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im bored. so i did this.

2009-11-09T00:31:00.000+08:00

i mean. i definitely do this hottie.

Boredom -LESS sedikuit! :) Reza, come IF U SEEK AMY tonight!~

2009-11-06T02:55:00.000+08:00

bosan kurang skit minggu ni

sbb dua hati back to back di accompanied by my bff, Daria

best

puas.

semalam, kuar dinner

murni

b4 that, tibe2 daria teringin makan brownies (famous dikalangan melayu, kalau kat Secret Recipe)

yes, kat secret recipe

talk about life after study

work life

how to earn money and all.

then, personal problem suma

adalah isunya

tapi like i can relate myself to him la

sebab perangai sama

mak dua2 cara laki tanggungjawab ske

cuma beza, my mum keja, mak dia dah tak

so duduk rumah lagi la byk analyse benda

fikir macam

tu la banyak issues berbangkit

like myself pula, ma keja

tapi i currently duduk rumah

so mengadap juga la tiap2 hari

tapi so far takde pe berapi

then tdo rumah sunway

tgk blog merepek2

cruising on line..huhu (agak bosan sedikit, tapi tak sebosan minggu lepas!)

tdo pukul 7.30pagi.

malam datang amik daria balik from sunway nak ke sunway pyramid

tgk PISAU CUKUR

love it

omg best

i love chic flick

lakonan memang biasa babi

tapi ada my eye candy

REZA MINHAT

did i say i love the movie?

lupa

cakap lagi

LOOOOOVE it

rasa cam nak masturbate bayangkan rezaku sayang

omfg.

balik.

p/s: life as a person include another person. to live your life you need your family and friends. to have a family is blood related and sometimes, just plainly friends equals to family. hidup biasa dikongkong, minda hati dan wang. cinta jadi kesabaran. kasih sayang jadi pertahanan. be strong. i've been there in that position, but still, ur life is different daria. i have no idea. but still, im willing to be there when u need me. heck, all of ur BFF gonna be there. :) peace y'all!

GLAM-O-LICIOUS!

2009-10-29T03:12:00.001+08:00

I heart u, GLAM!

I heart u, Wirda!

I heart u, GLAM!

Making love with GLAM!

orgasmic!

energetic!

chic!

i wanna be a socialite!

& my dream is beginning to fold into a reality!

Y E S!

Bosan

2009-10-23T17:22:00.000+08:00

In cop meeting!

babibabibabibabibabibabibabi!!!!

2009-10-21T13:52:00.000+08:00

sial!!!! beyonce postponed. n how well we know what postponement means? (hope its not like the stupid Rihanna concert but like Akon's!)

Oh, how i hate living in Malaysia right now!!!

makan sedap

tempat selamat

cuaca walaupun panas fucker

tapi xde natural disaster

satu je takde

B E Y O N C E

nak suruh mak diam jilat ticket aku ke?

sial

sialan

sialan kau!

emo nihhh!!!!! O M F G!!!!

gadoh! & either right or wrong, why now???

2009-10-19T19:16:00.000+08:00

haha.. gadoh benda yang biasa dalam kawan

gadoh ada dua cabang

gadoh sebab sikap

or sebab lelaki (motif?)

saya gadoh dengan ello

pasal my problem

which is also ello's

jadi kena settle

face to face

takyah nak tunggu berminggu2 baru nak emo2 tibe2

takut berlarutan

bak kata ello, "she was ur friend for 3 years, jangan samakan dgn saya yang 3 bulan"

betul. kalau 3 years supposedly lagi faham

its ok, im sorry ello

ill be more cautious with wht im saying after this

u too, have to be more open and straight to the point

jangan pendam

then, malas nak layan

ignore me for no reason

so, sekarang dah ok.

and i got to know the real reason kononnya kenapa mereka gadoh dgn saya

katanya "kitorang tak nak izzat rasa dia je betul"

fyi, ikut kenapa?

if im wrong, tell me

i told u earlier

no secret between us

kenapa tiba2 3 years punya benda yang memang my custom kepada semua orang

tibe2 jadi salah.

