^^penpen's personal blog^^

sembreak~~~

2009-10-22T12:09:00.002+08:00

waaah~

sembreak is upcoming...

few more exams to go tomorrow~ weeeh~

anyways, Ate Jean & Kit2x had arrived last Tuesday instead of on Wednesday...

they're going back to Dumaguete this afternoon...

too bad i can't come to the pier with them coz i still got exams... huhuhu~

i gotta go... i gotta go back to school~

bye~

ENCHONG!!!

2009-10-19T19:55:00.004+08:00

i really don't know what happened to me now...

all i know is that... im so addicted with ENCHONG!!!

waaah~ and i also have this one i call "enchong" somewhere around... hahaha~ sssh~ =)

i totally love how enchong calls me now with my nicky~ weeeh~

stay calling me that way, please!~ =)

gomawo~

general cleaning... whew~

2009-10-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

Today was a very busy and tiresome day…

We just had a general cleaning at home, except for the so-called “father” of my family…

I just don’t know what he’s so busy with in Sicayab… cottage again? Oh, hilarious~

Nanay Viol was with Pen, Mie & omma… oh, and with Em-em, too!

She slept here last night while Nanay Tata isn’t around…

While Pen had to “sablay the nilabhan”, Em-em was there, giving me hangers… haha~

Unni Mie was the one washing the dirty clothes…

Nanay Viol & mom worked together changing the curtains and wiping the windows…

Whew~ that was a tough but fun day…

So we really had to clean., of course, it was almost 6 months ago since our last change of curtains and wiping of the jalousies~ imagine that?

How many days of so much heat had passed? How many days of rain had already passed? Haha~

But it wasn’t actually that dirty… ahihi~ =)

And also, Ate Jean & my long-missed-by-tita nephew Kikit are coming this Wednesday for the death anniv of my bro…

Weeeh~ I’m so excited to see them again~

13th monthsary~

2009-10-15T21:46:00.000+08:00

a day before the 13th monthsary, CJ had already greeted each other in advance a lot of times...

on the aids of October, Pen was with Chinkai in the Values Park, answering assignments, and with Monica, Pem2x, Roshel, Aika & Leneul [my agaw- not sure abt the spelling] few meters away, when suddenly dongsaengs Myca & Ending came, bringing up a very cute heart-shaped choco cake with a candle on top...

i wasn't expecting that... i wasn't also shocked... but i was a bit surprised...

just before they came, Mai2x [Francel] passed by us and said "Uie, Penpen, asa man kah? ganina ra nangita silang Myca'g Glendyl nmu... importante btw kau... lakaw sah dd2 [sa room]!"

right then i thought there maybe some surprises again... cakes, letters., whatever it is, i wanna know...

then here came the two with the cute cake... that's why i wasn't that shocked but surprised that they actually did have one... :D

we had the candle on fire and the wind just blew it a lot of times... haha~ we weren't able to do it ourselves...

we had few talks, not personal, with Chinkai...

Myca was supposed to recycle the cake for, also, their 1st monthsary with Abo [her namja chingu], but she wasn't able to do so since we already started eating the cake... haha~

before the blowing of the candle thing, Monica & company actually greeted us, as well as Aika, Roshel & my cousin... weeeh~ tnx a lot! :D

almost 1pm, dongsaengs went back to their room while Pen & Chinkai continued answering then went back to our room as well...

CJ was going home together that afternoon supposedly, but it was raining so, Pen went home first with classmates...

happy 13th monthsary CJ~ =]

i'm always late~ =]

2009-10-14T22:12:00.000+08:00

I came to school around 7:50am... it’s so late~

Just before I arrived in our room, I noticed the doors were closed and then I saw few of my classmates in the Values Education Park…

I didn’t bother continue going to our room as, obviously they’re late as well… haha~

Few minutes had passed and few more of my classmates had arrived later than I… Steph, Yerik, Kresge, IC, Chill, Chinky… classmates earlier than I were CS, Joselito, Garah, Winroff, Godfrey, Crismund, Jessa… we were all Katorse… =]

They said inside our room was Ma’am Mylene with Sir Saturnino [4th yr guidance counselor] and my early classmates… =)

Few minutes past 8am, Sir was coming to us… then he talked to us about us being always late and blah~blah~blah... we ended up the session by saying we’ll just ask for a personal apology to Ma’am Mylene…

Then we went to our room, and everything was just fine, like nothing happened… Ma’am was just like “No one knew I would do the closing of the door today… but that was for you to wake up from being so late, so next time you’ll come earlier…”

Hope tomorrow, pen would come earlier than expected… haha~ :D

Btw, tomorrow, October 15, is CJ’s 13th monthsary… advance~ fighting~

unlimited internet please?

