Dr. Seuss

Very good forum dA

2009-11-12T18:14:00.001Z

loads of fun, lots of wise people and their questions and answers and few dumb ones.
Educational and Entertaining. :D

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lonely

2009-09-19T16:49:00.002+01:00

feeling lonely.. that's all.

Its been a while since I've posted anything.

2009-08-01T23:42:00.002+01:00

But clearly, I don't really know what to write here? Cuz it doesn't matter how I feel. Am I the only one who thinks like that? I just want to be happy. And if someone see this I might be. But noone does. I'm so pissed with myself right now. argggg!!

soft-er side

2009-06-13T19:50:00.000+01:00

today i was soften again..

thanks P?

Everybody must get stoned

2009-03-03T08:49:00.001Z

A new plan to legalize marijuana in California would create a $1 billion tokin' tax and thousands of green jobs. Now that's a stimulus plan! Can Californians help dig themselves out of their historic fiscal crisis by getting high? Tom Ammiano thinks so, and he isn't smoking a thing.

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sad for me? no thanks

2009-02-01T07:51:00.002Z

its like going totally emo for me, which of course you people of the world cannot do for me. So oh no, i do not need your sympathy for my miserable life. Some think you don't have a life like that, but they are not me and how do you know that my life isn't shitty enough? so go fuck your self in the ass, I'm still the same.

This picture is the shit!

2009-01-28T09:47:00.002Z

Carry on with your life and i will stay here until you come back. is what it is saying... ONE. haha, I have copy and edited this one for so many websites and blogs i don't even remember and everytime I look at it , i get nostalgic and fucked... it is so stunning, and i am talking about this picture, yes, one to the right of this text. its mine.

ok... read the previous post to this. That song's the shit.

Tire Swing

2009-01-28T09:29:00.003Z

I took the Polaroid down in my room
I'm pretty sure you have a new girlfriend
It's not as if I don't like you
It just makes me sad whenever I see it
'cause I like to be gone most of the time
And you like to be home most of the time
If I stay in one place I lose my mind
I'm a pretty impossible lady to be with

Joey never met a bike that he didn't wanna ride
And I never met a Toby that I didn't like
Scotty liked all of the books that I recommended
Even if he didn't I wouldn't be offended
I had a dream that I had to drive to Madison
To deliver a painting for some silly reason
I took a wrong turn and ended up in Michigan
Paul Baribeau took me to the giant tire swing
Gave me a push and he started singing
I sang along while I was swinging
The sound of our voices made us forget everything
That had ever hurt our feelings

Joey never met a bike that he didn't wanna ride
And I never met a Toby that I didn't like
Scotty liked all of the books that I recommended
Even if he didn't I wouldn't be offended
wouldn't be offended

Now I'm home for less than twenty-four hours
That's hardly time to take a shower
Hug my family and take your picture off the wall
Check my email write a song and make a few phone calls Before it's time to leave again
I've got one hand on the steering wheel
One waving out the window
If I'm a spinster for the rest of my life
My arms will keep me warm on cold and lonely nights

Joey never met a bike that he didn't wanna ride
And I never met a Toby that I didn't like
Scotty liked all of the books that I recommended
Even if he didn't I wouldn't be offended.

this is just going good.

2009-01-18T06:07:00.001Z

and i thought i was the only one... * dnt knw * to laugh or cry.

guess i'll always learn but commit the same mistake again and again

2008-12-22T10:32:00.000Z

its all about me and you. G session is great. FU otherwise

SMS

2008-12-14T12:19:00.001Z

ktm ko life, yyat life. Its like living in a 1st and 3rd world country all at once. All the infrastructure, but no service.

wtf is happening?

2008-12-11T09:38:00.000Z

for a while, i thought, every thing is going smoothly with me and people around me. now look! Fuck you i say again.

me against the world

2008-12-10T05:49:00.001Z

seems like 2pac was right. my own people are up against me now, instead of helping, they just want to see me fall real bad. i don't know what kind of pleasure they want, but i think its their human nature, a wild one. People really doesn't seem to get me, I joke with them a lot and say each and everything without any Politics in my heart, but they seem to take it as a granted, because they judge me right off from that point and say that I'm Immature and act my age! WTF with that? I never do those things with other people, from bus or from road. I do those things to you cuz i think i can trust you, and all do can do is tell me I should act my age? I trusted you enough to be true to you. may be its my fault, I should have never trusted you, cuz even I think you're close to me, you really aren't. so from now on, i'll show you whats its like to be without me in your life. fuck you i say!

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SMS

2008-12-06T08:45:00.001Z

boring saturday. Im not feeling that well too. Gotta go outside...im fryin here wit boredom. But i promised to b gyani babu..

SMS

2008-12-04T10:37:00.001Z

test blog sms yo! Lol

Mandala, Thanka Painting

2008-12-04T10:11:00.000Z

just another cycle of life.

after a long break

2008-11-26T08:12:00.002Z

after a long break, i'm back again to write some of my notes here. AND...
maintenant vous devez apprendre le français aussi cuz j'utilise dans la langue française comme un primaire. lol, so get ready.