dulu betul?

ala2 cam main tukar2 plak

thank god this is not exam

klu tak, no change of answer.

gosh, n i dah stop talking about this for quite sometimes, 2 months since the last.

tibe2 ada lagi benda.

urghh!

im trying to move on.

so, if u REALLY have a problem or unsettled PROBLEM,

bagitau je

why kena bagitau orang lain

luah2 perasaan

n trying to bring this stuffs up bila ada chance.

urghh!

p/s: to ello: haaa, tu la, kita nak gadoh sangat, padan muka kita berdua. it almost cost our newly grown friendship..haha.

Aku Mau Lebeyyy besar! :P (no idea what to titled this post!)

2009-10-19T19:01:00.005+08:00

well, im stuck in the library.

waiting for my lawsoc meeting later @ 8

nak keluar cam jam fucker

so, lepak la library.

i just got to know i have to pass up my assignment jumaat ni.

shit, tak ingat langsung kena hantar this week

i mean, i realized kena buat, tapi ingat hantar next week.

i have a freaking great plan this week!! wheeee!!!

malam ni siapkan hal2 study trip + read up about company law which i dah ponteng like 5 times

matiii!!!

then start on assignment (yeeelaaaa tuuu :P)

tomorrow, nak gi HEP settlekan, again, pasal study trip

then wednesday, Lawsoc GenMeeting

so far dah siapkan budget LCC and orientation week.

tggu buka puasa, mock trial and CAW je.

then, check this out:

KHAMIS - CLUBBING

JUMAAT - CLUBBING

SABTU - Party Eh!

AHAD - BEYONCE

huhuhu...gila hedonistic budak ni :P

but im enjoying it.

my exam would be on 16 november

THAT too, have to be considered (considered palotak ko! u have to buck up, moron!)

so far, till now, no idea what to do..

still finding out what to write about. n im gonna talk about my first ever fight with ello.

next postlah! ni dah panjang ni! toodles~

Ello, Si Kucing Beranak!

2009-10-05T04:20:00.001+08:00

i am bored.

baru pulang dari Harun & A&W with ello

nak ajak mah tapi dia ada class

i love hanging out with ello

best.

he just like one of my best friends.

ada sorang bff saya cakap, " bagusla ello ada. at least ko x sorg2 and jadi loner."

this post is dedicated to ello.

thanks to u.

i got thru a lot of things.

even kalau kita gaduh ke in future (i hope not!!!), u can always look back to this post.

thanks for supporting me

thanks for accepting my apology at the very beginning of our friendship.

thanks for making me happy.

thanks for introducing me to wonderful peoples like nedo, eyha, amy etc. (i tak list tak bermaksud u r not wonderful, whoever u are..its just tak ingat..all these peeps baru jumpa pasal COP, so ingt :) except for nedo, of course! ;))

u r a good friend.

a really good friend.

can't wait to gaduh dgn awak, dan baik semula.

"coz friendship stands behind a block of obstacles. once u break through it, u gottta rebuild it back."

Putet Kanmani.

nite.toodles.tomorrow's gonna be a goodday!

p/s: perut awal macam kucing beranak. badan slim, perut haktooooom!!! :P and to is, buah hati pengarang jantung ello, dont worry. this post is harmless ;)

Ramadhan : Start of with a tragedy and end with grace & blissfully :)

2009-09-16T17:08:00.001+08:00

saya akan rindu ramadhan :(

sedih & pilu

lot of things happened time bulan mulia ini

orang kata, if hendak tengok rupa orang sebenar, tengok bulan ini

tak ada syaitan menghasut, hanya nafsu mengusut

awal ramadhan sesuatu terjadi

saya ada gaduh dengan rakan2 saya

mereka sentap bila saya kata mereka kawan biasa

saya katakan sekali lagi, yes, semua kawan saya ada dua kategori

best friend & friend

best friend saya hanya mah, ass, mona & lidah

mungkin farah juga

tapi lepas dia ceritakan perkara2 yang saya ceritakan pada dia kepada wina & fendy

saya tak pasti

mungkin ada hikmahnya

tapi saya menunggu

cahaya hikmah tak datang lagi

saya akan rindu ramadhan

dengan bazaar, buka bersama rakan2

ke melaka (fun fun fun!)

