Forbidden

THE END

2008-09-04T01:01:00.002+08:00

It's been four years of being contented after waking up to reality. I felt my heart so cold, that it is not longing for anybody else. I come to a decision that I know will change my whole life. Before this the relationship that I had has totally open my eyes to people whom I should trusted, people whom you will count as your friend. I have learned a lot and met real person living on the other dimension of heart.

A mistress woke up where she founds her self in love to wrong man, she realize that this would never last long not until his man decided to leave his family to be with her forever. But the somehow soft hearted mistress could not take the place of her man's wife. She found her heart restless of the love she had and decided to have some rest. It is so difficult for her to end this up, that she could not let him go, but as she loves him with his family she have learned how to control herself. Finally she was able to open this to him and as expected, it is the longest hour of her day. She found his man having hard time of absorbing her words that he could not just let her go. The mistress have tried lots of alibi to take her heart away that successfully broken her deepest emotion. This time the heart of the mistress gone free from all the bitterness and burden she just felt during her days with him.

Aprendizaje de Español

2008-08-14T04:46:00.000+08:00

Soy muy agradecido aprender el spaninsh cerca de mi hogar, aunque programado tengo complejo con mi trabajo que podía todavía manejar. Mi profesor dice que debemos practicar y memorizar las lecciones para esto es la única manera de aprender el básico. Venido a la oficina, utilizo para recitar las palabras que acabo de aprender e incluso las comparto a mi compañero de la oficina. Mi amigo era agradecido para mí compartía mi conocimiento con todo sentía que otros no son felices con mi práctica. Pudieron pensado que estoy consiguiendo exagerado y puedan encontrar presumido en gran medida. Nunca intenté caber a mi uno mismo en su carácter porque sé que no trabajaría. Sigo siendo esperanzado para que entiendan que estoy interesado realmente con lo que estoy haciendo, pensamiento su affecto de las reacciones que pongo no cuidado qué dirán después. Gracias que todavía tengo algunos amigos alrededor de quienes continuamente apoyándome.

Amor en un Momento

2008-08-14T00:19:00.003+08:00

No se oculta en su conocimiento el amor que tenía. Esta relación prohibida que me hace la sensación cómo es importante soy. Nunca pensé que vendrá desde nuestro punto de vista fijando las metas para el futuro. Nosotros ambos doctos que podemos nunca atar cada otros corazón. Que ahora nosotros él no podemos proporcionarme la felicidad tal como una esposa y una madre de su niño. Ambos despertamos en la situación donde nos damos la libertad para elegir para el futuro, y tan ahora estamos en la búsqueda para el individuo que me amará más que hacemos.

También ambos convinimos que él debe encontrarlo antes de que comienzo del cortejo, en respecto con él. Todavía no será fácil que encuentre a un individuo, tan clase como él. Donde podría un hombre ser encontrado quién no mirará más allá de mi personalidad, de mi pasado y de mi futuro. Quisiera saber, si allí tal hombre que me amará desafío de éstos el amor prohibido que tengo.

Call Centers in the Philippines

2008-08-08T00:14:00.003+08:00

I should say that this is the most talk-about call center in all the forums that I've gone thru, negative and positive thought are compilated as well. Some are heard not from the forums but to some people working on the industry. I did not conduct any surveys and this is not official so for those who wonder why their center was not included "SORRY"

Dell- it pays high salary, modern facilities good management highly technical and challenging

Siemens- technical as well, specifically supports Siemens products

Convergys- high standard, more perks and benefits for employees nationwide sites

Sykes-good location, accessible good pay. processes application fast high standard as well

People Support-high standard competitive salary but toxic work

Accenture- depends on the site, the health care I heard that they pay low and work pressure was really high also power tripping and for the tech site some say its good and so do I

IBM daksh- I just applied here and they told me that I passed but they never offer me to work for them

Telus- formerly ambergris accessible modern facilities but not with the system applications

Transcom/Nucomm- good pay with allowance but high level of politics and demanding clients not accessible company was divided in to 2 culture Canadian and Brits

Client Logic/Sitel- they will be having a new building along EDSA Quezon ave. heard that it has good management but no comments about salary they also have 6months bond

Link2support- highly supports technical and bad management for tenured

e- Telecare- the best employer for 2005 and 2006 says somebody from forum no comment about salary