2009-10-12T20:09:00.000+08:00

“Sohwuhni innayo~ yeah~ marhaebwayo”

Another very missing lyrics…

These are the lines I’m hearing as I write this entry…

Good thing there are few songs left here before everything was deleted… =[

“wooohhh~~~~~”, that’s Yesung oppa’s part after the bridge…

“oh~ woh~ wooh~~ oh~oh~oh~oh~oh~ yeah~~ marhaebwayo~ woh~oh~”

His lines and second voices are really cool… I want to hear more of these~ weeeh~ =]

He just really got very wonderful and powerful voice… I want to have one, too!

Oh, it’s 8:17pm and mama has just arrived…

I just opened the door and noticed something in this hand…

She just bought [as what was planned] the Smart Broadband Prepaid, the USB thing…

OMG~ I’ve always told her, it’s so expensive… imagine P20/hr? Compare to putting back the unlimited internet only P998/month? And it’s so so so slow… OMG~

I’ll better go to an internet café with only P10/hr rather than using that… grrr~

It’s 8:21pm and the song playing in my play list is So Hot by the cute Wonder Girls~

I’m going out… mom’s gonna try the USB thing… oh, whatever~

sarangi duhnadda~

2009-10-10T00:47:00.003+08:00

“Mushim haetdon miryeon hamingeol mianhae, my love”

Sounds familiar to you, isn’t it, pen?

yah, it’s Super Junior…

they make you miss them a lot, don’t they?

It’s the song playing right now as I am writing this entry…

Hearing their voices after such a long time is a very overwhelming thing…

Yeah, totally, really… I miss their voices… wonderful voices… =(

I wish web surfing will be back every night at your home, pen…

How I really wish, too! Please…?

You miss the past happenings?

The past bonds… the past happy moments… the dance steps on the dance floor…

Everything… every moment… everyone… it’s sure you miss them…

Hope tomorrow I’ll find and achieve my utter happiness and contentment…

affinity...

2009-06-21T17:35:00.003+08:00

i just don't know..

but Pen started to feel affinity to few people..

but the first is my amigo.. :D

then here's mike as well..

well, good luck for you senior year, Pen..

자해봐!

are u with me?

2009-05-09T13:58:00.003+08:00

idk what i feel right now...

idk, but i miss everyone...

i miss all the things i had before...

idk what lies ahead, but im starting to feel uneasy..

idk what God is planning for me...

right now i feel so down...

im at my worst that i could be...

everything is gone... im all alone..

LORD, please give me a sign that you're still with me...

im out.. coz imma loser!!

2009-04-01T21:22:00.004+08:00

"You need to stick with the plan today -- even just a slight change in your daily routine could create a big problem for your upcoming social plans. Your schedule might be flexible, but your friends' schedules definitely aren't."
[based on friendster horoscope for Saggitarius on April 1, 2009]

exactly.. it's definitely true..

Penpen's plan?? to attend PLATINUM's farewell party today in Virgie's Garden, Polanco..

i stuck to it.. i stuck on my mind since last week.. "Penpen must go to the farewell party.. it's the last day the whole Platinum will meet.."

but, f*ck.. what happened?? i didn't go!.. f*cking mom and dad..

you always thought of yourselves!! you couldn't even think how i feel..

even just for the last time of meeting these people... you can't give it to me??

what the f*ck!!!!!!!!!!!!! sh*t!

and, yeah.. to worsen this thing, im out of the DOST class next school year..
[that's what Tabibing told me just now..]

im not deserving to be in DOST.... im not.. i've never been.. i can't be.. and i will never be, ever!!

please end this life now!!

unfinished conversation..

