tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5781722.post-1167318355654677362006-12-28T07:47:00.000-07:002006-12-28T08:05:55.676-07:00since my last post, I threw a party, doe eyes and current beau showed up, another crush (10 years) is there, I juggle both crushes, doe eyes and current beau leave and got into a fight regarding me, she returns to the party crying and upset, I walk her home, we go into an empty house neighbors house, the moment happens, 10 year crush calls me, I explain to current crush that I gave my word that I would return so I'm leaving, she balks, I kiss her quickly, I leave her in the house alone with her thoughts, I return to ten year crush and reap the rewards.<br /><br />The day after christmass, doe eyes calls me and we talk for two hours, she says "this is dangerous" and and then she asks me the ace, "why would you want a girl that would cheat on her boyfriend". I'm smiling and speechless. She is the first girl to ever ask me that question and she is in teh right position, with all the power because ultimately I want to be her boyfriend, I want to snort in her neck and smell her feet. I want to experience her and crawl inside her head with my flashlight and go adventuring.<br /><br />why did the chicken cross the road?Mulkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08632908844437963858noreply@blogger.com