Flaming Mythology

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2008-11-05T18:08:00.004+08:00

Cant believe it has been 3 month plus since I last updated my blog....
Basically, there is really nothing much to update bout my life recently..NO NO NO WAIT..actually there is...

I change my job at august, working as a business consultant now (stressfulllllllll)

Shifted out with my best friend yuh wen to Hartamas at Sept ( hoorayyyyyyyyyyy) now I can skip all the nagging n stuff hehehe....

Fall in & out of love in less than one month , I know this is so not my style but yea I did it none the less, I really did fell for a guy badly n now i m out, he is not worthy anywayz....

Did something that I thought I would never do in my entire life ( cant tell, is very private ) but the most incredible part is...I did anyway, pls forgive me my dear lord =(

Having some cat fight with 2 girl " friends" , sometimes i really hate to be around my girlfriends cause I think they r brainless & stupid when it comes to love...pfft!!!

Been doin a lot shopping's back then ( o my o my ) u guys should take a peek at my credit bills on Aug & Sept, that's y been staying home this 2 month =(

O ya btw, I cut my hair really short this time...short as in really short....This is life I guess, u gain something u lose something... I wanted a new look in exchange I gotta lose my hair =p

I guess that's all for today, I'll try my best to update least 1 week once... once I finish compact all my pictures I'll upload it one shot =p

Busy, Busy and Busy

2008-07-24T06:45:00.004+08:00

I have no idea why would my boss left me without bringing my laptop back from his so-called re-format lo =(

That fella slumber only left back to Australia for like 2 weeks with the girlfriend n I m surviving everyday miserably without my laptop...cant print invoice n all...cant do my customer database n cant upload any picture at all.. have to online with a bloody desktop...

I have been facing alot of obstacles since he left n I m praying hard now that he would juz take a good consideration n fly back tomorrow (impossible thou) but still I m hoping he'll be back asap lo...Alot situation needed him back here to resolve lo...been trying to resolve myself but due to lack of accessories n all.........I CAN'T DO SHITS

Been really busy with life n work, been running here n there to meet up with client n all...Been getting alot of attention from my side of client but with all the technical n lack of support problem I can't really proceed any further =( everything is like put to a full stop temporally...

Will love to post up all my new pic n all, btw my hair grew back a bit n it looks much nicer (THANK GOD) Anyway...was just making some random complain la..well , see what I can do lo..will try my best to solve everything myself without bothering him =)

A Bientot!!!!

ARGHhhhhhhhh MY HAIRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

2008-06-11T15:01:00.005+08:00

I CANT BELIEVE IT WEI....MY HAIR IS FUCKKKKK

It all happens like this , I went n meet up with 1 of my client. When I m about to go off after the meeting , I saw this classy nice looking hairdo center , without thinking twice I juz walk right in lo... N THERE IS WHERE THE NIGHTMARE BEGINS..................................

I took the colour & cut package ( wanted so badly to colour it dam long ago ) so i decided is bout time to do it lo N this is wat happened.....................

1) I took ash-brown colour n they end up giving me dark brown , especially I already inform that asshole that my hair is very unique 1 , if u don't use a stronger colour you cant see the results cause my hair is juz too dark ( cant even bloody see any shits now except for the top part of my hair) =(

2) I told the stupid hair stylist just 2 minutes b4 he place his damm scissors on my hair in particular don't cut my hair into some stupid china doll or mushroom head but it seems that he doesn't understand English , Mandarin & Cantonese lo , Is he expecting me to speak Japanese too??? Damm this is wat make me mad mostly...

LOOK AT MY HAIR NOW....................................

This is how unethical ppl are & after this incident , I won't trust anyone with my hair or my face anymore lo , I cant accept this hairdo lo cause I never had this kinda look since i was 6... now i look like a kid lo , I m so depress that I skip my dinner yest & my breakfast this morning.

Feel like punching that fella ... so much disappointment with my new look this time lo=(

The worst thing is.... All my close friend is back....

Somebody pls dig a hole for me 0_o

I M So Damm Sick !!!!