umur bukan pengukur persahabatan

keserasian dan kepercayaan penentu garis kerukunan hubungan

bulan ramadhan ini juga, saya jumpa kawan sekepala saya

my new good friend (~~belum best friend lagi~~ :))

ello

kepala sama

otak sama

i hope we can be a good friend

dan saya cakap to awak

kita akan gaduh

sebab dalam persahabatan, kita akan gaduh

tapi saya harap kita dapat baik semula

itu lah bulan ini

akan saya rindu RAMADHAN

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

maaf zahir & batin! :)

p/s: saya baru habis settle gaduh dgn imran :) salah faham yang disalaherti. kami dah ok (i hope). i care for you and i love u my lil imran. mutual understanding is needed. kami gaduh, then baik. so, its a good start for a beautiful friendship.

p/ss: ello, kita selalu dah gaduh. :P samapai nedo takut! btw ello, KAU RASA NI KELAKAR KE??!! :P

xoxo

Top of The World

2009-09-06T08:33:00.001+08:00

Malacca trip was fun. u know.

lots of people are saying, "izzat sekarang asyik hangout dengan juniors."

here's an eye opener. never i put a friend of mine to be on the requirement that they have to be seniors, same age or juniors.

after all, who determine junior status?

faculty?

university?

i choose to oppose such tradition.

i have friends older than i am. seniors? i choose to call them friends. just plain friends, no senior friend.

so, conformity to such tradition is like a disgrace to friendship.

no.

no way.

still, have fun in Malacca.

love to have a road trip n a walk around places.

i choose to travel that way.

my feet are walking and my eyes r seeing.

loving every minutes of it.

and notice our matching bracelet? so fetch! :)

p/s: when my BFFE want to do it? lets do it guys. again! after our trip to PD, Cherating, i want more! :) lets plan ahead.

LAURA LING AND EUNA LEE MAKE FIRST STATEMENT REGARDING EVENTS LEADING TO CAPTURE

2009-09-03T05:54:00.000+08:00

Hostages in the Hermit Kingdom

While covering human trafficking between North Korea and China, two American journalists wound up becoming the story.

WE ARRIVED AT the frozen river separating China and North Korea at 5 o'clock on the morning of March 17. The air was crisp and still, and there was no one else in sight. As the sun appeared over the horizon, our guide stepped onto the ice. We followed him.

We had traveled to the area to document a grim story of human trafficking for Current TV. During the previous week, we had met and interviewed several North Korean defectors, women who had fled poverty and repression in their homeland, only to find themselves living in a bleak limbo in China. Some had, out of desperation, found work in the online sex industry; others had been forced into arranged marriages. Now our guide, a Korean Chinese man who often worked for foreign journalists, had brought us to the Tumen River to document a well-used trafficking route and chronicle how the smuggling operations worked.

There were no signs marking the international border, no fences, no barbed wire. But we knew our guide was taking us closer to the North Korean side of the river. As he walked, he began making deep, low hooting sounds, which we assumed was his way of making contact with North Korean border guards he knew. The previous night, he had called his associates in North Korea on a black cellphone he kept for that purpose, trying to arrange an interview for us. He was unsuccessful, but he could, he assured us, show us the no-man's land along the river, where smugglers pay off guards to move human traffic from one country to another.

When we set out, we had no intention of leaving China, but when our guide beckoned for us to follow him beyond the middle of the river, we did, eventually arriving at the riverbank on the North Korean side. He pointed out a small village in the distance where he told us that North Koreans waited in safe houses to be smuggled into China via a well-established network that has escorted tens of thousands across the porous border.

Feeling nervous about where we were, we quickly turned back toward China. Midway across the ice, we heard yelling. We looked back and saw two North Korean soldiers with rifles running toward us. Instinctively, we ran.

