Kelsey Bunny Babbles

15 random facts

2008-08-21T16:37:00.004+08:00

Got tagged by Ms. Lydia Miller!

a)state 15 weird things/habits or little known facts bout yourself
b)tag 10 people to do it
c)no tag backs

1. I used to have an imaginary friend when i was younger who I'd talk to n play with.
2. I named my brain Zazu when i was young n talk to it! lol
3. Although i dont look it, I LOVE to eat LOTS!!
4. Im absolutely addicted to Lena Fujii, if I ever meet her, id die of shock!
5. Whenever I buy a new clothing item, I have to come home to try it on with lots of other things n end up spending 30 mins-1 hours wit different outfits!
6. I've got 2 fighting fishes named Ice & Fire
7. I always thought that the lyrics were 'everybody was kung fu fighting! those kungfu bastards like me!' hahahaha instead of 'fast like lighting!' LOL!
8.The name of our 1st daughter is gonna be Alyssa..
9.I LOVE and am so so intrigued by Artistic Nudes. they're such beautiful non-pornographic, artsy potraits of the human body, but only women tho..
10. I bring my soft toy, Icky, everywhere I travel!
11. I own over 30 pairs of shoes. seriously.
12. I plan to one day bring Mini-golfing to Malaysia! its the bomb!
13. My ultimate fav rock band is a tie between The Darkness & Velvet Revolver
14. It's a far-fetched dream of mine to be a top model some day.. some day huh?
15. I want to live in a glass house by the beach side when im older! :)

I tag: Beth, Kim Tong, Azhan, Colin, Ciyan, Joyce, Calvin Tan, Bibo, Idan, Ain.

So i had a shoot wit Bibo today in LimKokWing's photo labs n it was fun! :) i wore a batik sarong wrapped round me wit a black belt n it looked so fab! hehe wit those scientific lab goggles too! loL! cant wait to get the shots! :)

im off to Euphoria again tonight! WHOOOTSSS!!

*BUNNY*

Classes Machaaa

2008-08-19T17:50:00.003+08:00

Deiiiii!!! hahah ive been just busy busy busy wit wat? nothingness lately! lol! no laaaa more like, busy wit class, watchin the Olympics n bummmmmiinnnggg around!

But yes yes my classes have been on n they are.. Not bad!

Business Management class is pretty interesting but its just very much on listenin n dicussing stuff la.. not much on creativity... I really love my Fundamentals of Sketching class which is incidently, nothin to do wit sketching (insert laughter). Its more on like.. sociology of fashion.. brand management n tat sort of stuff but its cool!

1st assignment is a huge Fashion Journal about anything we want about Fashion.. so basically there aint no barriers n its due in 3 weeks, gotta get a move on! Then there is Principles of Retailing class which is... pretty good.. i think the subject is interesting but the lecturer is a bit weird. no doubt that she knows her stuff but i just cant keep up wit the way she teaches it.. n im not alone in this.... she keeps grabbin her boobs for warmth... hmmmm.....

but oh well! n lastly, Design Mangement class is so far.... a bit dull la.. i dunno just 1 class so far n it didnt leave much of an impression on me, but i think its got to do wit management skills n brand management n tat sort of things.. will fill in more later..

oh n yesterday was Tim's farewell party! He's also leaving to the US for 4 years.. it was fun as I got to see Sim and Nick again! :) my fellow YES ppl! Sim n I were the 2 ppl who put on the most amount of weight from the US, glad to say we lost it all! hahhaah! :) good times..

hahhaha check out my 'lolita' hairstyle! hahaha i think I've been reading ViVi magazine abit too much recentl! GOD IM ADDICTED TO THAT MAGAZINE!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhh!! the clothes the clothes the clothes!!!!!!!!!! oh n LENA FUJII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! goodness, smack me wit a stick but im addicted to her... *growl*

but its ok, i think of Icky n i know that im still straight! i wanna pinch his cheeks! haha so im may be bent here n there, but DEF still straight! :p

ok ok gonna go watch Zohan now before i start running off on another tangent! ta!

*BUNNY*

Larut

2008-08-17T15:29:00.003+08:00

Mungkin aku juga pernah merasakan cinta,
Tapi tak pernah seindah ini,
Mungkin aku juga pernah merasakan rindu,
Tapi tak pernah sedalam ini.

Mungkin kamu takkan pernah percaya,
bahwa aku sesungguhnya,
aku telah terjatuh,

akui aku telah larut,
larut ke dalam kamu,
yang ku cintai....

This beautiful song is by the Indonesian band, Dewa 19 and the song is called 'Larut'. wow.. its beautiful! it basically means that

'Maybe I've felt love before, but never as beautiful as this,
Maybe I've felt longing before, but never as deep as this,

Maybe you'll not believe that I've fallen for you...