2009-03-22T23:20:00.003+08:00

Penpen just had a long chat with toni..

and guess what? we've got so many things to talk about..

lol.. i trust him, i believe him..

im sure he won't tell anybody about all those things i've told him..

and i know he also believes i won't tell anybody about the things he said.. =]

he never confessed anything except him being a feeler..

bwahahah~ im so sorry, ton.. just a joke, know that.. lol~

and yeah, our conversation lasted almost 1 & a half hour..

he slept first.. and my last message after he said "goodnight!" was...,

"akie~ geh, gdnyt~batia lng imung ganahan bation~ ahaha~ lol~ dnt tell any of those things ha? esp. the _______ and the _____! jst hug the BEAR, it'll be good~ au2x.. =]"

you probably must not get what all those things mean..

oh, ok.. coz that's what we call SECRET!

to all asking for my SECRETS, sorry but it's a... SECRET!~

ahahaha~

saranghaeyo!~ =]

Happy 6th Monthsary CJ~

2009-03-15T06:15:00.001+08:00

today is CELSIUS JUNIOR's 6th month...

6 months of facing our fears and fighting the trials we encounter...

i has never been easy as well to go along alone...

but i believe, we'll never be alone anymore...

just go along the way.. continue the dream..

now, CJ is celebrating the 6th month..

just as SUPER JUNIOR is celebrating their 3rd album..

this is so awesome.. like double celebration.. lol.. =D

just like SJ oppa, CJ will be together for a longer time..

CELSIUS JUNIOR, yeongwonhi happy together~~

SM Entertainment, CJ is coming.. wait for us..

hwaiting~~ fighting Celsius Junior..

Happy 6th Monthsary!

Coz I Love Him

2009-03-14T19:52:00.001+08:00

it has been 4 years living in this beautiful world..

but only the first 2 of those have attended by your father, who is my oppa.. [big bro]

i know it's difficult for you my dear nephew..

but despite this, i believe you're still living life as how you need to..

hope you'll never forget that everyone's loving you.. always here for you..

i wasn't able to greet you properly but in here i say, HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY KURT~~~

these pictures were taken a year ago during summer vacation at home.. =]

Kurt, i wish on your 4th birthday, you get to realize your family is still complete..

i believe all of us will be always together, forever..

yeongwonhi happy together~

saranghaeyo, dongsaeng~

always stay strong and healthy and happy..

i wish you more candles to blow and cakes to slice..

and Tita Penpen will be the one to gave you the best cake.. lol~ =]

saeng il chuka hamnida Kurt~

i miss TAENGOO!!!

2009-03-04T23:37:00.006+08:00

taengoo.. taengoo.. taengoo..

that's how i call that guy..

he talked to me.. i talked to him..

our eyes have met..

our smiles have deepen the conversation..

but i totally miss taengoo..

i'm afraid he'll never talk to me again..

i'm thinking maybe he's falling in love to someone..

it's ok... but, i miss taengoo..

i want his comments..

i want to add him.. but i just can't..

i want his words..

i want to meet him... personally.. again... =[

Changmin oppa!~

2009-02-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

saeng il chukka hamnida Changmin oppa! saranghaeyo!

it's his 21st birthday internationally.. 22nd in Korean age..

Changmin oppa, i may not know you that much yet...

but I believe you're so much of goodness and kindness being a matured man..

even if you're the magnae, i believe you're doing the best of yourself..

so just keep it up, Changmin oppa..

jarhaebwa~~ good luck on your following years..

always take care.. please always stay strong and happy..

Penpen wishes you more power and courage to face your trials and fears..

always remember, everyone, especially Celsius Junior, is loving you so much..

happy birthday, Changmin oppa! saranghaeyo~~

one more..

2009-02-18T21:49:00.003+08:00

this is another one..

just yesterday, dongsaeng Glendyl again did another hairstyle for me..

after doing this, Demie and Tabibing said... "mura kag c Allen Iverson.."

Penpen was like "huh? who is he?"..

he's a basketball player, as what they said..

lol... they're so funny..

coz they also said only that Iverson is a Negre.. and im not.. lol!~

hairstyles..

2009-02-17T20:49:00.007+08:00

Penpen gotta show you the 2 hairstyles she have tried..

last January 17, 2009 when CJ went out together and dongsaeng Glendyl did this to Penpen's hair..

and just today, again dongsaeng did this.. as what she said, is just like of my Changmin Oppa's hairstyle once.. =]

chonun neomu sarang hairstyles.. =]

The 5th Month

2009-02-16T22:04:00.007+08:00

The 5th Month

it has been five months
and i know Celsius Junior will last
with dongsaengs and unnis
they'll be never be lonely.

we may seldom meet each other
but our hearts are together forever
happiness and joy we bring
we'll always be smiling, laughing.

trust and love are what we have to give
without these, we couldn't live
and forever as hot as the core
we are Celsius Junior.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
[the new version.. with 5 syllables every line..]

