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Better now than later...

2009-11-11T17:18:00.000-08:00

At 11:39PM last night, I made the decision to hop in my car and drive to the emergency room. This slight chest pain I was feeling was enough to make me get there just to exhaust all possibilities with a Cardiologist. You see, when I was 18 years old, I was diagnosed with a minor heart condition called Mitral Valve Prolapse; my Mitral Valve works a little harder than usual sometimes, which can cause shortness of breath and heart palpatations. But last night, I was experiencing chest pain. My husband stayed home with the kids who were sound asleep and I headed toward Lewisville Medical Center.

I sat there with a mindset to get in and find out exactly what was causing such discomfort. I had my own set of ideas. Last week I picked up my 2 year old son the wrong way and I believe I pulled a muscle. Although this is probably the cause, chest pain is something I'd rather not ignore, especially having been diagnosed with a slight heart condition before. So, I continued to wait.

Only five minutes after being in the ER, the nurse called me back. She sat me down and took my demographics, before taking my blood pressure. She then looked at the machine and asked, "Did you struggle with high blood pressure before?" I looked at the screen and the reading was alarming but not surprising. Almost a week ago I was just at my Cardiologist for the same reason and he also noticed how high my BP was. You see, after I had Kerissa (my 5 month old) my BP shot up through the roof. I had to stay an extra day in the hospital before being discharged. He ended up putting me on HBP meds to regulate it. It worked. But, I did not think it would be that high again. And, it was.

The highest reading very early this morning was 190/125. I began to grow scared. My pressure was never that high... and I'm assuming it was higher than high because of where I was- in the ER. Well, they were not going to let me go until my pressure dropped tremendously. After 12+ hours at the hospital, my blood pressure finally dropped to a passable reading. I was given a perscription and sent home.

While I was there, I made a big decision. I decided to nip this issue in the bud now instead of later. You see, I never struggled with HBP before and knew that Hypertension is something that absolutely can lead to stroke or heart attack. Although they did diagnose me with postpartum hypertension, I decided that this is something I would rather not ever see again. I began asking the nurse a series of questions. What can I do now to fix this? Exercise? Watch my salt in-take? Have low stress levels? This all came to my mind as early as last Friday at the Cardiologist. But early this morning, I really made my mind up.

The nurse began to tell me that people who have high blood pressure and ignore it for 20+ years are the ones who are more prone to a possible stroke or other heart complications. She said I'm too young and thin to have heart disease. I told her, "well if I need to be a vegetarian..." And, she said, "Now you don't have to take it that far... eat and enjoy your food."

I was a little surprised by her comment because you'd think a nurse would encourage you in your diet decisions, as long as they are healthy. Well, this nurse had quite a funny sense of humor. I continued to share with her that I am going to do what I need to do now take care of my body. It doesn't make any sense for me to just ignore this today and suffer with issues later. It's time to take action, today.

1Corinthians 6:19 says, "Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own..."

It's easy to pray and believe God for health and strength in our bodies. In fact, we should. However, it doesn't make sense to ask God for health and strength when we aren't doing what we can to take care of our temples. As the scripture reads above, our bodies are the temple of the Holy Spirit. God has trusted us with these bodies so we can take care of them, while we are here on earth. This means, we need to treat them well.

I've personally decided to start a work out regeme. I'm going to eat better, work out daily and make sure I'm getting plenty rest.

We are all busy with a lot going on. I truly believe we would operate more effectively with our bodies being in shape. God will honor our prayers for long life and good health if we do our part by taking care of ourselves. I'm agreeing with you in prayer for perfect health in your body. Do your part today too!

Thank you for visiting my blog. I pray this blog has encourage you today. Feel free to forward this email to your friends and family! Have a blessed week!

Warmly,
Kennisha Hill | Founder, Marital Bliss Magazine
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Just let it go!

2009-11-03T07:09:00.000-08:00

A few weekend's ago, some of my good mommy friends and I had our annual Mommy Weekend Away. We had such an incredible time last year, we immediately thought to plan another one. It was certainly much needed because being away from our children (although my 4 month old was there) just to breathe and cloudless and crisp weather, made the weekend that much more beautiful. We talked, laughed, played Taboo and relaxed. Although this weekend was near perfect, I was hit with an unexpected blow of food poisoning.

Early that Saturday morning, I woke up to excruciating pain in my stomach. And moments later, I was running to the bathroom; vomiting uncontrollably. "Pregnancy?" I thought. "Lord knows that's not funny. I have a four month old!!!". I wrestled with that thought, although it could have been a possibility. But through the remainder of that morning, my body assured me that it was not pregnancy. Instead, the violent way my body was trying to empty whatever was coming against it was a sure sign of food poisoning. I was truly a mess.

That morning, I remember praying for relief; that whatever this thing is that's causing my body to react so violently, would just come out. I couldn't think of what I ate that could be causing such a reaction. Pizza? An insane amount of Nilla Waffers? Popcorn? Raising Canes? Everyone else ate those things too, but apparently, my body did not respond well to one of them. My body's response was to let it go.

After much prayer and a very tough three hours that morning, I was finally back to normal. Once the culprit was gone, I could enjoy the rest of the weekend.

Today, I wonder, what is it that you know your spirit is trying to get rid of, but that you try your hardest to hold on to?

Yes, there are things that we naturally love... but you've heard the saying. Not everything that you love is good for you. And, just like I had such a relief, you can have just the same. You see, the things that aren't good for us will only cause set-back to us spiritually. The more we engulf ourselves with ungodly things (i.e, demonically influenced music, movies, books..etc) we leave ourselves open to falling- especially if we sincerely want a relationship with the Lord and not just to be what I call a Sunday Seat-Warmer. God truly wants to build with you, but you've got to make some moves too.
Today, I challenge you to examine what could be in the way of your growing relationship with God.

Romans 12:9 says, "Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good."

Prayer:

Father, today I ask that you would give me the strength to turn away from the things that are detrimental to my walk with you. Whatever those distractions are, I ask that you would reveal them to me so that I can be all that you have created me to be. Lead me and guide me by your Holy Spirit. This I ask,in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Recognizing Your Season!

2009-10-23T10:40:00.000-07:00

"To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven, Ecclesiastes 3:1"

The past few months have really taken me for an interesting ride. In other words, it has indeed been quite a huge transition for me. Months back, I'm sure you read my blog about myself learning how to prioritize. Well, now I see exactly why the Lord was speaking to me about this. He knew that I was about to come upon a time where I would not have much time to focus on my current projects. With my novel, "Endless Letter" going through editing, my Nonfiction Teen Devotional and Marital Bliss eMagazine, let's just say that if I did not have a husband or children, I would be spending 10+ hours a day on my laptop. Clearly, this is something that I absolutely can't do. So, in a few different ways the Lord spoke to me about prioritizing and responsibility.

One of the ways he spoke to me was through my Pastor's wife. She called one day to check on me (which I thought was sweet). I didn't know that her random phone call was going to deliver a very timely word for me. "The things God has for you to do are not going anywhere. Now is the time to focus on your family...that's your first ministry", she said. Although the Lord previously spoke those same words to me and her words were mere confirmation, there was still an ounce of rebellion that I could feel stirring within me.

Immediately, I began to fight with those words. I knew they were from God, but my strong-will wanted to do what I wanted to do; and that was to keep writing. Put my work down? I thought. How in the world could I do that? Well, a little while later, the Lord showed me exactly how I was going to do it and why.

You see, my husband's job forces him to travel around the country. His travel didn't start to pick up until a few months ago. Now, he's typically gone for six days at a time. This means, I am home with the kids all day/night by myself, until he returns. Now, those of us with children know exactly how demanding the parenting role is. Children are demanding. They require love, affection and another extremely important essential to their growth and development; TIME.

Before my husband's travel picked up, I could easily spend some time writing, while my son was taking a nap. But now, my son's nap schedule is a little different and when he does take a nap, I'm trying to find a few minutes to rest myself just to prepare for what happens after nap time. And, I have a beautiful four month old daughter, who's even more demanding than my son. So, my day is very busy. By the time the evening arrives, I am pooped and ready to turn in for bed. Where does this leave my writing? A bit scattered and moving at a very slow pace.

I shared this with you today so that you can understand just how important it is to recognize the season you're in and not fight against it. My Pastor's wife's remarks are true. What God has for us to do will happen...in it's proper timing. God has not forgotten about what he said we [and He] will do. Sometimes life's unexpected events will cause us to pause for a minute to take care of our home responsibilities, which is our first ministry. In my case, my husband and children take precedence over my writing ministry. My books are not going anywhere. In fact, this has actually given me a great opportunity to catch up on some reading. And writers can tell you, you can become an incredible writer by being a devoted reader; by studying the craft!

Pray and ask the Lord to show you where you need to be this season. It's better not to fight against it but to walk, by faith, in it.