Teleperformance- the sister of my office mate just resigned due to bad management and politics salary just OK not competitive no allowances accessible, benefits and perks company that applies bond but heard from a former employee that all benefits and perks are drawing

Teletech- hard to apply, not accessible e-mail application more preferred

Merlin- small Internet company offers technical job inbound and outbound calls related to technical accessible very competitive pay

Epixtar- heard that they offer buffet, more on outbound (sales or tech I don't know)

HTMT- competitive salary but toxic and highly technical some campaigns are financial (money matters- all irate)

HSBC- they pay high from a forum and very easy job lots of positive feedback from employees I even want to try and apply

VXI- uncompetitive pay except of specific campaigns that pays much also from forums but from experience (applying there) fast application process but low offer

Making Money out of $6 with PayPal

2008-08-01T20:27:00.004+08:00

SCAM!!! BEWARE!!!
I just discussed how to make money from the last post that I had which entitled as Making Money out of $6. Up to now I havent still received any envelope with a dollar bill so I am really curios that and wants to make change (on my thought... I got scammed). I have check another post again and this time they are using paypal to transfer so ther is no envelope. This is how it goes.

[STEP 1] Send, though paypal, $1.00 to each email on the below list. Make the subject of the payment "Email List" and in the comments, write "PLEASE ADD ME ON YOUR EMAIL LIST." What you are doing is creating a service by this - and best of all you are not giving your address to anyone you do not know. THIS IS ABSOLUTELY LEGAL!! YOU ARE CREATING A SERVICE. The email list:
#1) BrandenMclean@hotmail.com
#2) michelle.goodliff@sympatico.ca
#3) peter83@bigpond.net.au
#4) rEd_iCe1709@yahoo.com.ph
#5) buen_doll@yahoo.com
#6) junemyr11@hotmail.com

WWW.PAYPAL.COM Subject of Payment: ***Email List*** Comments: ***PLEASE PUT ME ON YOUR EMAIL LIST.***

[STEP 2] Now take the #1) email off the list that you see above, move the other addresses up one (6 becomes 5 & 5 becomes 4, etc) the put YOUR email address (the one used in your paypal account) as #6) on the list. **MAKE SURE THE EMAIL YOU SUPPY IS EXACTLY AS IT APPEARS IN YOUR PAYPAL ACCOUNT.**

note: if you want to create and post the sam message as I have please do not copy and paste this to your article. Create yours close to this message but do not copy and paste this one.

Making Money out of $6

2008-08-01T18:50:00.002+08:00

SCAM!!! BEWARE!!!
It was night when I was surfing the net of tips on how to boost my traffic with this site. I come and go to different sites and none of them gives me the perfect idea that will work fast. While reading other stuff, I droped in to a website not related with the topic I was expecting yet I continuously read. He was sharing a story of how he get lots of money and I thought he got scam then I keep going on. He state the story where he found a thread from a forum telling him how to make money with $6. It asks him to have six envelopes with a paper that covers the any stuff inside the said envelope. He put a dollar in each paper with a closed message "ADD ME ON YOUR MAILING LIST " till it was covered, put it inside the envelope and sealed. The posts from the forum gives the address where he should sent the envelopes and so he did. The six envelope with $1 each was sent to the respective addresses stated on the forum then he wait. On the first week he thought it was $6 costs him for a scam and expect none after, then he get back on the forum where he found the thread there was last instructions that he missed. The poster asks him to posts the same message but not to copy paste his work and put it in to different forum or newsgroups. The more posts you create in different sites will bring you more money and so for the last time he tried but the poster also included this instruction. #1) Brenda Watt 2285 Marsh Hawk Ln. #3310 Orange Park, Fl 32003 #2) Frank Loalta 2498 Roll Dr. Ste 278 San Diego, CA 92154 #3) Kaiba Bennett 409 Ardmore Dr. Trenton, OH. 45067 #4) Heather Hall 815 E. Lyons St. Laramie, WY. 82072 #5) Reynaldo Mapalo 106 Tambacan st. Maypajo Caloocan City, Philippines 1410 #6) Junemyr Domingo Block 12 Lot 27 Phase 3C Kaunlaran Village Caloocan City, PHILIPPINES 1400
After you have mailed out your letters creating a service and making this legal, take the #1 name off the list that you see above, move the other names up (6 becomes 5, 5 becomes 4, etc...) and add YOUR Name as number 6 on the list.
Three days after he posts this addresses he received $8 in 8 different envelopes so he keep on posting to different newsgroup. He made some research after receiving his first 8 envelopes and learned from Post Office (1-800-725-2161) and they confirmed that it is indeed legal!
I'll GIVE IT A TRY AND WILL UPDATE YOU GUYS!!!