We were firmly back inside China when the soldiers apprehended us. Producer Mitch Koss and our guide were both able to outrun the border guards. We were not. We tried with all our might to cling to bushes, ground, anything that would keep us on Chinese soil, but we were no match for the determined soldiers. They violently dragged us back across the ice to North Korea and marched us to a nearby army base, where we were detained. Over the next 140 days, we were moved to Pyongyang, isolated from one another, repeatedly interrogated and eventually put on trial and sentenced to 12 years of hard labor.

DURING OUR TIME in captivity, and in the weeks since we returned, there has been speculation about what we were doing in that part of the world and about what happened on the morning of the 17th. After arriving home, we were disoriented, overwhelmed and not ready to talk about the experience. There are things that are still too painful to revisit, but we do want to explain what took us to northeastern China and the circumstances of our arrest.

Our motivations for covering this story were many. First and foremost, we believe that journalists have a responsibility to shine light in dark places, to give voice to those who are too often silenced and ignored. One of us, Euna, is a devout Christian whose faith infused her interest in the story. The other, Laura, has reported on the exploitation of women around the world for years. We wanted to raise awareness about the harsh reality facing these North Korean defectors who, because of their illegal status in China, live in terror of being sent back to their homeland.

In researching the story, we sought help from several activists and missionaries who operate in the region. Our main contact was the Seoul-based Rev. Chun Ki-won, a well-known figure in the world of North Korean defectors. Chun and his network have helped smuggle hundreds of North Koreans out of China and into countries -- including the U.S. -- where they can start new lives. He introduced us to our guide and gave us a cellphone to use in China, telephone numbers to reach his associates and specific instructions on how to contact them. We carefully followed his directions so as to not endanger anyone in this underground world.

Because these defectors live in fear of being repatriated to North Korea, we took extreme caution to ensure that the people we interviewed and their locations were not identifiable. We met with defectors away from their actual places of work or residence. We avoided filming the faces of defectors so as not to reveal their identities. The exception was one woman who allowed us to film her profile.

Most of the North Koreans we spoke with said they were fleeing poverty and food shortages. One girl in her early 20s said she had been told she could find work in the computer industry in China. After being smuggled across the Tumen River, she found herself working with computers, but not in the way she had expected. She became one of a growing number of North Korean women who are being used as Internet sex workers, undressing for online clients on streaming video. Some defectors appeared more nervous about being interviewed than others. But they all agreed that their lives in China, while stark, were better than what they had left behind in North Korea.

We also visited a foster home run by a pastor who worked for Rev. Chun. The home housed six children born to North Korean women who were forced into marriage in China. The mothers had either been repatriated to North Korea or had abandoned their families. Because the children have Chinese fathers, it is unlikely they will be deported to North Korea. The foster home provides them with decent conditions, an education and hope for a better life.

In the days before our capture, our guide had seemed cautious and responsible; he was as concerned as we were about protecting our interview subjects and not taking unnecessary risks. That is in part why we made the decision to follow him across the river.

We didn't spend more than a minute on North Korean soil before turning back, but it is a minute we deeply regret. To this day, we still don't know if we were lured into a trap. In retrospect, the guide behaved oddly, changing our starting point on the river at the last moment and donning a Chinese police overcoat for the crossing, measures we assumed were security precautions. But it was ultimately our decision to follow him, and we continue to pay for that decision today with dark memories of our captivity.

AFTER WE WERE detained, the two of us made every effort to limit the repercussions of our arrest. In the early days of our confinement, before we were taken to Pyongyang, we were left for a very brief time with our belongings. With guards right outside the room, we furtively destroyed evidence in our possession by swallowing notes and damaging videotapes. During rigorous, daily interrogation sessions, we took care to protect our sources and interview subjects. We were also extremely careful not to reveal the names of our Chinese and Korean contacts, including Pastor Chun. People had put their lives at risk by sharing their stories, and we were determined to do everything in our power to safeguard them.