Life To Live, Live With Smile & Smile for Life « CAMBODIA MY BELOVE

2008-05-25T21:10:00.000+01:00

Life To Live, Live With Smile & Smile for Life

part form worldpress, really good.

GorillaMask.net: Killing Productivity, Seven Days a Week

2008-05-23T09:15:00.000+01:00

GorillaMask.net: Killing Productivity, Seven Days a Week

Girls: Danni Wells' Rude Roller Disco!

2008-05-23T09:01:00.000+01:00

Girls: Danni Wells' Rude Roller Disco!

why... the answer

2008-05-22T07:24:00.002+01:00

i really don't know why am i writing this... you might not get any "RAS" (LOL) out of it. may be because i try to keep u guys entertained from ma writing and i forget about meh.. SO this one's just for me, but i will feel good if you read this too.. :) and enjoY!!! i wanted to write this y'day, but suddenly lost the interest today morn. while returnin home from a Fren's place, but thts another story... ryte now i'm bored ofcourse, so may be thts why i'm writing this... anyway, i learned this life lesson y'day. may be what i learnt might be interesting to me only, but its sure is a nice thing to know. i mean the thing Called L-I-F-E !!! man it surely fucks with everybody@! what i learnt is this cruelty of LIFE, man it sux ass... there are lots of people who has a "WHOLE LOT OF PROBLEMS" over their heads bigger than anyone of us. we should consider ourself very lucky because we've got everything that they haven't and we too lack things that they have but man, what we've got is "A LOT BETTER" compaired to them, may be thats why i'm learning to appreciate the things around me, people around me, friends around me and everything around me. I learnt A BIG THING i must say, but me, same old same old, cannot put it to work for me... i just cannot use it for my good... LOLzZz yea it sux and if u try to talk about this in the future then i might say "UT-JA!! Maile kahele lekhe?" hehaha so anyway thats all i can write now, words are just not coming out from my head to my fingers. i think i'm proud of myself but i also know that it is wrong. :( tell me you're proud for meh. please! ;) tata, byebye, see you.

ഐ അം superman

2008-05-19T06:00:00.000+01:00

I AM SUPERMAN . I AM STRONG . I AM NICE . I AM THE ONE . I AM THE ONE WHO SAVES THEM . THEY TREAT ME GOOD . GOOD IS NOT ENOUGH . I WANT MORE . I AM SUPERMAN . I AM SUPER-MAN . MY SUPERNESS IS FADING AWAY . FOR I AM LIVING AMONGST MEN . THEY MADE ME WHAT I AM . THEY TOOK MY SUPERNESS AWAY FROM ME . ALL THAT REMAIN IN ME IS MAN . A GREEDY . A LONELY . A NAIVE . AN EMOTIONAL . A CHEATER . A THIEF . A SHAMELESS . A GUILTY . A KILLER . A ROBBER . EVERYONE WHOM I USED TO SAVE OTHER PEOPLE FROM . A MAN . JUST ANOTHER MAN. I AM SUPERMAN .

today seemed nice

2008-05-18T19:39:00.000+01:00

today seemed comparitavly nice to me.
woke up, thought of checking the internet, then saw my dad in home, so ate a LOT of food (bhat ofcourse) and washed my hair, shaved my cheeks and i'm all cheeky! lmao.
After that I changed my sim (mero), received the sms from scissorhands (classified name), she nearly woke me up at 3am my time cuz she tried to call me at 5am her time (she's in Malaysia Truely Asia) cuz she was awake studying... CAN U BELIEVE??? STUDYING TILL 5 IN THE MORN.? Damn, she must be crazy when she decided to take science, so i smsed right back from my dad's cell, not to study that long, I tried to scold her but couldn't and flirted a little insted..., our sms conversations ended when she called me her bro, i was hurt! but hey, i started it. LOL.
then Hary (Subarna) came in, fuled his Zippo and went to eat again, this time he ate a lot in Rajdhani.j/k, he just had fried rice. I just gave him company, smoked sum and went to his place. then a fren (Neeraj) came along, copied some songs, vids and pics to and from his flash voyager. Had some friendly (nepali style) agrument over Champions League final schedule, but i didn't care, cuz i dn't watch it, b'cuz they don't show on my cable, so what the hell. i was silent.
then summit called, fixed to meet at 5.30, and we did the same. we went to Whouse bakery near WHHouse Col, had tea and that bakery item i dnt know the name of and smoked sum again. went to NBDS to kill the time, checked out some T's and headed to home. And Oh, today we flagged our house with Buddha's Flag, cuz we live in Buddhanagar and they had this scheme for all the residences to put the flag for Rs.100, money ofcourse for community...and stuffs.
so today seemed pretty well than y'day. after all its just another day of life.
shit, nearly forgot! today mimi called me and wished me happy anniversary... I remembered today morn. that today was our anniv. but forgot soon after cuz i deleted it from my reminder after the alarm sounded. It was 7 in the morn.! hehe, so anyway, i feel like we've gone this far with the ups and downs of average couple, but she always made it a little bit extreme and wild. Thanks hun, u mean a lot to me and i'm hoping you're thinking the same... hehe. :p I still love you like the first day we met and like the every single day there after.
thts it till now, think i'm going to listen some metal now and eat and sleep later. like DUH! But i'm listening to Bob Marley now.
peace.

