tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5399356919126345717.post-26647042289719388242008-06-26T12:24:00.015-04:002008-07-22T12:34:40.564-04:00<div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:lucida grande;" dir="ltr" align="left"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span class="500071316-26062008"><br />I<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">was listening to the endless chatter of mind and could feel how it feels like a me doing the chattering. Then I could feel what it felt like to feel I had control over the chattering or the voice. I watched the belief that I am in control of the voice in my head. How it really feels to feel like there is an "I" who has control.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">The whole me and control is bullshit . Its just another Santa clause! Just another experience taken to be real. This is really a cool thing.</span><br /><br /></span></span></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span class="500071316-26062008" style="font-family:lucida grande;">And then to see that the" I knowing" is bullshit too.<br /><br /></span></span><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:lucida grande;" dir="ltr" align="left"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span class="500071316-26062008">And then to see that this entire post is all just more mind dream stuff.<br /><br /></span></span></div> <div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:lucida grande;" dir="ltr" align="left"><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span></div> <div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:lucida grande;" dir="ltr" align="left"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span class="500071316-26062008">And to see that the mind dream stuff is just more mind dream stuff </span></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span class="500071316-26062008">.....</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span class="500071316-26062008"><br /></span></span></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:lucida grande;font-size:130%;" ><span class="500071316-26062008">A<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">nd I have a front row seat</span></span></span><div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:lucida grande;" dir="ltr" align="left"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span class="500071316-26062008"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">watching</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">the whole thing implode on itself, ......all day long!!!!</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></span></div> <div dir="ltr" align="left"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span class="500071316-26062008" style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span></span><br /></div>J.http://www.blogger.com/profile/15701455338823885299noreply@blogger.com