gunshot to the head of trepidation

swedish meatballlllllls

2009-11-15T20:03:00.008+08:00

1/2 of my toy collection when i was young.
xmas present frm my dad when i was p3.
my art folio when i was p1, haha!
ok, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Initially wanted to go to IHOM church for mass but had to wait for my aunt and uncle to clear the stuff at my house before i can go out so in the end went to SOTS church instead as we were rushing for time. And there was one very cute AS, hahahahahah, shall not elaborate on it. :D Cabbed with mum and dad to IHOM church to fetch my sis and seriously the taxi driver was so funnehhhhhh and i meant it. Lunch was greattttttt, yumsssss! (: Okay, my leg hurts after hours of walking here and there. SO BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! oh ya, i saw one guy who look like the "zhen qin" xiao an.

END OF O LVL

2009-11-14T22:56:00.002+08:00

okay, i know i'm slow BUT O LEVEL HAD OFFICIALLY ENDED, WOOOOOOTS! :D

gonna update this medium again tmr as my usb cable is not with me and my house is in a MESS! gonna move to amk and will only be moving back to north when my house renovation is completed. i cant wait to see my new PINK roooooom with the stars at the celling, how great right? :D andddddddd monday i'll be living at my aunt house with Alice and we gonna have fun with my webcam, heheheheh. Well, i guess this holidays will be very fun. And yeah fps chalet sooooon! :D

off to watch my BOF so BYEEEE!

somewhere

2009-10-29T12:13:00.001+08:00

everything gonna be over soon. :D

quote

2009-10-04T01:42:00.001+08:00

You cannot please both God and the world at the same time, They are utterly opposed to each other in their thoughts, their desires, and their actions.

--St. John Vianney--

rite of election

2009-09-27T00:49:00.001+08:00

lubxzx my study tableeee!

So there wasnt any cat class tday, me and alanna wasnt even inform about it so yeah our effort went down the drain. But well nvm, bcos Samantha taught me something which i never knew there was a method for it. (i think i forget how to do alr. -.-) Anyway, the main point of this post was about Rite of election. It was great, i was laughing all the way. (: Thanks to Godma and Uncle Ronaldo who helped me testify! :D Dad wanted to thou, i even prepared a note for him to read but welllllll nvm, it's okay. I cant wait for O level to end, ya'know. I cant wait for confirmation to arrive. I cant imagine cat class is not occupying my saturday anymore.

anyway, i actually put my earpiece inside the washing machine, and holy mama time to get a new ear piece after not more than 2 months. -.-

JI HOO <3

2009-09-24T19:17:00.005+08:00

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! this is the part where i told Steph and etc that Jihoo was very handsome! (okay, actually he's handsome in everyway, ahaha!) And i got crazy over it for like erm 1 whole week? HAHAHHA. omg!! There's no words to describe it, ahhhhhhhh!

Okay, bye off to youtube to watch the Ms bimbotic singapore. :D

near death experience

2009-09-20T22:56:00.008+08:00

I almost drown just now in the 2m pool, phewwwww~ It all started when i was swimming happily and then suddenly Veron was like "hey, my leg cant touch the floor." And me being a smart-alec thought i could, so i went to do a hero act by letting my leg touches the ground. And the next second, i was struggling in the water. You know i thought i was about to die and i was like grabbing Veron's clothing and shouting help, hhahahha, super embarrassing. Okay, worst part was when i shouted "help", there was a man nearby who looked like a philipino so obviously i shouted help in english. I didnt realise he was a damn CHEENA who dunt understand english till i was cursing him in chinese and he was looking at me. -.- wtfffff. Luckily, Anyang came to my aid. AHHHHH, a near death experience, it was super scary i swear! Had a heart-to-heart chat with Veron and Alice just now and it was greattttttt. ^^

ps: overnight at veron's hse aft O's with Alice and we'll go visit Alice's hse tgt in Indonesia when we're 21! :D cant wait, cant wait!!

guilt

2009-09-19T22:31:00.005+08:00

Watching BOF. (: Jihooooo, awwwww. Anyway, sorry Alanna!!

finally!