Hai!!! iHype

2008-07-23T17:44:00.002+08:00

I just discover this new paid to post site that is really good. My site was been approved in 24 hours and was able to subscribe to opportunity open for the submitted blogs. After your posts was been approved you will automatically received your payment via paypal. I had my first article paid in less than two days. Unlike other paid to posts sites that takes you two weeks before you get paid and/or even 30 days, with ihype.com it won't take you so long.

Others will take you for granted that you have minimum ranks for your site and will require you lots of stuff to have, ihype have given me opportunity that I never found with other sites that I had before. I also observed that they are giving preferences to the advertisers, that they put options of where their advertisements should be posted. I really recommend this site for newbies for Internet money making blogs.

I found her in my dreams

2008-07-17T14:34:00.001+08:00

It was rainy night, I was home and tired, ate some food and rest then go to bed. It was dark in my room the cabinet was beside the door blocked by the fan. No lights were able to come in all are dark, then I saw a light. I was walking then I saw him, my beloved partner. We went to a place were we used to go before, park. Green surroundings, children on our way lovers on their bike while we are walking in hands.

After that lovely place we went back home. I met her, his lovely wife. She is not that old as I was expecting. She's fair complexion skin matches her dark eyes. We were telling stories to each other, we laugh at it and cries with sympathy. I told her my life in my younger days and share my love life. Of course, I told her I had a boyfriend a different man from her husband. She seems not convinced with my stories, yet I saw her laughing with my experience. I continued and still inside me I know she was just trying to please me. I saw her sadness inside, I heard her heart pounding, saying bring him back to me. Asking me to go and leave him.

Behind my humor was tears. My heart was asking for her forgiveness and wants to warm her. I wanted to tell her that I feel sorry for what I did and would like to assure that she will net be alone when she get old. But I also want to inform her how much I love her husband that I will be happy to love him all of my life. That loving him requires me to love all people that surrounds him including her. I want her to understand that I am not here to take him away but to add love in behalf of his husband. Then I walk alone again in the dark, I felt my stomach was aching, my tummy comes big, bigger and was ready to give birth. I ran to the cab and I was delivered to the hospital. All are white, I was calling him. Then white comes light, it was morning and needs to fresh up again.

It was her on my dreams.

Renovate It

2008-07-17T12:49:00.009+08:00

If you would recognized, I totally changed this whole article. This was about college work paintingsand still what I want to tackle. I have read some news regarding this program, these are for the students to learn taking ownership and leadership related with business. I always found this requirements whenever I am applying for a position to be a leader. Now I wonder where I could find it?

This College Works Painting internship was developed by a group named National Services Group. This special program teaches college students of some idea of what a real-world business runs and how they handle their position with professionalism.

This students are supervised by the branch manager to check the quality of their work and evaluate the values that they have learned from the job. Soon as the job begins you will be communicating consistently with their supervisor to tackle the plan that you want to gain and you will given some examples of their past work and examine it. You can check their sites for further reading with this following address , or better call them at 888 450 WORK

Study your WORK

2008-07-17T12:04:00.004+08:00

Related with the topic that I have written before, College students are now ready to work with professionalism and responsibility gained from the school. From the articles that I have read (http://college-works-painting.blogspot.com/ ) these students are trained to work and related their mind with business etiquette. You might think that painting is not connected with business, but handling time pressure and given them the right feedback affects large pace of their mind. Punctuality and quality work was also practiced with this program so, customers are really satisfied with their work.
Customers are also given privilege to see their work right after the job was done. They also have chances to say some feedback with the students of the renovation that was made. The job starts soon as the customer gives permission to do so and finished the day given by the branch manager whom supervises the students. You can also try to check collegeworksestimates.com to check for their rates and fit it with your budget. Visit this site for further information studentworks.com and collegeinternpainting.com .

Frankly Weather

2008-07-15T12:12:00.002+08:00

From the past typhoon Frank here in the Philippines, sorrows takes place for families and victims of the ship sank near Romblon area. It was on the news that the shipping line responsible for the accident was blaming a specific department of government. Department whom serves to inform people of the calamities that are coming in the area, yet they failed controlling the ship boarding on the sea and had the accident. The mentioned department also had an expensive material or machine to be effective with their report.