I admit, that I've dissolved into you, into you that I love...'

hmm it may not sound as deep once i translate it, but its so beautiful! its as if he's saying that he's so in love that he's become like one with her... :) *sccchhwweett*

*BUNNY woves ICKY*

Made In China

2008-08-14T21:42:00.003+08:00

So i recently bought myself some bling stickers so stick on my phone just coz im flossy-flossy like that! n i got a pink/silver colored one n now my phone resembles one of Paris Hilton's! hahahhahhaha crap!!!! i wanted red/silver for candy canes but elek.. so wat to do?

anyhow, at the back of the packaging was the instructions that just made me laugh soo hard as i read it!! n its MADE IN CHINA btw! i kid u not, but this is exactly wat was written at the back! :)

Operation Method.

1. Please remove dirty and dust on the surface when stick

2.Please tear the cell-phone which stick at the back of the sticker

3.After stick on the cell-phone, it needs 30minutes that sticker could be totally fixed.

*Take down it from papercard and please pay attention to not being injured.

*When sticker is assaulted by brute force,acrylic will come off from the cell-phone.

*It is not the products stuck on the skin directly. The person with sensitive skin will cause skin it ching and imflammation. So please dont stick it on skin directly.

*Please place the product on the place where children be unable to get.

and for the end bit.............................. MADE IN CHINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahhahhahahhahahhahahahah

anyhow, classes this week have been pretty interesting. so far i've gotten like, 2 assignments to do addy, but more on that another day.. im enjoyin them, so tats good! :)

n during lunch today while i was chewin on my hot-dog, i freakin bit a bloody hole thru the side of my tongue!!!!! omggg i actually felt it go thru, n the pain was.... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

n Melissa NG, the wonderful fren of mine, was just talking non-stop as i held my mouth in pain n then she stopped n gave me this face n said; 'Kel!! can u stop stoning ah??'

as to which i opened my mouth n stuck out my bleeding tongue! ahh i had bit it from top to bottom at the side!! ahh the painnnn n swellin n Mel has the pics! hahah ill post em up soon! LOL!!!

but yeah, pretty RAD day at college huh?

*BUNNY*

The O.C

2008-08-13T21:26:00.003+08:00

I've been a fan of The O.C since its very 1st episode! I feel like i kinda 'grew' thru my mid teens years with it. Ive been a faithful fan ever since n watched every single episode from every season!

one of the major reasons why I love the OC is coz of its excellent choice of songs at the very best moments, i honestly have no idea how they manage to get it 100% right every single time! :) I've collected all 6 Volumes of the Music From The O.C albums! :) n each of the songs remind me of a special scene in the show, n whenever i hear some of them again, i also remember exactly how i was feelin when i first watched/heard it!

So i've decided to compile my TOP 4 Best Music Moments from The OC!! watch em all n see wat i mean! :) they're magical!

#4) Imogen Heap- Hide & Seek. played during Caleb's funeral.

#3) Matt Pond PA - Champagne Supernova. the classic 'seth cohen- spiderman kiss!'

#2) Jem- Maybe I'm Amazed. during the wedding at the last episode of the 1st season.

and for my ultimate fav yang 'tak boleh belah' till today is......

#1) Finley Quay & Will Orbit - Dice. final moments before NYs where Ryan rushes to kiss Marissa!

i also think that part of the magic comes from being an avid fan of the show, u get wats goin on. nevertheless, if u ever come across Music From The OC: Volume 1,4 & 5, u shud get em! they're my fav! :)

*BUNNY*

Leavin On A Jetplane

2008-08-11T19:36:00.004+08:00

So watever problems that me n the boy have been havin has been cleared up! :) pheww! finally, after soo much of talking, fighting, tears and alot more talking, we're cooler than ever! its makes me so happy and really appreciate him after we work things out, i dunno i guess im just glad that we bother enuf to WANT to work it out n not just give up la..

So we're cool! =D

but the saddest thing ever is that Farah's gone....... :( my best friend left this mornin at 9.40am to the USA.. she's gonna be studyin there n im happy n freakin proud of her (not to mention jealous!- she's gonna be havin such a GREAT time!!!!) but im gonna miss her tons..... She was always the one i cud count on for everything, from shoppin like whacks, spillin our guts out to each other over pearl tea, to going crazy n fallin down all over to being the shoulder to cry on. She was always the best fren from high school tat I never had any shit wit. it was always great, n she knew me the best n strangely she was the only friend who i really listened to n would really take advice from..

n now she's gone.. i know she'll be back in a year for summer n all tat but im just gonna miss her soo freakin much. ugh i did not get any sleep in almost 24hours coz was at the place since 11pm, wit Venilla n Cixan, n we were talkin n helpin her pack n all tat shiznits, no sleep at all! then it was off to the airport at 5.30am since they had to be there early..

alot of ppl came, dewi, liyana, nadiah, me, venilla, cixan.. her family n when she was givin us all the hugs, every1 was crying.. everyone. i guess its just so great to see that she means alot to alot ppl, its sumn she shud be proud of!

so we were all crying together as we watched her walk away, n hugged.. sigh.... its just really sinking in that she's gone la.....

well there were quite a few pics taken n i'll be postin em up soon la! so till then, i need sleeppp!!