I hope this has encouraged you today! Thanks for Visiting! Share the message of Jesus Christ today.

Warmly,

Kennisha Hill, Author of Simply Wisdom | Get "Simply Wisdom" as an e-book HERE.

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Wal-Mart, Racism and Being Available!

2009-09-24T23:45:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I decided to take a trip to Wal-Mart to get some Saline Drops for my three month old- she has a cold. I grabbed a few extra things, because let's face it, you can't just go in Wal-Mart to get only what you initially went in there for. Well, after I was done shopping, I walked to the self-checkout line and waited patiently for my turn. After the young lady in front of me finished, I proceeded to check out. While I was scanning my neon pink fingernail polish, the self-checkout overseer walked up to ask if I needed any assistance.

"No thanks", I replied. It was only five seconds after that I sent a hand jester his way to assure him that I did actually need his help. The scanner was not picking up the barcode from the polish, so I wasn't sure what I should do next. He showed me how to key in the numbers.

"Thanks so much", I said.
"Your welcome", he smiled.

When I finished and ask I proceeded to walk off, I smiled and waved a simple thanks to the man who helped me. He then stopped me and said, "Ma'am, I just want to say thank you."

With a slight look of confusion I replied, "Thank You?"
He looked at me and said, "Yes. Just yesterday I was doing my normal job- assisting those on this aisle. You know, it's my responsibility to ask everyone if they need assistance."

"Uh huh", I shook my head.
He continued. "Well, there was an African American young lady who was on her [cell] phone and scanning her items. I asked if she needed help and she said with the roll of her eyes and a smack of her teeth, 'No, I don't need your help'. Then, she told her friend on the phone, 'This white man acting like I'm about to steal something out of here...asking if I need help.' [I was standing right there hurt that she thought I was being a racist]"

I shook my head shocked and appalled at that young ladies behavior. As an African American woman, I was embarrassed. Embarrassed that for some reason some black people think it's "okay" to be so ignant (yes, ignant and not ignorant) with white people. I mean, have we really left the 60s?

After he shared what happened with me, I apologized to him and told him how I'm so sorry to hear that he experienced that. It was truly terrible and apparently really hurtful to him.

Here's a middle aged white man who, to me, was as sweet as a button. He asked if I needed help and I didn't get the slightest inclination that he was being racist or was accusing me of stealing...and I had a big grandmama purse on my shoulders. I could have easily been picked out as a potential thief.

This is what really just amazed me about this entire situation. God specifically placed me there to encourage that gentleman today. Before I went to Wal-Mart, I was talking with a very good friend of mine who came to my house for a visit. While she kept an eye on my kids, I ran an errand to Wal-Mart to get the Saline drops. Before I left, I texted my sister (who I was texting with prior) and told her I was headed to Wal-Mart. Immediately following that text, I got a Yahoo email alert on my Palm Pre from a Wal-Mart advertisement. It was at that moment that I knew this wasn't going to be an ordinary trip. God was showing me signs that something unusual was going to happen there. When I recognized that, I responded, 'Okay Lord'. And then left out of the door to head to the store.

This was a very heartbreaking and honestly frustrating thing to hear. I could see the sincerity in that gentleman's eyes. He was hurt from being falsely accused. I wanted to give him a hug.

I'm baffled at the anger that so many people have for no apparent reason. Racism clearly has not dissipated. We are living in very serious times of hatred and those of us who profess to be Christians really need to listen to the Holy Spirit and be available to God. We need to be the light in the midst of all of the darkness that is soaring around this country/ this nation. We need to be praying that we could be those people who are anointed by the Holy Spirit to exemplify love, peace and healing to those who are hurting and who need us.

Matthew 5:14-16

" ¹⁴"You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. ¹⁵Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house.¹⁶In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven"

Be Available. Be Different. Be an open vessel that God can use to help break the racial barriers we face everyday. Remember, racism does not always come in forms we think they do. It's not always about someone being bluntly called out of their name. This example I wrote today is a clear case of racism; of how it's just that easy to have hatred towards the opposite race just because of false accusations. Don't be that way. Instead, I encourage you to be a light in the midst of this dark world. Let people see Christ in you.

I pray this blog has encouraged or inspired you in your walk with Christ today. Be encouraged and know that God is there with you every step of the way, if you would just yield yourself to Him. I pray you have a wonderful weekend; abounding in God's grace.

Prayers and Blessings,
Kennisha Hill
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200th Blog Post marks the beginning of the Fruit of the Spirit Study!

2009-09-01T07:29:00.000-07:00

This is my 200th published blog-post! I added published because there are a few post I've written for a later date that are unpublished. But, I'm so excited and thankful for the words the Lord has given me to write on The Ready Writer. Since day one, this has been both encouraging and fun! My daily prayer as I blog is that the Holy Spirit would speak/write through me to convey the message He has to deliver! Thank the Lord for His holy word!

A while ago, the Lord put it on my heart to study the Fruit of the Spirit (Galatians 5:22-23). If I'm not mistaken, I started a study sometime ago, but was not able to complete it. This time, with the help of the Lord and as He provides the time, I'm going to do a lightweight study on it. I believe it's just so important that we get back to operating in the fruit of the Spirit. Think of how better our world would be, learned how to sincerely and effectively walk in the Spirit, without allowing our fleshly nature to overpower us.

I pray you are encouraged and inspired to grow more in love, peace, joy, meekness, kindness, gentleness, longsuffering, temperance and faith, as I go through this study.

If you would love to study along with me, check out each blog-post and comment! I encourage you to study along with me! Lord willing, the first post on love will be up tomorrow!

May you have an awesome day in the Lord!

Warmly,
Kennisha Hill, Author of Simply Wisdom & Editor-in-Chief of Marital Bliss eMagazine
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You can run, but you can't hide!

2009-08-21T07:22:00.000-07:00

My husband (Kellus) and I collect nice family movie DVDs. We strongly believing in guarding what we watch on television. My golden rule is, if I can't watch it with Kellus, then we don't need to buy it. Thank God this is something He and I both agree on. We'll occasionally go see a movie, but we are very careful about what we buy and keep in our homes.

Well, our DVDs are neatly placed in a decorative box beneath our television in the living room. Our son, Kellus Jr, knows exactly where to go to get them. And so, if he wants to watch Veggie Tales, which is his favorite cartoon show, then he knows how to go in the box and take out a Veggie Tales DVD. From time to time he'd be a rambunctious toddler and take just about all of our DVDs out of the box. Now, this would happen at the most opportune times for him because I'd be either writing or doing some house-cleaning; completely occupied with something else. He's slick!

A few months ago, some of our of DVD favorites ended up missing. The Journey to the Center of the Earth and Horton Hears A Who, along with Surfs Up. I was thinking, "Now, where in the world could these DVDs be hiding?" You see, when Kellus Jr would take the DVDs out of the box, he would also take the disk out of the case. When I'd catch him taking them out the case, I'd stop him and make him put it back. But you know kids are sneaky, right?

Anyway, Big Kellus and I practically tore up his room looking for those DVDs. We looked in the closet, under his bed, in his dresser drawers; everywhere. Until, Tuesday I caught him going under the television in the living room to get DVDs out again. I sat quietly and observed. He tip toed into his room, took a DVD disk and tried to slide it underneath his television. "Hold Up!" I thought. I know he couldn't have put the DVDs we were looking for under his television; thinking it's a DVD player! I laughed so hard!

As sure as you know, Kellus Jr had DVDs under his television AND underneath the television in our living room. My husband and I could not stop laughing. Seriously, who would have thought!

Kids are hilarious, however, we can really learn something from them.

"O God, you know my foolishness and my sins are not hidden from you" (Psalms 69:5)

There may be things that we try to hide from God... things we don't tell anyone else about. I know we all have our personal and private issues because none of us are perfect. Just like little Kellus was taking DVDs and hiding them underneath the television, we tend to do the same thing. Ultimately, what he did came to light and that's exactly what happens to things try to hide. They eventually come to the light. It's better to surrender those things to God now and sparing embarrassment or possible regret.

Let this be encouragement for you today. God sees all and knows all. There is nothing that we do, think or feel that God doesn't know about. So, today I encourage you to keep that in mind and surrender your all to the Lord.

Have a wonderfully blessed weekend!

Warmly,
Kennisha Hill
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Marital Bliss eMagazine, First Issue Launched!

2009-08-19T12:02:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone and Happy Wednesday! I am so excited and humbled to announce that Marital Bliss is finally an eMagazine! Those who have been following know that we started as an e-newsletter back in January. Well, God has truly been growing this ministry! Our subscriber list is growing rapidly and we are now finally inching our way towards Magazine status. I give God all the glory. I must send a special thanks to all of my contributing writers. They are so committed to this ministry; it's truly a blessing to serve you with a great team! My prayer is that we will continue to grow and that God would grant my prayer request, which is for Marital Bliss to become a print magazine!

