tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7686152.post-1093641868667404192004-08-27T14:19:00.000-07:002004-08-27T14:24:28.666-07:00I find that suddenly I am panicking about heading off to three years of school after which I have to find a job, build a career, keep my relationship strong, maintain my sanity, avoid going too deeply into debt and try to have a bit of fun out of it all. <br /> <br />After spending all these years trying to build our cabin in the woods and find a way of staying in this remote heavenly place, which we have now achieved, we are suddenly thinking of uprooting so that S isn’t stuck in her job forever and I have some tangible skill to offer the world instead of trying to cobble together contracts doing things I don’t know how to do but am willing to try, for which amazingly, people have occasionally been willing to pay me. <br /> <br />Are we stepping up to an exciting new adventure or embarking on a foolish feat that will only serve to disrupt and disorient our, not perfect but pretty damn fine as they are thank you very much, lives? <br />Bubbleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01781146531102954747noreply@blogger.com