These days people don't know which are reliable source, that they don't know what to believe and and where to go in case calamity held. Now weather can be updated by looking on the net and base it on the sky just try this one that I had http://www.myfreeweather.net/

Losing my beloved WEBSITE for the second time?

2008-07-14T17:29:00.004+08:00

Remember the other free hosting blog that I discussed with blogging attack article? BHABYLOVE, was deleted from my dashboard last November 30 of 2008 and I was hopeless of retrieving it. Luckily I was able to copy all articles that I had with it before through the cached page from search engines. It looks like this;

Forbidden
Whenever I was asking him of his feelings for me he will turn it out and will reasoned that "you know it is forbidden". I never thought that I will keep ...

www.forbiddenme.com/ - 86k - Cached - Similar pages

So, for almost a month I tried fixing the said issue but the address that I had was not available due to its appearance on the search engine was working good. Anyways, connecting to this I created this website and push all the incentives that I had from the deleted blog so I bought or registered my domain. Last Wednesday July 9, 2008 I made some experiment to the site and tried to publish via FTP server so made changes with my layout and switch to classic but the information necessary was invalid to push me thou. I've tried another and so on... 'till I got tired. I decided bringing back the site in to how it was published and surprised!
Another blog was hosted in this address error found while I was trying to custom my domain. I switched to blog*spot and again tried customizing the publishing of my site. Error was still the same. With all of this on my head I have tried that my domain server might helped me with it. Another problem I deleted for a change the A record. Failed of solving this it takes me 'till Friday having this so much stress. I finally decided to scan the help desk for blogger and I found some helpful tips from the support. Deleting the A record was just okay. I put all CNAME to reset and created new. I tried applying it to blogger but the same error still exist. I was again hopeless and planning to create a new web site. I found another tips I reset the record for my website July 8, 2008 for the error to be fixed but it says that needs to wait 48 hours and I really can't so I look for another tips and I have read to try adding the address that I was having problem with to Google apps, where they offered to create a web page to my own site and so I did.

I changed the URL of my web page to the address I am having trouble with, then I tried publishing. Whenever I launched the specific address it brings me to the page that I created so I disabled it as advised from the group forum and test to launch the address it says page cannot be displayed and finally I added it to my blogger and was able to customize my site's address. Another problem it is not redirecting it still says page cannot be displayed so I finally lose hope. I tried pinging my website and compare all information's that I have from other information that webmasters having trouble with "they have A record pointing to an IP address???" where can I find mine??? while pinging I received packets good and the site was responding and I can see the site's IP. Gotcha!!!

Now as you can see I still have this website that you are reading.

THE FORBIDDEN LOVE

2008-06-25T14:09:00.004+08:00

I have fell in love for the second time And I offered this feeling to you Though I know this is forbidden I still push it through
This is really hard Loving a man like you I never thought we'll get to this point That you tried to control this love
For any reason I understand That you will never be mine You have your family And still I envy your wife
But this feeling of mine Kept such envy in my life I'm afraid, yes! afraid To know you'll leave me one time
In years I have learned I have loved you selflessly Behind those tears and thoughts I tried to love even your wife and family
Yes I know it's stupid but this is all of me This is all of my love for you This is all I want to do And I want it because of you
This selfless love end with lies Not just once but most of the time I have given you a chance cause I love you that much
But still you have proven How much you taken me for granted Those secrets that you hide Make my smile broken
This heart that loves you Had to give up his breath That she doesn't want To be hurt again

If I should love again

2008-06-23T12:59:00.002+08:00

From the last time that I have posted, I have shared the song that bothers me the whole day. I have make the minds of all people surround me just to figure this song. Without title, lyrics and melody I tried to search it on the net and I failed. It takes me a day to know what was the song, 'till I found my self busy to other things and forgot to look for it. Finally I got escape of that Last song syndrome. It's my off, I went to government office to work for my loan and then after to a mall with my friend we walk that much. We have decided to visit a dentist in the heavy rain I expect less patient. With that expectation I worry not of getting there early so I ask my friend to roam around the mall, anyways it's just across. When we get to the clinic they already cut off, that patients are also waiting to be served. So we decided to try next time and get back home.

