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then why did you do what you do?

2009-11-08T22:02:00.001+08:00

You don't wana be I.

I saw it in her eyes
When I was sayin' goodbye
That girl, she ain't gonna be alright
'Cause I could tell
She'd be goin' through a livin' hell
And I wouldn't be there by her side

And Lord I felt so bad as I sat and watched her cry
Thinkin' I was movin' on and she was barely gettin' by

Look at what I've done to her
Low at how I made her feel
I gave back her heart, the broken part
She got the wrong end of the deal
And look at what it's done to me
You gotta know it tears me up
I gave it everything I had, and
Lord, it just wasn't enough
And hurtin' her like this seems so wrong
Yeah, look at what I've done to her
Now she's alone

I saw her out last night
And she was havin' a good time
That girl, it looks like she's doin' fine
But then I saw a man
Walk up and take her by the hand
And I, oh God, I almost died

And then it hit me, she didn't really need me
I just sat there for a while, until I finally smiled

Look at what I've done to her
Low at how I made her feel
She's found somebody new
And look who took the time to heal
And look at what it's done to me
You gotta know it tears me up
To have walked away from the love we made
And just leave it in a cloud of dust
And now it's got me thinkin' maybe I was wrong
After all the things I've done to her
Now she's strong

I walked up and said hello
She said, "It's good to see ya
But hey, I've gotta go"

Look at what I've done to her
Low at how I made her feel
She's standin' tall, she's got it all
Got the world at her heels
And look at what it's done to me
Look at how it makes me hurt
If I could go back now
I swear somehow
I'd find a way to make it work

Ain't life funny
Now I'm the one alone
Look at what I've done to me
She's gone

TAGS!

2009-11-01T00:10:00.002+08:00

Hongy : Thanks for keeping my tagboard alive darling :D buttercup saved me but still got abit of cold for now.
chiao : Haha I haven't actually look through the book yet, why did you not like it? Isnt the autor a prof in oxford? (I may be wrong here) I bought the whole set though since they suggested =s
Chai : as you can see, my room is less messy now as compared =/ at least I think it is since the last time you've came over... Seriously theres much space here you know.
fie : Wa chin ho (2weeks before and after your tag) thanks x) although one of my friend thinks the shirt is geeky haha
cheahwen : I didn't realise your tag was even before I got here. BUT at least we've met up! come by again soon :D
wen : where are are you? =/

sugar rush babe

2009-10-31T11:57:00.006+08:00

On Oct 18th, we went China town to give Suang a ''surprise'' one day adavance birthday gathering. (mmyea I did noticed it was a week ago) She wasn't surprised, as usual. She was late, not surprised :D haha but I don't know if I've said this enough, THANKS Suang! For always helping me out, taking me in when I was homeless and always there when I need a shopping buddy :)
It may be late but may ~~love~~ all good things come your way.

Its 4am on Saturday morning, weekends should be the time when I catch up with my sleep but it felt like ages since I last blogged. Since I'm in the mood for it, might as well update a lil bit. I was just looking through all the old pictures in Brunei, the times in MS, The Mount etc and had flashbacks about every little thing while listening to sappy music. What happened to our yesteryears? Now, I'm actually in.. Uni.

It felt like I haven't played the game for a long time, I almost forgot what and how it felt like or even how its being played now.

one that has not been played for a long time.

2009-10-15T05:48:00.003+08:00

She's just amazing and it would be a shame if she's not to be heard. She's probably between 7-8years old at the moment but I can assure you she plays better than any 30years old I know out there.

I got side tracked by this lil girl while reading my lab work for tomorrow. Its freaking me sligtly as I'm a very clumsy person so hopefully all will be fine.
I'm settling down all rigt here so far, other than having to prepare for myself food for every meal I'm not complaining much YET. I do however need to start hitting the gym, I miss playing basketball so much. :(
(this post sounds much more serious than my usual post ???)
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Skyped with my parent just then, it was awesome. I miss them! Although my mum had to wake up at 2 in the morning but its cool. I'm feeling the love =) Currently down with fresher's flu. Nearly 3/4 of the people in lecture were coughing since the beginning of this week.