2009-09-18T12:40:00.007+08:00

look carefully, it's a tombstone.
epic.
HAHA.
wth?!
a sculpture tombstone
haha, wth!

finally prelims came to an end after 987654321 years. so much to type, but forget it.

distance

2009-09-16T21:13:00.002+08:00

cant wait for prelims to end.
cant wait for O'level to end.
cant wait for holidays to arrive.

happy

2009-08-31T19:10:00.002+08:00

Okay, it'd been long since i last post. Well, the picture button is still not back yet, so ermmmm nehmind! picture will be uploaded on facebook. (:

First euphorical stuff is: I GOT CONFIRMED!!! Gosh, so damn happy! Dec 15!!! HAHAHAH. :D

Second stuff: today went back fps with my ex-pri sch mates and i met Mr Shah and Ms Goh and they still rmber me. :D

Mr Shah: hmmms, my memory is failing me so dunt blame me if i dunt recognise you. (to a group of us.)
All: nods.
Mr Shah: *look at me* Dolly right? My ex-class monitress?
Me: *nod my head vigorously* YESYES!
LOL, so damn happy~~~

After that went back old fps site slack and Lionel came then we went to void deck to gossip. Actually we intended to sneak in old fps, but failed. :D LOL, fun day uh. :D Oh, anyway, the funny part was when we reached fps at 2pm, the security dunt let us in so we began to protest and got one parents help us, hahahaha, damn funny man! :D In the end, with our pro talent, we got in. :D

HILARIOUS SHIT!

2009-08-03T20:46:00.002+08:00

must watch this!! HAHAH, super funny! this year NDP song in Hokkien, hehehe. delicated to bengs and lians. :D

MUST WATCH!

2009-08-02T16:09:00.001+08:00

this song super nice!!!! JIHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! <3

incase you wanna read the translated lyrics, scroll down. :D Oh anyway, the main point of the lyrics is to imagine Jihoo singing it to Sicao. :B poignant!

Nae meoriga neomuna nappaseo
neo hanapakke nan moreugo
tareun sarameun pogoittneun neon
ireon naema-eumdo moreugettji

neoui harue naran eoptgettji
tto chu’eokjoch’a eoptgettjiman
neoman paraman pogoittneun nan
chakku nunmuli heureugoisseo

neoui dwaetmoseubeul poneungeotdo nan haengbokiya
ajik naui ma-eumeul mollado
kkeutnae seuch’ideusi kado

niga neomu pogosip’eun nalen
neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun
neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola
honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I’m waiting for you!

neoui harue nan eoptgettji
tto kieokjoch’a eoptgettjiman
neoman paraman pogoittneun nan
honja ch’ueokeul mandeulgo isseo

naegen sarangiran areumdaun sangch’eokat’a
neoui yeppeun misoreul poado
hamkke nan utjido mothae

niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen
kaseum sirigo seulp’eun naleneun
niga pogosip’ta ipgae maemdola
honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I’m waiting for you!

Bye, bye, never say goodbye
ireohke chapji mothajiman
I need you amu maldo mothae I want you
paraedo dasi paraedo

niga neomu pogosip’eun nalen
neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun
neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola
honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU

niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen
kaseum sirigo seulp’eun naleneun
niga pogosip’ta ipgae maemdola
honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I’m waiting for you!

[English Version]
I’m really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you
you’re looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming

As i watch you walking past, I’m still happy
even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I’m wiating for you

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
I’m making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

bye bye, never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping….

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

hiak hiak

2009-07-31T22:57:00.002+08:00

Okay, i've decided to post another post which it'll be equivalent that i blogged two posts in a single day. I didnt wanna combine this post with the other post if not it would be too long. Okay this post shall be more about random stuffes.

Mich, Matt and Viv said i'm like a food-craze cause my reaction to food would always be like *HEY YES I LOVE FOOD!*, LOL, i think they're exaggerating. And they claimed that i'm even more food-craze then Chen Qiu Hua the ah lian gal galxzxz furhhhsxcxzx lyfesxzxs wohxzxzs. Thus i hope O level oral would be on food so i'd score full marks for it. ^^ Anyway, today oral topic sucks alot, i was so speechless, confirm fail, tskkk!

Okay, actually idk what to blog but i just feel like writing. I think friends should stand by each other no matter what obstacles and not abandon their friend. Yeah, that's about it.

School = hectic. There's like one zillon homeworks to do everyday which i cant even completed one. =.= K this is lame. And i think people secretly mug for their PHD already, must be.

Oh ya, initially i wanted to go swimming with Veron today so i asked my parents for permission since they always scolded me for not telling them of my whereabout. And guess what they replied? NO NO NO! LOL, and the reason was alot ppl sick nowadays. So nvmmmmm, stay at home and use com the whole day. loser wohsxzxz.

Okay bye, will blog again tomorrow.

idiotic

2009-07-31T22:13:00.001+08:00

it'd been long since i last post and there's really something which i really must blog about. (!!!)

Okay, this was what happened on thursday. One girl came telling me that she brought the money for the contact lens which she asked me to help her order and she told me to collect the money from her during recess. Thus during recess, i didnt really bother looking for her since i didnt see her at all. And then after school while buying my prawn mee (my fav!), she appeared and i asked her to pay me the money. Then she claimed that she didnt have small notes and asked me later then take the money from her. So after eating i asked her for the money and you know what she said?