2008-06-02T15:01:00.002+08:00

SHIT!!!! I am sick already, having flu & cough DAMMMMMMMMM
Must be that bloody pig past it to me 1 =( * curse curse curse*
There is so many things i would like to update here but there is too little pic to express it
Wait till i take more picture n all only i put up a damm long post lol =)

2008-05-23T16:00:00.003+08:00

If our love was a fairytale

I would charge in & rescue you

On a yacht baby we would sail

To an island where we'd say i do

And if we have babies they would look like you

It'd be so beautiful if that came true

You don't even know how special you are

You leave me breathless
Your everything good in my life

You leave me breathless

I still cant believe that your mine

You just walked out of one of my dreams

So beautiful your leaving me

BREATHLESS

And if our love was a story book

We would meet on the very 1st page

The last chapter would be about

How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have ur eyes

I would fall deeper watching u give life

You don even know how special you are

You leave me breathless

Your everything good in my life

You leave me breathless

I still can't believe that your mine

You just walked out of one of my dreams

So beautiful your leaving me

You must have sent from heaven to earth to change me

Your like an angel

The thing that i feel is stronger than love believe me

Your something special

I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me

But all i can do is try

Everyday of my life..........

2008-05-16T16:11:00.003+08:00

YESTERDAY my pig pig told me this "pig, u stop corrupting ppls's mind la, stop saying negative stuff like MEN ARE DOGS or MEN ARE DOWN BRAIN ANIMALS.... hmmmmmm

WELL, there is this article I founded in some random blogs...check this out n u guys will know why my signature words ''MEN ARE DOGS''

Elizabeth Fritzl case
Reports are emerging from Austria of a woman held captive for 24 years by her father and repeatedly raped and forced to bear him seven children. One child died.
A series of underground rooms equipped for sleeping and cooking, and with sanitary facilities, lay behind a concealed door, police said. The father, 73, allegedly had seven children with his daughter, now aged 42, and is under arrest. Authorities are caring for the daughter and six surviving children.
From The BBC
Three of the children were kept in the cellar with their mother, three were “adopted” by the father and his wife, Rosemarie, (Elizabeth mother) using the story that they had been abandoned by Elizabeth or another unknown woman on their doorstep. Elizabeth (now 42) and her children are now in the care of Austrian social services.
The father, Josef Fritzl, has admitted the offenses to Austrian Police. He admits to kidnapping Elizabeth on 28th August 1984 and drugging her. Her mother, Rosemarie, apparently knew nothing about the situation. The first child, Kerstin, was born in 1988-9 (exact date unknown) and a second follows soon afterwards. In 1993 a third child is supposedly “found” on the doorstep and is fostered by the grandparents. A fourth child “appears” in the same way in 1994. In 1996 twins are born but one dies through lack of medical attention, Josef Fritzl has admitted to incinerating the body in his home incinerator. In 1997 a third child appears on the doorstep and is again “adopted” by the grandparents. In 2003 another child is born and is raised in the cellar with Kerstin and her brother and Elisabeth. Earlier this month, April 2008, Kerstin was admitted to hospital seriously ill, and the authorities appealed for Elisabeth to come forward. Josef then released Elisabeth and the two remaining children and tells Rosemarie she “returned home”. Kerstin is still in hospital in a very serious condition, Josef is under arrest, the five remaining children are with Social Services and Elisabeth is receiving medical and psychological care.
The news coverage has been predictably amazed and outraged. Sadly I’d ask the question why? Why are we surprised by this? Whilst this is at one extreme of abusive and violent behaviour it’s just an example at one end of the continuum of violence's women suffer daily. Why are we surprised when last year Natasha Kampusch escaped after being held for eight years in a cellar in the outskirts of Vienna? Why are we surprised when women are trafficked across continents and raped by their captors and other men paying for the privilege? Why are we surprised when children are raped for the Internet viewing pleasure of other (mostly) men?
We easily talk about “man’s inhumanity to man”, lets talk about “man’s inhumanity to women” instead please - we act amazed and as if this is an extraordinary event but then accept the everyday dehumanisation and objectification of women. We hear people defending the forced trafficking of women as just “economic migrations” and defending sexual assaults as just “boys will be boys” and defending street harassment as being a non-event caused by feminists without senses of humour. And by doing so as far as I am concerned the public lose all moral ground on which to be outraged by this - you cannot defend other behaviours which express the same sentiments and then claim moral outrage at this. Either societies have to wake up to the fact that men regularly and routinely abuse women and children and accept that and do something about it or they have to admit they are willing to tolerate it. For me this is an all or nothing issue.

THE END

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT U EXPECT ME TO SAY !!! THAT MEN ARE HARMLESS N THEY ARE SUCH A CUTE PUPPY IZIT???? OR THEY ARE THE SWEETEST BEING ON EARTH???? WHICH ONE ???

Sorry , if i actually offended or hurt some really nice n decent guy out there that treat girls with respect & love. Deep down i know n i believe such guys still exist but not much already & I hope all the girls out there are aware of this too...Be careful of who you mix with or who u date with , I am sure you do not want to end up like Elizabeth Fritzl or Natasha Kampusch...