The 5th Month

it has been five months
i know CJ lasts.
with dongsaengs, unnis
never be lonely.

to meet each other,
our hearts together.
happiness we bring,
always be smiling.

love, we have to give.
with this, we could live.
as hot as the core,
we're CELSIUS JUNIOR.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

CELSIUS JUNIOR, jarhaebwa!
we can do it!~
SME, wait for us, we're coming!~
saranghaeyo dongsaengs!
<3>

to death...

2009-02-03T23:29:00.002+08:00

you are so mean..

tandy just scared penpen to death today...
on kyu oppa's 21st birthday..

it was afternoon and going home..

PLATINUM was still cleaning the room.. some didn't have any work, including penpen..

just early this morning, penpen already saw a "bakukang" coz Macky placed one on her armchair during Filipino class.. but immediately got it back.. and then i was silent until the afternoon..

while others were cleaning, Macky remembered the "bakukang" where he hid it at the corner behind the plant.. he got it and scared me once..

but then Tandy stole it from Macky's hand.. and xet! she scared me to death..

i was all shouting, running, crying, while Tandy was always following me to bring to me the "bakukang"..

nilibot ku sa amu classroom.. nigawas, and entered in the other room as Tandy still followed me bringing the thing...

WTH! come on, that thing/insect is my most scared thing in my whole life, i swear..

i didn't care to whom i could bang unto, as long as i can escape from tandy.. then i ran infront where Glendyl was [near the chalkboard]..

to my so much, absolute scare, i had sat down on the floor with Glendyl holding me.. my knees were so weak.. i couldn't stand up, i swear!!.. all i felt that time was 100% scare.. i always shouted.. i cried [but a lil bit laughed].. yati man jud nih c tandy.. hadlok byah ku, so much!! neomu!!!

in some minutes, tandy again attacked me when i really had to hug Joanne who was talking with Glendyl.. to my scare, i had hugged her, like a lil kid..

my classmates, few of them, comforted me saying "ei, feel.. it's ok.. don't worry..", "ei, tandy, stop that..", "omg.. feel, you're so much scared!".... blah blah blah...

the thing lasted about 15-20 minutes until CJ really went home.. with penpen's eyes on tears still..

that time was the first time i was really scared... that my heart beated faster.. my knees got so much weak.. my voice almost went gone.. my eyes couldn't stop flowing the tears....

i just hope for Tandy to even say a "sorry" to me... i hate her!!!

kyuhyun's 21st birthday.. a tribute for him..

2009-02-03T19:58:00.001+08:00

as special as he is, Penpen made a tribute for Kyu oppa on his 21st [internationally] birthday..

and he is celebrating his 22nd birthday in Korean..

you gotta check this out.. it's pretty awesome..

i just used all pictures but, im hoping to make a better one someday..

don't forget to comment..

saeng il chuka hamnida Kyu oppa!

saranghaeyo~ hwaiting~

this skirt...

2009-01-30T21:15:00.006+08:00

CELSIUS JUNIOR... together we sewed our skirts which was our project in TLE due today at 4pm in school..

Penpen went to Myca's boarding house to sew with her..

through chatting, CJ was able to communicate while sewing our skirts..

Glendyl was just in Cloud9 where she went online..

dongsaeng myca and unni penpen, from 11:30am, just listened to mostly kpop songs..

around 5:45pm when Glendyl came to Myca's bhaus..

waaah~ we knew we were too late..

CELSIUS JUNIOR danced to Gee first before I finished my skirt and dongsaeng myca took a bath..

since we're too late, off we directly went to Ma'am Crits' house in Turno to pass our projects..

with the help of our "amigos" [who just live there] with whom we just called unto as "migo", we were able to pass it..

Ma'am wasn't in her house and we saw and realized his son who is so bulabog and also cute.lol!

we explained to him what he had to say to her omma about us passing our projects without her..

right before we finally went off, i asked Ma'am's son "unsa diay imung ngalan?" and answered "Mar Vince.." and then we 3 bid goodbye and thanked him a lot.. =]

Hyatti...

