Hello World ..

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2009-11-13T17:20:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling a little moodless because I missed school today which I didnt intend to at all . This insomnia issue is really screwing up my life and there's little I can do .. unless I want to rely on alcohol/panadols to get me to sleep every night .

I just dont get what's wrong with me .

I think it's a 14 Oct post .

2009-11-11T06:08:00.002+08:00

These are some photos I uploaded long time ago but never published them for unknown reasons . Kbox with Kel .

Just how time flies .

Randommm

2009-11-11T05:19:00.004+08:00

Fucking shit . I'm wide awake since 4 am plus and I'm unable to fall asleep again despite having a tremendous headache !!

I slept from like close to 12 am cos I was really tired out by then . Just who the fuck woke me up from the sleep ? It'd been the longest time since I had a good night sleep seriously .. And most nights that I even sleep better are the nights I infuse myself with alcohol .

Sighs . Thankfully I'm not going to school on Wed & Thurs otherwise I'll be having really terrible mood swings . I dont know why I dread gg to school so much this semester .. the hateful feeling is so intense and I feel majorly fucked up most of the times .

To hell with bad moods .

Lunar on last Sat night with Kel's soccer buddies , some whom I knew long ago . At first was really reluctant to go cos I was sleeping !! Had like 3 bottles of Chivas then morning supper before heading home ..... to play Viwawa -.-

I'd been starting to play Viwawa again but I noticed there's a sharp decline in number of players in almost every game .. and I think their rival is Facebook . LOL .

The two knockouts !

ROFL .

Kel & I . Didnt take much photos because I was looking drunk as usual .

Went to eat at Defu with Cheng & Lewis on Sunday late evening . By the time we finished our dinner was close to 11 PM -.-

Anyway it was quite an enjoyable simple evening .

Chilli crab !!

Creamy butter crab . I've eaten this for like a thousand times and I can never get sick of it !! (:

Looking at these food photos make me hungry again .. and I had only one meal yesterday .

Argh .

So now what at 6 am ?

Insomnia

2009-11-04T00:32:00.003+08:00

Havent been sleeping well since school started , zz . Hope I'll finally have a good night sleep later ..

Without my goth eyeliner . LOL . I love my usual eyeliner because it makes me look fiercer .. I think I look too kiddy without them ...

Went to Chomp Chomp with Cheng , Lewis & Kel just now then off to Selatar to chill .. :)

Recover from your sore eyes soon KCLL !!

Hungryyyyyy

2009-10-29T17:26:00.002+08:00

Woke up on a lazy and unpleasant Thurs and decided to play with photobooth .

I'm hungry .. and my boyfriend is MIA !!

Huge Sighs

2009-10-29T15:51:00.002+08:00

I think I should not be so dependent on others because I tend to feel so wrecked when being alone . I think I'll be turning into a control freak soon enough but even so , I cannot have the whole world under my spell . There are so many things in life that just wouldn't be perfect !

Sighs . I'm kinda not anticipating the new semester .. which is also the last semester . It is not because I'm fearful of how I'll do my exams or how high my GPA will ever get ... it's solely because I dont know what to do after I graduate .

One thing for sure , I will not be working some shitty low-paid jobs . I'm 100% gonna continue studying because studying is like the best thing to do .. I do not need to be the best scholar but I still have money to spend and time to slack .

The issue is , I don't know to study overseas or just stay in Singapore . For some unknown reasons , I seriously hate being in Singapore but being away for like one week can already make me homesick enough ! I have a plan though but my plan consist of people and issues which I cannot control .. and I hate it .

a solution to boredom

2009-10-24T16:56:00.002+08:00

The last two nights had been crazy . I havent tried having sleepless nights in a row ..

Kel & I met up with ZY & Cheng to Lunar and had like 8 hours long of booze and some KTV . Even though the day didn't end up quite well but I enjoyed the earlier parts of the night .

Woke up 4 plus the next day for BBQ steamboat at Marina Country Club . It was fabulous !! The food was great .. they even have exotic food like crocodile meat !! That's probably the only place I will ever go for steamboat from now on !

Went to play mahjiong afterwards with two of Kel's friends all the way at CCK cos of some unexpected turns of events . Fuck , you know where is CCK not !?!?!? LOL . Furthermore Kel lost like 100 over bucks ! -.- I thought I was supposed to be to novice .

Home alone on a Sat .. Maybe going Dbl O later cos Kel's friends are there ... Having wierd thoughts of holding a part time job .