Back at home was cold due to heavy rain, I took a sleep 'till night. Finally I watched DVD and it took me two hours. After the movie I tried to look for a news and then I realize its late in the evening, So I found not news but a singing entertainment song. The show got the theme from songs of Barry Manilow, I was waiting for them to sing my all time favorite "I write the song" but I never heard any of them singing it. I found my self humming this familiar song from the television and seem so familiar. I have it's lyrics on my mind so I sing with them in the chorus, If I should love again, if I found someone new...

So this was the song that bothers me for 24 hours, finally I have it on my phone and I would like to sing this to my partner. That I never regret loving him and will choose him If I should love someone new.

Memory G...a...P... What's that?

2008-06-20T15:19:00.000+08:00

I had a song in my mind and it keeps bothering me the whole day and I even asks my friends now we are all bothered with this song. We have searched for the lyrics of the song and glad we had it yet we can't remember the lyrics. We are all searching for the song and we had asked lots of people and they are all bothered with this. We keep on reading the lyrics and the melody is playing in our mind yet we can't sing it. That we are all in one harmony but we are all mute.

We are hoping that we could hear the song for us to be reminded so, yet our computer does not have speaker and even though we searched for its song or video we wouldn't be able to hear it. For the last time we want to ask and searched again the net to look for a clue. We seems to be searching for a case with suspects yet lack of evidence. the last would be... FAILED.

Simple Appreciation

2008-06-19T14:46:00.000+08:00

I never had any reasons of creating this website, and never did I expect that somebody will appreciate my articles. Most of them are advertisements but this shares a lot to my compilation. A simple memory from my past and my trial as the great mistress never hinders my blogs. As this continue to attract readers like you, I hope that this will not affect you negatively. That always keep the good side of being a mistress and they are all different. Also, I hope that you will not tolerate or to follow the wrong way of life that I had. Instead, keep all those as a lesson and learn that in time somebody will found you to loved and be loved.

There are many people around you in good characters and will be able to give you not only his heart but also his life. That you will always be together 'till death do you part. Allow still those people whom love you despite that you had somebody else or they already tied with marriage. Give them the right appreciation as a friend but don't let the feeling grow to the extend that you can't let it go.

I would like to take this opportunity to thank all of you whom spent their time of reading scanning or visiting my site, hope that it will not the last time to check my blogs. Thank you for being with me in a way of sympathy whenever reading my site.

paid and post

2008-06-10T14:17:00.006+08:00

I always want to make money online through this blog of mine. So when I heard that there are sites that are paying for a post, I have searched the net and try to sign up of them all. There is this one site where all blogger were talking about and so I tried payperpost to make prove of those that they were saying. Unfortunately, I don't write often to my blogs and it was too young to be approved so I waited after 3 months. Then after I had the message that I should have 10 posts from the last 30 days, it takes me a week before I absorbed the error and looked for my posts and I found it complete from the past month (10 posts). So I submitted my blog again and the same error that I had and I stop trying making my self believe that it was not true.

After another three months payperpost still bothered me of being rejected and so I tried to write again, I have noticed that most of my articles was advertisements so I make the 10 personal posts and again submitted my url to payperpost after 2 days I have checked my mail, and my blog was been approved. I spread the news to my office mates and really I was happy for this.

Escape Goat

2008-06-06T18:50:00.000+08:00

I have loved him though I know I did not on the first time we met. That I was in love to another person whom like him was already married. With my ex partner I always felt that I am not worthy of him and I never felt or even hear him say how much he loves me. Whenever I was asking him of his feelings for me he will turn it out and will reasoned that "you know it is forbidden". I never thought that I will keep loving him despite of how he looked at me as a person. He always compares me to another person and will try to act as them yet I never won his heart and will never be.

Now with this relationship that I had, I felt that I am different person, not that I am a mistress of course. It was that he used to make me feel like I am the only woman in his life, though at the back of my head I know there he's wife. I never felt hatred of his family ever but still I can't blame my mind of loving him as if he's mine. I have love him more than my ex-partner, though our love starts without loving each other but accepting one another, how? I don't know it just happened.

People around me...

2008-06-06T16:31:00.000+08:00

When I started to go to church and serve our god I was never connected to my friends around home. Since then I was never been updated of what’s happening in my community, what I only notice since then were the by standers along the streets, and I can’t believe that they are the mothers of the children that I saw crying before we them longing for food to eat and money to buy junk foods. They are all running along the streets without the guidance of their parents. Noticing their bad habit I also observed that they started to stare at every people walking in front of them, judging from head to foot. They also started to talk to other’s personal life.