So far, we are getting great reviews from our readers. I am so excited to know that they are being blessed. Isn't it a blessing to be a blessing?

If you haven't already, I encourage you to subscribe so you can get these goods! In this August/September issue, I had the privilege of interviewing Christian Contemporary Artist Michelle Bonilla and Christian author Christine Pembleton. It was a pleasure to speak to both of these incredible women of God! And, there's much more inside. To subscribe, please visit www.maritalblissonline.com. You'll then get it directly in your Inbox!

Also, I encourage you to visit our blog at http://www.maritialblissonline.blogspot.com. We'll be discussing some very heavy topics that I'm sure will bless you!

Thank you all so much for your friendship and support!

Prayers & Blessings,
Kennisha Hill
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Congratulations To Our Winner!

2009-08-15T11:54:00.000-07:00

I'd like to send a warm congratulations to Pamela McKinney, who won a copy of Tricia Goyer's Blue Like Playdough and an autographed copy of my first release, Simply Wisdom.

Previously, I posted a blog titled "That Place" where I asked viewers to write a comment explaining to me their place that God speaks to them.

Pamela wrote:

"Kennisha, Thank you so much for sharing. Every time I read something from you I find it SO encouraging. It made me think about my trip back from Memphis yesterday to my home in the Southern Subs of Chicago - I looked at the sky almost the entire trip...the sky was beautiful yesterday, there was a blue in the sky that I can't really identify, and the clouds in the sky formed figurines, and I got a kick out of the sky art. The clouds looked close enough for me to touch, but they were of course far away. My trip was long, and my neck hurt from looking upward, but as I looked at the art in the sky I felt as if I had met God in "that place" and I was in awe. Thanks for the post Honey."

What a beautiful description of how in the simplest ways God can speak to us. His voice sure does deliver a sensational peace for our lives- the peace that surpasses all understanding. (Philippians 4:7)

Congratulations again, Pamela!

From time to time I will post more give-a-ways. Be sure to stay turned to my blog for more awesome inspirational devotionals. You never know how the Lord will use this blog to really bless you with something new and refreshing! You can subscribe to my blog by visiting http://kennishahill.blogspot.com and typing in your email address in the subscription box. Receive this blog directly in your Inbox for free.

Be sure to visit Tricia's website www.triciagoyer.com to view more of her phenomonal and life-changing books! And, if you're interested in purchasing a copy of Simply Wisdom, you can visit my website at www.kennisha-hill.com

Blessings to you this weekend!

Warmly,
Kennisha Hill
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Listen to God's voice!

2009-08-11T15:15:00.000-07:00

John 10:27 "My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me."

Yesterday, would have been the perfect writing day for me. Both of my children were taking a nice nap, I had done some house work and I prepared myself to jump right into my current non-fiction manuscript. I was anxious to get going on the next section of this book, especially since it's near completion. There I sat. Computer on, television off and the only sound echoing in my living room was the sound of someone cutting grass outside. Ahhh... a beautiful time to write, or so I thought. For the life of me, I could not get a single word out. I read through previously written chapters to get a feel for how I was going to begin this one. But, nothing would come out. And so, I thought...well, maybe I'll just read more in my novel's manuscript and see if I want to make any adjustments there. Since the novel is complete and awaiting editing, I figured I could do some light sprucing up in there. Again, nothing. I sat at my desk with my hands on my head and thought, "I've got severe writers block!"

And then, in the sweetest firm voice ever, I could hear the Lord tell me to rest. In fact, he said it to me the exact same way He said it Sunday; rest. Well, Okay Lord, I said, before closing my laptop and sitting back on the couch. I knew the Lord was speaking to me about really getting rest because the past few nights, I was really pushing it. Up at crazy hours finishing chapters, nursing and changing diapers; getting three hours of sleep a night. Bags presently peeked under my eyes. I looked at myself in the mirror and said, "Okay Kennisha, you need to stop and rest."

Thankfully, I was able to get a good night's rest last night. I said, "No writing tonight...I'm going to close my eyes and get some good sleep." My littlest only woke up once and then went right back to sleep. This allowed me to get rest. It was needed.

You know, God speaks to us in so many ways. And when he does, it's always to tell us something for our well-being. God cares enough about me to make sure I'm getting the rest I need to perform. But, I had to listen and obey in order to produce. Easily, I could have pushed it too far and wrote anything in my book. But, in my heart and mind it's more important for me to write what I know the Lord is telling me to. My prayer is always for God to write through me. If I want God to do that, I have to write when he says write and stop when he says stop.

I believe this is very important if you're doing work for the kingdom. I don't want to present anything to God. I want it to be something holy and acceptable to His sight; just as I do when I submit my body to Him as a living sacrifice. (Romans 12:1). In the same manner, let us submit our works to Him so that he may be glorified.

This week, I encourage you to listen to the Lord. Turn the television and iPod off to hear what God is saying to you. Remember, He'll only tell you what's best for you. This is how we follow Him.

Blessings to you all in Jesus Christ,
Kennisha Hill
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I wonder where my life would be if....

2009-07-30T09:11:00.000-07:00

Have you ever had a moment where you thought, "I wonder where my life would be if..." and you filled in the blank with a previous desire? Well, occasionally thoughts like that resurface in my mind. Sometimes I'll wonder, "What if I would have gotten that job in the CIA- would I be traveling in Russia working on an assignment?" Or, "What if I stayed in Atlanta?" and even "What if I would have never left my old job..." I'm telling ya, these type of thoughts could potentially drive you a bit crazy.

Well, I recently had thoughts like that revisit my mind and I know exactly where they stem from. My husband has been traveling a bit more than usual with his job. He's a very hard working man and is really good at what he does (though I'm a bit biased, but still speaking truth about him). He has been home for two days at a time before leaving for another five day trip to work another event.

The other day I had a moment. I watched as he prepared to leave for another five days and thought, "Gee, he really is doing what I once thought my life would end up being- traveling and being about the job". Thankfully, he has his priorities in line because his family is top rank over his job. He only travels because he has to and would much rather be home. But still, I felt a little envy that I had to repent for. I was excited for him... and when I'd ask him how his events were or even how the hotel stay is, (being that he stays in luxurious hotels) his answers would be very dry. A part of me inwardly screams Gosh, if that was me!

That was the life my parents were sure I'd have too. I was the career woman, working a job I'd love or hate but nonetheless traveling and meeting new people. But let me tell you how God has a sense of humor...

Instead of walking around carrying a briefcase, I'm walking around carrying a diaper bag! Yes, God truly has a sense of humor. Sometimes I find myself telling my friends, "I had no clue God would have me here today...as a stay-at-home mom. No ma'am, No sir! I was supposed to be the government working independent woman...surely not the woman found wiping snotty noses and changing poo-poo diapers! Again, I probably told God how I wanted my life to be and God probably smiled and said, "Oh Yea?"

Anyone else been there before?

This is what I've learned. Our plans may not equal God's plans for our lives. He may take you on a completely different path. I know he did that for me. But let me tell you, if I was where "I" thought I should be, I probably would not be as blessed as I am today. You see, God's plans for us always supersedes what we think is best. And, he has ways of revealing that to us.

What we should do, is trust that God is guiding us. Have faith and assurance in Him alone.

I used to say how some day's I feel like I'm walking with a blindfold covering my eyes...but I know the Lord is guiding me. Where to? I'm not so sure, but I'm along for the ride.

I believe that is the kind of attitude we should have-consistently- with God. He doesn't reveal everything to us right away, but he does give us peace about the trip because He knows exactly where He's taking us!

"Trust that God is guiding your footsteps. You may have some questions about where you're going or even if you're going in the right direction, but the truth holds firm that God will guide you if you let him." (Simply Wisdom, 91)

Meditate on these scriptures:

Psalm 9:10
"Those who know your name will trust in you, for you, Lord, have never forsaken those who seek you."

I pray this devotional has encouraged you today. Pray for peace and guidance for your life's journey. Trust God and know that where you were or thought you should be doesn't matter, because God knows what's best and will lead you exactly where you should be!

Warmly,
Kennisha Hill | Order your copy of Simply Wisdom today!http://www.kennisha-hill.com | www.maritalblissonline.com

That Place...

2009-07-27T08:00:00.000-07:00

God met me there. Sitting high on a rock surrounded by streaming water, I close my eyes to breathe in the fresh air. I have my "Ah-Ha" moment before taking a minute to stare at the gray clouds that swiftly breeze above my head. This is my place. This is my time...my time of prayer and escape; of meditation and peace. And whether or not I choose to scream and throw a rock into the river out of rage or sit still with easy flowing tears, this is still my place. My place where I meet God who understands my screams, laughs, cries and vulnerability.

I miss a place like that. But, do I really need a lake, river, ocean, mountain or even church to find God?