*BUNNY*

Help....

2008-08-09T17:57:00.003+08:00

I need somebody, help!

I've been feeling like complete crap.. Last night n today, just pure unadulterated crap. My heart feels like its breaking from all the hurt its gettin......... i just feel so..... i cant even describe it...

Im not in control of this anymore, its out of my hands n i just dont know what is gonna happen wit us.. :'( i feel so useless, so stupid...

u know i absolutely love the pure thrill of being in control of my pain. why else do u think im fascinated by piercings n tattoos? altho i have no tattoos i think part of why emo ppl get it is to know tat they r in control of their pain, n somehow i totally get that. To know that no one else can hurt u as bad as u can hurt urself is pure assurance. its power and control but most of all, its a shield that u can hold from the rest of the world.

i really think i need to talk to someone. the only person in my family who I'll talk to freely is miles away in a different country.. i want a person who'd care..

*KELS*

hmm..

2008-08-08T18:52:00.004+08:00

well sorry i have not been updating ive been really busy.......................

i had a good night, went to Euphoria again n it was fun!

This morning was absolutelu fantastic! Trisha n I were asked by Stephanie Goh to do a small tiny shoot for Cleo Magazine's Retail Therapy column where they review a store n theres a smaall picture of a model wearing the outfits la. So it was cool! i was representing the 'Charles & Keith" boutique of gorrgeoussss shoes n handbags! :)

wore blouse+top from Forever21, belt, shoes & bag by Charles & Keith!!

it was a cute shoot coz we had to smile! hahaha not used to it, but got the hang of it n i loved the results!! :)

Trisha was uberrrrrrrr cool!!! she was more punk rock ish representing a new brand in Pavillion, not sure wat its called but i think its Dr.Denim? i dunno but it was soooo funky! hahahh she looked fab! :)

so apparently I'll be out in the November issue n Trish is in Dec!

then we hit OU n had fun....

till something ruined my day n i think this just gonna possibly ruin my life. im so dissapointed in him right now i cant even explain it, its such a small thing to ask for n yet he cant give it......... its nothin material. its the fact that he cant let this go, he cant ignore her for me. if she really meant nothing, why is it so hard to just give me the peace of mind? i just no longer know wats gonna happen with us........

*BUNS*

Panicking At The Disco

2008-08-05T23:56:00.006+08:00

*Ive updated alot of songs on my playlist! Check it out! :)*

I had a good nite! really! i got a random call from Rueben Annai in the afternoon saying that he has tickets to the Panic At The Disco concert (didnt even know they were havin one!) n asked if i wanted to go. so.. im not a fan, i know like 4 songs from em, n they're pretty ok, but was never into them but i went along wit him and his fren Adrian n u know wat? it was actually fun!

*Brendan*

ok so it was the smallest concert ive been to, the thing is tat it wasnt promoted, not many knew bout it n it was at the Bkt.Jalil Putra Stadium. got in n they had barricaded 1/2 the stadium so they dont waste space. in total i think there were only like 600 ppl? not many! but it turned out to be cool n different! One Buck Short opened n they did a good job then PATD played, n honestly even tho i didnt know most of their songs, i enjoyed myself!

They played well n were interactive wit the crowd- who btw, was made up of mostly kids below 17 n alot of international school kids (i hate them-intl school kids r way to stuck up n think they're all tat!), n i was shocked! felt old n for the 1st time ever, i began to see these kids in a whole new way!

i saw them as annoyin lil yuppies who were just makin loud scenes wit their frens n then, all of a sudden, it dawned on me!!!!!!! *Dumm dummm duummmmm* i was lookin at the old me+frens! omg! that was wat me, misha, n liz used to be like whenever we were at concerts! we were loud n we did wtv we wanted n we just didnt care! ahh! hahahha i mean we always enjoyed ourselves n thougth we were the shizznitts but now i realize how some older ppl must have thought of us! lol! oh well, we grew up so tats good at least! loL!

but anyway, PATD was good! the lead vocallist, Brendan was really good n cute too! :) all in all, a good time! also i got to sit at the place where they control the music n it was at the back so it was cool to have a different perspective in a concert, really nice to observe ppl! thanks again to Annai & Adrian annai! :)

had my Management class today n although it was just intro to the subject, it sounds like a workload n already me n Tatz were like; 'wow! we can addy feel the stress!' ahhahaha :) hope tomoro goes well!

*BUNNY*

Swwweett!!

2008-08-04T21:20:00.004+08:00

ahh my new timetable is swwweeetttt!!! :) so so darn awesome! I have only 4 subjects this sem n i have 3 days of classes only n a 4-day weekend! ahhh!