After resigning to my organization I decided to stay at home since then I started to have a community study. Other problems that I noticed except from the first one was the unwanted pregnancy of my playmates, some cause of innocence and some are curiosity. I really feel bad from what life they have now but what can I do, it’s just happened surprisingly. I remember before everything happens, I hear something, where my playmates mother are talking, they were talking about me! Me? Yes! Me! And their predicted future for me. They say that I’ll get pregnant in my early teen hood and I’ll get family before I graduate.

Now, whenever I saw my playmates and their mother I always remember these scenario. I’m proud that nothing happens to me like what they were expecting to my future, now as I remember that scenes I use to ask my self "how are they related to Nostradamus?".

When loving him is wrong...

2008-06-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

Never had I made any regrets of the relationship that I had for four years (still contented). Knowing that we love each other but we both know this is forbidden we still stand over the crowd and show how we love each.

I still remember during my college days where we can't tell anybody about this relationship, I really had a hard time to make discreet. All my classmates were already convinced that I was our professor's mistress, really I was guilty of that yet I should have not admit it in any how they try. But our eyes speak for ourselves so my classmates kept their mouth shout. I had few trusted friends whom was been with me in all those time and through their help I was able to survive of those criticisms and gossips that I know was hitting directly to us. Now we had it for more than four years still stronger yet confusion starts when I felt that I am starting to fall out love.

My new friends in our office were aware of my feelings for him, they were trying to find somebody else for me whom was deserving of my heart and will not hurt me that he will only be mine forever. Unlike this man whom can't offer me marriage and be his wife I still want him after those and rejected those people referred to me. 'Till when this feeling will remain?

Goal 1

2008-06-05T15:31:00.000+08:00

Any one of us sets our mind to reach our goals, in reaching this we used to learn things behind and apply them in our daily tasks and responsibilities. These are the things that I've learned from my training, though not enough for a higher position I know this values will help me a lot. For a not experienced applicant like me this may be used as a weakness but it is the strength for me to motivate your self in a higher responsibility that will be given to you upon succeeding with the position. When I was a child I used to wait all my Mom's task for me and honestly I am still doing the same, but I realized that I should have not rely on this kind of motivation. In my younger days these may still be applicable but in my work though there are persons whose pushing me to do such task that was given, it is still me whose going to work with it or not

In this way I shaped my responsibility as a Tele-service Representative, but I realized that I need not to have someone to hold and told me what to do and where to go. After a year of working with Nucomm I have observed my self not often but I make sure that I have gain enough ideas to make my work better than it was. I used to try other things that might help my work be done in manner way and the faster that I can. I am proud to say that I meet more than that self expectations that I had last year. I was able to look for remedies for other issues that before I used to escalate and now I can complete it. I know that in this position more than self motivation is needed and higher expectations are being imposed, but I trust my ability and capability.

2008-06-05T15:16:00.000+08:00

Being an English major, high expectations are being imposed especially when it comes to written project. In my college days I had troubles with paper works, and I was given the opportunity to handle the research for the whole course. It is really hard to check some body's work if you alone don't know what you are doing and so I seek help from friends, but I found it more complicated and one thing projects too is my business in my college days. Yes! I am an English major and both our opinions are contradicted (sometimes most of their opinions are not convincing). These project lets me finish my studies, but what if all ideas are already used and need to have knew things to serve my fellow students a quality work that will give them not that great but better than they can have.So looking for someone trusted I tried on the net, read creative writing and other relevant on the matter but only spelling and grammar corrections are available and it really takes time for me to research, also I'm losing much for such to understand and implement the said learning's into my papers so I tried reading some articles just to give me idea regarding the said projects College Essay Topic and Admission Essays, College Application which is based on a real cases and study. You're thinking far from my subject right! No its not, I'm for the cases that have been studied for me to think more ideas. I am looking too, in the grammar and punctuation to apply on such paper works. Yes this really helps me a lot and more than help when it refers me a site. Somehow these such sacrifices for all this project results a good perception to my professor but I need better one, things that from my idea and not copied or was been read and revised from the net. I need something that will provide me things and will improve my ideas regarding my project. Surfing the net really helps, I look for things or site that is connected to writing paper projects which is not expensive and can afford by the students, easy to understand and will not pressure you to to do and create a real paper works and then I had this site that helps me so much. So this gives me A+ for my project thanks for sites such this , students start to surf!!! 'Till today that I am working I am using the said site for I have blogs that I need to review and make my clients satisfy with the articles that I am posing... so guys this is not for students (sad to say academic subjects are being teach in school but we need not to get there we can have it here!!!).

