Will be counting the days,hours,minutes and seconds till we meet again my dearest family.

zomg jealous-ness

2007-06-05T18:55:00.000+08:00

Sanjay-Perth says (8:46 PM):
so when you going home again?

nianning says (8:46 PM):
2nd july

nianning says (8:46 PM):
you?

Sanjay-Perth says (8:46 PM):
in 15 days baby

nianning says (8:46 PM):
-_-"

nianning says (8:46 PM):
not fair mann

Sanjay-Perth says (8:46 PM):
i can already taste the nasi lemak

nianning says (8:46 PM):
hahaha

Sanjay-Perth says (8:47 PM):
and the roti canai

Some times When We Touch

2007-05-01T21:04:00.000+08:00

This song aptly describes my feelings right now.

You ask me if I love you
and I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
in what you say or do
I'm only just beginning
to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all it's strategy
leaves me battling with my pride
But through all the insecurity
some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you
till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
and drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
and hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
and I know how hard you try
I watched while love commands you
and I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
still searching for a friend
a brother or a sister
but then the passion flares again

someday.

2007-04-29T21:23:00.000+08:00

How the hell’d we wind up like this?
And why weren’t we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables

I wish you’d unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there’s been too much of this
But don’t think it’s too late

Someday, somehowI’m gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you’re wondering when
You’re the only one who knows that
Someday somehow
I’m gonna make it alright But not right now
I know you’re wondering when

2007-04-21T14:57:00.000+08:00

To embrace and reject.

To miss and to wish to forget.

To love and to hate.

All at the same time.

Easter Break!

2007-04-13T10:15:00.000+08:00

Here's a diarrhea of photos of what i did during the easter break.

someone gave me my favourite flowers=)

weird fishie men at Darling Harbour

Random pics at Darling Harbour.

How to torture your housemate at Queen Victoria Building.

Maggie's a great cook.Blue cheese rocket salad,bruschetta,sauteed mushrooms,bacon mashed potatoes and roasted chicken.

Day trip to Watson Bay.

For a year of Love,Laugther and Tears..

2007-04-03T08:34:00.000+08:00

..i love you.

wiener erructus.

2007-03-31T20:26:00.000+08:00

I had a nice chat with Malvin tonight.I miss this girl's sarcasm to bits.Glad we'll be meeting up soon when Dadaji gets his bouncy lelemak to Sydney.

ning♀ says (10:08 PM):obscene la your dp

ning♀ says (10:08 PM):later the wieners on your list get errection

Malvin says (10:08 PM):lol too bad lah i think its sexy

Malvin says (10:08 PM):and whoevers wanking off it can thank me muahaha

ning♀ says (10:09 PM):haha

murder of the babies.

2007-03-29T14:35:00.000+08:00

I I have nothing against gummy lollies.Gelatin and sugar drives me to a nutty sugar high.But making gummies in shape of babies is just plain wrong!!What have the world come to??Teaching our kids cannibalism?Imagine a baby putting a baby into it's mouth and gnawing it to death-GROSS!Chewing up teddy bears and snakes are gross too.just not as gross as chewing up replicas of human babies.They should make more of those fruit shaped ones=)

I realise that this post is so totally completely pointless.

2007-03-27T12:09:00.000+08:00

My housemates makes delicious steak=) and mango salad=)

Yeelin's house warming at Macquarie Student Village.The guy in the bottom left picture in Mee Ying's elder brother btw.Like WOW!the chances of meeting your high school friends sibling 3000km from home.Found out from him that Mee Ying is currently studying in Melbourne=)

MSO city tour

Oxford Street=)Maggie and i doning our thang=)

2007-03-13T13:55:00.000+08:00

O-Week

bedroombathroomdiningkitchen

and i miss you all loads=(

2007-03-08T11:10:00.000+08:00

I may have missed chinese new year this year but the enthusiasm that our family has in celebrating it with gusto every year will always be an inhereant part of my nature=)I hope i can be home for the festivities next year.This ones from last year,this years one would have been,sadly,without me.

Miles away i may be.but home is always where the heart belongs.you're the only place i know i'll find comfort when the going gets rough.Thank you for your endless love and support.I love you.

I'm a survivor of first week med school.

2007-03-06T14:44:00.000+08:00

Well med school isn't as supercalifragilistickaspealedociously exciting as I initially thought it would be.So much for preconceived ideas.

Lectures are as all usual lectures would be-BORING!