Tuesday- Intro to Management, 9-12
Wednedsay - Fundamentals of Sketching, 2-5
Thursday - Principles of Retailing,9-12 & then Design Management, 2-5

oh Fridays-Mondays free! :) im stoked!

oh n I've been Youtubing piercings alot these past couple of days just to cure my boredom, n u know i've always had a thing for piercings.. i love em! i love all the adrenaline rush you get from thinking of it, n then after its done, u realize tat u were just trippin for nothin n they end up lookin great!

so i have had altogether 9 piercings done in my life, ive had my 2 on my ear lobes, cartilage, nose n tragus pierced, the nose one closed tho, i took it out as it was troublesome in school. but i really like my tragus! :) honestly it was painfree! :)

but i've always wanted to get a tongue piercing, i think its nice, n more over i wanna get one JUST to know how it felt, know wat i mean? i dunno tho, its gotten a bit too common n um.. skanky? n plus Mal wud kill me as he HATES piercings n tattoos (anything for u hun!) haha but u know just sometimes i cant help wonder how it feels like.....

n i also think that Corset piercings are gorgeous!!!! ahhh they are!!!

the thing is tat they r only done for play purposes, as in photoshoots, once u get em done, u cant leave it in for more than 2 days if im not mistaken, so its just a short thing, nevertheless, its pretty!

but then again, some ppl have the weirdest piercings! honestly! like wats wit a 'Cleavage surface piercing'.. well surface piercings on a whole, r weird but wtf??

oh n DO watch this video i found of a guy gettin dared to get a Prince Albert done live on air!! ahh i cant embed it, but its soooo funny!! holy shit i cant imagine how ANYONE can get genital piercings, like WAT THE FLYING?? but watch it!!! click me! :) seriously tho, its funny!

*BUNNY*

Liquid Remake & Farah's Farewell

2008-08-03T14:52:00.008+08:00

Hehe so Bibo n I shot again last week at my place, he wanted to remake our very 1st shoot together, at the pool. so we did! n it was fun! im quite liking these photos!!! :)
*want the hair fling one in original size! :)*

*im lovin these 2!*
im still waiting for Idan's post of the lips shoot.......

well yesterday was fun! volunteered at the AFS bake sale at Hartamas n tat was fun! we managed to make real good sales actually, n it was all good fun meeting n getting to know the new exchange students! :) wishing them the BEST of luck livin in Malaysia n i know tat they're gonna love it so much!

Farah's farewell party was yesterday too at her fren's apartments in Mutiara Damansara n it was funnnn!! so great when a bunch of us Sri Amanians get together la! n we all go cuckoo together! had bbq, we sang, we laughed, we danced, we did all sorts of nonsense! hahahha but im gonna miss Farah so so sooo freakin much! i dont want my best friend to leave... god im gonna cry alot at the airport! :'(

*My 2 best friends*
*She wanted to carry me! :)*

She's gonna be away for a long time, but hopefully i'll be going to the US next year for a visit to PA n i can hopefully go to IL as well! :D love you babe!

*BUNNY*

Euphoria!!

2008-08-01T19:15:00.004+08:00

yes yes yes!!!! We finally went to London's Ministry of Sound's 1st club in Malaysia called Euphoria for those of u who still dont know!

omgies!!! it just opened n its a big club n they r well known for their House, electro n techno music la, so i thought that their hip-hop/rnb nites wud either suck n just be average but we were all soo mistaken!

It was Ladies Night so me, Trish n Deb got in all for free! :) n 1st off- the club was really big n SMOKE FREE!! woot! smokin is banned in this club n I LOVE TAT!! u can actually breathe properly n ur skin, hair n clothes wont reek of ciggarette smoke! n it was cool in there, the deco is damn nice, spacious n ur not allowed to bring drinks to the dancefloor which is great so no drunk idiots can slosh their shit around n get u wet.

the music tho. omg. omg omg!!!!! it was the SHIIZZNIITTTSS!! dead serious! we were all BLOWN away by how awesome it was! the hip-hop/rnb was soo awesome n the DJ Patrick actually knows wat he's doin n later on around 12ish, he started mixing in House n for a person who only layans a few of the songs, i THOROUGLY enjoyed myself! damn son!!! how many DJ's can keep everyone enterntained like that?? freakin awesome man!!

n summore the floor 'vibrates!' hahah no theres no vibrators or wtv, but its wood panelled n the bass just makes it vibrate so much, its AWESOME!! ahh last night was serioulsy on o the best nites! tat was officially:

MY FAVOURITE CLUB n FAVOURITE DJ EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dancing for almost 3 hours straight! feet were killin me n im feelin lethargic today but i totally cant wait again for next time!! now all other clubs shall fail miserably in comparission man!

n my shoot wit Bibo was just awesome!! had so much fun n i think we managed to get some good shots! :) cant wait to get em n shall post up soon! :)

*BUNNY*

Sarees again!