Our families and colleagues back home maintained total silence about our work for two full months, both to minimize the potential impact on sensitive underground work in China and to protect us. We were surprised to learn that Chun spoke with reporters publicly in the immediate aftermath of our arrest. Among other things, Chun claimed that he had warned us not to go to the river. In fact, he was well aware of our plans because he had been communicating with us throughout our time in China, and he never suggested we shouldn't go. Chun's public statements prompted members of our families to speak directly with him in Korean, pleading with him to refrain from any further comment that might jeopardize our situation and those of relief organizations working along the border.

After spending nearly five months in captivity, we were relieved to be granted amnesty by the North Korean government. We continue to cope with tremendous mental and emotional anguish, but we feel incredibly fortunate to be free and reunited with our families. We are forever indebted to the United States government, particularly to President Obama and Secretary of State Hillary Rodham Clinton, to former Vice President Al Gore and our colleagues at Current TV, to Swedish Ambassador Mats Foyer, and to former President Clinton and his team for taking on this private humanitarian mission.

WE can't adequately express the emotions surrounding our release. One moment, we were preparing to be sent to a labor camp, fearing that we would disappear and never be heard from again; the next we were escorted into a room with President Clinton, who greeted us and told us we were going home. We are grateful to the many journalists who kept our story alive. We are humbled by the tens of thousands of people who supported us, prayed for us and fought for our release.

At the same time, though, we do not want our story to overshadow the critical plight of these desperate defectors.

Since our release, we have become aware that the situation along the China-North Korea border has become even more challenging for aid groups and that many defectors are going deeper underground. We regret if any of our actions, including the high-profile nature of our confinement, has led to increased scrutiny of activists and North Koreans living along the border. The activists' work is inspiring, courageous and crucial.

Many people have asked about our strength to endure such hardships and uncertainty. But our experiences pale when compared to the hardship facing so many people living in North Korea or as illegal immigrants in China.

The outcome of our three-day trial was never in doubt. In the end, we were convicted and sentenced to two years for trespassing and 10 years for "hostile acts." What did we do that was hostile? We tried to tell the story of repression and desperation in North Korea. It's not surprising, given the North Korean government's desire to silence any form of dissent, that the more extreme portion of the sentence was issued not for trespassing but for our work as journalists. Totalitarian regimes the world over are terrified of exposure.

We know that people would like to hear more about our experience in captivity. But what we have shared here is all we are prepared to talk about -- the psychological wounds of imprisonment are slow to heal. Instead, we would rather redirect this interest to the story we went to report on, a story about despairing North Korean defectors who flee to China only to find themselves living a different kind of horror. We hope that now, more than ever, the plight of these people and of the aid groups helping them are not forgotten.

LAURA LING is a correspondent for Current TV and vice president of its Vanguard Journalism unit. EUNA LEE is a producer and editor for Current's Vanguard series. To see more of their work, go to current.com/vanguard.

taken from http://current.com/sl/laura_ling.htm

LVOE is in the air~

2009-09-01T04:06:00.000+08:00

thanks guys for the birthday celebration @ the apartment! loving every second of it!!!! xoxo.

senyum.

2009-08-26T17:40:00.005+08:00

saya senyum

bukan untuk tutup kesedihan

tapi untuk ketenangan

saya sekarang aman

saya sedar rakan dan lawan

sekarang saya dengan sendiri

dengan rakan

yang buat saya tersenyum

saya at peace

thank god

for this blinding real

ization

i love ramadhan

make a whole new me

alhamdulillah

i love my remaining friends.

SO MUCH.

K.E.L.I.R.U. dengan apa? siapa?

2009-08-22T18:37:00.005+08:00

aku keliru

kau keliru

mereka keliru

kenapa selalu aku dikelirukan?

orang yang keliru selalunya cakap benda yang mengelirukan

kata-kata yang terasing dari kebenaran sememangnya mengelirukan!

perasaan kau yang aku perasan bukan perasaan yang kau katakan

itu keliru

bukan perasaan cemburu...tetapi marah dan meluat

persoalan aku: perasaan marah+meluat=?