08:33 PM 05/18/08

happiness

2008-05-18T06:56:00.000+01:00

happiness?

once was a boy who never knew anything except laugh and chat.
once was a boy who knew everything.

they both were of same age and of the same village.

as time moved on they both grew and became adults with lots of responsibilities over their heads.

first one got married, had some children did his fore-father's work and continued to live in that same village. as time passed by he became a good and responsible member of that village/society.

second one got married, left village, had some children and worked in the city. He worked hard, continued to add money to his banks, nobody knew him.

first one died one day, everybody mourned on his death and they said nicest things about him, for which he did nice things all his life. he didn't died for them.

second one died one day, nobody came to the city, nobody mourned except his wife and children, he was busy all his life so was his wife and childrens never had a good chat with their dad, so they didn't know what to say. so they never felt his love. He just died.

both of them are dead now but tell me,
who lived happily?
which one made others happy?

all i know is i want to be happy.

Zombie

2008-05-17T06:46:00.001+01:00

Zombie

I don’t know what to write,
I’m just bored and helpless,
I can’t even type without looking at the key board,
And yet you (Subarna) talk about that job,
Sitting and typing whole night?
No, I can’t handle it.

I’m listening to the cranberries right now,
Every time I listen to it,
It reminds me of someone special,
Yes, yes it’s you and I also know that you love me more,
Currently it’s playing zombie,
What a great song that is!
Talking about the revolution, IRA I was told.

Anyhow I managed to write this long,
I just can’t believe it!

I’ll come back and writ more tomorrow here…
O wait, I found a perfect topic for this THING, Zombie.
Actually she just came here,
Closed my eyes with her cold hands soaked with detergents,
She gave me chills, coldness that is,
I think she loves me too like I love her.

Wow! That was great. I was feeling lonely,
She came, made me mad, laughed, kissed,
My loneliness gone, you know…
But now she’s gone,
It came (loneliness) back with lots of other friends,
And they are giving me trouble,

Now the song is Stars, nice song for a girl to sing,
Ha-ha, I joke sometimes,
It’s like slow ha and then ha.
Ha-ha.
But most of the time I’m the quite one.

Guess who speaks a lot?
No its not you, it’s my mind,
It’s always into something,
It doesn’t do what I tell,
It has its own world,
The world you don’t want to interfere,
So the things that I say is not what I want to say,
Sorry if I hurt you, but it’s my brain!
A little complicated thing to understand

And now there is again previous silent,
Except my computer is playing another version of zombie.
I wonder how many versions of that song exists,
… I guess a lot.

All of a sudden this thing is striking my mind,
Am I sounding like a girl? Fuck.
I don’t give a damn,
Because, I like what I’m writing,
And it’s like talking without thinking first,
My dad always tells me,
Think twice before you speak,
I know what he’s trying to say,
I totally understand it,
But I just don’t follow it,
Its like knowing cigarettes are injurious to your health,
And still you smoke it. Why? You’d want to answer me first.

My sister is hunger,
She’s looking for some food to eat,
But she is not finding anything,
Its not that there’s nothing in the kitchen,
But all the things that we have in the kitchen needs to be prepared,
So there is no fast food, junk food for her to eat,
And she’s only 11.

I bet she’ll not be like me because she’s different,
Well different in a sense that I grew up differently that her,
In a Poverty,
It was real hard for me to survive,
All those kids with nice things to wear,
Nice things to eat,
And I used to sit on the lousy school bench,
Open up the Tiffin and eat the bread and whatever…
But in a way that was good,
Because that made me a thinker,
Made me wonder why we were like that?
And now where are we?

I look around me and find different faces,
Some are looking at me,
Other just don’t give a damn for me,
Its like you are lost and half of them want to help you,
And other half don’t want to help you,
So you got the choice,
Either to get help,
Or to get lost,
You know what I will choose,
Yes, to get lost.
Lost in the strange world,
Where the things around you cannot get anymore stranger

I scrolled up,
Looked at the topic and I’m thinking why did I put that topic called zombie.
It’s not suitable. But if I change it right now then,
There wouldn’t point of writing this paragraph, isn’t it?
So let it be like that.

Oh I was in too deep with my thoughts,
I didn’t knew,
The play list is over,
Now what?
Matchbox20?
I guess not,

My dad’s home and I’m going to ask him for some money,
Of course for some cigarettes,
My girlfriend always insist me on to quit it,
But I just don’t want to. Ok?

Sometimes I feel like a bum in front of her,
She did lots of things to keep me happy,
And look at me,
I can’t even complete her request.
Well he’s here, so wish me luck!
Going to get Rs.100.