2008-07-31T11:24:00.004+08:00

Now my internet is driving me nuts!! i cant open my blogger n cant see pictures! ugh! i hope its just due to some Malaysian heat wave (its soo hot!!) that its melted the cables or wtv i can blame. hmmphh.

but dad came back from Bombay yesterday n he brought along 2 sarees for me!! :) yay!

the 1st one is a pale pastel green wit a really beautiful white lace border n patters on the palu. i like it, my only worry is tat this particular shade of green might not look too good on me.. hmm.. i think if i was fairer it'll be better but i like it alot anyway!

the 2nd one is an off white saree wit sequins all over! ohhh its sooooo gorgeous!!! :D i love love it! the sequins r in silver so it loves glittery n i cant wait to make my saree blouses! i think im goin for a stringy sexy one for the white saree n will think of sumn for the green one!

def cant wait to wear em!!!

n he also got me a cool modern salwar! :) its red n gold n has a churitas bottom! im soo gettin in touch wit my Indian roots! lol!

oh n i absolutely cant get Junior Senior's Move Your Feet out of my head! lol! ever since i heard it performed by In Case God Fails, its just been playing in my head all the time!

Everybody, move your feet and feel united

Oh oh oh

Everybody, move your feet and feel united

Oh oh oh

Yeah

We're going downtown,

oh yeah

We're going downtown,

oh yeah

We're going downtown,

oh yeah

We're going downtown,

oh yeah

Don't - don't - don't - don't stop the beat

I can't - can't - can't - can't control my feet

P - p - p - people in the street

C'mon everybody and move your feet

waiting for Bibo to get to my place n we're shooting! yays! its gonna be beauty shots n i hope tat this ANTM marathon i've been on will help me! :)

*BUNNY*

tuesday mornings

2008-07-29T10:23:00.005+08:00

im so sorry for the late updates! ugh! i've been busy lately by just bumming around!

i saw X-Files: The Movie n thought that it was.... ok... cool at times but ok. i have to say that my FAV part in the entire movie was when they zoomed in to a picture of President Bush n the x-files theme played! hahahahhahhahahahhahhahhaa bloody funny man!!

n i also watched The December Boys -a movie with Daniel Radcliffe! its bout these 4 orphan boys who went on a vacation to a beach n they learn things about their lives n meet all sorts of ppl! this is such a cute-laazzy afternoon movie! its tat sort of mood, but i liked it anyway! do give it a shot if ur bored! :)

So im attending the AFS Malaysia's Gala Dinner on the 9th of August! im soo excited! n the theme is black & gold n u can wear either formal or traditional! n i've been wanting this dress from Topshop since January but it costs RM300, tat day when i went over there, my heart stopped as i saw it was 50% off!! so i flipped n looked for a 6 or 8 n there were only size 10 left!! thats like huge for me!!

but the lady said tat there were no more other sized even in the other stores n i decided to just try it on n let it die in my head buttt to my huge suprise!! IT FIT!!!!!!! ahhhhhh!!!! i had had to get it! RM148! :) whee!! i only had to stitch the top part at the boobs (duh...) but it looks great n im wearing it for the gala dinner wit gold accessories!

n i had also got another great Red knee length-decent dress from MNG when they were havin sale! 50% off as well- only RM99! i liked it alot coz i thought tat it was so different from the other dresses i have! cant wait to wear it! :)

other than that it seems like i wont be goin to MTV Asia Awards this Saturday at Genting. darn i really wanted to go... sigh..

*BUNNY*

Monash Street Carnival!

2008-07-27T01:12:00.003+08:00

if ya'll weren't there, u missed out on a really good show man! ok ok, so i was bummed that i had missed the Chris Daughtry concert at OU ( if im not mistaken u cud only get tickets by winnin it or purchasing a Sony Ericcson phone since they sponsored it..) :( but oh well, i headed over to Sunway Pyramid n decided to watch the Monash Street Carnival: Battle of the Bands instead! :)

It was drizzlin, but no matter n my cousin Tristan's band was up 1st! altho they had a bit of tecnical difficulties, they definately rocked! he's great the bass, wasnt the 1st time i've watched them performed n i def think tat they had gotten better! Mal was also em-cee ing the event! im soooo DARN proud of him! =D he kept the crowd entertained, as usual! *whoottt MC ICKY!!!*

n a few other bands i liked were Freeloader(they were a crowd fav n they're damn good la)! n i freakin enjoyed In Case God Fails!! they're all Indonesians n they played Daft Punk n a few other songs, they were soo cool la, their attitude n style just kept the crowd lovin it n they def stood out from the rest! unfortunately they only got 4th place.. oh well cant wait to hear more from em!!

