Muddlings

Proof I'm a Packer Fan

2008-03-15T08:16:00.001-05:00

My first experience @ Lambeau was recently selected for posting on Packers.com.

Check it out: http://www.packers.com/news/stories/2008/03/14/1/

Clayart Juried Show 3/13/07 - 04/15/07

2007-03-13T19:28:00.000-05:00

Hi all - I was fortunate enough to have 2 pieces accepted into the 1st Annual Clayart Juried show in Louisville, Kentucky... during the next month you'll be able to see it online... check it out if you have a minute.

Has it really been 4 months?

2006-11-09T22:07:00.000-06:00

Boy howdy, do I miss writing. It has been a busy busy time. More to come soon.

I DE-clare!

2006-06-11T21:02:00.000-05:00

It's my heart's desire to build a history with Jacob (pictured at left following the car ride home from a Minnesota Twins game earlier today) - I want him to have something to look back on - a background so jam packed with love that it becomes second nature to him - providing so much security that the thought of not being the center of someone's universe a foreign concept...

...that said, I'm not sure why you'd rightly care, but I felt the need to say it outloud to anyone who will listen. Declaring things - whether it be love for your child, or your spouse, or faith in your God, takes the subject of your declaration and cements it as something worth taking a risk over. I'd step in front of a moving bus for this kid (and for the other two that are used in my examples).

As for the game - it was Jake's second - he made it through 7 innings the first time around - just 5 today (primarily because we showed up an hour early to try to get him a Joe Mauer bobble-head ;) We leave whenever he wants to go with the logic that he'll only remember it as a positive experience if he's not forced to endure it.

My prayer for you is that you are ready to declare something to and for someone and that you'll take deliberate action to back it up.

Sappily yours... pba.

One Month in the Books

2006-03-12T20:57:00.000-06:00

How quickly a month can disappear! The last four weeks have been a proverbial emotional roller coaster as our little fam has figured out how to join the mainstream of America with a 7:30-4:30 gig and all that it implies - over the next few weeks, look for jottings about a few of those implications... bus ridin', living in a land of cubicles, and bein' a daddy 2 hours a day...

Reduction Fired Stoneware - Couple New Pieces

2006-02-12T21:35:00.000-06:00

Today I picked up a couple of pieces from a recent firing at Bethel - a few wine coasters that were spoken for already and these two guys that were made for no-one in particular. The pictures don't really do 'em justice, but they give you the idea.

"Where do you cast your gaze when it feels like its spinning all around you? As for me, I want to learn to look skyward in any situation..."

The bowl above decorated with a passage of scripture from Hebrews, chapter 6. Both pieces really hit on the same themes and were created during times of uncertainty at Rhumbline - essentially talking myself into faith and desiring a pert-near illogical hope in difficult times.

Tomorrow morning I begin the next collection of steps (aka, start the new gig at Target). My only prayer is that I show His love to those around me and that I'm willing to trust Him with my day.

Hope you enjoy the work. pba.

God's Remote

2006-02-10T17:17:00.000-06:00

Is it bad that I have an addiction to Sony remote controls that are the size of New York and control pretty much all things electronic?

At risk of being gunned down by lightning bolts from the Heavens, I'm going to go out on a limb and say that this particular passion may very well be ordained from a Higher Power.

Who else would invent a device to control up to 16 separate components, enable you to hook it up to your computer to configure it, and make it look so darn nifty.

I ordered the RM-AX4000 today - our third "Commander" over the past 5 years or so. So I shallow-ly await its arrival and confess that I am indeed hooked...

Communication Tip from Uncle Pete

2006-02-06T22:39:00.000-06:00

When you put a warm Mountain Dew can inside the ice dispenser to get cold quickly, be sure to tell your spouse that it's there. If you fail to do so, you may both lose your beverage and surprise said spouse with some unanticipated liquid coming from your refrigerator...