2009-01-29T22:54:00.005+08:00

tonight was my friend Rhandelle Lou's 14th birthday..

she's the daughter of my omma's officemate, Ante Edil..

we were invited in her "formal" birthday party which was held in Hyatti Chinese Cuisine in Turno..

with us was of course, my mom and dad, unni Miemie, Ante Jaylem and Uncle Clive who, also were invited..

the birthday celebration was so formal that in the hall were only some visitors..

with us on the table were Ante Sarah with her daughter Areeya.. few visitors also include Ante Lorraine and Uncle Gani..

grandma, grandpa, cousins, friends, Ante Edil's officemates and friends.. and of course, Ryan, Malou's younger brother..

as part of the program, her friends and few special people were going to give roses, provided by them, go in front and wish to the celebrant..

at first, i never really thought of like that, so i accepted the rose to be given to Malou..

but lol!~ here it was.. it was my turn to go in front, use mic and wish..

all i have said was...

"Happy brithday!~ wishing you more cakes to slice and candles to blow.. more birthdays to come.. stay healthy.. happy birthday!"

waaah!~ it was unplanned..

and it was unexpected..

nauwaw kau kuh... and nakulbaan!~

LOL!~

but despite that, it was so glad to be in that celebration..

i was able to go inside.. ahaha!~

oh, yeah!~ Hyatti's leche flan was so cute, good for one bite.. really! =]

ENGLISH!~

2009-01-27T23:05:00.013+08:00

favorite subject?

ENGLISH, it is!

it sounds like a bull telling here my fave subject but i'm so proud of it..

i was overjoyed..to have 97 for the 3rd grading..

it may not be the highest, but it made my blood cool..

[read my dongsaeng glendyl's post having the highest here...]

it is a lot okay to me for maybe i would have difficulties maintaining or getting higher than 98 for the next and last grading period.. =]

it's penpen's first time to really have the most favorite subject, except MATH..

what's penpen's favorite subject???? ENGLISH!~~~

and also, i overreacted on dongsaeng myca's grade..

it was me who received her 1/8 paper with her grade since im sitting right in front of sir al..

it was 93, and i was like "ahhhh!~~" in a high tuned, minimized voice..

and sir al was like "uie, feelross....", smiling.. LOL!~ =]

kung hei fat choi!~~

2009-01-26T23:32:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year!~~

to all my Chinese friends [if i have..], kung hei fat choi, especially to Hankyung oppa..

today, around 6pm was a solar eclipse..

it was totally awesome, but wasn't able to watch it.. =[

for a while the moon trapped the sun... oooh~~

and today, i saw someone for a second..

bon2x, i saw him..

in the afternoon going home..

demie got to go back to our room coz she forgot her charcoal pencil..

when we crossed the street, there was a motorcycle passed us..

just then when i realized it was bon2x driving in pink with a guy in the backride..

then i just shouted "uiee~~"...

just that.. lol.. =]

he's my crush, not #1, but i like him..
penpen knows he doesn't like her.. =[

pakxet!~

2009-01-21T23:57:00.007+08:00

pakxet mn jd nih c uncle uie...
kulbaa nku dah...
waaah~~ im scared~~
ahahaha~~~

i was watching SNSD unni's Gee MV and danced to the chorus line "neomu jjarit jjarit momi teollyeo...." sitting.. when i heard a voice in a way like a drunk person talks saying "huiee~ tulog na~~!".. and immediately looked at my right to oppa[father] where he was tightly sleeping beside the also asleep omma.. at first i really thought oppa was having a dream [gidaman, like that..]..

when i faced the monitor, i could hear 'not understandable' words from same voice, which really scares me, which i really thought was my father.. but when i look at him, i couldn't hear anything and i can sense that it wasn't my dad.. he's sleeping silently.. it happened a lot of times in few minutes...waaah~~~ scary~~~

but during those times, i had a thought.. "maybe it's uncle Edwin, making fool out of me.. i guess he's outside just scaring me.. but, how would he know im still awake this time?? why would he scare me this very late at night??".. that was why i always looked at the windows, maybe uncle was there..

time when mom had opened her eyes, i then asked her "ma, who was that?" with a smile.. she replied "duh~ it was ur dad..".. and i woke up dad asking "pa, was it really you making the voice?? ahhh~ sure bah??~~"

then the voice again said 'not understandable' words.. "~!@#$%^&*" like really a drunk person.. and then i was sure and immediately yelled "ahh~ UNCLE~~~!".. it was him.. waaah~ he was then laughing so hard...pakshit~~~ grrr~~~