Living in the Moment

BECAUSE

2008-08-22T15:51:00.000-07:00

In his eyes,

I am brave.

because

In his arms

I know strength.

In his eyes,

I am smart.

because

In his arms,

I know everything I need to know.

In his eyes,

There are no flaws.

because

In his arms,

Everything is perfect.

In his eyes,

I hung the moon.

because

In his arms,

He has given me the moon and more.

In his eyes,

I am beautiful.

because

In his arms,

I feel so much love.

A Poem

2008-07-23T23:38:00.000-07:00

I never thought when I came here
that I would find my heart
I never thought that you would care
and love me from the start.

I never thought that I would fall
for someone without questioning it.
I never thought that you would believe
my love for you would stay.

I never thought to find anyone
just being myself, and true.
And if I died tomorrow morn
I would leave this world in love with you.

Originally - 3/18/08

~Sparks~

A Sex Poem

2008-07-12T13:26:00.000-07:00

A whisper, a sigh

A wink and a glance

The glimpse of a thigh

The thought of romance.

She moves in a bit closer

And dances just right

He longs to hold her

Long into the night.

Heart beat quickens

Eyes shine with lust

His muscle thickens

Anticipating a thrust.

Heartbeats are frantic

As clothes start to fall

Each touch is electric

They both shed it all.

She begs him to enter

And give her his meat

Swiftly he bends her

Down over the bed

Legs spread further

He thrusts in his head

He pushes in harder

She squeezes it tight

The moan of pleasure

The sounds of delight

The rhythm of loving

The feel of the flesh

Indescribable feeling

As two bodies mesh

Cum rips from his balls

As he shoots his load.

Her insides expand as

She feels him explode.

PS: Wrap it up!

~Sparks~

And There You Were.

2008-07-09T23:46:00.000-07:00

I knew I'd see you again. But still, you managed to surprise me. "Hello, my friend,” I said, maintaining unreadable eyes. I refused to let you know the joy I felt at your presence. "Hello, yourself," you answered.

We walked awhile ~ talked about work, life, love. You were your mildly paternalistic, but caring self. And I was drawn, astonished at the transformation. Where was my dark, dying, poetic companion of old? Gone with the wind, you explained. "Ahhh, that is good," I said. I looked down and smiled, truly pleased.

You suggested we continue catching up over a meal. "Sure,” I said. "As a matter of fact, I hear the hotel on the corner has a nice restaurant." Lusty friends had told me tales of pleasant dinners there, before wild romps. I had to giggle to myself when I considered how little you knew of me now. There was a piece of me that truly wanted to show you, but I bit back the desire. What good could come of it?

As the meal flew by, and you told me stories of your world, I noticed you looking at me more deeply. The mixed drink and intensity of your interest brought a flush to my cheeks. Some looks are universal, but I honestly never thought I'd see that look in your eyes. A year of neglect had convinced me of it. I diverted my own eyes and came to some resolve. "Do you have a place to stay?" I asked. "No. I only came to see you," you answered. Amazing, I thought. "Let's check you in," I suggested, "I can afford it, and you must be tired." You began to hem and haw about how you hated the thought of taking advantage of me. "Don't be silly,” I answered. "After all, what are friends for?"

To your room we went. You invited me in. Ahhhh, I thought, as I realized how long I had been waiting for this. You hugged me suddenly, with all the energy of our first exchanges. I was taken off guard by the passion, but perhaps should not have been. One more drink and I knew I would be ready. I sat on the sofa and downed my kamikaze. As I went to place the glass upon the desk, you reached for me and pulled me to you on the bed. Sensually your hands slid over me. Again I was surprised that you should feel so comfortable, but this time I was prepared. "Close your eyes," I whispered. As you did, I rose from the couch and grabbed my scarf. I gently blindfolded you and noted, with delight, your indrawn breath. I grabbed the curtain ties then ~ how convenient ~ and bound your hands and feet to the bedposts. You breathed heavily and whispered my name. "Soon," I answered.

I walked to the desk, wrested pen from my purse, and found the hotel stationery. With a satisfied smile, I wrote, "And now you know better, my friend, than to FUCK with ME." I gently placed my note on the desk, gathered my things, and slammed the door shut on my way out.