Two very special friends of mine, Leron and Aleysha Smith, came over for a visit this weekend. They are two of the sweetest and most sincere people that I know. They came over, bringing lunch, and offering their friendly company to my lonely heart (missing my husband who's working out of state). We shared tons of laughs; just incredible fellowship.

Well, one of the things we talked about was "That place". We talked about prayer and the different ways God speaks to us and we commune with him.

I have to admit, when I was single, I found God in some of the most extraordinary places. Living in Atlanta, I'd find him at Stone Mountain or Kennesaw Mountain; and most times at Centennial Park. Living in New Orleans, I found my place of peace and commune with God was at Lake Pontchartrain or the Mississippi River. Those very scenic places always attracted my vulnerability and there I would look for either a sign- sometimes a yes or a no. They were very majestic places for me. High on the mountain top, sometimes I'd give the most sincere worship and even at the Lake in New Orleans, I'd cry what felt like my last tears to wash certain situations away. And at night, God would show me miraculous signs in the stars by batting a shooting star right above my head. In my relationship with Him, those places gave me security and peace. And, most often, after my time there, I felt refreshed.

But, Today, you're reading from a mother of two babies- a toddler who's a few weeks shy of being two and a 5.5 week old infant. They are my blessings. However, those with small children know the almost impossibility of having that kind of escape- especially if you're a nursing mother.

So, where do I meet God, if I don't meet him at the Lake, River, Ocean or Mountain Top? Coincidentally, after they left, I opened up "Blue Like Playdough" and the first two paragraphs of Chapter one answered this question.

I want to share a small excerpt from my friend, Tricia Goyer's new book "Blue Like PlayDough: The Shape of Motherhood in the Grip of God".

"I never thought I could meet God here. In my home. In my mess. In the midst of my ordinary suburban life. To me, God was someone you met at church or connected with at weekly Bible study. I knew deep down it was possible to have mountaintop moments, but I believed they came during weeklong spiritual retreats, hourlong morning Quiet Times, and a once-a-year women's conference.

Instead, I found God in surprising places. I found Him as I sat on the couch cuddling with my three-year-old and reading Goodnight Moon for the 2,345th time. He spoke to me as I made dinner and even as I stuffed laundry into rickety dresser drawers. I heard Him in the midst of my untidy, desperately-in-need-of-a-reorg life. I found God, experienced Him...well...while mixing Kool-Aid and playing with play dough."

Having a beautiful place as your place of prayer is truly incredible. But, if you're like me today and don't have that place, know that God can meet you exactly where you are, right now. Those experiences are unforgettable and made my walk with God that much stronger, but I'm still growing. And, I have the most powerful most amazing moments with God when I'm rocking my daughter to sleep, or singing to/with my son before bed...I have the most sincere times of prayer when they are taking a nap and I can get on my knees; surrendering my day, my life to God. Or even, as I'm doing laundry and humming a worship song.

What I'm saying is, God is everywhere.

Jeremiah 29:13(NIV)"You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart."

I encourage you today to fully seek the Lord, with your whole heart. Yes, you can meet him at extraordinary places and even at church (some) the presence of the Lord is there (corporate fellowship is crucial to our development as Christians) But, you can meet him at home too...and at work... and at the mall... and on a plane...

Just seek Him with your whole heart, and He'll meet you where ever you are!

Sending a gift, on My Birthday!

I am going to give a way a copy of Tricia's book "Blue Like Playdough" on my birthday, August 14th! To participate in this give-away, all you have to do is send a comment telling me where you meet God! I'd love to hear your experiences. You'll also receive a copy of my new book, "Simply Wisdom"! Two great reads, for free! I will pull names and the blessed winner will be notified on my birthday, August 14th!

Thanks for Visiting and I pray you have a tremendous day in the Lord!

Prayers and Blessings,
Kennisha Hill

A Personal Testimony

2009-07-22T06:56:00.000-07:00

Those who read my blog yesterday, may remember the scripture I posted; 2 Samuel 22:1-3. That scripture and song I included in yesterday's post, was in my spirit. Yesterday was an incredible day of worship for me. Today, I pray for the same. Well, I had to set aside yesterday to fully seek the Lord for somethings for my family and I.

Many don't know this, but my husband travels with his job. He's a mortgage counselor/ manager. He travels to counsel clients on their mortgages and potentially help reduce their monthly payments and prevent foreclosure. It's an incredible job that takes a person like my husband (who's very patient) to do it. Well, on his job, as with most jobs in corporate America, they were stiffing him on the pay end. They gave him a company Blackberry, credit card and put him in very exclusive hotels when he travels, but would stiff he and his coworkers on their pay. Needless to say, this brought us to our knees to seek God for direction on whether he should stay or leave to look for something else. We weren't 100% clear on what to do, so we stood still (I say "We" because my husband and I are one and we stand and agree together on this.)

Well, he was off for a few weeks (vacation + paternity leave) to help out a bit at home with the kids. Monday he returned back to work- only to get the news that he will have to leave for Chicago sooner than we thought. I wasn't too surprised (since they have a reputation of spur of the moment trips). So, I just prepared to be with the little ones on my own for about a week. This brought on extreme frustration. So, I prayed with my mother (thank God for godly mother's who still pray for their grown children) and afterward, I spend the rest of the day in prayer and worship.

Have you ever prayed and just didn't know what to pray- but your tears alone said it all?

But, look at God.

Later that day, my husband calls from his cell with some pretty incredible news. They gave him a pay raise- and it was needed, but unexpected at that moment. But what's so amazing is how Kellus and I just did an overview of our finances and wrote out a number of how much more would be helpful for us. That is the exact amount of increase he received.

Isn't God, awesome?

Y'all (here I go with the slang), God answers prayer. He hears our cries, even when we think he doesn't. So, I admonish you today to keep praying and trusting in the Lord. I promise he is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all we can ask or think (Ephesians 3:20).

Keep praying. Keep trusting. Keep believing. (Mark 11:24)

Praying this has encouraged you today! Thanks for Visiting! Share the word of Jesus Christ today.

Blessings,
Kennisha Hill
http://www.kennisha-hill.com | http://kennishahill.blogspot.com

2 Samuel 22:1-3

2009-07-21T11:38:00.000-07:00

2 Samuel 22:1-3

He said: "The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge, my shield and the horn [a] of my salvation. He is my stronghold, my refuge and my savior—from violent men you save me.

Song: Made Me Glad- by Hillsong

Click HERE to listen to the song.

I will bless the Lord forever,
And I will trust Him at all times.
He has delivered me from all things,
And He has set my feet upon the Rock.

I will not be moved, and I'll say of the Lord:
You are my Shield, my Strength, my Portion, Deliverer,
My Shelter, Strong Tower, my very present help in time of need.

Whom have I in heaven but You.
There's none I desire beside You.

You have made me glad, and I'll say of the Lord:
You are my Shield, my Strength, my Portion, Deliverer,
My Shelter, Strong Tower, my very present help in time of need.

My very present help in time of need.
My very present help in time of need.

I pray this scripture and song will bless and encourage you today. There's not much more to say. Soak in the Word and give God Thanks for being all of this for us. We don't deserve it. We serve an incredible God! Have an awesome week in the Lord. Visit again!

Blessings,
Kennisha
http://www.kennisha-hill.com | http://kennishahill.blogspot.com

Prayer Journal

2009-07-16T15:44:00.000-07:00

1 Thessalonians 5:14-17 (KJV)
14Now we exhort you, brethren, warn them that are unruly, comfort the feeble-minded, support the weak, be patient toward all men.15See that none render evil for evil unto any man; but ever follow that which is good, both among yourselves, and to all men. 16Rejoice evermore. 17Pray without ceasing.

Lately, the Lord has been speaking to me about unselfish prayers. It's so important to pray for yourself and your families, but it's just as important for us to pray for others as well. Prayer is such a crucial part of our relationship with the Lord. It's how we communicate with Him. I don't know about you, but after my time in prayer, I am much more calm and at ease about any situation I am in. It's just so incredibly refreshing to go before the throne of Grace with a sincere heart- with the intent to Worship Him, and not always ask for something. But, the Lord does say to ask and and present our needs to Him. With that said, he has been speaking to me about starting a prayer journal. God confirmed this for me after two good friends and women of God started taking prayer request publicly.

My good friend and EEW Magazine Editor-in-Chief, Dianna Hobbs started "Thoughtful Thursdays" on her blog. There she takes prayer request and post them publicly so we can all stand and agree together. And, good friend and author Tracey Lewis-Giggetts started the Facebook Prayer Warriors. And every Tuesday at 1pm EDT (12n central, 11am Mtn, and 10am PDT) we stop what we are doing and we pray. Both of these women have greatly inspired me- but more importantly, God used them to confirm what I need to do (what we all should be doing) and that's praying for others.