bagi aku

yang bukan ilmuwan bahasa

bukan penata psikologi

tetapi berdiri atas nama manusia biasa

norma orang normal

pemikiran rasional

aku jawab jawapan dengan apa aku katakan tadi

aku tak keliru kepada diri aku

tetapi aku keliru kenapa aku dikelirukan oleh orang-orang yang sememangnya keliru

dengan perasaan mereka

kepercayaan mereka

pemikiran mereka

kalaulah ini dikatakan persahabatan

maka mungkin reduan, afif, syafiq dan faiz bukan sahabatku

mungkin sesiapa yang mengelirukan jalan lurus aku

itulah sahabat

sahabat mungkin sama dengan pendeta yang membawa dakyah keliru

menyesatkan hati dan perasaan

menghilangkan kewarasan pemikiran

aku keliru

kau keliru

mereka keliru

tetapi aku keliru kenapa kau mengelirukan mereka?

itu keliru aku.

p/s: tetapi, aku tak keliru yang sahabat aku tetap reduan, afif, syafiq dan faiz. mungkin juga kawan yang baru aku kenal sebenarnya sahabat aku. siapa tahu? aku tak tahu? tapi aku tetap mahu berkawan!

In Denial Inside Of Themselves I.D.I.O.T.~

2009-08-16T21:56:00.005+08:00

am i mad?

ke piss off?

nooo, not at all!

aku dah malas nak layan

semua salah aku

kau memang saja cari salah aku

give peoples all sorts of reason

which actually falls back to one conclusion

aku tahu sebab sebenar!

kami tahu

kita tahu

mereka tahu

semua orang rasanya tahu

marah biar bersebab

jangan marah kerana mencari sebab

jadikan aku dengan best friend aku ayam laga

bergaduh sebab kau

settle kan terus

straight to the point

baru kau puas

aku puas

semua orang puas

p/s: peribahasa hari ini : siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedas!

Am i fragile?

2009-07-28T00:14:00.004+08:00

fikir...

masih fikir...

am i too fragile?

terlampau sayang kawan?

terlampau senang terasa hati?

sekarang

rasa bersalah

sangat bersalah

kepada mr 'it's-very-rude-to-selongkar-bag-org'

maafkan saya

kerana menghina anda

mungkin jika tidak begini,

no pressure

decision akan berlainan, betul tak?

namun, tetap...

dia tidak mengaku saya kawan

hanya connection & networking katanya

never be a friend

serabut

sangat serabut

terlalu serabut

terlampau serabut

kerana perkara ini...

sigh~

Word of my life...for now...

2009-07-22T23:53:00.000+08:00

un⋅der⋅per⋅form -verb (used with object), verb (used without object)

to perform less well than (another of its kind, a general average, etc.) or less well than expected

Origin:

UNDER- + PERFORM

Related forms:

un⋅der⋅per⋅for⋅mance, noun

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how come i can never get what i want? it's always like that now. but it wasn't like that. am i past my prime? or is there something wrong? is it just me? or is it something else? even i can't answer that question.

if i were to look on the bright side, i'll say "well at least i didn't fail." but that's not what i want. passing is what i call easy peasy.

set aside my repeated underperformances.

it's the underlying reason that really matters.

how am i gonna qualify for exchange if this shit keeps happening? and it's abit too late to make anything change now. i just can't sit here for a whole damn year.

i'm just...so so so sorry.

what i feel for the past hours...sigh**~

2009-07-18T22:43:00.002+08:00

for now..i am...

a supermodel

malas

penat

berpeluh-peluh jadi model

hish!

rindu ramai orang

seniors

sebab lepas chat dgn wani n zuhair

thank god i knew them b4 we were parted

sayang sangat if x sempat kenal

rindu rakan2 jua

want to hang out

tap nasib malang

hanya ditemani tugas PIL pemberian 'ikhlas' Mary G

aku semakin menyukai seseorang

semakin merindui

macam mana ni

dah janji xnak fikir love life

nak hidup bebas cinta

well, harap dapat get over it...

can you get what i am trying to say if my ENGLASIAS sucks??!! don't cha freakin lie, i know u can!!!