I sometimes wonder how long it took for you to be freed, but then I think, "Not nearly long enough."

~Sparks~

You Give Me Something

2008-06-04T16:12:00.000-07:00

You want to stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep,
I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.

You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me,
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what the mean,
I never thought that I'd love someone,
That was someone else's dream.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause someday I might call you from my heart,
But it might me a second too late,
And the words I could never say
Gonna come out anyway.

'Cause you give me something....

James Morrison

UNTITLED

2008-04-25T23:54:00.000-07:00

How do you know when your heart breaks?

It's simple really, the emptiness surrounds you till you just want to scream.

The ripping feeling emitting from your heart is unbearable,

the tearing of your soul leaves a sick and twisted feeling in your stomach that does not go away.

You cry, and you cry until there is nothing left and you feel as though your shedding dust from your eyes.

You may do things normally you would not do.

All for the sake of the love you've lost, or in so many ways a love you never will or feel you have.

For all the talking in the world cannot fix what's been done, you cannot take back words that have been already spoken, things that have already been done.

A friend said these exacts words to me "For those that have had this heartbreak I say to you, you may feel as though you've found your one but as I have learned, many of us NEVER find that one, because there is no ONE for us..not all princesses will find their frog princes, life ain't that fair!"

You may have felt it, you may have thought it but feelings and thinking do nothing but cloud the judgment, the better judgment that you've relied on for so long to see you through.

Even As We Lie

2008-04-03T09:35:00.000-07:00

We meet in heated seclusion
Can ever bodies share one skin?
Urgent darkness, sweet compulsion
None without - complete within

A private sphere that beholds us
To the look of a depthless eye
With only breath between us
No less than truth can e'er belie

The urgency upon us
When time is precious, near
At hand I take you willing
'Cross the threshold of our fears

Pain and pleasure, binded
To each other, heart and mind
To worlds that we left blinded
To thoughts we left behind

Heedless to the dying day
The stars that crowd above
Touch upon our naked skins
And crown our tender love

And after, as the day breaks
Its tendrils cross the sky
I lay and watch you sleeping
A bittersweet 'Goodbye'
Upon us with the morning
Even as we lie

I'm sorry for not updating..I've been lazy and busy too...pls bear with me.

Sun rise...

2008-03-11T11:48:00.000-07:00

It’s 4:30am.

We’re currently sitting in the back seat of my friend’s car, with him on my right, myself in the middle, and my two friends in the front seats. The music is so loud that the bass nearly shakes the car as we head through the downtown district towards the highway.

We’re returning from a club, dressed to kill. I am wearing a tiny red miniskirt with garters that hold up matching leggings. Garters drive him mad.

I look at him; he’s staring out the window lost in thought, completely missing the conversation and any questions directed at him. I know exactly what’s on his mind.

I swing my right leg to cross over his left leg; his hand begins to gently rub my knee. I can’t wait until we get back to his house...

The thought sends tingles through me…I take his hand and guide it up to my inner thigh. His hand begins to draw closer and closer to my pussy. I smile to myself and after a few minutes, I take my sweater off and put it across my lap.

I can feel the warmth growing between my legs. It takes him only seconds to move his hand from my inner thigh to my pussy. He begins to rub through the material, I’m sure he can feel my wetness begin to soak through my underwear. It feels so good…I’m so glad I wore a skirt tonight.

He’s leaning back into his seat, his eyes closed. I call his name, he doesn’t hear me.

As he rubs, he gently increases the pressure, he’s rubbing my clit; it’s getting harder and harder to concentrate on the conversation in the car, so I withdraw from it and let my friends in the front of the car talk between themselves. I lean back and enjoy what my boy is doing to me. Suddenly, I feel him quickly push my underwear to the side and thrust a finger into me. I try my best not to gasp out loud, but a small sound escapes my lips. Luckily, the music covers it; my friends are still oblivious.

He’s looking at me now, a mischievous half-grin, and those eyes, burning intensely into me. He’s so good at this…he always hits the right places, without fail, every time. I fight to keep myself from squirming as his fingers work inside me. The pressure continues to build within me and I have to pull his hand away before I become too obvious. He gives me a disappointed look.

I lean over and whisper in his ear how I can’t wait until we’re home; he responds by telling me that he could take me now, in this car. He’s so horny.