JUST BE DAMM CAREFUL OK.....MOST MEN ARE DOGS =)

2008-05-15T14:54:00.005+08:00

THIS IS FREAKING FUNNY OK!!!!

Went out with Alexis n Ricky they all...AGAIN ( start to feel like as thou me n alexis is already couple wei) very disturb now =p
Check this out , listen carefully to what Alexis says LOL

Ricky & Alexis = funny + funnier ( laugh stock of the day LOL)

TJ & Anson = Cool + Cold ( Anson u betul betul have something against the camera lo)

Pig & Me = Blur + Clumsy =p

2008-05-14T11:21:00.006+08:00

Was at pyramid the other day with Alexis....AGAIN pig , pls dun get me wrong OK , I love going out with u but is juz that I m getting a bit bored of outing with you to PYRAMID ONLY *hint hint*

She invited 2 of her ex-uni frens along , Anson & Ricky...

This is my pig pig n her Ricky... Let me come clean 1st, the only reason Anson pic is not here is because that fella got something against camera =p

Well pig , They r really cool ppl , I ll give u that la =) see , don't always complain that I dint say good things bout ur fren or praise them OK , now I m praising openly, SHAMELESSLY in my blog... OK there's really nothing much i can put here bout them cause actually that was the 1st time i saw them la so i myself pun not very clear LOL . I think 5 words to describe this 2 fella is SMART, NICE, COOL, OUTGOING & GENTLE =)

Well , This is a pic I took for Alexis THE OTHER OTHER DAY...AGAIN ,but thank god this time we r not at pyramid but the curve (FINALLY) with another of her ex-uni mate Vincent ,another nice guy too =)

Been going out like non-stop hits now a days, hope that when my all of my frens come back end of this month... hopefully la, that I'll still remember how to go home LOL

2008-05-08T16:53:00.002+08:00

Seriously sometimes i wonder, what the fu*k is wrong with human being n their fuc*ing behavior la... For the past 1 week i feel like shit OK, let start with last Monday, 1 of our company business partner went missing out of sudden only..

Wife called n all but no one seem to be with him n he is no where to be found...We sort of went into some panic situation or more like I WENT INTO SOME PANIC SITUATION OK , cause according to my doink doink boss n his wife he is those super man type of business man n is no way he will go missing like this n don't even bother calling his wife...

That is still not the freaking worst part OK, the wife is 5 month pregnant n she is god damm worried.. Every time i saw her face in office i will have to hide behind n cry the shit out, cause deep down i know any 1 who's gone missing more than 24 hour is bad, 48 hours is REAL BAD OK n all the bloody negative images fleeing thru my stupid brain all the time...That's y everyday i woke up i pray, when i eat i pray, when i reach home i pray n b4 i jump into dreams i pray.. I pray day n night in the hope that heaven heard n bring him back to his wife in one piece cause the wife, son n the little baby CANNOT CANNOT afford to lose him lo

On Thursday, they found out that his credit card n ATM card had been repeatedly withdraw n use in Thailand.. This is really a scary 1 lo, i was in mid valley doin some stupid lingerie shopping with Alexis (my pig) n this is when i heard the damm news....... IN THE DAMM FITTING ROOM =( from that moment i know is 80% a bad news already but i still have hope that god is there n he will work his miracle way up..

Last Saturday, this hope finally crash... They found a body near some bloody klang area la. Wife went identified him but his body was too decompose n damage but she could recognize his shirt n all.. i have no idea how she felt that moment but when my boss called, i was in Mont Kiara with ALEXIS.... AGAIN I was so sad that my heart felt like it was burn into dust..

I m not devastated because some 1 i know dies or what so ever (although i m really sad bout this whole damm issue from day 1 till now la) but i m emotion destroyed by the way human are acting now a days like a freaking animal wei , the way the crime rates r increasing n all.. rape, robe, murder etc etc...

I feel complete hopeless bout ppl out there, i mean we r all born with the same emotion n all, although i understand that we may not come from the same back ground, some of u may be really unlucky with life or suffer or even worst thing we could imagine BUT STILL...... Is this the right way to survive??? U want the damm fucking money, u rob FINE... but to rob n then kill???? HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO are u fucking mad or ur mother dint fucking tell u that killing some 1 is not some PS 2 or Nintendo game huh???

This person is alive, smiling, jumping, giggling, laughing, crying n all emotion up, n guess what?? the next minute he is FUCKING DEAD because of u fucking morons...Don't u guys have a bit of sympathy, self -conscious or whatever isit??? are u guys that alike ANIMALS even i know we r 1 type of it????The worst thing is, i m type of person that love money.. I always believe money could get me everything but this time.... MONEY IS JUST AS USELESS AS MIRROR TO A BLIND PERSON....