It would appear that the metal device that rotates within the ice container so as to dispense ice through the refrigerator door, may very well have the power to cut through the side of the can, causing a minor explosion and subsequent pouring of your beverage into your spouse's glass...

While the look on her face will be worth much, the cleanup effort is really a pain in the tookus...

It's worth letting her know it's there... just a little communication tip from Uncle Pete. pba.

Potter Obtains Energetic Following...

2006-02-01T19:18:00.000-06:00

...consisting primarily of several dozen 3rd graders...

I had the opportunity to participate in the Empty Bowls 281 event last evening as a fine little side show - makin' bowls for the little ones (and several parents ;) as folks mingled, purchased kids' bowls, participated in the silent auction for "celebrity" bowls and just hung out and listened to some great entertainment.

Highlight of the evening? 2 kids that had a veritable fit when their mom told them it was time to go and eat - they decided it was more fun to watch a potter than to eat. Now that's a loyal fan-base...

A close second place would be the kid that successfully fired about 27 consecutive questions at me without taking a breath - all while standing about 14 centimeters from my ear. I honestly enjoyed the non-stop curiosity and the joy with which they watched lumps of clay become simple bowls. Hopefully a couple of them will remember it long enough to a class or two before it's all said and done...

The event turned out even better than hoped and will undoubtedly return next year on a larger scale. By pulling in over $8500, it obliterated its goal of $6000 which will ultimately benefit the local community through PRISM, a local human services nonprofit that provides a variety of services to those in need...

Large Corporate Potter?

2006-01-30T17:57:00.000-06:00

Assuming that my pee-in-a-cup drug test comes out clean, I'll start as a Business Analyst for Target Corporation two weeks from today.

It may very well be one of the largest adjustments that I'll need to make in my short lifetime - shifting from a consulting firm that maxed out at 8 employees and finished at 3 to a corporate I.T. gig with a technology organization of somewhere in the neighborhood of 2,000 FTEs.

That said, I'm excited about the opportunity and look forward to working within the Pharmacy division of the organization and focusing on the Business Analyst skill set for awhile. I have loved the opportunity to wear many hats over the past 8 years in consulting, but am at a point where stability and routine has moved up the priority list for my little St Michael clan.

It was actually a great experience to have to make the decision - talking with each other, bringing our concerns to our God, and having Him unify us in the process. Can't ask for much more. Not to mention the other three organizations that graciously left the door open for future employment opportunities just in case something goes awry in the land of red.

I'll be spending much of the next two weeks making pots for a small backlog of commission requests and spending a few bucks on more corporate-esque clothing. ;)

Mainstreet Family Services, Rogers, MN

2006-01-25T21:22:00.000-06:00

The church I'm attending formed a nonprofit a few months back - here's the one-page placeholder we put up while they continue planning for a more robust web presence.

Based in Rogers, Mainstreet Family Services will be focused on leveraging a local church (aka, Main Street Station) building as a community center and will contain multiple nonprofits capable of serving the needs of local families. Good stuff.

Sojourn Art Journal Arrives

2006-01-14T21:20:00.000-06:00

Well... it took awhile, but my contributor's copy of Sojourn arrived today. I'm thinking the pieces lost a little when they were printed in black-n-white, but I'm thankful for the opportunity to be published at all. Not sure of the journal's circulation, but it is the 18th anniversary edition, so it's good to know it's been around for awhile.

The cover art caught me a little off guard, but hey, it's an Art Journal - I guess an eye-grabbing cover is pert-near obligatory...

First image consists of the front and back cover, second consists of pages 113 and 135 of the journal... Both of the pieces can be seen in Gallery 2 of my pottery site.

Empty Bowls 281 - Robbinsdale MN

2006-01-11T14:24:00.001-06:00

The Empty Bowls 281 site is alive and kickin'... still a few tweaks to be done, but check it out if you so desire. It's a great little event to teach kids about poverty and raise funds for a worthwhile local nonprofit... check it out when you have the opportunity.