I let my hand graze his leg, sliding up to briefly run my fingers across the large bulge in his jeans. It gets me so hot; feeling how hard he is. His fingers instantly start rubbing at my clit through my underwear again.

I’m going to explode if we don’t get home soon. I need him inside me right now. I know he’s thinking the same.

Finally the car pulls up outside his house. We get out and wave goodbyes to our friends as they drive off.

As soon as we make it inside, we start undoing belts and taking off coats. We nearly dash toward his room, and I jump onto the bed and sit up on my knees. He’s standing at the foot of the bed.

Not sure where to start, I help him take his shirt off with one hand, while I let my free hand grope at the massive bulge in his jeans. Once his shirt is off, I go for his pants as he pulls my shirt off. Still on my knees, I lean up and we start kissing madly as I grind my hips into his. He pushes me back onto the bed, his body arching over mine. I run my hands over his muscular shoulders as he pushes my tiny skirt up, my underwear to the side, and thrusts his fingers deep inside me once again.

My back arches in ecstasy and I let out a moan, my hands wrapping around his back, pulling him closer to me and his fingers deeper inside me. I can feel his fingers on my G-spot, tantalizing and almost immobilizing. It’s so good, but I still want more. His rock hard cock is pressing against my leg, I take it in one hand and begin to pump, up and down. My free hand wanders down his back and begins to pull his boxers down.

We finally let go of each other for long enough to strip his boxers off and remove my bra and skirt. He leaves my garters on; because just looking at them turns him on.

Once again, he pushes me back down onto the bed as he gets on his knees, between my legs. Grabbing one of my breasts with his hand, and his throbbing dick in the other, he guides himself into me.

I feel him enter me, gently pushing into me. I feel his entire length sliding into me, as he fills me up completely. I let out a moan as I angle my hips up toward him. I know he’s trying his best to hold back from just fucking me as hard as he can. He slowly pulls out, as I issue another sigh of pleasure. He loses control and forcefully thrusts back into me, quickly driving himself in and out.

God…it’s so amazing! He leans over and pins my wrists down to keep me from moving in my pleasure. He slows down to tease me. Annoyed, I raise my head to bite his neck. It drives him crazy. He lets out a low moan and once again loses control and begins to fuck me as hard as he can, letting go of my wrists. I put my arms around him. Pulling him down to me.

I can feel everything. His hard dick is rubbing past my G-spot with every quick thrust, driving me to orgasm. Unable to hold back my back arches and my body involuntarily convulses as I bite his shoulder to keep from screaming as the waves of pleasure hit me, again and again, unrelenting with every movement he makes inside of me.

Without giving me a chance to recover, he pins my wrists once again, holding them in one hand above our heads, so tightly it hurts. He lifts one of my legs above his shoulder and begins to pump into me again, his other hand on my hip. He knows I always come like this.

It only takes a few minutes until I’m coming again, unable to move and letting out a small scream. Seconds later he comes too, the contractions in my pussy from my orgasm too much for him. I can feel his muscles tighten, his eyes close as he leans forward as he thrusts as far into me as he can letting out a low, sexy, guttural moan.

He collapses onto me as we gasp for breath. He kisses me and we smile at each other.Outside, the velvety darkness has begun to give way to light. The sun will be rising soon.I turn to look at him. “So, when’s round two?” I ask.

Y'all know this is just the writer in me, right? ...Just checking.

An Unforgettable Night

2008-02-08T11:21:00.000-08:00

Days and years come and go but it was a “double match”, a supposedly very suspicious day. However, our start to the day was not suspicious in any way, in fact was quite the contrary, we had been fighting throughout the whole day.

If I had known how the night was to end, I would never have fought with you.

I don’t know what came up on both of us, we forgot the fight we had been having the whole day, and just wanted to enjoy each other.

We had promised each other, no matter how much fight during the day, but we will always snuggle closely while sleeping, and this is exactly what we had done. I have always enjoyed snuggling into you and sleeping, and this night was no different.