I had enough of all this bloody bullshits OK, at this point i just wanna scream, i just wanna scream out the way i felt this whole damm week...If i am granted with a wish now I would wish for Apocalypse to come at this point of my time n SWAP away all this unbearable pain in this living earth...AMEN

2008-05-08T10:40:00.002+08:00

Since when I started with this DON'T ASK DON'T TELL attitude ? think it all started when i realise that some of my fren has been showering me burdens instead of love all this while...WTF!!!!

So guys , pls take the courtesy to settle ur own dam problem instead of running it to me...i ain't got some magic wand that can juz make all ur problem disappear, if i can i have already settle mine million years ago ok =(

Is just another day!!!

2008-04-30T11:00:00.002+08:00

Well , now a days been really busy with stuff , Busy with work, with friends, with family ,with life, with shopping (my favourite) =p n other crap..

In fact i m actually in my new office now , supposedly to conduct trainings with a few newbies but something happened yesterday with 1 of my company distributor so that's y i m actually here trying to blog blog & blog my boredom awayyyyyy because there is really nothing much to do lo n moreover there is 2 more girls coming in next week so might as well wait for them la...If not god knows how many time i have to repeat myself lo...

For the past few month my life is not really goin smooth, in fact is actually quite bumpy. Few weeks back i decided to take control of my own life back n that's where things begin to have a clearer n better vision , i feel like I've been given a 2ND chance in life n I've decided to make it right this time...Friends around me always asked me this "hey, go get a life la bitch , go get urself a boyfriend, stop being so fussy n all later really cannot marry out then only u know" .
HELLOOOOOOOO u think i m now buying vege in pasar or doin grocery shopping in tesco izit??? How can i not be fussy n juz take any tom, dick & harry that comes in the picture le...
U see, is not like i m fussy as in i m really 'FUSSY' ok , reason is

1) I m not ready to commit into a serious relationship yet...
2) I still don't really believe in guys( especially bullshits they tell me) but pls bear this in mind, i m not a lesbian OK...
3) I m too selfish n self centre already, so this kind of mentality of my stubborn skull i don't think is the right time to commit down ok...
4) I haven't met the right guy yet...
5) Lastly, is juz not the right time yet...

You see, simply simply I also can name out at least 5 damn good reason to stay single n available for time being...So friends out there who cared n worried bout me being single n lonely
PLSSSSSSSSSS stop worrying & all OK , c'mon is not like I will die or starve without guys or sex or whatever u ladies out there r stuck with...

I just know 1 straight facts , now is the time for career, family & friends ( at least this is what i really want ) I know some of u may think "whats wrong with veron n her stubborn head" well , I am pretty stubborn I'll give u that cause when there is something i really want i will try to get it anyways i can... Being stubborn with the wrong thing u'll end up messy, nasty, dirty & nicely tortured OK...But being stubborn with the right thing it will always ends up nice & wonderful =)

I am so lost !!!!!!!!

2008-04-26T01:15:00.003+08:00

I m really confuse & lost??? I m not so sure what really happened or maybe things kinda happens too fast that i loses my sense...

For the past 2 months i ve been thinking so much bout my life that make me feel so bad bout myself n all =(

So many question popping out of it, thinking over n over again...So many things i wanna do but not encourage to or i dare not...That's y my life is always up side down bcuz of all my stupid dilemma n phobia...i feel like i m blardy high school drama queen wei..

I met up with 1 of my most treasured fren this evening...well after seeing him n all i felt much more lighter now =) 1 thing he say is true...there is nothing to be afraid of, life is full of challenge n risk, if we always try to do something best avoiding risk , we will never be able to do things we really want, put it this way , risk is an opportunity, u either take it or leave it...but like what my blog title mention , The biggest risk of all is not to take 1 =)

Well, honestly i m not so sure bout myself but i m pretty sure i m a risk taker lo...After all, i really dun have much to lose also =)

Random Blogring!!!

2008-04-17T01:08:00.004+08:00

Hmmm, i m really feeling it wei . Felt the misery n pain piercing thru my vein n brain...Been really unhappy bout lot of stuff lately, 1 of it is i could not reach my ex, wanted to collect some of my belongings back from him but i guess he changes both his email n hp no too o_O Those things r pretty important to me n the worst is i have been trying to contact him since god knows how many years...