This prayer journal is a personal one for me, but, I certainly would love to add your prayers to my prayer journal. If you have a prayer request, please either respond to any post with it or send me an email at kennisha@kennisha-hill.com. I promise to go before the Lord with your request and stand in agreement with you. The bible does say where two or three come together in His name, that He is in the midst. And I know by testimony that the Lord hears our prayers and answers them.

As brothers and sisters, we should uplift each other and pray always!

Praying you have a wonderful weekend!

Warmly,
Kennisha Hill

What About The Children

2009-07-15T06:39:00.000-07:00

Titus 2:3-5 Likewise, teach the older women to be reverent in the way they live, not to be slanderers or addicted to much wine, but to teach what is good. 4Then they can train the younger women to love their husbands and children, 5to be self-controlled and pure, to be busy at home, to be kind, and to be subject to their husbands, so that no one will malign the word of God.

Lately, my heart has been heavy for the children, more specifically the teenagers (teenage girls), in this generation. They are faced with so much adversity. I know there is nothing new under the sun and the things they experience are what we experienced as teens. But, you must admit, they face things on a completely different level these days. Some things used to be more private. You'd hear about teen pregnancy here and there. And, although sex is an obvious issue that truly needs to be addressed, it's not the only thing that's pulling them away from God. Today, I was examine the entertainment industry- more specifically, television/movies.

Our girls are being exposed to some serious demonic activity; especially in one of the most popular forms of entertainment: movies! The movies that are now out are so demonic, it's sickening. Just yesterday I went to our apartment office building to rent a movie for the family and more than half of the movies there are demonic ones. Movies like "Unborn" filled the shelves. I thought, "Goodness, no wonder our kids are acting out. No wonder they have anger issues, are disrespectful and may even turn to the psychic hot lines to see if Jimmy or John is cheating on them or not.

Look at the types of things they are watching." There's a movie called "The Orphan" that's out and every time that commercial comes on, I quickly change it. It just repulses my spirit. And I don't even want to mention the movie "Drag me to Hell". Are you kidding me? Why would anyone even say that? I even heard how Transformers even has more cussing and sex scenes than the previous one. That's a turn off for me- and I enjoyed the first Transformers. My point is, these are the movies our teens are going to check out.

Turn it on BET or MTV and you'll find reality shows that display's behavior that's far from Christ-like behavior. Not only are their shows that may make your teen question their sexuality, but they are now openly promoting promiscuity. I won't even go there about the music video's they show. Can we say open door to pornography? And, I wonder, how many girls are watching "Tiny and Toya". What type of example are they setting for our daughters? What happened to us keeping our children safe? What happened to us keeping our children guarded from certain shows and certain songs and teaching them how to respect themselves and others?

When I was a teenager, my parents did not want us to watch certain television shows. A rated "R" movie was out of the question. And, if adult company was there to visit my parents, we came in to speak "Good evening" and then we trotted right back into our rooms. We didn't hang with adults. My parents were serious about that. My point is, we were children and had no business in adult conversation. I don't see this happening anymore. Parents, it seems, are much more lenient with their children. They can watch whatever they want. They have their own cell phones, iPods, laptops and can stay on them as long as they want. And, what's interesting is that the kids are so advanced with these things, the parents probably have no idea how to do a "check" on them. Are we being too loose with our children? Do they have too much freedom?

I was looking at The View yesterday and Barbara Walters talked about the new movie Bruno. Now, just looking at the previews for that movie, you can tell it's NOT for children. It looks nasty (and corny I might add). But, Barbara went to see the movie and was grossly disappointed. She explained some of the sexually explicit scenes in that movie. And, to her surprise, teens were in there watching it. Why in the world would you take your child, or allow them to go see, a movie like that???? I mean, some of the scenes she talked about were so nasty. I mean, come on.

Believers and followers of Christ, we need to step up. We really need to be a light to our children. They need us and they need boundaries. If they don't hear it from us, regularly, then they will think they can do whatever they want- and they will. Children are truly precious blessings from the Lord and they are all our responsibility. We need to set the right examples for them. That's the only way they'll know the way.

The just man walks in his integrity: his children are blessed after him. Proverbs 20:7

Ladies, if we want our children to be blessed, we need to be the women who walk in integrity. We need to be the women who walk and live by the Word. We need to be Titus Women. They'll be blessed by our examples of virtuosity!

I pray that the Lord speaks to us all about how we can provide the best examples for our children. If we don't give them the proper examples, they will look to the world... and we all know what will happen if we let the world raise them. This is what we don't want.

Below is a song by Yolanda Adams called "What About The Children". I pray the lyrics to this song will encourage you to grab a teen by the hand.

Thank you for visiting my blog today! I pray this entry has encouraged you to move forward in your journey for the Lord. Please take a moment and visit my website www.kennisha-hill.com. My first book Simply Wisdom was just released and is now available for purchase. You can order a pr`int copy or an e-book. I pray it blesses you tremendously!

Faith vs. Works

2009-07-12T15:11:00.000-07:00

Luke 18: 9To some who were confident of their own righteousness and looked down on everybody else, Jesus told this parable: 10"Two men went up to the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. 11The Pharisee stood up and prayed about[a] himself: 'God, I thank you that I am not like other men—robbers, evildoers, adulterers—or even like this tax collector. 12I fast twice a week and give a tenth of all I get.'13"But the tax collector stood at a distance. He would not even look up to heaven, but beat his breast and said, 'God, have mercy on me, a sinner.'14"I tell you that this man, rather than the other, went home justified before God. For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted."

My husband and love to read and study scripture. We love to help build with each other and encourage one another in the faith. Married friends, let me encourage you to do so. This is how you grow together in the Lord and in your marriage! Dig in the word together!

Anyway, Luke 18:9-14 spoke volumes to him the other day, therefore he shared it with me. He even briefly talked about it on his new blog, The Berean Mindset. There he says, "We cannot obey to be accepted; we can only thank the Lord that by Christ’s blood we are accepted, therefore we obey."

Long after we read this scripture together, it was still resting in my thoughts. I realized quite a few things. We have to be very careful about thinking we are that much better than others. None of us are perfect and it is only by the blood of Jesus and God's grace that we are where we are.

I'm going to be real with you, Ladies. It's easy to think that because we are actively serving the Lord in ministry that we are better than other people. Some people even think that because they give so much to their ministry or various charities that this gives them extra points with God. The truth is, our good works are not what brings us closer to the Lord. We are not justified by works, but by Faith.

Sometimes, I would even catch myself thinking that because I'm writing Christian material and live in a Christian household that I'm earning extra points with the Lord. I admit to thinking this way before. But, clearly this is wrong. I don't want to be like the Pharisee. I don't want to approach the throne with arrogance like that. I want to be like the tax-collector and humble myself before the throne of grace!

We are justified by Faith, Not by Works!

Romans 5:1 " 1Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we[a]have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ,"

Romans 4:5 "5However, to the man who does not work but trusts God who justifies the wicked, his faith is credited as righteousness"

What about the people who give large contributions to the needy? Well, those people are doing such wonderful things and I'm sure God appreciates it. But, the bottom line is, their works will not secure a spot in heaven.

I always reference this scripture: Matthew 7:22Many will say to me on that day, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?' 23Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!'"

The things we do are clearly what we should do anyway...and we should do them because we love God and have a heart to serve Him- not to try and show off.

My motto scripture is Hebrews 10:24, which says "24And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds."

I've selected this as a motto scripture for the writing ministry because this is something I believe we should all do. It is very important that we encourage each other in the Faith and to move forward in service to God. This was even the reason behind my book "Simply Wisdom:Tid Bits of Inspiration for Your Journey". It's intent is to put an extra spark in you so you can get off your butt and move forward in God's will! But, as you move forward in service, I encourage you to never forget why you do what you do and to remember that your works alone will not get you anywhere. Your relationship with Jesus Christ is what matters.

Prayer

Heavenly Father, Sometimes it's so easy to get wrapped up in ministry. Lord, I humbly ask you to teach me how to keep my priorities in line. Help me to focus more on my intimate relationship with you and not more on the work that you've called me to do. God I realize that there is a huge difference- though both is pleasing to you. But, I want my time with you to take priority over everything else in my life. Teach me the way Lord, and I'll follow. In Jesus Christ name, Amen.

Change The Channel

2009-07-07T08:03:00.000-07:00

There is something pressing on my heart today. Lately in the news, we are witnessing many tragic things. People are dying left and right and sadly we are also hearing about affairs as well. Death all together is very tragic- whether it's a famous celebrity or someone on the street that you don't know. For all of the families of those who passed, my heart goes out to them. I pray for their families peace but also that they would take note that life is as a vapor (James 4:14 Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes.) I'm sure this scripture shows just how fragile life is. Followers of Christ, we need to step up and spread the Gospel. They need to know that their "life" does not have to end on earth- but rather that they can have eternal life in Jesus Christ (John 3:16). Again, my prayers and thoughts are with all of the families; especially the children.