The guest bands Blister & Frequency Cannon were like freakin amazing la, seriously. esp Blister! n F.Q's front man n bassist were like the coolest guys ever la! hehe they're funny to watch! at the end of the nite, a band which i missed while i bought food- Analogue got 1st place+ RM1000! Freeloaders -2nd place+ RM700 & i cant remember who got 3rd.. hehehehe

but def a fun fun event! :) makes up for me missing Daughtry!

p/s- the shoot wit Idan was fun!! it was just my lips in crazy ways so i cant wait to get the pics! :)

*BUNNY*

Random Bounce

2008-07-24T22:42:00.006+08:00

You know i just think its hilarious how Justin says in Timbaland's BOUNCE:

Bounce! Like your ass got the hick-ups! hahaha random. i know. but i always laugh when it comes to that line! lol!

and im lovin this song which might be annoying to some of u, but i think its cute! : Thats Not My Name by The Ting Tings! :) hehehe oh! n i have a shoot wit Idan tomoro- were shooting only my lips i think! shud be found!

ugghh!! my net is soo bad! im tryin to post a video from Youtube here, n i cant coz of the connection! arghh!

ill get back when this stupid connection lets me la

*BUNNY*

My Love, My Life

2008-07-22T23:04:00.008+08:00

I know one day there will come a time,
Different beliefs would draw the line,
But rest assured we'll both be fine,
You'll have your heaven I'll have mine,

Although it feels we're not allowed,
Just know that love's what it's about,
We'll work it out, I say it proud,
You are my soulmate, there's no doubt,

Can't see my life without you babe,
Can't remember life before your name,
Can't let you go when you feel the same,
I fear my mind would go insane,

Let's not just leave, baby let's stay,
Why let this love pass through our way?
I don't wanna look back and say,
What if you were my wife today...

Although you say with me you're through,
You're done with calling me your boo,
Just know that one thing will stay true,
Love of my life will always be you...

-Icky

He wrote this for me last year, while things were rocky between us... I guess lookin back on it made me cry and realize how much he truly loves me, and how much i truly love him... He's the sweetest! :)

Yesterday, the 21st indicated that Hannah has been gone for 1 month addy.. its hard to believe how fast time flies by. And i guess I've also been thinkin alot bout how we never know when our time is over....

We never really know whether we have just a few more days left, or months or years.. life is just way too unpredictable and short! Hannah's life had just only begun n yet she was taken away, makes me think alot about all the stuff tat i've accomplished/want to accomplish in my life.

You know, my family has never once, in the 3 years & 3 months of our relationship, ever liked the fact that im with Icky! the reason: because he's Malay. yes. my family is just like tat n that makes me so sad. The best part is they have been trying soo incredibly hard to break us up, they dont allow us to go out n they pray for us not to be together. And they say that they'll disown if i ever marry him! tats incredibly messed up.

They say tat they know tat "it wont work out n tat they dont want me gettin to serious, n that im still so young , oh! they dont want me to convert to a Muslim". Fine. i get it la, to be honest i completely understand why they are so worried, i understand, but wat i dont get is the fact tat they just cant realize that I AM HAPPY!

I am! n if they r so sure tat it will never work out then why r they so worried, just leave it be la, kan? I wish for once that they would just stop being selfish and start thinkin about how I feel, how Im taking this. I've finally found a GREAT guy who just loves me and worships me for me, and i do the same for him. He keeps me safe, he treats me right, he tells me when i've done wrong, he never fails to correct me, he advices me, he helps me, he makes sure that i dont get sucked into a hell-hole of smoking and drugs. He keeps ME SAFE. without him in my life right now, honest to blog, id be some shit-headed alcoholic pot smoking slut. i would. but i am NONE of those things, not even close, bcoz of this guy who protects me and wants wats good for me.

The zany thing is that my family has NEVER ONCE taken the time to meet him and get to know him, they have never invited him over for lunches or wtv the way they did to my cousin's Indian bf. Honestly, i tell you right now, if they had gotten to know him and like had him over for 6 months or 1 year, and by then if they STILL didnt like him, then id listen to what they were saying and i'd end it. BUT HOW DO THEY EXPECT ME TO DO SO WHEN THEY WONT EVEN TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO GET TO KNOW HIM??? how can i listen to a word they say?

i love my family, i've always admitted it, but i stand here today, 19 years of age and sadly admit that my own flesh and blood do not even know who I am. They say that im stubborn, n darn right i am! im one stubborn girl, since a toddler, every1 will say, I've always had to do things my way even tho ppl told me not to and I always learnt it BY MYSELF. if i made a mistake, i learnt it. but wit me is tat ive always been that spirit who just needs to do something so tat no matter what they consequences were, i can look back being proud of the fact that I HAD THE GUTS TO TAKE THAT RISK. n they shud also know by now that when it comes to me; the harder they try to pull away, the harder i'll cling on to.

Like i said before, i dunno whats gonna happen wit me n Mal, u can never plan these things. what life has in store for us, i dunno, maybe we'll break up soon, maybe in years or maybe never. I DONT KNOW!!!

all i do know is this: I have one life. And i dunno when it will be my time, but all i know is that im living it for me and I. AM. HAPPY! Im so happy to be with him, why be miserable when i can just be happy?? I know they love me, but if they really want to do wats right, they'd be happy for me and just accept it.

tats all i ask for. this is my life, please let me make my decisions, you can advice me but ultimately, please let me feel the joys or pain of the decisions i make. Know that I am capable of celebrating all my life's happiness and even more capable of cutting myself and letting it heal. One Life. One Chance. Thats It.