My God, why dint any 1 ever tells me that break up is such a pain in the ass, i mean is already bad that he hurt me, so badly that changes me so dam much , now i cant really move on fully bcuz i cant even fucking get my stuff back which dun cost cheap =( OMG can some 1 shoot me in the head or what...was thinking to go straight to his hse but then to think twice is not really that nice also la, email him a week ago but still no replies... make me so down *tsk tsk*

2nd thing is , i ve been pondering over life too much till now my head feels like it just went thru world war 2 dammit...I mean all those studies, work, business etc etc...I guess this is the price to pay when success n wealth u r asking for.

**sniff sniff**god pls come save me from all this horrible thinking that r running thru my stubborn skull n bless me less misery that r all i ask for now...

Inner Beauty vs Outer Beauty

2008-04-04T02:41:00.011+08:00

Honestly, through out my whole life.. I have heard like a million times of this stupid phrase
"don't judge a book by its cover", "well inner beauty talks it all", "looks is just another face", "personality is the thing that counts", "heart of gold rocks"...
Hey, how old am i ? think i still believe in all this bullshit ?

If inner beauty is everything, why would most men cheat ?( no offense but that's true)
Why men always wish that their wife is as hot as Angelina Jolie or Jessica Alba or whoever that's HOTTTT ?
Why when guys bum into their ex's that became gorgeous , 1st thing that cross their mind is ("can i still get her laid ", "why did we break up", "why m i so dumb", "what have i miss" ,"is she attach now","fuck, must kau her back man") n all other craps

If outer looks is not important, why guys only check out pretty girls? WHY NOT ME O_0
Why pretty girls get all the guys with Ferrari, porches, s-class, BMW n etc etc?
Why they get all the damm attention n advantage?

Ok , let me explain explain a bit, is because no matter how much u tell yourself don't be deceive by ppl's looks, at the end u still cant help it ( that's y i always love Daniel Wu, he is so dam cute)
especially guys, most of them are very superficial animals, they like to be seen with a beautiful lady, they like all the attention of other jealousy eyesight n yada yada yada...

Is not fair the way it sounds, but c'mon this is a hardcore facts that even sometimes i felt helpless about, so many of my fren got cheated n got them self into bad bad bad relationships =(
Actually what i m trying to say is, even though u cant change the facts that u r born this way,this life...At least take some initiative to improve it, there is actually things that we can all do, such as

1) If u r too fat- pls go on a strict diet, be persistent of it n tell urself everyday damm day that u will make it, u may suffer now but after that u ll be high in life(think of all the tight n sexy dresses u can put on with)
2) If u r not that pleasant looking- pls go for mild plastic surgery, is no harm done..but try not to undergo a serious n big surgery ( not worth the risk)
3) If u r not good in style- HELLOOOO, buy more fashion magazines pls =)
4) Last but not least- Even though is a pain in the ass...think about this n keep it in ur mind everyday, u want to be the buffet dish or the 1 choosing the dish?

Actually, i m going through a strict diet now..as u all know i m not really a persistent being but this time i really mean it , Wasted that my dad wouldn't allow me to undergo plastic surgery, if not can consider consider a bit lo =( I m only eating once a day now , no rice, no crackers, no noodles..even my lovely midnight "MUST HAVE" junk food has been replace by FRUITSSSSSS
Want to know y i went this far, because i want to choose my own dish...I m sick n tired, this time i tell myself i want to be at shangri-la buffet choosing my 'dish'

Most of u may think that i m such a pathetic , self centre , materialistic bitch...Simple
why Toyota, n not s-class?
why MNG n not CHANEL?
why condo n not bang low?
why mamak n not Monte's?
why classic n not platinum ?
why poh kong n not chopard?
why Hong Kong n not Europe?
why bill of misery n not fill of luxury?
why 1 kid n not 3 kids( i love kids, that's y my husband must afford the 'yong' them =p

STOP being a hypocrite, don't tell me u don't understand the fundamental of this basic life thingy...Ya, love is important, but u know what hurt the most?
Is when love become thin air , when u gave in so much n took back only pain in the end...
That time u will know how fucking stupid u are , n u have wasted so much time on some bull crap stupid 'so called' love.. why not time to wake up ?

Go ponder over it tonight...

My New Digital Cam, FINALLY o_O

2008-03-30T02:12:00.007+08:00

Well, finally i got myself a new digital cam yesterday...hate to say this but i think Nikon sucks wei! I dint know that the image stabilizer is so bad, came out most of my pics blur n ugly... If i know Nikon is so 'cacat' i should have listen to my dad n bought Sony instead =(

After all the grocery n lady shopping's, guess what? I was dragged to California fitness AGAIN...
This time not by my pig but Anthony...OMG , whats with everybody n gym...anyway after California me, pig ,Vincent n Anthony we all went over to Bar-celona at pyramid to have our dinner. We met up with another friend of me n pig too (another high school friends) Peggy...well that place is OK overall but dint bother to stay long due to the headaches o_O

So here's the 'cacat' pics i took yesterday...