Now, as I mentioned above, besides death we are hearing about adulteress affairs. What in the world is going on? It seems, more and more people are coming out and admitting the affairs they are having. Unfortunately, with NFL player, Steve McNair, his affair was discovered in a tragic way- his death. And, once again, my heart and thoughts are with his children. But, married women, let me ask. What is going on?

Okay, many people quickly say "the devil is busy". I'm sure you've heard the saying. Frankly, I laugh when I hear it because I've always felt like people use that as an excuse. Come on now. People need to learn how to take some responsibility. The bible clearly explains how our hearts are deceitful. Jeremiah 17:9-10 (NIV)9 The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it? We can't blame the devil on everything. Sure, he exist and hates us enough to get us to turn our back on the Lord. But, there is something someone said to me years ago- Satan is NOT omniscient like God. Yeah, he has demon spirits to try and take us down, but Greater is HE that is in me than he that is in the world.

Married friends, we've got to die to our flesh DAILY. This thing is real and God does not play when it comes to adultery.

I was talking to my husband last night about all of this. Our conversation was actually really funny. (We joke a lot). But, I shared with him something interesting that happened a couple of weeks ago. This stayed in my memory, and you'll see why in just a second.

We were watching television and an attractive young lady appeared on the TV. Without hesitation, my husband changed the channel. Now, at first this struck me in a weird way. She was dressed modestly, so I knew he wasn't lusting after her. But still, he changed the channel. I thought, "Why did he change the channel?" In fact, I asked him. He plainly said, "The bible says to flee..." He was referencing the scripture James 4:7. Now, (LOL) I honestly did not get mad. This certainly struck me in a weird way, as I mentioned, but I appreciated his honesty. My husband is very real and honest, just like I am.

Immediately after he changed the channel, I believe it was the Lord who showed me that he is human. He is a man who has two eyes that work very well. Meaning, he's not blind to seeing an attractive woman. And, neither am I blind to seeing an attractive man. Although it is sweet to say that you'll never notice another man/woman and that you only have eyes for your spouse, let's be real. There are other attractive people in the world. We just need to learn how to not allow lust to take control of something or someone we simply see.

So, last night I asked him why did he changed the channel. I knew the answer, but needed to hear him say it. You see, he explained, men are visual. I told him just how different men and women are. Women are not as visual as men are. We can probably see an attractive man, but not necessarily need to change the channel. BUT, you should change the channel anyway. We certainly need to be careful not to lust after men. Keeping the channel on just to view an attractive man does not help you in any way. We can develop lust in our minds very quickly. And, lusting in our hearts is just about equivalent to committing an act of sin. (1 John 2:16 For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world.)

I used this as one example of how we should change the channel in our lives. The truth is, there are many areas, I'm sure, where we should flip the switch off. I'm sure you feel me.

In Chapter 5 of my book, Simply Wisdom, I asked the questions "How do we really view the distractions of this world that are supposed to leave a sour taste in our mouths? Do we yield to them anyway because they taste and feel so good? Or, do we leave it alone and walk away?"

It's so easy to sit and take in things we know aren't wrong. Sin is pleasurable, but, it only last for a season (James 1:15 Then when lust has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and when sin is accomplished, it brings forth death.)

And so I ask you. Are you willing to change the channel?

I believe God wants us to be smart- especially if you know there is a certain thing that you may inwardly struggle with. We should most certainly have a sour taste in our mouth towards sin- towards all things that we know are unpleasing to God.

Today, I encourage you to Change the Channel. Don't allow your flesh to over power the Spirit of the Lord who is (should be) living within you. Instead, do like my husband did and change that channel so that you aren't tempted. This way, you'll certainly avoid all sorts of drama. Trust me, we're hearing enough of it on the news... you don't need any extra drama in your own life.

Thank you for visiting my blog today! I pray this entry has encouraged you to move forward in your journey for the Lord. Please take a moment and visit my website www.kennisha-hill.com. My first book Simply Wisdom was just released and is now available for purchase. You can order a pr`int copy or an e-book. I pray it blesses you tremendously!

Rechecking Priorities

2009-07-02T08:15:00.000-07:00

While I was on my way to a doctor's appointment last week, my husband and I had an interesting conversation. I shared with him something the Lord is dealing with me about, which is, how to really keep my priorities in line. One area God is reshaping me is in the area of friendship; really being the Christ-like friend that's needed for my friends.

Lately, I admit I've been MIA in that area. Although it is understandable that pregnancy, labor & delivery is a just cause for rest and relaxation (even time away), it seems I've been so busy with things on my end to where I didn't have much of an opportunity to call, check on or even hang with close friends and family. My busyness has really kept me consumed and distant. It was never anything personal- just a huge focus on my new book, other writing projects and my family.

Still, I felt so awful because, it seems, people would call to check on my family- only to start the conversation with something like, "I know you're busy writing-". After hearing it so often, I began to feel convicted about being so busy all the time. Even though I'm a very passionate person and writing is the road the Lord has be traveling on, I literally had to step outside of myself to see exactly what was going on. Not only did it feel like I was neglecting family and friends by working on my craft, but I was also neglecting my personal time with the Lord. This was not becoming a healthy habit.

A very good friend and mentor of mine, Dianna Hobbs, wrote such an inspiring post Friday. There she said, "You see, many of us have been given exceptional gifts and talents by God, but, if we're not careful, we'll focus more on cultivating our gifts, instead of nurturing the anointing on our lives through prayer, studying God's word, and living a life that's pleasing in the sight of the Lord."

This spoke volumes to me because God was just dealing with me about this. There had to come a time when I'd close my laptop and open my bible just to spend that quality time with Him. There had to come a time when I'd turn the television off and play worship music just to saturate myself with songs of Praise. This was the habit I'd much rather develop!

Not only is my time with the Lord important. My time with my family is just as important. I admit, there has been days when I would be so consumed with writing that hours would go by and my son would just play independently in his room- occasionally coming beside me for attention. This would break my heart. The Lord would greatly convict me there. Though I enjoy spending quality time with my son (and now daughter), I had to pray and ask the Lord to forgive me and then help me to keep my priorities in line! My son is at such a crucial age of development. It's time for mommy to get on the floor and engage!

You've heard it said many times. The correct order of life is God first, family second and work/ministry third. Though I'm not so sure if it's scriptural, I will say this makes absolute sense. Though God is number one in our household, my family certainly should take precedence over work and even ministry work. Yes, ministry. Although you are walking in obedience to the Lord, your household ministry should be your first ministry.

This is primarily why I took a bit of a break from writing for a little while. Rechecking our priorities will keep us inline with what matters most.

Now, along with this message, I do want to encourage you do the best with your time. Sometimes, you should focus on honing your craft instead of hanging out. And, sometimes you need a break and should rest and relax. Keep a listening ear to how the Lord is leading you. He'll always lead you on the right path, which will have your priorities in line. Follow Him!

If you are a stay-at-home mom like I am, then our children should be first priority. I'm learning this as a stay-at-home mom. My time with my children should come before my writing. I have small children, so this means I have to schedule my time in between their naps. All it takes is a little scheduling.

I want you to know that you are greatly blessed and that God has such incredible things in store for you. I encourage you to line your gifts and talents up with the Lord. Spend more quality time basking in His presence and allowing the Lord to speak to you about your gift. He will lead and guide you to make the right decisions about what to do with your time. Remember, we can't do it on our own. Remember it's "...Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts" (Zech. 4:6b).

Thank you for visiting The Ready Writer today. I pray this entry has blessed you. Be encouraged in the Lord and in the power of His might!

Blessings,

Kennisha Hill| www.kennisha-hill.com

Our Testimony Heals

2009-06-29T14:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, my Pastor's wife came by to visit. She was so sweet to bring me beautiful lily's and just her beautiful spirit. I love and appreciate her company. My mother in law (who I love dearly) was there also- as well as my mother. I sat on the couch holding Kerissa and listened to them share. Now, this was such a classic moment. I am in my late 20s and these women are in their 50s. This very strong group of women had me cracking up in laughter at their motherly experiences, as they began to share wisdom on godly motherhood. Though extremely sleepy from being up most of the night with Kerissa, I was so appreciative of the girl talk they decided to have with me. I sat attentively listening and soaking in their knowledge.

My mother did most of the talking (she's a talker, which is where I get it from). As she continued sharing one of her testimonies, I could see tears swelling in her eyes. She shared in-dept how God delivered her from the spirit of hate.

After growing up in a household filled with physical abuse and then experiencing it from her father, she explained how the spirit of hate just about saturated her. This caused a tremendous load of baggage to be brought into her marriage.

She continued to explain how it was difficult for her to see my father as a loving man because of what she saw growing up. She didn't see a loving man- she saw a wife beater; an abuser.

I knew my mother's testimony- heard it several times. But this time, I couldn't help but see the blessing behind her story. Her testimony isn't just about her experiencing abuse- it's that God delivered her from the spirit of hate. And it's a powerful message of how God can do the very same thing for you.