She: you can stop asking me for money a not.
Me: *thinking in my mind: i only asked you like for the second time only lor, wtfxck?! and it was like you asking me to collect the money from you right? And it's only right when you pay up when you buy something right, so nb.* -say whatever and rolled my eyes and walked away angrily-

I think people who have the really guailan (fxcktard) attitude just sucks, no i meant they really sucks alot like to the max. And if you failed your mathematics let me calculate it for you. (see i'm so nice.) You said you saw a monthly contact lens(CL) which cost like 15bucks and the CL i helping you to buy is like yearly and it costs only like 17bucks and i never even freaking asked you to pay me my MRT fares/ energy fares/ walking fares or extra charges. And then you still dare to talk to me in such a fucktard attitude, i really cant stand people who are like this, i think they should be like burned in hell or maybe encountered a car accident while walking on the road. Anyway, if you buy the monthly CL the total yearly cost will be 15 x 12 = 180bucks and the CL i helping you to buy is 17bucks which i highlight again is yearly. SO YES CAN YOU SEE THE DIFFERENCE? Anyway i dunt care since you dunt pay up and i didnt even earn a fxcking cents from you so go be dumb and buy the *cheap* CL yourself.

fxcktard jiu shi fxcktard. I was really angry that day and you can asked MM (Mich and Matt). I ranted and ranted non-stop to people I see and they agreed she really sucks. I shall name out their name. ^^ Alice, Veron, Yingshan, Matthias, Michelle, Shaun, Hasvin, Mum, Sis and more. See so many people agreed with me!

I wish i owned a magical wand so that i can perish people whom i really dislike. but well nevermind i dunt really care about them cause i'm a happy girl for lifexzxzxzx. geddit? :D

PS: anyway i assume i'll have a hater tag this weekend or what since i have it for like the past two week(once per week) which the first one was *eh dunt act chio(sth like tt, i dunt think i did tht anyway. the person who wrote this are really a dumbhead i think.) and the second one was *last time you quite pretty, now so buang(i didnt knew what was buang bcos i wasnt so uncivilised so i'd decided to ask my friend what is that, wait i'm not saying my friend who knew that word is uncivilised, i meant the person who wrote that in my tagboard, i mean like cmon i didnt say i'm pretty, i'm ugly so what? i love being ugly, cannot meh? go and die please. i bet you're even uglier)*. But seriously let me tell you in the face if you hate me or blah, i hate you too and go ahead and spam and i'm not gonna care bcos you're a really big loser. And if you're angry after reading my post, then you're really a big loser.

SS501 (L)(L)(L)

2009-07-26T22:20:00.005+08:00

omgomgomgomgomg, so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

will upload their pic soon. :D

JI HOO = LOVE.
LEE MIN HO = LOVE.
KIM BUM = LOVE.

heheheheheheh. :D :D

sick!

2009-07-24T19:59:00.003+08:00

read my twitter for update as stupid blogger is having problem.

three days never go school already. :S I think i missed out alot. :X anyway, thanks to those who called/sms me to get well soon. (:

will update only when the "upload picture" button is back, BYE!

okay whatever.

2009-07-17T21:48:00.007+08:00

pic was taken on thursday during our PE time as we got nothing to do. :X

nikeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, :D

this is the cam flash, no edit ah!
went biking with veron just now. :D

stop being sucha two-faces ass.

2009-07-12T16:10:00.005+08:00

yumilicious~

anyway, all this pic was taken during my belated bday so dunt assume i didnt change my clothes. :D

Okay, damn that stupid cheapskate who is sucha two-faces ass, rahhh. D: 3/4 to finishing line, D:

earpiece missing. ): gonna buy a new one sooonnnn, bye!

threads of destiny

2009-07-10T22:53:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BDAY MRS LAI! (: hope you give birth to a chubby baby! :D

Okay, today was great cause it's a short day in school. English, geography, chinese, math then home! Wooos, so shiok! Guess what? I didnt even look at any books or whatsoever to reflect on what lessons i had today but in fact i can memorised it already, kudo! Oh anyway, Hasvin was angry cause we wrote on a paper that called xxxxx for sex and it was meant to be a joke, but well neverminddddd. -_____- Walked to AP with Veron and Alice after that and we were like being so retarded while walking to AP in the drizzling rain. Bathed, changed, blahhhh then meet up with Matthias to meet the rest (qiuhua, mich, amelia) at AMKH. Had pepper lunch and watched "threads of destiny" and the movie ending was serious "-______-". You know why? Cause the damn ending got no meaning at all!! -___- I think the director should film like they get married or something right? But why a boring ending? Why?! But i think the male lead is very handsome, lol. C: Oh ya, the guy who was sitting beside me was a retard. Guess what he did? He say "omg" every one minutes to impress his damn gf and his laughter was seriously horrible to the core. But still he laugh every second like a biatch. Shopped around and we decided to go Novena Square while MA-THAI-WEAR go home. Okay, i'm dead tired now.