The 1st pic i took with my new cam..I don't know bout u guys but i love this pic =)

Look at those beers wei , let me clarify myself 1st.. i only had 1 bottle of Heineken( hey, still need to drive 1 OK) not interested to have beer belly too

Me n my day dreaming ( gucci, prada,versace,escada,fendi etc etc....)

Pig n her favourite carbonara =) quite nice thou

Me n Peggy, am so jealous of her cause she is never fat , n i mean NEVER =(

Pig with her 2nd sweetheart Anthony..well what can i say right (lucky bitch) =... (

Event Girls, Finally Decided =)

2008-03-22T01:19:00.006+08:00

To all my fren that i have promise to show you guys the event girls pic that we have chose, I have actually finalise my choice on which girl to pick for my company upcoming events (my boss really like them thou) kekeke, hope he dun think of hitting on them =p

well this are the finalist, congrats anyway =)

This is apple, she is also doin her internship currently at PWC, cant believe it..was actually in shock when i heard it, she must be quite smart lo cuz PWC is like 1 of the best n ya i mean THE BEST audit firm in Malaysia

This is carmen, not so sure bout what is she doin now but she is only 20 this year n she is quite hot in real life, that's all i know bout this pretty lady here o_0

This is jolene, not so sure what she is doin currently also, just know that among 3 of them i guess she is the most outspoken 1 lo.. the other 2 was quite shy in fact =p

So this 3 is the confirm 1, actually there is this girl that i quite like cause she is sweet n pretty but well what to do, boss dint like =( haihhhhhhhhhh guess women n men perception on beauty is diff lo, my personal favourite is classy n elegant, best ppl that look like nicole kidman or kate beckinsale =)

Marry Rich !!!

2008-03-19T05:57:00.006+08:00

I talked to 1 of my fren today,we havent seen each other for like god knows how long la.. she told me that she is currently attach with this dam rich guy for a couple of month already, so i asked her how izit? well apparently this guy was quite a nightmare, he is a control freak plus he is quite a playboy (for his age,duhhhhhhhhhh) n this guy is younger than her by 2 years..as usual is not the guy that r rich but his dad are... some dunno which dato around the corner lo...

So here is the thing..often i have heard bullshits like " I m not in love with his money but him,is true love ok nothing else" BULLSHITSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. Sorry for being such a bitch la but c'mon falling in love with him or his money is the same damm thing ok..C'mon lets think about it, is common sense also, u get to know this guy, he drive let say a BMW 7 series or S350, he wears a tag heuer or ebel watches,he shops at star hill or pavilion, he live in a banglow, had drivers, maids, father earns millions of bucks... like duhhhhhhhhhh even any dumb ass bitches will fall in love ok...is not that the we girls really wants the money but we like the joy that $$$ brings. Think about it la, isn't the money that r the whole start up point that made him who he is today, from the style to attitude, the way they r brought up is diff from us ok..If u love him, u love his money too cause money is part of him...

Alot time i been asked this particular stupid question, love or money i would pick? If i can have both why not? but if only 1...sorry love i'll pick money. When we r young is ok to still act naive n say it out loud i will never love a guy for his money! My age??? NO WAY ,i m a realistic person, of course i have been in love with guys that have no money la ,sad to say, i have not much experience in relationship =...( but i m that type of person who learn from my mistake, once bitten twice shy...Put it this way, if i were to fall in love, whether they r poor ass or rich ass guys will still be guys ,they will still break my heart 1 fine day is just a matter of time because is their fucking nature to do so (most of them i mean) guys shud actually think more with their upstairs brain =p

Marry rich
1)set for life
2) husband cheats
3) life is being controlled
4)everyday routine...STAR HILL, PAVILION HERE I COME=)

Marry poor
1)struggle ur whole life for money
2) husband cheats too
3) life is being more controlled (cuz no money cant do shits)
4) from that day u say" i do" u really put a big smile to hell n walk straight in....

So to all the ladies , how about before u say the word"i do" at least think about it twice with ur non clouded by romantic judgement (espeacially u r planning to marry a broke ass ok).. cause when u say it, there is not much of a 'u-turn' here , is consider a life time thingy unless u have a fetish for marrying twice =)

JUST TO LET U GUYS KNOW !!!