If you'd like to leverage the site design for your own Empty Bowls event, let me know - I'd be happy to share it with you. pba.

03.15.2008 - Update: the original link is now broken - here's a link to the site structure that was in place while I was developing it

Your What Hurts? {Screamin' Yellow Zonkers}

2006-01-04T13:07:00.000-06:00

The end of 2005 brought with it an opportunity to revisit times gone by with family friends from my youth.

The visit was quick, but it included an evening of exchanging gifts with family and friends, one late night yappin' about reconciliation and forgiveness, a visit to a sibling's garage to check out the progress on his '69 Harley, and an enjoyable lunch at Applebee's on our guest's way back out of town.

As part of the walk down memory lane, we downed several boxes of Screaming Yellow Zonkers - perhaps the finest sugar-infested glazed popcorn treat we've ever had - and listened to Crystal Blue Persuasion (Tommy James & the Shondells) waaay to loudly - this time via iTunes instead of the reel-to-reel that we originally heard it on in the 70's...

Ummm... Pete? What's your point?...

Can't say that I really have one. I just hope that you have family friends that can bring a smile to your face by merely existing. If you do, then give 'em a shout and let 'em know they still warm your heart - even if you haven't talked for years.

Take care. pba.

Pottery in Church?

2006-01-04T12:49:00.000-06:00

Yup - you read correctly - pottery in church... I started the New Year on stage with my buddy Ben (aka, Pastor Ben @ Northridge Fellowship in Rogers, MN). We spent about 25 minutes or so exploring the potter/clay metaphor that is found in Jeremiah in hopes of giving attendees the opportunity to view their spiritual walks in a new way.

In short, we broke it down like so...

1. Throwin' - it's tough to throw a piece of pottery with extra-stiff clay or extremely soft clay. It's also next to impossible to make a piece if the clay isn't centered on the wheel. The spiritual walk is pretty much the same cup o' tea - our hearts can't be so hardened that we're not open to direction, nor can they be so pliable that we can be swayed with little effort - we need to be steadfast, centered, and balanced in our pursuit of our Maker.

2. Refinin' - alot of folks see a 'finished' piece on the wheel and think we're done. The time on the wheel represents about 10% of the commitment the piece requires. While the time on the wheel establishes the pieces basic form and function, it doesn't represent what it will one day be. The piece is set aside to firm up so that text can be imprinted and so that excess clay can be trimmed off and its final form established. Spiritually, refining can be a painful process. It's hard to be the clay as God trims away the things that are not of Him. We have the option of remaining fat-n-sassy, but we don't achieve the potential (or the beauty) that He has placed within us if we do.

3. Firin' - two firings with some glazing in between. 1800 and 2300 degrees respectively. Ouch babe. What struck both Ben and I about firing is the fact that, while the potter has a vision of what he or she is going for with a specific piece, the kiln can alter the final product in a heartbeat - place a piece in a cool spot or a hot spot and the outcome can be very different. While the spiritual metaphor breaks down a bit (God knows exACTly what He's going for with each of us), it is a good reminder that our preconceived notions are rarely God's exact vision for our lives. Being open to the surprises - both joyous and painful are what we're called to do - obedience and trust are the recurring themes...

So there you have it in a nutshell... another deep moment with Uncle Pete at the potter's wheel....

Few More Wood-fired Bowls...

2005-12-16T15:11:00.000-06:00

I finally received a replacement power cord for my digital camera - now if I could only afford some decent lighting... guh.

Unloading the Wood Kiln

2005-12-15T10:17:00.000-06:00

Just a few pics from the unload - forgive the grainy shots of pots - wrong film speed and poor lighting combined to make them pretty horrific - they atleast give you an idea...

Winter Wood Firing

2005-12-13T23:43:00.000-06:00

I was just fortunate enough to be involved with another firing at the Lloyd's home in Princeton, MN. I'll have photos of the work within the next 3 days, but for now I'm thinking about the process and the social dynamic that is associated with it.