PS: Michelle = funny gurl gurl, Matthias = newbie boi boi, Qiuhua = ahlianxzx gurl gurl, Amelia = weird gurl gurl. :D

!!

2009-07-09T00:07:00.001+08:00

you're like a cat. (if you know what i meant. :D)

wait i bet you dunt get it cause you're too full of yourself, awww, i felt sad for a moment. :B

nike! <3

2009-07-06T23:28:00.003+08:00

Celebrated my belated birthday yesterday with my family at dragongate restaurant. :D Today went to malaysia and watch transformer 2 and the movie was so boring that i fell asleep. Oh ya, the air con was effing cold. Anyway, i bought a nike shoe and crumpler, so happy! :D Had my fav stingray too! :D :D :D

will upload the rest of the pic at facebook soon cause its 11.32pm and there's sch tmr, YAWNS!

MY SWEET 16th BIRTHDAY! :D

2009-07-04T01:52:00.014+08:00

MY SWEET 16th BIRTHDAY!! haha. (: (more pic at facebook!)

So well, received 12am msges from some friends, thanks alot!! :D Woke up, received more msges!! :D Met up with Veron and went to school and she did one stuff which were like super funny. Went to class and it was -.-, super boring. I cant wait to graduate and go innova jc with Hasvin, Alice and Huiyoke, awwww. :D Graduation faster come ah. D: Then it was Chinese O level oral and it was so effing easy! The topic was about AYG, weeeets. C: And yay finally i can go home!! :D Call-ed YS and meet her at AP, hahah, she pass me my present and then we went to buy cake and wine. :D Bused to my house after that and she help me do make-up, lol! (: And we were like rushing for time cause i need to answer call and reply msges plus when i reach home it was like 5pm already!! so can you like imagine it? :S Rushed to meet up with the rest after that, and everybody start passing me my birthday presents, hahah, thanks alot guys! x3 Had New york and it was effing cheap. HAHAHAH. :D Went to play after that, weeeeets, my bday so fun!! :D

friends come and go but there is still some who will never go, i understand. (: thanks for staying by my side through the storm, yes i'm the lucky one. C:

singapore flyer

2009-06-30T20:20:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the beginning of term 3, which means "school reopen, no more holidays." :/ Veron's dad tobang me to school, hahha, thanks alot! :D And guess what? we reach school at like 6.45am which is like so freaking early for me cause i usually reach school on the dot and if i'm early, i'd only be early by 5/10mins. But well i was like early for erm 30mins? great achievement? i guess so. Went to class, kind of tired but after that started to chit chat with my classmates. (: OH YA, HASVIN OWES ME SWEET! shit, shall claim it from her tomorrow, hehehe. :D Then blah blah blah. Anyway, it's Asian Youth Game thus the there was like this fire thing which came to my school and we were like the "45" selected secondary school? LOL, i think there's no big deal cause the sun is effing hot. So blahhhhhhh again, and school END!! :D Meet up with Veron and we went to our destination, hahah, free flyer tickets = shiok. :D Searched high and low for our dinner, finally found it after a long walk. Thought of using the circle line to go back to wdlands but in the end the circle line at dauby ghaut havent completed yet. -.- Saw hasbun at cwp with lavender, what a coicidental. I think she's so suay, cause she wasted her trip to sinda when it didnt freaking open due to H1N1. o_O Went home and blahhhhhhhhh, idiot sia kena scold for nothing. D: Nvm, forgive and forget, shall live by it. (:

TODAY - Had fun with Hasbun again. (: Shit, i feel so stress, O lvl oral this friday, so unlucky it's on my birthday, duhhhh, maybe change of plan or something. Ate, walked, shopped, searched with hasbun at cwp and she came my house to take something after that, okay i know this is redundant but blog is to write our day what, hahah so whatever. ok byeeeeeeeee.

i'll upload the rest of the pic at fb. (:

charity run

2009-06-28T13:12:00.005+08:00

olympic fire.

WANG TAIN CAI!! LOL. :X (in case you dunt know, he's the person acting in "yi qie wan mei", heheh.)

yeaps, that's him. LOL. (:

Woke up at 5am and hasvin sms me say she not going, put me aeroplane sial! :S Thus missed the chance to watch sunrise. ): Met up with my cousins and aunties after that, walked around and wait for the lucky draw. Didnt win anything thou, hahah, anybody wanna go singapore flyer? I got free tickets!! k till then byeeeee. :D

edward and jacob formed alliaces, cool or what? 1 more quarter, yipeeeeeeeeeee! :D