But the med students at UNSW can be considered lucky as we get to go for clinicals at the teaching hospitals as early as the first week.It felt kinda weird walking round the hospital with a stethoscope hanging round my neck.I mean ,come on,I don't even know how to use the damn thing.And there i am draping it around my neck looking all doctor-ish and professional.*sheesh*

Saw a man with a boil on his butt.The guy was proundly displaying his posterior to us freshies.Like the doctor didn't even ask him to.Flasher.*lol*

Got a shit load of assignments to do and it's only the first week.2 projects which are respectively 2500 and 3000 words each and an oral presentation.Oh well,I'll survive.

Anatomy class today was WOOOZAH~! man.We go to touch the cadavers and learnt how to identify their location.I saw a testicle that was cut into a cross section*cues guys to go ouch*Didnt see whole bodies tho,just got to see random parts of it on the table,like one arm,a leg,two or three torso's and a couple of lungs.One day i'll prolly post a few disturbing images for your benifit if i do get to capture a few.

Other than school social activities organized by med school to date are almost all related to alcohol one way or the other.but tis ok,cos did you know that your liver regenerates,so you sorta get a new liver every 1-2 years or so.lol.

Anyways,I'll update more when i actually dont have to do research,write reflective essays or do the laundry=)

till then peepo=)

G'day!

2007-02-14T06:32:00.000+08:00

heyO ppl,

I'm finally here!after all that visa bull crap.

I'm staying at a place about 5 mins walk from uni with my housemate Ruiping.She's really nice=)feels very much like home.

The uni here is beautiful.Like the unis you see on tv,only better=)

Lifes been good 'cept for the fact that i only got 3 hours of sleep in two days.

Blog more when i get my internet connection set up at home.

till then,

Love,
ning

and off i go to down under=)

2007-01-27T23:55:00.000+08:00

lots happening and i cant get my lazy arse to update.

to those of you who still bothers to read-sorry.

to those who don't-we all know whose fault it is.

neways i'll be going to the land of the marsupials to read medicine at UNSW.

that's in the most happening city-Sydney mate.

lets hope i dont get married to a koala or roo-although we know how cute and fuzzy they are=)

will be franticcrazyass busy with the prep.

so here's to another hiatus.

2007-01-17T00:26:00.000+08:00

Once In A Lifetime
(Keith Urban/John Shanks)
Mmm, mmm
I can see it in your eyes
And feel it in your touch
I know that you're scared
But you've never been this loved, mmm hmm
It a longshot, baby, I know it's true
But if anyone can make it
I'm bettin' on me and you, mmm hmm
Just keep on movin' into me
I know you're gonna see
The best is yet to come
And don't fear it now
We're goin' all the way
And that sun is shinin' on a brand new day
It's a long way down
And it's a leap of faith
(But I'm) (We're) never givin' up
'Cause I know we got a once in a lifetime love (mmm hmm)
(Lifetime love)
(Oooh oooh oooh oooh)
Everybody's lookin' for what we've found
Some wait their whole life
And it never comes around, uh huh
So don't hold back now
Just let go of all you've ever known
You can put your hand in mine
So don't fear it now
We're goin' all the way
And that sun is shinin' on a brand new day
It's a long way down
And it's a leap of faith
(But I'm) (We're) never givin' up
'Cause I know we got a once in a lifetime love (mmm hmm)
(Lifetime love)
(Oooh oooh oooh oooh)
I close my eyes
And I see you standin' right there
Sayin' 'I do'
And a'throwin' the rice in our hair
Well, the first one's born
And a brother comes along
And he's got your smile
I been lookin' back on the life we had
Still by your side
And don't fear it now
We're goin' all the way
And that sun is shinin' on a brand new day
It's a long way down
And it's a leap of faith
(But I'm) (We're) never givin' up
'Cause I know we got a once in a lifetime love (mmm hmm)
(Lifetime love)
(Oooh oooh oooh oooh)

furball,i know it's hard,but we'll make it.I promise you tht.

My Furball's coming!!

2006-12-09T00:55:00.000+08:00

whee~~~

sorry for ruining the suprise dear.
but
WHEE~~~

I'm not you and will never be.

2006-12-08T13:09:00.000+08:00

I know i resemble you A LOT.

But please stop comparing you and i.

i love you but will never be you.

Stop trying to change me into a minature you.

Because thats not what i want to be.

i want to be me.

I'm not you and will never be.

2006-11-28T22:20:00.000+08:00

dearest Ms RumaGoddess of Econs-Ms LillianNathan-Pathma NathanJay=)

2006-11-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

us=)

2006-11-23T20:15:00.000+08:00

linda and sara|chungweisara,chunglernnianning|chungweisara|chunglernnianning

2006-11-23T20:09:00.000+08:00

2006-11-23T20:05:00.000+08:00

2006-11-23T20:01:00.000+08:00