Alright till then . Visit my FB for pictures . Doubt I'll be uploading here ..

Cousin's Wedding

2009-10-19T21:15:00.023+08:00

Blogger is seriously fucked . Not only does it take million years to load photos cos it's just max 5 at one time , it keep showing me "Bad Request" every time I am just left with 5 photos to upload . The thing is I don't know what else to use other than Blogger , zz .

Anyway , Cousin's wedding day. Photos . Let my hair down finally but halfway through was regretting the decision cos it's a mess ! :(

On cab to Fish Farm cos we're taking an excursion bus there which means hell lots of alcohol for the adults too !

Ugly photos taken by Sis -.-

Lil cousin & elder bro .

Ridiculous hair , zz .

I love the white wine cos it's sweettt !

Cousin , one of them .

Home <3

Alright bye ! Gonna enjoy the rest of the holidays ! (:

Lousy morning

2009-10-16T10:12:00.002+08:00

Feeling quite lousy in the early morning because I barely slept . I'm gonna have driving later and I'm just not in the mood to go but I'd been skipping lessons since forever . Argh . Life just have to be miserable once in a while .

I have two wedding dinners to attend this month which is not really pleasant because I hate meeting people ! Basically I don't like to entertain people who are insignificant in my life and I'm just not sociable to a certain extent . Of course , if you're cute/pretty/kind I'll gladly be a friend . LOL . Simply put , I ostracise a certain type of incorrigible humans who will definitely appear during weddings/festives for unknown reasons . Perhaps this group of people just love to be the center of attraction too much and in a wrong way and it puts me off real bad .

Sighs . Furthermore I have nothing appropriate to wear despite having my wardrobe filled to the brim ..... overloaded in fact . I have tons of pretty heels though but I don't think I can decide which pair to wear . Tsk tsk . Girls .

I think what I need is to shed some weight for all the pretty things ... anyone care to share any effective ways ?

Out of my mind

2009-10-12T11:47:00.010+08:00

Today is a slow Monday at the farm .. totally ZZZ .

I'm feeling a little dejected because I have no money for a car -.- This is totally ridiculous because I havent even got my license .

However, I've come up with a seemingly good plan so that hopefully by the time I get my license , I'll have enough money .

My good plan is so far the most unfeasible then again the most realistic because that's the only thing my abilities allow me to achieve .

I plan to .... buy 4D every Wed , Sat , Sun .

And pray hard that the stock market improves .

However , if none works then I'll have to resort to the last underhand method which I solemnly swear never to divulge otherwise someone else might just beat me to it then I'll have nothing to my name .

-.-

I think I'll just continue driving the buggy .

I'm really damn bored because there are no cute kids in sight and no one to talk to .... Kel is in camp which makes me feel kinda lonely :(

Photos from my iPhone . Random . Some dated months back .

My room's tv . LOL -.-

Have anyone seen a weight like this ?

1000 kg !!! Guess how much it cost !

Lil catfish .

Kel when he still have hair . LOL !!

The hen laid egg !!!

Hugeeeee .

Taking it to the incubator . ROFL !!

Cousin !

LOL -.-

Playing spa fish .

Kel .

I just realised I can stretch and tilt the icons . LOL .

Thousands of lil turtle .

Ponding .

Eunice : " The BIG fish " . HAHAHAHA

Taken in TW by Kel .

My side desk ..

With lash extensions . Make me look pretty even without make up . LOL !

Taken today .

I'm starting to feel hungryyy because I havent eat lunch ! FOODDDDD !

Will hopefully update the crazy 12 hours long (7PM to 7 AM) birthday celebration of WJ & WH at the farm soon . I will also post the KTV session with B most probably tmr because I did not bring the camera cable today , zzz .

Okay , I really need food now !

TRIPP

2009-10-05T17:12:00.005+08:00

I compiled some photos and videos because I'm too lazy to upload them and stupid blogger had been showing me "Bad Request" the last few times I tried to load some photos .

Anyway , I had fun ! (: However , home is still the best . I was super homesick the last few days when I was there . LOL .

I wanna eat so much Singapore food now !! GOSH . Alright , nothing more to blog .

K bye .

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2009-09-22T13:49:00.003+08:00

(I had been trying to get the first sentence of this post started but nothing sounds right ...)