The kiln requires constant care and feeding. It eats every 15 minutes for a couple of days straight. It's more than one person is meant to take on, so, inevitably, you become part of a larger team when you participate - you become part of a small, point-in-time, community with a unified vision. The citizens may have different politics, eating habits, artistic styles, and perspectives on faith, but everyone shares a passion for pots and a small sense of awe thinking about our lack of control over the outcome of our activities.

I have walked away from the first two firings I have participated in with a heart-felt desire to transport that sense of acceptance and inclusion to my day-to-day life: at home, in business, and in my circle of friends.

My prayer this evening is that there is as little room for pretense in your world as there is when sitting with a group of folks for hours on end around a collection of old fire brick and strips of birch trimmings in a December chill... where experienced potters answer questions from not-so-experienced ones, where food is shared, where elderly dogs stare you in the eye, and not-so-scientific tests are conducted to determine the capability of a McNugget to withstand 2250-degree heat (they last longer than you'd think or hope)...

I pray that you experience the joy of learning: about each other, about a process, and about yourselves. I pray it continues for me as well. I have much to learn.

pba.

Jemarie-Lynn Sahr - new site

2005-12-10T17:38:00.000-06:00

Just finished up another site for a local recording and visual artist, Jemarie-Lynn Sahr.

She has a variety of irons in the fire as she focuses on meeting the needs of Christian women and moms - check it out if you'd like.

pba.

Gotta Love Banner Ads

2005-11-30T09:43:00.000-06:00

New Crisis Nursery Site Launch

2005-11-08T10:47:00.000-06:00

As part of my gig with Rhumbline, we released a revised web site for the Greater Minneapolis Crisis Nursery last Friday - check it out when you have the opportunity and consider supporting the work they're doing in the Minneapolis area.

Galations 5:22-23

2005-11-07T15:15:00.000-06:00

'But the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law'

We had a guest speaker at Northridge Fellowship this Sunday - what a timely message for our little household. While I know I don't feel like I possess the fruit that is outlined within the passage, each of them were planted in me when I chose to hand my life over to God.

The message talked about "Dancing with the Holy Spirit" and emphasized that it doesn't matter if you know how to dance well - just dance (a message that it is easy to receive as a rhythmically-challenged 34-year old white male)...

If you'd like to hear any more about it, let me know - otherwise my prayer for you is that you develop relationship with the only Source for this fruit, that it grows like a weed, and that you share it with those around you. pba.

Message ON a Bottle...

2005-10-19T12:05:00.000-05:00

A work in progress - hopefully they'll be more of these before long - this one still needs to be trimmed and there will be some more text added before its all said and done...

"A new form for a new time - a time marked by learning and growth. I'm slow to let go even when Your presence is obvious. You ask us to enter the next expanse through the darkened narrow - with the clothes on our backs and the knowledge of who you are.

Why not heed the well-meaning bystander's advice to bring all we can carry and stay close to the light of what is familiar, safe, and comfortable? I know you created us to experience life as active participants - guided by faith.

I want nothing more, or less, than your warmth on the back of my neck as you gently nudge me through the dim...

Psalm 37:23-24 - The steps of a Godly man are ordered by the Lord and he delights in his way. Though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down, for the Lord upholds him with his hand.

Enable me to claim the power of Your name and to openly invite others to witness Your glory."

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Consider yourself a witness, k? pba.

Wood Fired Bowls

2005-09-21T11:38:00.000-05:00

Wood Firing

2005-09-16T14:29:00.000-05:00

I've been lucky enough to be included in a wood firing taking place at Steve and Becky Lloyd's place in Princeton, MN. The kiln is being loaded tonight and will be fired off throughout the day tomorrow and most of Sunday.

I'll post a few photos after my stoking shift tomorrow as well as images of a few of the pots that Steve was kind enough to load up for me. I'm intensely curious about both the process of firing the kiln using wood as the heat source as well how my pots will react visually...

Special thanks to Steve for humoring my request to be involved.