*Kelsey Brown*

A Picture Tag

2008-07-20T15:50:00.004+08:00

I still feel the chills from the awesomeness of the Dark Knight...

anyway, Ain tagged me to do this-

a) Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the first minimal words of explanation.
b) Tag 5 other people to do the same once you've finished answering every question page of results

1. The age you'll be on your next bday

2. A place you'd like to travel

*J'taime*

3. Your fav place

*Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia!!*

4. Your fav food

*Malaysian Food&

*Italian Food*

*Japanese Food*

5. Your fav pet

*Puppies!*

*Bunnies*

6.Your fav color combination

*Rainbows*

7. Your fav piece of clothing

*Lingerie*

*Great Jeans

8.Your all time favourite song

*GnR's Sweet Child Of Mine*
*neyo's Sexy Love*

9. Your fav tv show

10. Your significant other/crush's name

*Sticky Icky!*

11. The town in which you live in

*Petaling Jaya*

12. Your nickname

*Kelso*

13.Your first job
*British India in One Utama*

14.Your dream job
*Supermodel*

15. Your worst fear

16. The 1 thing you'd want to do before you die
*Get married!!*

17. The 1st thing you'd buy with $10 000 000

*Mercedes Benz SLK350*

whoaaaaaaaa.... this took ages to do! but it was fun! i tag: Kim, Lydia, Poly, Miki and Amanda Nelson!

*BUNNY*

Let's Put A Ss-mile on That Face!

2008-07-18T22:51:00.009+08:00

one word.

HOLYSHINDANGOESOMIGAWDWHOAAHHH!!

The Dark Knight was. whoah. no more than whoah. amazing. thrilling. dark. intruiging. spectacular. movie of the year. most def!

I have been anticipating this movie so much! Been a fan of the older Batman movies yet i hated the previous one; Batman Begins, but perhaps I never got it. Nevertheless, even tho its directed by Christopher Nolan who also did the previous movie, this is one movie that truly deserves a round of applause!

This movie is actually showing us why Batman became a target to the police of Gotham City. Batman (played by hottie n great actor-Christian Bale!) is being targetted by the Joker (played by Heath Ledger R.I.P), a new terrorist in Gotham City. The mobs have asked for the Joker's help and so The Joker now commits crimes and brings chaos to Gotham and Batman tries to intervene. Also there is a new DA in town, Harvey Dent, who supports Batman and tries to ensure the safety of Gotham is intact.

You have to watch this movie coz it is just so amazingly done! I think after watchin it, one wud truly understand why Batman was in the position he is in later.. But most of all, this movie is truly all about the amazingness of The Joker and mostly the amazingness of HEATH LEDGER's acting skills. omg. i never liked Heath, always thought he was average, but his performance in this movie just blew my brains away! i swear- bits of it is on the screen of the cinema!

He plays the Joker to perfection! with the zany body language, the tongue flicks, the voice-omg the voice! its so hard to believe tat it is Heath! apparently 1 month b4 the filmin, Heath had stayed in a secluded apartment for a whole month to learn more how to be the Joker n he even kept a diary about it. Im just sad tat he cudn't be alive here today to see his MOST BRILLIANT PERFORMANCE EVER!! i think part of this movie's incredibleness was the fact tat its so chilling to watch the Joker, it feels as if, there is no more Heath and the real spirit of the Joker had possessed him. oh n he deserves to be nominated for an Oscar for this role. there is no way any1 this year tat can beat him for this. no way.

btw, the movie is almost 3 hours long but its soo good, they use up the time fully n there is action non stop! Christian Bale also plays Bruce Wayne well! so poised, calm, handsome.. ahh he's good! and props also to Aaron Eckhart who plays Harvey Dent/2 Face. he was pretty good!

the effects n fight scenes (esp ones which involve the Batmobile n Batpod!!) r incredible! Hollywood seems to keep gettin better n better! i think wtv i can say wont do this film enuf justice, so u shud check it out urself.

all i can say is, a HUGE standing ovation to Heath Ledger. He truly, truly deserves it.

If u haven't watched this movie yet, i have no clue what is wrong with you. the only excuse can be tat there aren't any tickets available! coz tats how it is so far this weekend for peak time! Tickets for Dark Knight r almost sold out! so get ur bums up n sneak in to those odd screening times!

Hancock was rather dissapointing, funny at 1st but it just unraveled itself at the end so tat was sad. Wanted was a pretty hot movie.

But i think so far, this movie is on my top for the list of BEST MOVIES of 2008!
Hulk shall be 2nd... honestly. go watch it now.

aww.... Why So Serious????? Let's Put a Ss-mile on That Face!!!!

*BUNNY*

Camille's Shoot - Round 2!

2008-07-17T21:11:00.004+08:00

woots! I am super happy with the pics from my shoot yesterday! Camille asked me to be her model again, so we did it! She had found this great photographer- Aliaskhal and we were at his home studio in Ampang.