Aye , I'm flying off this Sunday which is in 5 days !! I dont know if what I should be really feeling now because I'm plain tired ! I'd been reporting to the Farm almost everyday since school holidays except those days when I have driving . I havent been sleeping well too and I need more of the beauty sleep .

However , I'm looking forward to the good food and shopping !

I have tons of photos I would like to share but am too lazy to upload into my laptop . Speaking of which , I have not turn on my laptop for since school break .

Imma gonna do some work now and go help my Mummy cook dinner , yums !

BYE , I think I'll only blog after I come back from my trip which is around 2 weeks from now ^^

Brief Update

2009-09-11T11:01:00.000+08:00

Hello because I feel a little bit alien here and I think blogger had not been functioning well , I dont know .

Holidays had been well so far and I'd been spending my time doing some meaningful stuffs and waking at around 7 - 8 am EVERYDAY !! Yeah and that's how quickly I can adapt to different lifestyles :)

On 9/9/9 I went for my second driving lesson and I think I'd been doing good ^^ Later in the afternoon Kel&I met up with Cheng to shop around Orchard and bought birthday gifts for Lewis ! Returned to my house then cabbed to the farm to do some prawning and cut birthday cake with Lewis . Happy birthday Lewis !

The next day, went ICA building to renew Kel's passport then to AMK hub to eat and movie ! We watched Final Destination in 3D !! It was fab ! At first I was quite skeptical of the movie because in my subconscious mind , the story plot is just gore and deaths but I was blown away by the 3D effects ! It was much much much better than the Up cartoon and definitely worthy of my ten bucks . ROFL .

I cannot wait till 27 Oct because Cheng , Lewis , Kel&I are going to Taiwan ! Cheng and I had been procrastinating for the longest time about going overseas together . LOL . Kel is superrrrr excited to go and had been extremely hyped about the whole issue :)

However before I can finally go for the trip , I've tons to do but I'm gonna endure the 2 weeks of suffering because I'm soooooooooo going to Taiwan ! (think Swensen's advert) HAHAHAHA .

Alright I'm gonna get busy , bye (:

An entry for myself

2009-08-29T00:44:00.012+08:00

The first thing I need to say : It's holidays !!!! Woohoo !

It'd been fantastic thus far and hopefully it gets only better (:

Ktv pub with B and friends

On cab there . Been spending too much on cabs !

Photos taken by B .

Party world and dinner w B and Cheng & Lewis

Delicious bubble tea !!

LOL .

Semi-retarded face . Ha

3D Up with B

Well , my first 3D movie . LOL

Retarded !

The heart was the poster on the wall ! HA

Random

Yummy fruit salad !!

Permed my hair but most are at the front . LOL

Steamboat at home !!! (:

One of the messiest group photo ever !

Actually I have not much to say .. ??

Life's been good and I hope people whom I love are living well too ... actually just someone to be specific . I hope you'll do better . Let go of the past and just enjoy what you have in life instead of being negative over what you don't have .

Time for supperrrrr ! (:

Exam week

2009-08-16T16:37:00.000+08:00

This is one hell of a neglected space because I'm too occupied with other things which consist mainly of sleeping and munching food . I also realised the best way to curb my hunger pangs is to hibernate . My fat cells are multiplying at the most ridiculous rates ! I can gain like 3 to 4 kg in a weeks' time !!

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I had never been skinny in my life and I'm pretty sure I will never be .

Sleeping is also a good way to avoid studying because I keep telling myself I need to sleep more to have more energy to study later . It's always later but it doesnt happen . LOL . I had not even start on Market Research when the exam is just tomorrow ! Furthermore I'll be going out with family and friends for dinner later to celebrate Mummy's birthday in advance (:

Just what the hell am I gonna do for the 2 months holiday ?? Perhaps gain like 20 more kgs ? LOL .

I have countless photos to upload , maybe next time .

Diploma in Marketing

2009-08-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

THIS IS QUITE EXACTLY WHAT I LEARN IN SCHOOL !! HAHAHAHAHA

You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say, "I'm fantastic in bed." That's Direct Marketing.

You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl. One of your friends goes up to her and pointing at you says, "He's fantastic in bed." That's Advertising.

You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl. You get up and straighten your tie, you walk up to her and pour her a drink. You open the door for her, pick up her bag after she drops it, offer her a ride, and then say, "By the way, I'm fantastic in bed." That's Public Relations.

You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl. She walks up to you and says, "I hear you're fantastic in bed." That's Brand Recognition.

Longest photo post ever !!