You had your back facing my face, and I had hugged you very tightly. You turned around and I hugged you even closer. Now, my face was close to your luscious breasts. I moved my face closer to your neck, and started kissing you in the area near the ear lobes, and you started to melt. I moved my hands underneath your nightgown and held your breasts with my hand. I looked in to your eyes, and gave you a kiss in your luscious lips. We started kissing deeply, and I felt that your breasts were warming up. I started caressing your breasts with my hand, and pinching your nipples. I kissed you deeper, with our tongues playing with each other. I turned my attention towards your breasts, and started sucking your breasts, and licking your nipples, and you were in ecstasy. I slid my hand under your nightgown, and loved the feel of the hair on your pussy. I slid one finger inside your pussy, and you started to squirm. I then slid another finger; your pussy was a little tight, but I managed somehow, and now I was inserting both the fingers deep inside, till I reached your clit, and with these fingers I started playing with your clit. You were moaning loudly, and at the same time I was sucking your breasts. You had cum for the first of many times. I took my now wet fingers out of your pussy and licked them. I enjoyed the taste.

I slowly opened my shorts, and was kissing your breasts at the same time. After, this you mounted me. I was getting very aroused; my manhood was starting to respond. I started pinching your tits, you begged me to pinch them harder, and I obliged. You moved yourself more vigourously, and I arched my back and went deeper and deeper inside you. I was caressing your breasts and circling and pinching your tits till they were sore, and you begged me to stop. You were varying your pace and I was going deeper inside.

We then turned over in the same position very quickly, and now I was on top of you. I entered you and started thrusting inside you slowly, while kissing you at the same time. We were kissing each other with our tongues, really enjoying “having” one another. I was still thrusting slowly inside you, and with each thrust started going deeper inside you, till I felt your clit. You seemed to enjoy the slow caressing of my manhood inside you, and then I looked into your eyes, and started thrusting harder, and started sucking your breasts.

I slowed my thrusts and started teasing you with my cock touching your clit. Then all of a sudden, I increased my trusts and started pounding you harder. I was about to cum, and with harder thrusts I finally came deep inside you. You had also cum, I rested my head on your breasts, and kept my manhood inside you. You enjoyed my weight on top of you. I looked into your eyes and gave you a kiss on your beautiful lips, and climbed down, and was by your side hugging you very tightly. We closed our eyes and were soon fast asleep. It was truly an unforgettable night.

UPDATE: I want y'all to check dis song out!

Somewhere in your heart - Sound Sultan

~Sparks~

BACK AGAIN!

2008-01-24T10:29:00.001-08:00

I know I've been away for a week or two, but na condition make crayfish bend! I'll use this opportunity to say a big thank you to y'all bloggers for the birthday wishes...D.O.G you came late, I'm mad at you!..but it's kool, I go give you your punishment later. Madam Opeke, thanks for the shoutout on your blog...really appreciate it.

So, my birthday party was THE BOMB! even though the zits decided to do a family reunion on my face. That was an understatement...I don't know the right word to use, but my birthday was dope! Up till this moment, people are still talking about it, like Sparkle you should throw a party every freaking year!...and to think it sucked at first. I was gonna make a a house party, but when I found out the amount of people that were coming...I had to get a hall...and a good DJ!
My Dj moved to Texas after New Year which sucked, my other Dj a.k.a My Body guard had two gigs he had to go that night...but he came to my party anyways...so I had to call dis new DJ, that I've never seen do his job before. He brought three new speakers and they all blew up! I couldn't cry that night because the hall was getting filled up....I called my Body Guard and he put me on a three-way call with one of his friends...who lived an hour away from the venue...I talked to him, they both tried to calm me down.
Like 5 minutes later, I just saw my friends coming in with speakers...like almost 8 of 'em...it happened that one of my friends who calls himself my Husband has been talking to his roommate who was a professional DJ, about my party....funny thing was this same roommate of his was the guy my bodyguard just put me on d phone with..., I dunno if he (my friend) was tryna surprise me, because he didn't tell me anything..and I talked to him that morning, all he said was "I hope you will be sparkling tonight...and who is the Dj again..?"
..five minutes the party changed...Everybody started dancing...it was a crazy night...I was impressed.
My cameroonian friend (another DJ) came in with 3 speakers later...I am just surrounded by the best people on this planet! My sister was like, it's good to look good! LOL...she said they all did it bcos I'm pretty! funny huh!!! LOL It's good to mix with lots of people...different race, different personalities and all that...we got so many nice people around us, but we won't know that if we never talk to them...I'm glad I did! I danced all night, my cloth was soaking wet!!! I swore never to dance like that again...hopefully..bcos I don't think I've ever had so much sweat in my life before...not even when I used to run track.
My party was AWESOME!...at the end of it all...I had like 4-5 DJs...and they played all my favorite songs...it was fun..my sister did a lot..runing aroud trying to make it all perfect...and it was!
Here are some of the pictures of teh people that made my night interesting.