She has been workin wit him recently for her make-up portfolio. When i got there, another model was in the process of her shoot. She had white mascara, her eyebrows were white, whe had a white wig n Camille had put sugar n glitter over her lips n shoulders, so she looked frozen! it actually was pretty cool!

As for me, we did 2 shoots!
1st shoot- after puttin on, n wiping off, she finally decided to use black n gold on my eyes, nude lips, and she put gorgeous fluttery fake lashes to my LOWER lashes! lol! it was cool! then she added 2 gold sequined ribbons,(which she made by herself!) to my neck n top! hair was covered in black lace! it was so cool! i LOVED the lashes! must get it! lol!

2nd shoot- she started freestyling some black & gold body art on my shoulders, chest, neck n side of my face! turned out to looke incredible n very tribal! :) then she covered my eyes wit black lace n so basically the whole shoot, i cudn't see anything! wa a bit hard but i loved it n the lighthin was great! made me look like an 'african goddess!'- i quote Camille! hahhahhahaha

but seriously enjoyed it n im lookin forward to doing more stuff wit her! she's the BEST make up artist i've ever known and she's really gonna go far in her career! its a definate!

*BUNNY*

Foodness!

2008-07-16T00:24:00.003+08:00

I had an incredible dinner! unfortunately i didnt bring my camera to take pics but i'll make it quick!

Went to a great Chinese Restaurant in Jaya33 (think its Oriental sumn) n its huge!! n had dinner wit parents n uncle n aunt n their frens! n we ate a 6-course Chinese dinner! it was fab!! *Kris, wished u were there, honestly!

Here's a list of wat we ate! ahhh it was great!

-Peaking Duck (the best i've ever had!)
-Supreme Braised Sharksfin Soup
-Steamed & Deep Fried Bawal Fish
-Mushroom, Abalone & Sea Cucumber in oyster sauce
-Ginger Jumbo Prawns
-Stir-Fried Duck in Lettuce

oh it was just yummy! :) am stuffed~

one of the best parts of the dinner was when they started talkin bout all the best foods n all tat! lol! we were being the TRUE TYPICAL MALAYSIANS!!! hahahahahah! seriously! from things like; where to get the best curry laksa, to the best wan tan mee n everything!!! hahahah this went on for like 1 hour n u know, i loved every minute of it!

Being Malaysian n talking bout our number 1 passion- Food is just always awesome la! it never gets old! =D ain't that right peeps?

*BUNNY*

Copos & Cheer 08!!!!!

2008-07-14T23:50:00.004+08:00

I think i've been very uninspired lately to blog! buutt i def have stuff to talk bout now! lol!

A few hours ago durin dinner, i witnessed a Cop Chase! woot! we were dining al fresco in Subang Section15, n suddenly heard a light crash n glass shattering! turned n saw bout few 15 metres away, 4 guys were trying to stop a moving car, like they were trying to corner it themselves!

but obv they cudn't n this criminals just zipped out n sped by the restaurant to get away, then those 4 guys who were actually copos undercover jumped into their police car n followed them! whooaa!!

damn cool wei!! unfortunately we cudnt see wat happened after coz they zoomed out of sight but it was still dramatic to see! haha felt like we were in those movies! lol!

Yesterday me, Farah, Vennila, Cyan n Mesh went for Cheer 08! whoot D*STARZ!!!!!!!!!!! ahh we made it Just in time to catch them n i have to say tat im proud of em!! (oh n thank you to AIN for some new pics!)

*some supporters going around*
*D*STARZ*
*So proud of em!*

Their routine was clean, it was sharp n they've improved on their stunts n jumps! n BRAVO on the fact tat no stunts fell! GREAT JOB!! =D my criticisms will be:-

a) voices were not loud enuf! cant hear properly so need to work on that

b) song choices need to be better...

c) u guys shud stick to our D*STARZ tradition of havin a traditional influenced part.. like some Malaysian music n movement, coz tat was one of our STRONGEST points!

*Xavier*
*Shirtliff*
*Blitzterz*

but def overall, GrEAT job guys! Dynamitez were awesome, as always, freakin sharp n strong, only thing is the dance was a bit normal only... Xaviers were good, Blitzerz has freakin awesome stunts, (one part, the fliers jump in the air into a spilt n the bases catch em into a split catch!) freakin crazy man!! n D*STARZ won 1st runner up for Best Make-UP! wootss!!!

Congrats so 1st placers- SHIRTLIFF, 2nd place- DYNMAITEZ n 3rd place- STUNNERS (all boys)!

*Ain &Farah*
*um i randomly stumbled upon this pic on Ain's blog! FRIGGIn awesome doh!! dunno who or why sumone made this but I LOVE IT!!!!!!!*

oh Cheer was fun! n one of the best parts was when 8000 ppl got up n did the YMCA together! lol! freakin cute man!

i have a shoot wit Camille this wednesday! she's gonna be doin my make up n i cant wait!!

*BUNNY*