Mmya.

something new, something real

2009-10-12T06:16:00.009+08:00

Hello readers, seems like I have not update for a loooooong time. Not that it needs any mentioning :) so yea... pictures of thousands word for you to look at. I'll do a proper post soon. (All thanks to chai who inspired me to update this blog haha)

At the aiport, where we all went out seperate ways.

till then, 2010

(Pictures in random orders)

At the neon party at my hall. I don't actually have much pictures with me though.

(haha note the Ts I was wearing was in the first pic too! I seriously need a change of wardrobe)

At Mews with Chai and other IC seniors :D (and Nigel's mum)

And a look of my room.

I swear my arms were gona break when I carried all these book from campus back to my place. Yea, I sorta decided to buy the books. As to whether or not I'll even open it, that we shall wait and see.

Room was messy when photoswere taken, slightly better now :D

Boat party, cruise around river Thames.

Till here then...

jasmine villegas

2009-08-10T13:34:00.010+08:00

Shitson I love her hair and I think she's beeautiful for a 14(??) year old. Last I checked she was 12. Together with Thia Megia(click!!) and Jessica Sanchez, the 3 of them were pretty good for such young girls man. Why did I not get the filipino's blood when I come to singinggg?? WHYYYY???

Life's all right :)

I guess I'm still alive

2009-07-25T00:06:00.005+08:00

Haven't blogged for a million years! Not that anyone has noticed but I've been out most days. I do miss staying at home catching up with myself but whenever I think about doing so it seems like I've already made plans 2weeks ago. Busy doing what? I don't know either, I do know I've been driving with my dad beside me screaming at every turn I made but thats cool, I feel all grown up :D Everytime I said I'll drive, my brother goes 'FML.' I have one or two going 'Yes Chia end my life now' I felt all the love and support, I sure did. Personally, I don't think I'm all THAT bad.

I think I've been to most places I want to and tried most of the food I craved for ever since I got back. My biggest regret however is the whole HK trip thing, I wished I've went. And now theres the whole complication with my ticket blaaah. I've been going for yoga and spinning classes at Groove as well as some random shiz in fitness zone to compensate for all the food intake. As to whether or not its effective, I'll let you be the judge.

I stepped in HuaHo bunut for the first time ever today and it felt like I was in a whole new different country, going 'OMG, I must ask ma/pa to come here again, OMG I want this and that, OMG I'm in heaven on earth' (over liao chia please). I even tried two games in the empty arcade. Sad to see that there weren't as much customers as I thought there will be.

Have I mentioned, Eric Bana is not the Henry I had in mind? Yea I meant to.
Harry Potter was just all right.
Thread of Destiny is... hanging. Cause I've only watched half of it, its abit random for my liking. I mean, who runs to the edge of a tall building and jumps down.... like that?

The new KFC chicken macaroni cheese whatever shiz in Gdg Mall is disappointment, epic failure.

I came across this personality test so I took it (not from facebook please, but it seems like one of those facebook application would have) I can't help but think its a bit true. Or do they say the same about everyone?

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as ou meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education :
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Another end of a chapter

2009-06-23T05:01:00.003+08:00

We just had a boarders party in the college garden, only then I realised I'm leaving the Mount for good. Its been a long-short two years. Especially this year, it went by so quickly that I didn't even realise its the time of the year again. Just last year we had bbq in the garden and just then was my last time.
I am thankful for given this oppurtunity to be here and I'm glad its the Mount that I've ended up in. Despite the fact that internet facilities are rubbish, the member of staff and some of the girls here have made the stay away from home more tolerable and memorable. Not to mention the friends and family whose been giving moral supports all the way from home. :) Couldn't have done it without you guys.

I haven't started packing and I just found out that I do have a lot of stuff laying around, we're only limited to one box and one suitcase. I've got medium and small luggages with about 3-4 china bags. Where did all these come from, I have no idea. I swear they're reproducing themselves. I'll be back again to retrieve these when I get back, by then I seriously need people to come up to York with me. Anyone? I'm shotgunning this person who'll be in Newcastle since he's nearer HAHA... ABUSE LABOUR!
And I can't be bothered to pacckkk! I hate packing, its always a sign of departing just when you've gotten use to the place.

replies

2009-06-22T06:08:00.003+08:00

Thanks for keeping my tagboard half alive while I'm not here to update or reply tags. So the replies will go from the one way back.
The usuals :)