LOL So y'all see why I said I'm never dancing again...that's my back! That's the guy that turned my party around...I mean the one that talked to his roommate, my 'virtual' husband...he was thanking me for the birthday...LOL I was thanking him! Yea I was repping Nigeria too GREEN & WHITE!!! Did I forget to mention that teh napking, plates,sppons and cups used that nigth were all green and white too...yea! Love to represent..

He was tryna be a DJ too...but he did good.

LOL...that picture was taken around 4am or something...I look wasted...that's us!

My Cameroonian friend...DJ Lilclef..he was supposed to leave town that night but he couldn't afford to miss my party...he brought 3 speakers too! My fake smile

LMAO me and the mischievious look...I met that guy on New Year's Eve...he came to my birthday and he broke his arm while dancing...that ain't a bandage...that's a towel LOL!

Party people....they couples!

DJ Prime Star...this is the DJ I hired...whose speaker blew up...I told him to ask for a refund or have the people make something up for him because those speakers were bought four days before my party.

I call this one - Sexual Eruption..!

That's DJ Kerry...my friend's roommate..HE WAS AWESOME!

Now that's my Body guard in black...He was looking sharp! he had two gigs that night but he still came to my party! We call him DJ Kboog...I just call him Body Guard...he's great!

These two are the only Nigerians...my party was filled with everybody from Ghana, Togo, Cameroon, Sumalia, Liberia, I even had few Chinese people...and the list goes on...yea my Naija friends came too...!

Two days after my party, the freaking zits disappeared!!!

I know most of y'all have seen the rest of the pictures on Facebook...The party started at 10pm and ended after 5am...yeah!!!

I'll be back, when I'm back!

~Sparks~

UNTITLED

2008-01-13T19:49:00.000-08:00

I'm back again...hope everyone out there is having a wonderful New Year so far
..my new year was great I guess...I tried so hard not to fall sick but the flu caught me...I'm better now though.
School starts tomorrow so I won't be updating...not like I've been doing it regularly...I will not be gone for too long, I PROMISE!

I also wanna thank y'all that have been viewing this blog, I appreciate it...and those that I've not been able to visit there blogs, na condition make crayfish bend o...I'll try and catch up.

Hmm someone's gonna be a year older on the 18th of this month, Friday...I wonder who that is...ME! Yes, I'm a Capricorn, just to remind y'all...Don't Forget...My birthday is on FRIDAY! I'm having a little party and I'm hope it turns out the way I planned...I cannot wait!

...guess that's it for tonight..I'll see y'all whenever... btw y'all check dis kid out
I'm not so inot dis African Queen song...but he did really good...I don't know why the video won;t show here
CLICK

~Sparks~

Parking Lot

2008-01-09T11:05:00.000-08:00

I meet you in the club and you flash that smile at me. We have a few drinks and I whisper into your ear that I want to kiss you. I want to drag my lips softly on your lips. Tease your mouth with my tongue. Licking your lips but not quite kissing you right away. I want to kiss your chin as I press against you. Sweep my lips by your lips again. Give you just the tiniest peck on the lips, then another one, and then when you think it is going to be another peck I want to explore your mouth with my tongue.

Then I slide my tongue down your neck and suck on the side of your neck. Licking it and running my fingertips along the nape of your neck. I won’t let you touch me just yet. I want to drive you to the point with just me touching you. I run my fingers down your chest and whisper into your ear, "Let’s go."

We get to your car and I ask you to take us to a place where we can be alone. When we arrive, I get out of the car and I lean you on the hood of the car. I start teasing you again by licking your stomach and running my hands along your thighs. I rise up and kiss you deep. Since your leaning on the hood I raise my leg and wrap it around your waist leaning into the bulge in your pants. Your hands go to my ass and grab and pull me into you. I slide down against your body as I undo your pants and tell you to relax as I start to give you a blow job. Licking the head as I take you all in...