2009-06-26T23:13:00.005+08:00

ok, when im pissed off, i shit about it here.

why am i pissed off?

lets see..hhmm, firstly, never in my life someone told me, "ur points are all there, is just i cannot understand it (nak cakap english aku cam hansuang la sebenarnya..!)

when i fikir back, come on la..if u cannot understand, how can u knw i have points?(magic ke? tak pun ala2 boleh detect cam google??) pelik kan? n bukan i wanna say that my english is good...so far, everyone can understand it..unless i speak like sooo..gedik2 american girl..huhu..tu maybe susah nak faham..??

pelik tak? i rasa pelik..n usually, if u got points org bg markah..ni ada points katanyee(dia kata ok!) tp dia x bg markah??

then, ada seekor gambang bogus binatang ni..tengah ak dok emo2..tiba2 dia cakap, "ntah2 macam dalam pyschology dulu..kt punya salah, kt salahkan org!" terus, sappp! darah mak hayam menggelegak di kepala!! ayoo..mulott..longkang sangat..

then, dgn sinisnya ak replied(sinis aka bercampur baus dengan carasan, cacimakian dan kutukan!), "eh hello(the language had been cleaned up a bit for the purpose untuk kefahaman bloggeroted!), ak tau la pyschology macam tu, ak dapat A jg! tapi, kalau dah terang2 if im meeting him, he ignore me, n then cakap boleh appeal tapi tiba2 cakap kita xnak produce org x boleh command english..jawabnya nak bagi ke tak? dah la ditukarnya advisor ak..sah2 la xnak n malas nak layan ak kan??(ayat masih dibersihkan dgn carasan n kutukan..haaa, rasaakan!) maybe ak bodoh ke apa..tp, kenapa alasan macam bukan alasan yang munasabah? or in law man term..reasonable man punya excuse..tp excuse macam saja2 nak kenakan ak??!!"

trus dia diam menggeletar dgn muka senyuman puki!

so...i really piss off...tapi, for what's worth..i believe in myself..my friends believe in me and most of all, my mama believe in mee..thats wht most important...kata my mama,

"some people find happiness in some people's failure"(mak ak dah keluarkan lagi kata2 azimat lecturer dia time kat cambridge dulu..ntah emma ape ntah...emma watson ala2 model burberry kot! nyeahh!!!)

so, im getting ready..for 3rd years..with bigger responsibility..not only as a 3rd year law student tapi as one of the executive council of law society and as director of mock trial and study trip. some more as a member of community outreach programme(org biasa yg melakukan kerja luar biasa..kenapa? sebab kerja yang tak dibayar!!! so rasa bangga buat kerja COP ni!) and most of all...as a flamboyant and diva of law faculty..some seniors tagged me as the MASCOT!.. one in a million...(rindu dgn seniors..huhu..tp go on, LASSIE, grab ur dream and hold in in ur future hand! - taken from cerita anjuing Lassie)

ok..thats all..nak tengok cerita betina long khong jap...huhu..toddles~~

p/s: to sesiapa yang membaca blog aku, come on la..if u cant accept wht i said here..or kepada sesiapa yang mulut cam loji kumbahan kat station taman melati punya lrt tu..dont read la...delete from your link..pls..jangan nak memusnahkan kebahagiaan orang lain kerana personal vendetta..be professional...jangan mengadu domba(what the fuck is domba anyway?? oh yeah, the fuck of u!!)

gue bilangin ya..kalo lo ngak pantes ama apa2 yang gue bisa ngomonging di sini..shoosh off!!!get lost or die trying!!!

Seven Blunders of the World - Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi aka Mahatma Gandhi

2009-06-23T05:45:00.004+08:00

The Seven Blunders of the World is a list that Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi gave to his grandson Arun Gandhi, written on a piece of paper, on their final day together, not too long before his assassination. The seven blunders are:

Wealth without work
Pleasure without conscience
Knowledge without character
Commerce without morality
Science without humanity
Worship without sacrifice
Politics without principle

PO!NTLESS NIGHT?!!