Khal : thanks for the luck with the exam. Hope yours went well too. When will you be back? :) Hope you're all well there enjoying yourself.
Hhui : Huan hui ka? haha miley cirus yo butterfly caterpillar thingamajig. Have a good vacation.
Rue : Thanks rue OCR physics A burrn!!! Ugh, hopefully they'll mark down the boundaries if not no more boxing days for me haha. Hope you're enjoying yourself in Lisbon :) See you in Brunei.
Wana : Thanks =) haha your turn next year.
Shin : Your love blossom2 still have ka? I'll finish off the first one first. Thanks for all the luck and encouragement. I hope the econs papers treated you better than the physics to me. We're done with A levels now man. Can't believe we've gone through all these since primary3. Have a safe journey back home. We'll definitely have lotsa meet up.
CheaHong : Hahah appreciate your texts and messages =D hopefully both of us can pull it through this time. Yea the pictures just didn't show the huge zits on my face. Can play match the dots and draw continents on my face with the pimples man. Siao hormones. See you in a week!
Yan : EHEM. cough* I see (I really don't) ahah. You should attend more chinese lessons so you can start writing yout own emo songs if you get what I mean. ;)
Jances : Thanks Jances!! Haha I hope the worry free holidays would remain that way until result day. Hows the donation thing for yours and minghui's marathon going?
Emz : xie xie ni ai mei li. your birthday is one of the event I'm looking forward to this summer ;) hint*hint* Don't overwork yourself and EAT MORE!

Once again, I really appreciate the luck and that push everyone gave me during this exam period. May you all be bless with nothing but good things :D

I can only be more grateful

2009-06-22T05:37:00.007+08:00

Thats the dress I'm wearing for my strawberry ball from Debut in Debenhams. Obviously the model wore it better than I do and a shorter length but who am I to complain.

It was between that or this French connection dress. What made me made my choice I don't know, but I do know that my flabby arms would not look flattering in this little mini dress.

although this dress is ace too. And its a more young funky looking dress compared to the one before.
But to be honest all dresses look good until I put them on me.
Like bao ba zhang loh.

trilalalalalala....

2009-06-21T20:57:00.006+08:00

Yes, as most have known.. I'm done with A levels!! I have to say its not the easiest exams (duh) Physics was horrible to the core, FurtherMaths turned out all right but thats only 2 out of 6 papers so chances are slim as for Chemistry, the synoptic module is one mean mean paper.

With that aside, its just the result now. I know I complain and whine a lot about my results but lets face the fact, everyone who sat for these papers would know how I feel. So when result day is out and if I don't get into the Uni I wanted to... you get the picture.

I've fed myself with series right after exams and got hooked. Now I'm done with Little Nyonya!!! Nex to come Love blossom. Pack, must pack. Been dress hunting with Dina as well for the strawberry ball for two entire days before we manage to find any decent one. If only one is tall and slim, dresses would not be hard to find. Hmmm....

Other than that, Dina and I volunteered for the local hospice on friday where we stood on the streets waiting for people to offer donations in exchange for a little sunflower pin.
You know how you see people on the road asking for donation with a little bucket, yea found a whole new respect for them. Standing there for about 3hours long, smiling and all isn't as easy as it looks. So do help them by donating. I was quite doubtful at first since but there are actually some good people out there who'll just come up to you or stop and turn to donate even if its not much.
The funny bit is well I'd like to say its not me that made a baby cried. She wanted the whole box but the father took her hands away from the flowers and gave her one. I could actually hear her crying even when she was 2 blocks away.

We had pizza express after that. I didn't have my camera so we're only fooling around with my phone.

Uh-huh, I'm still sane and breathing :)

I shall see you guys in a week and a day.

And on your wedding day, I'll play/record this song for you...

you've smashed the headlights

2009-06-13T06:24:00.002+08:00

Thanks for all the comfort and advices I've been getting :) I guess I know I'm the type of person who needs to talk a lot of sense into myself to make myself feel better but you guys made it easier to do so. I swear its the period that's pushing me to the edges.

