tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7275466.post-1167277904432665692006-12-27T19:37:00.000-08:002006-12-27T19:51:44.450-08:00i'm only happy when it rains<em><span style="font-family:georgia;">my lengthy absence has been due to a depression that i'm still trying to shake. it doesn't help that the holidays are here. they always seem to bring me down for some reason and the fact that being here, in this place, seems to have brought me even lower.</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;">i'm still trying to bring myself up from that. i have a friend that feels i should seek treatment for it. medication is great for some but i don't think it would be the best thing for me. nor do i believe in drowning myself in drugs and alcohol. being a pisces, i'm a supposed to be a prime candidate for addictive behaviour but i never seemed to catch on to that ( i seem to be the exception to many rules).</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;">i'm here. i'm functioning under the radar most of the time, but i am still here. thank you nasra.</span></em>twhhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04720288345378322271noreply@blogger.com