2009-07-29T01:34:00.014+08:00

I took FOREVER to upload all these photos !! I'm seriously too wide awake despite sleeping for like 3 hours last morning . My body is all tired but my mind is too freaking awake !!

I think this photo is hilarious ! We are so engrossed with the flowers !

Look at the pig behind !

Totally LOL .

Spoil my picture perfect moment !

I love this .

I suddenly have many hands .

I love this photo when it's in its full size .

On the cab to town .

Muffins deliciousssss .

I love this new cereal !!

Totally adore my hair !

The boy's camera skills ...

again ..

Hair loving !

Funny !

Sato , best class rep ever , me !

I look ridiculously drunk here which is impossible !

Kbox with Edwin and girlfriend . I have no idea how to spell her name . HA

Beautiful pair of hands .

LOL .

Yummy cookies . Eunice begged me for them !

I have not been attending lessons this week except going for presentations and the Mon was screwed up ! I have FOUR presentations this week .. CRAZY . That explains the lack of sleep and play .

Anyway me and B celebrated our one year anniversary some time back ! I also met Cheng yesterday .

Okay now I really have no idea what to write cos my trains of thoughts are going haywire . It's already past 3 AM now but I doubt I'm gonna sleep anytime soon cos I'm not going to school tomorrow .

Feeling like a total walking vampire now .

2009-07-23T00:17:00.004+08:00

Some time this week I was taught a really really precious lesson on the importance of setting and managing goals ..

The thing is I am not passionate about anything at all or at least nothing last long . I don't even have any goals in my life so how am I gonna achieve anything at all ?

As much motivated as I was, I felt double the disappointments .

Deep down I know I have got to be someone .

Question is .. who ?

animated us

2009-07-12T18:48:00.002+08:00

LOL !

Pics from the new camera

2009-07-12T17:11:00.004+08:00

Pictures again ! Taken by my new camera . I love it ! However B cannot stand the flash that's why his eyes are half opened . LOL

Without flash

I wanted to go Kbox today but I woke up at close to 4 PM .... Have to go grandma's place in the evening and wake up early for school tmr ! :(

I love sleeping when the sun rises !

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2009-07-12T03:04:00.002+08:00

This is one of the reasons to love him .

the usuals

2009-07-12T02:09:00.006+08:00

As usual , bombarded by photos of me . I think everyone is sick of looking at me ! Bad news is I still have like few millions of photos in my photobooth I want to publish . LOL .

Yes and I seriously have nothing better to do other than camwhoring .

Went out w B today and we bought a camera so you can predict more pictures coming up .

I love bacon !!

In the bathroom

Living room . (Mirrors everywhere !!)

LOL

Photo without flash . See my fantastic phone camera !

With the cute yet not cute boy .

Okay bye but you guys should really check out my photobooth - SCARY !

Macbook again

2009-07-09T19:14:00.011+08:00

I'm so freaking addicted to my Macbook and iPhone ! Haha my internet connection and MioTv works perfectly too ! A lot of yays because I can stay at home for forever ! LOL -.-

My house has some renovation work going on now so it's damn noisy !! ZZZ .

More Photos from Mac ! HAHA some disturbing ones .

I uploaded only half of the pics only . LOL . Okay I'm gonna watch some movies now .

Kelvin Cai , You better watch out !

2009-07-08T17:46:00.007+08:00

Latest photos of me and Kel !

Anyway my internet connection and Mio Tv are installed !!! That gives me like 100 more reasons to stay at home .. LOL .

I can always give my kisses to someone else !

LOL !!!!!! I look like tranny !

Ok go check out my facebook and do my quiz ! Kel is getting freaked out by my quiz !! LOL .

Dreadful Day

2009-07-07T11:13:00.004+08:00

I cannot seem to get to school on time because I always miss the bus ! Damn . The super irritating tutor refuse to mark my attendance because I'm late for 18 mins .

I'm feeling so shag and I can hardly get use to waking up early and the constantly ringing of my alarm clocks .

Last night was real bad cos I was shivering even under two blankets . Must be Eunice spread the H1N1 to me already ...

I was walking into school compound today and I tried to avoid the temperature taking but there's this security who kept staring at me -.- So I wished I had a fever instead then I could had been sent home ..

Played with my photobooth ! I didn't know there are so many new backgrounds !

I look good as a clown !

I love snowflakes !

LOL .

Ok no more .

Just feeling a little miserable .