Jeff Moses

This song is about me. I swear every word fits me.

2009-07-05T22:41:00.001-04:00

Good morning.

2009-07-05T08:32:00.002-04:00

I hope everyone had a great 4th of july. I slept through mine, hit the sack at about 9:30 last night. :) Now I am caught up on sleep and totally energized, ready to make it another great day at work.

I have been trying to warn people about ducks for years.

2009-07-04T08:55:00.001-04:00

Goal for today.

2009-07-04T07:46:00.003-04:00

Today I am going to work open to close, get some holiday pay in and perhaps tonight work on redesigning some formatting issues on my website.

The baby and i

2009-07-03T15:53:00.001-04:00

this message sent from my mobile device

Goal for today.

2009-07-03T09:19:00.001-04:00

Spend as much quality time with my daughter that I can. Take as many pictures I can take of her.. And post them online.

J

Almost movie time!

2009-07-02T16:22:00.001-04:00

I am pumped to see the new transformers movie tonight, I have heard good things. There is nothing better than coffee, dinner and a movie..

Repeat

2009-07-01T07:35:00.000-04:00

Get up and go...

2009-06-30T11:35:00.001-04:00

Today my goal is to work as hard as I can... Be the best guy I can be.

I feel stronger by the day.

2009-06-28T23:00:00.003-04:00

Bring on another one, this dude is not only starting to feel more capable, but better armed emotionally. Thank god for doctors and meetings.. A day at a time I can and will be so strong it will scare people. Lets go, I am ready for it.

Your headed for a pink cloud alcoholic... Jeff

Good Morning

2009-06-28T09:34:00.001-04:00

If I am not making haste then that means haste is making me.

Breaking the habit

2009-06-27T10:00:00.001-04:00

Breaking The Habit lyrics
Songwriters: Bennington, Chester; Bourdon, Rob; Delson, Brad; Farrell, Darren; Hahn, Joseph; Shinoda, Mike;
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again

You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again

I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean

I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Today

2009-06-27T00:18:00.001-04:00

Today was a good day but a rather long one. I had a long appointment with my neurologist this a.m. They adjusted my medication and I started not feeling well, I called and made an appointment with my doctor and he thankfully said he could see me today. He recommended that I rest up until I start feeling better. It just goes to show you that doing the next right thing is not always easy. But, I feel good that I am taking responsibility for my health.

Tonight I am listening to music on my phone. My desktop took a poop today, after seven years. It seems like the motherboard just up and went out. Don’t know if it was a power surge or if was just old age that did it in. It was a machine that I built, and it ran for a long time. So, I am in the market for a machine to replace it.

What I am thankful for today

I had a backup of my data!

Doctors

My Dad driving me around while I take care of me, he sacrificed his own sleep to help me. What a great guy.

A day spent in the doctor

2009-06-26T15:24:00.001-04:00

I know it is what I should be doing, but its not what I want to be doing.

A slightly different site.

2009-06-26T08:30:00.002-04:00

I spent part of the night last night tweaking my commenting system and also doing some house cleaning on the images sections. Some stuff just doesn't belong here anymore, and I am sure that some of my media will rebuild over time. Life changes change websites and personal blogs eh? New focuses evolve this site and change relationships, its the evolution of me. Nothing personal...

Yet another good day

2009-06-26T01:34:00.000-04:00

The severe depression that I have experienced over the last year is getting under control. I am feeling better, and more capable by the day. Work is going better, and I feel like I am coping more. All I have been doing is being more positive and working hard.

Who knew that the answer would be that simple. Goals met for the day.. Bring on another one!

Goals for today

2009-06-25T10:07:00.002-04:00

Work as hard as I can at work. Look at the bright side of things more, and try to make the right choices. Inspire hard work by setting an example to those around me. Get about the business of working the steps and using them in my life.

WOW

2009-06-25T00:10:00.001-04:00

Ok, so for the first time in a while I actually did what I set out to do today... Now was that so hard Jeff? You nut! ;)

Yet another good day

2009-06-25T00:01:00.000-04:00

The severe depression that I have experienced over the last months is getting under control. I am feeling better, and more capable by the day. Work is going better, and I feel like I am coping more. All I have been doing is being more positive and working hard.

Who knew that the answer would be that simple. Goals met for the day.. Bring on another one!

Good morning everyone.

2009-06-24T07:58:00.001-04:00

Today is going to be a great day, I am up early and energized. Goal for today, don't worry about the stuff I can't change! Do all those next right things dude!

What I am thankful for today

2009-06-22T22:56:00.002-04:00

I am thankful today that I didn't allow a date to have power over my mood, and that I corrected my behavior and didn't make things worse. I am thankful for my little one, because everything that I am doing these days is because of her, and one day she will know it. I am thankful for this journal because, one day she will read it.

My favorite quotes of Marcus Tullius Cicero

2009-06-22T12:44:00.001-04:00

It is a great thing to know our vices.

It is a true saying that "One falsehood leads easily to another".

Gratitude is not only the greatest of virtues, but the parent of all others.

While there's life, there's hope.

The shifts of Fortune test the reliability of friends.

A man of courage is also full of faith.

Any man can make mistakes, but only an idiot persists in his error.

Even if you have nothing to write, write and say so.

If you pursue good with labor, the labor passes away but the good remains; if you pursue evil with pleasure, the pleasure passes away and the evil remains.

In honorable dealing you should consider what you intended, not what you said or thought.

In so far as the mind is stronger than the body, so are the ills contracted by the mind more severe than those contracted by the body.

It is the peculiar quality of a fool to perceive the faults of others and to forget his own.

Of all nature's gifts to the human race, what is sweeter to a man than his children?

The life of the dead is placed in the memory of the living.

Thou shouldst eat to live; not live to eat.

To be ignorant of what occurred before you were born is to remain always a child.

Today

2009-06-22T09:15:00.001-04:00

Three meetings and plan to stop off and visit work. This is going to be a great day.

What I am thankful for today

2009-06-21T23:59:00.000-04:00

Good Stuff

2009-06-21T20:17:00.001-04:00