Hearing people's testimonies always bring me to tears- especially when they share them passionately the same way my mother did. But, they are not meant to give you a reaction. Though heartfelt and heart-warming, they should also be heart-pricking. In other words, if you are suffering from hate, then hearing my mother share her testimony (by the power of the Holy Spirit) you should then be compelled to let go of your issue and seek deliverance and restoration.

This is just how powerful your testimony is.

The Lord taught me the importance of sharing our stories. They hurt. And, who wants to talk about what hurts them? They bring back very painful emotions. But, once it is shared with someone who needed to hear it, it can begin their healing. And depending upon their circumstance, their healing typically follows after repentance. It is the word of God's goodness that leads men to repentance.

Romans 2:4 "...do you despise the riches of His goodness, forbearance, and longsuffering, not knowing that the goodness of God leads you to repentance?"

Here's what I would like to encourage you by today: Share your story! We all have a very unique testimony. God has delivered us all from many things. I know this because we live on this earth and as long as we live here, we'll always go through to grow. Pray and ask the Lord to show you how you can tell your story. If you're a believer and follower of Christ, know that your testimony opens a door to sharing the gospel of Jesus Christ! And, this is why we are here.

If you're a writer, write about it. If you're a singer, sing about it. However you do it, do it unto the glory of God. May Christ be magnified in all things!

Prayer:

Lord, you've brought me a long way. You've delivered me from countless things. And, for this I will be forever grateful and appreciative. I pray that you will show me how I can be a better witness for you. Show me how I can use my life- my testimony- as a tool to share the gospel of Jesus Christ. I know it is only by your love for us, given by the sacrifice of your Son, that I even have a testimony and was saved and delivered. Teach me how I can help others who are seeking their deliverance. I ask these things in Jesus Christ name, Amen.

Thank you for visiting today! I pray this entry has encouraged you to move forward in your journey for the Lord. Please take a moment and visit my website www.kennisha-hill.com. My first book Simply Wisdom was just released and is now available for purchase. You can order a print copy or an e-book. I pray it blesses you tremendously!

Reminders of His Grace on our lives

2009-06-24T07:55:00.000-07:00

I used to say that the only person to bring back memories of painful experiences was satan. After all, why in the world would God remind me of what was once an agonizing pain in my life? Well, just recently I've come to realize that the enemy, satan, is not always the one who can bring back thoughts of hurtful things that we experienced. Sometimes, we re-experience those emotions as a reminder how God brought us through.

You know how when you're worshiping God and you cry an extra tear just because you clearly remember where God had brought you from? Or, you can't help but raise your hands in thanks for how the Lord delivered you? These feelings aren't stirred up to cause depression.... but they are resurfacing temporarily to remind you of who God is in your life and to validate the thought that "If God can Do it then... He can Do it Now!"

I recently had one of the most beautiful experiences in my life so far- the birth of my precious daughter, Kerissa. Although this was certainly a life changing experience, the birthing part of her arrival was bitter-sweet for me. My labor was induced, which I expected, but what I didn't expect was to be induced using the same drug that was used after I had my first miscarriage in 2005. I was devastated to experience child loss- and my testimony expands to experiencing two others. But the first one was very traumatic and the overwhelming pain I experienced at home was borderline unbearable. This pain revisited me as my doctor explained what we'd use to induce my labor. I did not want to use it, but, was prepared to give the okay should the other method of induction didn't work. It didn't... and so we move forward with option A.

I cried an overflowing of tears because I couldn't help but remember what happened a good almost four years ago. I was reminded of that unbearable pain.

However... when I birthed my daughter, I was reminded of God's grace and about how he heard my prayers and blessed my husband and I with two beautiful children- healthy and vibrant children!

Then I realized that God is amazing in how he does hear our cries and that even if that pain is revisited temporarily, it's to remind us of who He is in our lives and that how our weeping may endure for a night, but joy will come in the morning. (Psalm 30:5)

This is what the Lord is teaching me right now- endurance with Faith as He reminds me of His grace. I'm learning that Faith is something that we will always need more growth in. We are always going through- though some trials are greater than others. But, the trials we endure will only help us to grow stronger in our Faith and endure these things like a soldier. (2 Timothy 2:3)

Let this post be a reminder that we serve an incredible God who has the very best for his children. We don't understand everything we go through, but God knows. We can't comprehend every hurt and pain... but God does. And, he can give us the strength and ability to endure whatever hardship we are facing like a soldier.

Thank you for visiting today! I pray this entry has encouraged you to move forward in your journey for the Lord. Please take a moment and visit my website www.kennisha-hill.com. My first book Simply Wisdom was just released and is now available for purchase. You can order a print copy or an e-book. I pray it blesses you tremendously!

Blessings to you today,
Kennisha Hill

A New Blessing Delivered!

2009-06-23T18:10:00.000-07:00

On June 17th at 1:38PM, my 2nd blessing was born- Ms. Kerissa Nyree. My husband and I are so blessed and thrilled to have a new little addition to our family. We know it is nothing but by God's grace and faith in us to raise his children up by the word of God. That is truly our goal, with His strength and guidance.

I give a special thank you for all of your prayers. We are all doing very well, thankfully! I really appreciate your love, warmth, thoughts and prayers for myself and my family during this amazing time in our life.

I will be back to a regular schedule of blogging very soon. Right now, I'm definitely focusing on my family and getting as much rest as I can. I look forward to blogging again very soon!

In the meantime, I greatly encourage you to visit my website http://www.kennisha-hill.com and get a copy of my new book "Simply Wisdom". So far, I'm getting very awesome reviews. Readers truly are inspired to press on and do what the Lord has called them to do. If you'd like an extra boost of exhortation, this book is certainly for you. You can order by PayPal or directly from LuLu Marketplace.

Thank you again for being so wonderful. I appreciate your love and support and I look forward to blogging soon, Lord willing!

Continue to keep us lifted- I will be sure to keep you in my prayers as well.

Prayers & Blessings,
Kennisha Hill
http://www.kennisha-hill.com

How Great is Our God!

2009-06-11T06:57:00.000-07:00

Mathew 18 1At that time the disciples came to Jesus and asked, "Who is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven?" 2He called a little child and had him stand among them. 3And he said: "I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. 4Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.

Last night we had scary rough weather roll through North Texas. Many lost power. There was even a Tornado that touched down close to my home. Honestly, I admit that I am a bit of a scary cat when it comes to bad weather. But, my fear stems from a revelation I had about God. Yes, he is love and he is my shield, but He is the creator... even the creator of Tornado's.

I am honestly amazed at how powerful God is. Through these "natural" events that take place, I see the majesty of God. I see how powerful He is and this keeps me humble. It keeps me in check, should I ever put myself on some kind of pedestal. It doesn't matter what I do on this earth, God's power completely supercedes everything. He's just that Great!

I posted this scripture in Matthew because I just want to send a friendly reminder about the sovereignty of God. God desires us to come to him like children- to be humble and in awe of his presence. Sometimes we forget about this because we're thinking so much about what we're doing, what we want to do and where we want to go. The truth is, we serve a very powerful and almighty God who can lead us in the right direction, if we follow Him! Truthfully, we should spend less time worrying about what to do and more time trusting in the Lord just because He's so great! I mean, do you know that we knows everything? That, as the children sing, He's got the whole world in His hands? I believe this is something we should never forget!

Recently, I was watching video's of Louie Giglio "How Great is Our God" and I'm telling you, each time I watch his video's, it humbles me. God is so big- we must never forget the awesome and powerful God we serve!

I've put a few video's of Louie Giglio's "How Great Is Out God". I pray they bless you today! To purchase this DVD click HERE.

Operating Daily in Godly Fruit: Love

2009-06-08T06:20:00.000-07:00

Galatians 5:22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law.

Love. What do we really know about it? I will never forget being between the ages of twelve and seventeen and thinking I am so in love. My heart would flutter when I'd hear the voice of my then "boyfriend". Every telephone conversation we had was a trip to cloud nine. And no one could take me from my high. Until, of course, there was some sort of a sudden crash back to reality- either our conversation grew old and tiring, we lost attraction to each other or we gained interest in someone else and decided to split. It was then that I realized that what I thought was "love" really wasn't. Come on, I know you know what I'm talking about. After many years and many heartaches, I learned what real love is all about... and that it is only found through Jesus Christ.

John 15:13 Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends

The truth is, whether you are married or unmarried, you must come to realize there is no greater love out there than Christ love. I mean, he was the one who took the beatings and was crucified- because God loved us (John 3:16). I mean, can any other love really compare to that?

My love for my husband, my son and unborn daughter is unexplainable! They are a huge part of my being. However, my love for God supercedes them all. Why? Because God wants us to get our priorities in line and have no other gods before him (Exodus 20:3).