While most of the people finished their exams, mine is yet to start. I've only sat for 2 Alvl paper and the rest were practicals and general studies. And the rest all has to be on the same week, 5papers from Monday to Thursday consecutively. Its like your life is in the hands of that very week. Exams are seriously whole loads of rubbish! Grr... You study for almost your whole life and at the end of the day you sit for one bloody exam that might not even have questions that make sense or to do with anything you've read so far. You're screwed if you had a bad day, you're even more screwed if your brain decided to go on holiday. Argh.

Swine Flu, please go play in Mars... Stay away from Earth, stay away from Hong Kong (I am really looking forward to my holiday here), you can come and play when you decided to keep the virus to yourself. Sharing is not always caring. Please and thank you.

2009-06-11T00:57:00.001+08:00

Don't see the point anymore. Guess its goodbye.
Please do tell me theres such thing as miracle.

4 more weekends!

2009-06-04T04:39:00.003+08:00

Hello world, haven't been blogging or replying tags and exams are just excuses I suppose. As most of you will know, I'm a very lazy person who I hate to admit but procrastinates alot. 'I got time, I got time' and then in the end asked 'where did all the time go?'

While some people have started/going to finish their exam mine haven't even started except if you count general studies. Hence revision is going slow. I know I'm gona hate myself later when result doesn't turn out the way I want it cause I've wasted all these time! 2weeks of study leave then 1week half term and here I am now. With those time, some very determined people can even learn the whole syllabus forward and backward. =/ Sigh.

I've finally applied to my accommodation. Picked 4twin ensuite and 1single nonensuite, hopefully I get the ones I want. The prices in london is KERAZEE! Even the price difference as to whether or not you get to shit in your room in peace or share toilets to shit is huge. Gahh... I couldn't decide whether or not to go for single or share it with a total stranger but the cost of it sorta narrowed it down for me. At least I know theres someone to wake me up if I overslept. Fingersandtoescrossed* I guess its nice to know that when I get back from Uni I won't be all alone in the room. I've been having roomates for 2years and sleeping in room all by myself kinda feels... lonely. Please God, let it be nice people :( I'll learn to cook so they'll like me too. Other than meegoreng and rice, I've never actually cooked for myself. Not even boil an egg. I'M SO ASHAMED. Um, how do you tell if an egg is boiled? Even more ashamed now. I've baked cookies though (which ended up looking like cake *laugh at self*)

School hasn't been feeding us well. Anna just came in to our room and asked for food, cause we always have food but not this time! And this time, its EMERGENCY!! I'M HUNGRY!! I'm craving for char siew fried rice. Food in general. Ok I'm whining too much and I can't even cook. *cries out loud*

亲爱的.那不是爱情

2009-06-01T04:50:00.002+08:00

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情

Back in York now :)
18 more days and I'm done with Alevels.
WISH ME LUCK!

another sleepless night

2009-05-28T08:41:00.003+08:00

Can't sleep for some odd reasons, neither can 2 of my other roomie so I'm chatting to Dina on msn when I'm on the upper bunk bed and she's right below me. Technology these days... All you need is just move your fingers.
I guess the whole exams thing is starting to make me really worried, a part from that also my lack of revision. Guess I have nobody to blame. Its nothing to be proud of, I wished I could answer 'Ohyea, I've revised I'm almost done actually' instead of the usual 'nah.. I'm only watching series' How loser can that get huh? For that, I've been keeping myself indoors resisting myself from shopping so that I won't feel guilty for not revising. Hiding myself in the room however is getting me emo other than going out to get food, I hardly step out of Brunei hall man. Half of me can't be bothered to walk/get myself to wherever my destination is and the other half is asking me to study first shop after exams when I have tonnes of free time.

Most of you would probably know the whole ManchU vs Barca match thing already then. Decided to watch it since its the 'important' match throughout these whole competition thing. Missed out the first 15-20mins cause its... football (sorry but my interest in football is still negligible). Only to find out the first goal was within then. Bummer. Sat there for another good *count toes and fingers* minutes to realise that the next goal was in again. The other team in white jersey still with nil. Darn, I was rooting for them.

I really miss playing basketball. Although I know I will never be good at it, I suppose that's one sport that I really liked and still like.