2008-03-18T03:49:00.014+08:00

Btw, i have deleted all the entries bout dawn yang and her stupid scandal... Is no point that we keep blogging n create more scandal n rubbish out of her, is true that u will get some slight attention by just blogging bout famous blogger but well for me i think is not the right way to do things lo...anyway not to say ppl r interested on u is just her that's bout it only.If this case i might as well post my own stuff more, y waste time promoting other ppl le when this is Ur blogs n not theirs ? should keep to Ur own scandals =p

I admit i m a bit of jealous at first, for all the attention she gets by just blogging, but to take a deep thought bout this whole blog-her-way-thru-instant-fame as what other blogger called it...she is also suffering from alot of issues n jealousy, lots of restrain n other bullshits... At least we're living our own lives and nobody Else's ,there is nothing more thankful than this lo..think about it, ppl like us that have time to blogs n go online how bad can our lives be, as my fren vira always say, think of all the poor kids in Vietnam n Africa, don't even think they have the chance to own a computer when their parents cant even feed them..

That's y i m actually thankful for this life i m blessed, lots of ups n downs but at least i have the chance to live to a certain levels of luxury, i m already contented =)

LORD, Pls Hear Me Once

2008-03-18T03:28:00.003+08:00

Something really awful happened yesterday n this is what happen….
To my surprise I woke up at 7 am, dun know why but no matter how I try to jump n jump back into dream I juz cant, Gave up finally n decided to go online. So I checked my gmail ,hotmail, facebook , blogs n finally my friendster (god knows why I even bother opening so many stupid account for fucks izit)

I received an msg at my friendster from 1 of my dam good fren that r currently studying in US, he told me that his prior condition of sickness has become critical; most of his motor skills are affected. Honestly sometimes I really wonder, no matter how hard we pray we just don’t get any dam response from our prayer, then why the hell should we even bother praying.

Is like every time I pray n pray, GOD always choose to walk out as though he existed because we believe in him only, not because he really exist…
I mean, pls don’t take this the wrong way, is not like I m some antichrist or what, I m a Christian myself although I m not the good 1 but I m definitely not the worst. I don’t know bout u guys but I think god has walk out of me, I have been thru times that I wish so badly that he is there but I just couldn’t feel him…That’s why I actually stop praying like millennium ago. For me praying is about as useless as boobs on a man, only we can help ourself, god is just an observer (that’s just my personal opinion)

I know is maybe too much to ask but this time, I m really praying hard ,hoping that god hears me n bless me with it, pls show some mercy cause I have lost so much through out my life n u have not answer to all my prayers n pain, I m not expecting more to lose,pls at least bless it once… So lord if u hear me pls give my dearest fren a chance to live because he is someone who deserve it. God Bless

WEDDING DINNER!!!

2008-03-07T03:02:00.010+08:00

Last sunday i attended a wedding dinner at time square...I do not know them personally, that was the 1st time i met the lovely couple, i was drag along by my fren kristy to accompany her. We reach there around 8 something( which is damm late) but as usual the wedding dinner havent even started yet =( so we actually reach there ngam ngam in time to eat lo kekekeke =D

I ll cut the crap n let the picture do the talking =D

Hmmmm...

What a bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

SEXY BACK!!!!!

Wow,what a fuckable body =p

Me n my chubby face againnnnnn

So hai of the year (same table some more) dammmmmmmmmmmm

Me n kristy

I force her to take this pic!!!

YummyyyyyyyyyyyyMy piece of dead fish (taste quite good thou)

BANGSAR!!!!!

2008-02-28T16:14:00.005+08:00

U know, i really really love bangsar, start from their drink to their fine dine choices, last but not least their boutique... I find their fashion there nice and stylish, moreover is affordable. I was at this shop Little Black Book (i heart for you) , looking around for something new, gotcha!!

Isn't it lovely ? Best part is, it only cost me $ 89.90 kekekeke, btw the head is here =p

I guess this is life, some ppl love really good stuff like LV,GUCCI,PRADA,CHANEL... But bear this on mind, u only buy whatever u can afford to and honestly i cant afford those *slit your throat* items , maybe once a year or twice i could pamper myself with a bag from gucci,prada or whatsoever, but not always especially come to dress, cloth and bags . you see it doesn't mean if u cant afford those expensive to max stuff u cant live on style...U could always go around places like bangsar or mid valley to look around, u will find alot of things affordable yet nice, is a saying *live with style,live on high* =)

California fitness!!