2009-06-23T02:33:00.004+08:00

i just woke up in the middle of the night..well, more like morningla...its 2.33am..i slept from 6.00pm after i went back from the faculty..damn effing tired..sigh~kantoi maghrib n isyak..huhu..(not that im proud of it!)

i just gotta to pull myself up..nak study for vaiva(i wonder betul ke tidak the spelling..well, WHATEVE!) but it seems to me...i dont know where to start...i kept flipping on all pages...in my mind...i believe that, "ak dah ingat yang part ni..hmm" but u see, IF i did remember it..how can i get a sucky reslut!(tertulis reSLUT plak..supposedly reSLUT!oopss, silap :P result!) unless...there r some external reason...which i dare not to speak about..takut nnt KETAHUAN by MATTA susah plak...FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION KATENYEEEE...hmm, more like ISA aka IKUT SUKA AWAK!

well, buckling up...nak pi makan sat..as i broke off, xde org nak teman makan..so pegi makan sorg2..huhu, no mood pun nak hang out...MALAS nak layan orang..biasala..tidur lama fucker...sure emotionally unstable..karang emo2..keluar roh2 mak hayam...susah, pecah lobang..haha...

btw, i think law society exec council macam dah ada chemistry..i believe i can work with any of the high comm..u knw, when u got the flow..u wont be blown off! so, we can work..

as FENDY said, "which I STILL DONT AGREE!"

THE WILL TO FUCKING DO, THE DAMNED SOUL TO DARE(ini version hardcore punya..huahuahua!)

I pray...

2009-05-28T23:01:00.000+08:00

semoga my appeal been considered..plssss!!!!

Nak shopping!

2009-05-25T19:21:00.002+08:00

haha..its been a while since i got to shop..fuhh..what a relief!!! sgt2..but to tell u the truth..my main problem of shopping is..i can't really shop..i mean literally! i have no idea whats the right price n all..thats y bila i shop..suddenly duit dah habis (macam smlm :P) huhu..main ambik je..lagi2 kalu rintang (bak kata normah) dgn credit card..huhu...tp there's a price i have to pay la..tho not in monetary term, tp study (which memang, klu kira dari dulu, bertimbun hutang).

kadang2, i like to walk alone...jalan sorg2 kt kl..haha..tp naik keta la pg kl..kadang stop kat sogo..or parking keling burok kat blkg minerva besar godang tu..then jalan2 tangkap gambar..n senyum sorg2..yess!!! senyum..smile is the best thing that people can made..i mean, if u smile, org akan tgk kita pun senyum (ada jg yg buat muka pelik) tak kesahla dia senyum coz he/she thinks u r loco ke ape...asalkan senyum...

lalu kamdar..haha suka kamdar..coz lots of kain..n thinking how ami gonna wear for british invasion...yg penting..harusssss invade dgn fashion va-va voom the vasss!! (Ayooo, statement mak hayam, kannnn..)

so, saje, sgt happy..dapat escapade..but ill be back with my life..dgn study trip...mock trial yg skrip x siap2 (if baca blog ni ecah, tolong start ;)), n still terlampau blurr on wht should i do during my one more month hols ni...nak study?? tdeekkkkk!!! :P

toddlelooo~

H.O.R. N ew Y ork

2009-05-24T00:19:00.002+08:00

sooo missing u n wanting u!!!

(my post sounded like winona's!)

bored n tired? + happy?!!

2009-05-19T13:23:00.003+08:00

as opposed to people saying they are bored n tired during hols coz they got nothing much to do..i have plenty much to sake for...haih...for my beloved lawsoc's chores, my devotion to amnesty n devotion to my household..hmm tired!!! but the tiredness may also be contributed by my joyful ride to Cherating..haha..to be exact, kuantan/cherating/pantai balok...hihi..so much fun!! last year pd, this year cherating..probably next year, sarawak rainforest festival (finger cross!!!)

oh well, back to my life i guess..btw, got my Criminal Law result...b-..thank god!! pheww...as long as im not failing..i hail to that!!!

**UPDATE** - i got Land Law result already..its b- too!! yay!! oh god, hopefully more good news to come!!!