What are characteristics of Love? Well, to examine the characteristics of love, we must examine the characteristics of Christ. He is patient, kind, does not envy nor boast- he is not proud. He is not rude, self-seeking and is not easily angered- he keeps no record of wrongs. He does not delight in evil but he rejoices with the truth. He certainly protects, always trust, hopes and has persevered- He never fails. This scripture sounds familiar? It's found in 1Corinthians 13:4-8.

I want to remind you today of your love for the Lord! God has done incredible things in your life, by His grace and mercy. It doesn't matter what your past looked like or what you've done. God's love for us is unfailing.

Let's examine ourselves. If we want to be like Christ, let's learn how to walk and operate in the same love that God has for us. Remember the scripture in 1 Corinthians 13. Meditate on it and apply it to your daily lives. Let's hide His word in our hearts!

Prayer

Father, your love is matchless. You loved us so much that you sent your son to pay the ultimate price- to die for us. Humbly, we thank you for thinking of us and giving us another opportunity to dwell eternally in your presence. Lord, I ask that you should show us the way; show us how to operate in the fruits of the Spirit. Give us the desire to live the lifestyle of faith and not just speak it. God we know actions speak louder than words... show us how to walk and live according to your word; demonstrating to others the same love that you show to us every day. All of these things we ask, in Jesus Name. Amen.

What's In Your Morning Cup?

2009-06-04T06:08:00.000-07:00

Psalm 143:8
Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul.

I am the first to admit it; I am NOT a morning person. My husband apparently got this revelation soon after we got married because in a couples meeting at church, he clearly expressed just how sharp my tone can be in the morning! (What he said was actually very hilarious!) Some of us prefer evenings than mornings- the night owls. Then there are those who rise and shine very early and get right into the day in beautiful bliss. I am honestly trying to be that person. Through prayer and communication with the Lord in the morning, I believe this can be achieved.

Just this week, I notice how my mornings are more and more of a struggle lately. I'm assuming it's because I toss and turn at night, due to pregnancy discomforts. My husband has to be at work very early in the morning. By the time he awakes for the day, my son wakes up and is ready to rock n' roll. Those of you with children, I'm sure you know what I mean- how kids seem to wake up full of energy. So then, by God's grace, I open my eyes to a toddler who's running around and a husband who's preparing to leave for the day. I sit up and sigh; hoping to catch another five minutes of sleep.... but there is no way that's a possibility. Thus, I arise and begin my day giving God thanks.

Sometimes a simple "Thank you Lord for this day" does not put enough fuel in my engine. What I realized about my day is that I need a STRONG cup of spiritual inspiration and motivation. I need the strongest cup out there that's available. What other way to it than by digging in the word?

So, today I want to ask you.... what's in your morning cup? Do you rush to Starbucks to get your extra boost of caffeine...the caffeine that gives you that extra boost to get you going? Or do you spend quality time with the Lord digging in his word and allowing your flesh to die and your spirit to get in line?

I tell you the truth, when I don't operate in the right order early in the morning, I am not the sweetest person. If I do anything else first then my entire day is off track. The first thing I need to do, as soon as my eyes crack open to the morning light, is to pray and open the bible and commune with the Lord. If I do things this way, very little things begin will aggravate me. And, if I am tested, I've already made myself available to God- which in turn allows my spirit man to overpower my flesh. Because of this, I know the best thing I can do for myself and my family is to pray and get in the word- leaning on it to provide my motivation, inspiration and spiritual boost. When I do that, my day is much brighter!

Psalm 143:8
Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul.

Today, I encourage you to prepare your hearts to give thanks and mediate on the word, before you begin your day. Don't rush to your laptop (I'm talking to myself on this one). Don't rush to your Blackberry or your IPhone. Don't even think about your calander or your planner. Instead, seek the Lord after he's graced you to see this new day. Come into his presence with thanksgiving and allow yourself to commune with the Holy Spirit. I imagine God is right there waiting to see just what really matters the most to us. Allowing ourselves to dig into his word first will benefit in so many ways- including building a strong foundation and relationship with Christ.

Allow God to fill your heart with peace and strength- the much needed strength you'll need for your day. Keep in mind how God knows exactly how your day will go. When you rely on him completely and do so by starting your day off right, you'll breeze right into the Will of God.

Prayer:

Father, I'm the first to admit that I don't get it right every morning. But, this morning, I ask that you would convict my heart and the heart of those praying this prayer. Speak to us Lord. Show us just how important it is to make you our number one priority- how we should be rushing to our knees to commune with you first in the morning. And through your precious and holy word I ask that you would fill us with your spirit and give us that extra boost that we need to get our day starting off on the right track. Show us the way Lord, as we continue to follow you on our journey's. This we pray, in Jesus Name, Amen!

Thank you for visiting today! I pray this entry has encouraged you to move forward in your journey for the Lord. Please take a moment and visit my website www.kennisha-hill.com. My first book Simply Wisdom was just released and is now available for purchase. You can order a print copy or an e-book. I pray it blesses you tremendously!

Blessings to you today,
Kennisha Hill

Psalm 107: Perfect Examples of God's Love for Us

2009-06-01T05:40:00.000-07:00

"Psalm 107:1-3" Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; his love endures forever. Let the redeemed of the LORD say this- those he redeemed from the hand of the foe, those he gathered from the lands, from east and west, from north and south."

As I was reading Psalm 107 this morning, my heart filled with enormous gratitude. This particular chapter in Psalm (like many others I'm sure) truly goes into great detail about God's love for us. Although we know that the Ultimate sign of God's love is his son Jesus Christ- still through this chapter, he outlines a few other examples and shows exactly just how unfailing his love is.

"(vs 4-8) Some wandered in the desert wastelands, finding no way to a city where they could settle. They were hungry and thirsty, and their lives ebbed away. Then they cried out to the LORD in their trouble, and he delivered them from their distress. He led them by a straight way to a city where they could settle. Let them give Thanks to the LORD for his unfailing love and his wonderful deeds for men..."

Have you ever felt like you were in a desert wasteland- lost and could not find a place to settle? Hear the word of the Lord and know that God can lead you 'by a straight way' to a better place for you.

"(vs 10-15) Some sat in darkness and the deepest gloom, prisoners suffering in iron chains, for they had rebelled against the words of God and despised the counsel of the Most High. So, he subjected them to bitter labor; they stumbled, and there was no one to help. Then they cried to the LORD in their trouble, and he saved them from their distress."

Even in the midst of our 'doom and gloom' the Lord still hears us. Even those who are in chains. This scripture is the perfect example of how even in imprisonment God can still hear our cries.

"(vs. 17-19) Some became fools through their rebellious ways and suffered affliction because of their iniquities. They loathed all food and drew near the gates of death. They cried to the LORD in their trouble, and he saved them from their distress."

How incredible is it that God would still hear our cries- even when WE have been rebellious. Although our sin certainly brings consequence, God in all of his grace and mercy still hears our cries and save us!

"(vs 23-28) Others went out on the sea in ships; they were merchants on the mighty waters. They saw the works of the LORD, and his wonderful deeds in the deep. For he spoke and stirred up a tempest that lifted high the waves. They mounted up to the heavens and went down to the depths; in their peril their courage melted away. They reeled and staggered like drunken man; they were at the wits' end. Then they cried out to the LORD in their trouble, and he brought them out of their distress."

God's love for us is incredible and unfailing. Even when we allow our situations to bring us to stress and then when we allow our stress to cause us reach our 'wits' end' God still hears us.

We serve such an incredible God who hears our cries in times of trouble- even when we don't deserve it. Still, by his grace he comes to our rescue and delivers us. When you know the Lord has saved you from distress, I encourage you not to forget how you got out of that thing. It was only by the grace of God. We don't get ourselves out of jams... God delivers from them.

Do like the Lord commands in Psalm 107 "Let them give THANKS to the LORD for his Unfailing love and his wonderful deeds!" (vs 8,15,21,31).

"(vs 43). Whoever is wise, let him heed these things and consider the great love of the LORD"

Prayer

Heavenly Father, this morning I come before you humbly with a thankful heart. I can't thank you enough for the many many times you have come to my rescue in times of need. Lord, each time you heard my distress- each time you heard my call. Times when I was crying in the midnight hour, times when I felt there was no way out... you heard me and delivered me. Lord, with all of my heart I thank you. I ask that you would continue to show me how to trust in you no matter what may come my way. Your grace and love is indescribable and I will forever worship you with a heart of gratitude. I pray you would show others the same like you've show me Lord- how you have unfailing love for us. All of this I ask, in Jesus Name. Amen.

Thank you for visiting today! I pray this entry has encouraged you to move forward in your journey for the Lord. Please take a moment and visit my website www.kennisha-hill.com. My first book Simply Wisdom was just released and is now available for purchase. You can order a print copy or an e-book. I pray it blesses you tremendously!

Blessings to you today,
Kennisha Hill