Its one of those time when I feel like I'm stagnant. Waiting for something that I don't even know whether still exist or not to happen. Funny thing is I don't even know what I'm waiting for. I suppose I could say I'm content with what I have. These daily routine fills up my time, whether or not the time is spent in a productive way. I would like it better if it is though. What next when I get bored of these routine? Damnit I'm only nineteen. Shit that rhymed didn't it? I should start liking cats and maybe not be afraid of dogs now, at least they can keep me company.
Anyone heard Miley Cyrus's Butterfly fly away? Its on repeat three times now. Ohgosh?

just smile and shit won't happen

2009-05-27T22:36:00.002+08:00

Someone please press the green button.

h-e-l-p

2009-05-24T05:10:00.003+08:00

I feel so restless being in the room in bhall now. Its so hot and stuffy. I've been munching none stop and now I feel sick.
Dina and I went to Double take studio yesterday thanks to Tyng who recommended us to it. Basically we have our hair and make up done and have a session of photoshoot with 3 different outfits. Like you know those modelling-ish type with different sets and background.
I opted for the natural look with curls/waves... I think I ended looking like someone whose going up for chinese opera. Mou ngan tai. I didn't buy any of those pictures in the end cause if I did, I might end up burning them. It was like a wake up call.
Overall, was a good fun experience.

Met up with Tyng later on the day with Shin and Suang, put 4girls together and you can talk bout this to that and ways to get thinner in less than 2weeks. It was a good catching up session.

Hmmm.. Haven't been in a blogging mood lately. Haven't done anything productive and Shin, my supplier of series has come to rescue me with 2 more series to watch. Wheee...
Work.Work.Work.

If walls have ears and mouths

2009-05-19T06:09:00.004+08:00

then there will be no more nice guy in this world. Nor will there be anyone left alone.
and everyone will be in deep shit.

I've finally finished moonlight resonance, glad thats out of the way. One step closer to revision. Whoopee.

Dina and I went to town this afternoon, it was drizzling so we waited for the sun to shine again before heading out. Few hours later of being in town, it was pouring like mad. I suddenly miss the feeling of being under the rain not having to worry about getting my shirts and pants wet. Can't really remember the last time I was under the rain. Even when its just drizzling, I'd still be covering myself. You know how some people use their hand to cover their heads when even a 5years old know your hands aren't big to cover your entire body anyway. Yea those.
Nah, I had my umbrella ready of course. Next time, next time I'll play under the rain again.

Happy 19th birthday Hoe Lee/Li! (Correct age ka?)
It seems like I'll always remember you three as the 3 boys who sits in front of me during f4/f5. Pretty funny la... Thats when Aaron still has his moodswings and hair wax promoter, Chern the good boy who try to finish homework in class and the anime Yui fan, Faris who liked Khal (LOL! Ok that was a joke).
Time to learn some skillz from Hoe Wai man. His guitar skill is damn right hands down chick magnet! Anyway, all the best and goodluck with your A level! (and me too) Soon be over and then be off to Uni.

These jokes are not funny anymore.

2009-05-16T06:39:00.003+08:00

Damn that Moonlight Resonance (yea I know its ages ago but I've never finished it). Made me cry every episode and I'm only on episode 17, with 33more to go. Those damn old fags. Ugh. If I could strangle them, I will. Stupid bitches. Ok over liao, just a series.

I miss my family.

GASP*

2009-05-15T04:40:00.003+08:00

I just realised Love Blossom is actually in my hard drive, meaning 58episodes of s'pore series calling on me... But no... must.resist. Borrowed The Time Traveler's wife from Annemarie just so I could get away from revision. I'm doing everything but study. Hmmm...
Try harder Chia. Yes Cheahong I will.
Yan, just saw your messages.. should I be worried? Aka's idea some more le.
Internet's having its own mood swing nowadays, it comes when its happy it goes when its not.

I'll be there for you~ (when the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you~
Back to Friends. Study leave is bliss o:)

Slapself*

Kim Bum

2009-05-14T06:01:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DZAF! :)
My other partner when it comes to drooling over BBF/BOF with ChiaYi. Right since you have LeeMinHo printed all over in your new mug (jealous is I) I'll gladly settle for that guy below. Hope you had a wonderful time!