2008-02-26T00:07:00.005+08:00

Guess what? I went gym today, is all because my dear pig pig...I cant believe that she manage to talked me into this shits...what to do, i m vulnerable around this girl . She is like my closest friend since i m 16, guess i ll do almost everything i can to make her happy lo =(

Honestly gym is never my kind of gig , is something that never occur to me.... anyway i went there check it out n then we both start.. i chose the running machine (guess thats the only machine i m fit with) then do it for like approx 15 mins then i m kinda knock out already..cant believe i m so weak, think kid at 10 is probably 10 x better than me lo. After all the hardcore weight lifting, we both went for STEAM BATH kekekekekeke, my favourite **activities** in gym. Dinner was at Kim Gary along with anthony and vincent too..

This is some pic i tool randomly today =)

On the way there , sulky ye =(

This is my pig pig!!!

Me n my cam whoring * perasan ye* =p

Angela,miss u lots !!

2008-02-22T23:21:00.000+08:00

I am bored....somebody pls come n save my little ass, i dun wanna stay home, i have been staying home alot more than i should , apart from working i m practically home, dun get me wrong,i m not goin out is bcuz whoever i meet up, it all juz come to 1 conclusion..YUM CHA or RED BOX (my luck is so pressed) . Alright look, is not like i dun love to stay home..I love my bed , my mom , my room , my laptop, and on top of all this.. MY TV =p but you see, the only succesful intel i have scored so far is the damm movie line..and is not exactly my kind of thing*curse curse*

I wish my honey pie is back, if she is here now i wont be home scratching my stupid hair and watching those lousy movies repeatedly, i ll be damned...Anyway bout my honey pie , she is the most lovely lady i have met so far. To actually think about it we have so much in common , we both love dancing , both into salsa n latin , both love to eat (but i dun understand y i m always the fatter 1 , NOT FAIR) of course physically she is much more pretty (dun get me wrong,i m pleasant looking too). What i like most bout my dear friend here , she has got a smile that lights up the room. To have a friend like her is almost like we are blessed, i bet she will be the 1 that i will blog and brat about most of the time..i bet u all are curious who is this miss-little-lovely-sunshine

She is noboby but angela , miss u so much * hugs*

Isn't she pretty? i swear she is at least on my top 5 list..
Angela,by the time u n kee hoe is back, i promise u thatwe will be partying like animals, so pls get your ass back here as soon as possible ** i m waiting**

Is so stupid!!!

2008-02-10T07:26:00.001+08:00

Now a days,everybody is talking bout love,sex n scandal...basically every 1 around me are discussing bout it, ya i totally agree that all this stuff are interesting especially when it comes with the word 'SEX' ... recently i found out that 1 of my fren was cheated by his girlfriend, dun know whether shud i congrats him or console him. good thing is they come to a clean break bad thing is he invested so much $$$ on her n at the end finds out that she is nothing but a sly mother fucking gold digger slut...honestly i personally think is OK to gold dig a guy cause this is how the relationship or pre-relationship are, but to cheat is really over the limits lo...i hope he learned from this extreame expensive mistake and never to repeat it again...

This year CNY is slightly boring,maybe because i don really drink n gamble thats y i m the only 1 who r complaining things, but i did catch up with some old frens lo,been really upset and depress cause alot of my frens are having trouble with career n relationship. Hope everything falls back to it place after this dam long holiday =(

geeeeeeeeeeezzzzzz

2008-02-06T01:15:00.001+08:00

Did i told u guys that 1 of my fav colour is red...actually my ass is stick to the damm couch now,cant move much...my eyes is glued to the tv. I cant believe this wei, i used to be a girl that like singing, dancing, hang out with frens... now i m like a bear hibernate like 24/7(unless i m working la then i m outside) u know wat my fren kristy says: "bitch stop being so lazy la,u r like a granny ok". thanks alot girl..i know that already...

I just went 1 meeting with my boss today,regarding bout the account SQL that we plan to install at our company,instead of using that stupid MYOB... hate accounts and computer.every 1 say i become like those goodie goodie type of lady but i disagree, i hate to be a good girl la cuz i know i m not...I mean i m not a bad 1 la but definately not a good 1 too,guess i m neutral. Me and my boss we both was talking bout GIRLS today...he was thinking of goin after this korean chic(typical korean,no joke) she is a fashion designer and she will be here for quite some time lo...i have known her for some time too,eventhou we were never close but she is a party animal,and i guess my boss made a bad decision lo, but i guess this is guys,no wonder ppl say men are dogs, is true...

CNY is around the corner,but haven really pack my room yet(hope my mom will do it for me tomorrow lo) anyway hope u guys have a wonderful holiday and of course.. a properous CNY(which means lots n lots of ang pow lo)

GOOD NIGHT!!!