It's a miracle, No father all is just prayer...

2008-06-05T15:09:00.000+08:00

Have you heard of the miracles of Fr. Fernando Suarez, well one of the popular was the pregnant Vicky Moralez of GMA-7. She's married for seven years and never had a child, maybe due to busy work as a broadcaster/reporter. Fr. Fernando was popular in his healing miracles, I have watched his masses on Tele-vision and there are huge number of people most were unlucky to be blessed and forgot that they've been there. Thousands were healed and got answered to their prayers, and one of them was the husband of Ms. Vicky. I don't know if he really planed to get on Father Suarez's healing session but he was anle to be blessed regarding the matter and the priest said she'll be pregnant soon.

After 7 weeks Visky got pregnant and from the ultra sound result it was twins. Speaking of ultra sound I just know that there are several kinds or types or whatever they call it (I am not a med student or never get to an ultrasound tech school so...) but you can now see the figure of your baby, his face whole body. This was told by my cousin whom had a boyfriend from ultrasound technician school. Well he's really not a ultrasound tech but he have learned a lot from that place, I forgot his course but at least he have shared his idea.

knowing who your friends really are...

2008-06-05T14:55:00.000+08:00

Really it is hard to find a real person whom will care for you. harder than finding a real friend. You can have your friend, best friend and closest friend but you can never find anyone such true friend. I've been alone since I had a quarrel with a true friend of mine in college. It's been 3 three years and then and can't find anyone like her 'till now. I have tried looking for such and thought that they'll be true to me. I've been honest and loyal to them same as faithful, but I never thought everything changes for any reason.

i have met this lady in our office, she's also alone like me and we've found friendship between as the day goes, by that time I am having a fight with another colleagues in the same office another friend to whom I committed mistake of opening personal things belongs to her. Well I admitted things that I have done wrong yet she and some of her friends judges me to the bottom of the earth. So I had this new friend that I count on in this time of distress. Knowing she'll be with me I have been comforted and confident that she'll be my friend forever.

Trusting this way I have opened my self to her all sorrows and happiness that I had in life and the most important thing in my life of being a mistress of course normally she reacted same as the way you act while reading these lines.

As opportunity comes my way in our fast faced office I have grab the time of applying for a position, knowing that she will stay with me. So the time goes that I become busy of reviewing things as preparation for the position I am longing. In time before she bid for a long time vacation and three weeks before she had hard time of having her ticket reservation. She asked if I could help of course I said yes but it'll come tomorrow after lunch, yet she needs the assistance tomorrow before lunch and it all started there. i don't what cause her to get far from me. Having such predictions in my mind looking for reasons why she's doing such to me, I've found lines telling me "a friend whom never tells you what's wrong after her leaving you is not a friend but an enemy in the eye of envy" I never found this lines again ever and 'till now i am looking for reasons why does this happened to this kind of relationship.

You? 'Till when can your friends be a friend to you?

Leaving the life of a mistress behind...

2008-05-25T20:00:00.000+08:00

I got confused these days that I was starting to prepare my self of leaving the life that I had behind. It's not that the magic of love was not around anymore, but learning that you will not remain forever in this situation. I haven't found somebody else to replace "him" but I am not closing my heart for a relation opportunity. I know "he" will not hinder intentions to a good relationship. This confusion made me realized if a time come that somebody asked me of courtship. Reasons mentioned have made me decide of setting up rules.

I want him to meet my family, a broken life with my mom and dad separated since I was a child. Living with my Aunty (half sister of my father) whom raised me up to this age.
Meeting my siblings from my mother side and their life after long time of living with their partners (tragic so I set up my mind that guys are bad except of my dad and the partner that I had).
People around me such as close friends, organization, community and work environment.
Last would be my partner whom I holding with up to now. My life as a mistress and letting him know personally of what kind of mistress I am, and of course I want him to learn that my partner never treated me bad as those people whom hurt me and people around me up to now.
I want him to know how thankful am I having this people and environment made me a strong person right now.

Then after all this was settled I will asked him if he will still pursue courting me...