Oh Bummer. I didn't even know where or when or how it started, remember those days when I was a crazy fan of you know who... I think I'm getting that again with this person.Those who has experienced my craziness would, understand. I can be a... scary stalker O_O

It just happened gradually.. been weeks since I last finished watching BBF/BOF and suddenly, this person just cross my mind again and again.

He pulled off the hoodie/cap look.

He pulled off the smile without teeth look.

And.... ohhh need I say more?

I spent my study leave today watching first season of Friends. Laughed my butts off. Ohright, I suppose thats not the purpose of study leave. Will try harder.

laughed and cried

2009-05-11T05:43:00.010+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MA! I wished you were here to watch me on Saturday morning. I was secretly jealous of the kids who could bring their parents in but I know if you could, you would. Thanks for putting up with me :)

Another unproductive day today. I'm starting to worry alot bout my accomodation in Uni now. I may just have to settle with having an unknown roomate again. Sigh.
Was having a movie marathon today cause I really can't be bottom to do any work. Watched 28days followed by angus, thongs and perfect snogging. I cried so bad watching it... its another teen chick flick and alil bit of bridget jones going on as well. But the scene bout the parent one just got me all teared up. When it comes to family scenes, they can make me cry in a snap.
Which quickly moved on to hysterical laughters when the other Bruneians and I watched Ahlong Pte. Another job well done to Jack Neo. Still on my wishlist/dreamlist to be a cast of his movie even if its just calafe(extras).

And mind you, of course there are major alerts in the movie,
Robbie played by Aaron Johnson and Tom played by Sean Bourke.

Man, this blog is starting to be filled up by random guys picture. It almost made me look like some crazy maniac.

Study leave officially starts tomorrow, and I just realised I have General studies AS. Since the last GP lesson in MS, I've never properly had any english lessons anymore and mine was never any good. I almost gave Mrs. Whitehead a heart attack with the mock I did during olvls, I'm sure some people would have remembered.

stooppidiiitiii-y

2009-05-10T05:38:00.000+08:00

I just spelt consequtive with a Q and fimiliar with an I.
And if you put them together it gives QI.
Turn them around you get IQ.
well done me.

in my little own world,

2009-05-09T06:19:00.002+08:00

During dinner time while getting our food, with my usual buddy...
Me : I'm coming up with a plan to make everyone fat and so I can be thin myself
Dina : Uh-huh like the saying 'Dear God, if you can't make me thin... Please make all my friends fat'

Before you start reading this, no I have not been attacked with any rough comments. I was just reading too much Cosmo.
To be honest I would never say no to food, who would? Asking me to cut back on what I eat is like asking me to touch a frog. I think nowadays people take looks to an extend that they should be ashamed for. And I cannot handle people who are say, UK size4-6(anything below that you should start feeding yourselves) who complain bout them being fat. I am slightly annoyed at myself too now for complaining bout my weight after eating all these food. Those innocent food should only be complimented. Should you even blame those food then don't eat them in the first place. Might as well live on rabbit food.

I'm not saying its good to be 'big' but if you're healthy that way and is free from any illnesses then you're as good as anyone with normal weights. Of course, everyone wishes to be like what they see on Tv or magazines but we're born the way we are and so why not just make us of it? I admit I am quite conscious bout my looks, if you not already know that... I would go to the gym and work out and such as long as I know I'm still 'healthy'. I'm proud to say that I can be the person you can bring out on a meal anytime and not feel bad bout eating too much. I'd gladly accompany you for that.... and in return you can be my gym buddy.

Finished with my Hana yori dongo2 this afternoon as well as rewatching the first season. Oguri Shun... *fangirlsigh* Its ok, Makino doesn't want you... Wasabi does. (I named myself Wasabi if ever I need a japanese name... Dina's Sushi cause we're roomies)
We watched Beauty & the Beast after school while treating ourselves with cakes from Starbucks. Carrot passion cake to go :)
Both going 'ahhhh' 'ooooh' and think the beast is hot after he transform to his original human look. I could watch any disney movies (those classics ones) over and over again. I would definitely still be watching it with my kids next time, more excited than them even. These fairy tales story and drop dead romantic guys you see in tv series make girls like me even more unrealistic. A girl can really dream.
Btw, guys who can pull off scarves, hoodies and beanies... 20points extra.