You lean back on the hood of the car and watch as I give you a blowjob. I take my tongue and run it along the shaft and down your balls and along the skin behind your balls. Darting my tongue all around your balls I start to suckle them. Rolling my tongue all around them I start to rub my hands on your shaft and start to jerk you off still sucking your balls. When I feel you getting close I blow on you and stop. I want to prolong it. I want to drive you crazy with my tongue. I take you all in again licking every inch of you. I slide you out of my wet warm mouth and kiss the tip and flick my tongue right underneath the head. I look up and ask if you're ready.

I take you all the way into the back of my mouth and massage your balls. You place your hands on the back of my head as I start to pump you in and out of my mouth. I hear your moaning and I start to play with myself. I want to get you off completely. I start sucking harder and faster. I want you to explode. I want to taste you and make you scream my name into the night as I swallow all of you.

I feel you tense up and I run my hand up to your stomach...just as you release into my mouth.

Happy New Year y'all...I finally updated! What a way to start d new year! ~Sparks~

Christmas

2007-12-21T21:53:00.000-08:00

Hola mi amigos! Sorry I haven't updated in a while, I've just been too lazy to do it...pls bear with me...don't have much to say right now...but just to wish my blog family a Merry Christmas...I appreciate you guys.

~Sparks~

Caged Bird

2007-12-04T10:02:00.000-08:00

Guess who's back???
ME!
I'm back...for now...been kinda busy and too lazy to update, but I just decided to do it now...
This post is just the best way to describe my mood lately.

Right now I feel like a bird
Caged without a key
Everyone comes to stare at me
With so much joy and rivalry
They din't know how I feel inside
Through my smile I cry
They don't know what they're doin' to me
Keeping me from flyin'
That's why I say that I know why the caged bird sings
Only joy comes from song
She's so rare and beautiful to others
Why not just set her free
So she can Fly, fly, fly
Spreadin her wings and her song
Let her Fly, fly fly
For the whole world to see
She's like caged bird
Fly, fly Ooh just let her fly
Just let her fly
Just let her fly
Spread the wings
Spread the beauty...

Written by Alicia Keys.

Thankful

2007-11-23T18:24:00.000-08:00

I was tagged...

I am thankful for life.

I am thankful for the wonderful people around me.

I am thankful for my school.

I am thankful for the friends I made on Blogville...I appreciate y'all that stop by to leave a comment and those that don't comment but read my posts.

I am thankful for my family...even though I argue with my parents a lot...I'm still thankful that I have them in my life.

I am thankful for the freaks that leave stupid comments on my blog...because they give em the reason to the thankful...again...because it made me realise that my life is not so complicated as it seems...I mean getting on d computer and making a foll of urself..seriously? I'm thankful that I have a better life.

I want that 'something'...I want to be 'something'...guess I have to be more specific...I haven't gotten it yet, but I'm thankful because I know that I'll get it...though it sems like I've lost it even when I never had it, but I look forward to what there is to gain.

I could go on and on...but I am thankful, for everything...I am thankful.

Turkey Day

2007-11-21T21:46:00.000-08:00

...It's 12:30 AM...

should be in bed...

got nothing much to write....but

HAPPY THANKSGIVING...to my blog Family..love you all...and I mean it!

...offf...to bed!

..oops 12:52

btw...UNKNOWN BLOGGER...I noticed u've been viewing this blog lately...I appreciate it...I wanted to view ur's but it's private...abeg make u invite me... sparkle.gazelle@gmail.com

Thanks in advance.

Shadow

2007-11-12T11:42:00.000-08:00

I glanced upon the ground today i noticed something,
it followed me along the way,
a figure of gray,
impersonating everymove I make

For now we'll call it my shadow,
and will you replace it,
so you'll be with me every where I go..

Sentences of yours,
running throughout my head,
searching for a chance to catch my breath,
a never-ending dream,you'll become a part of me,
day or night, dark or light you'll be...
...taking over that thing called my shadow

What happends on the days when,
the clouds come in and fade away my shade,
thats our que babe,
we'll run away to a place where the sun always shines

That not even time could erase,
you're my weakness babe,
but you give me strength,
I need you, I need you like the blood in my veins.

Sentences of yours,
running throughout my head,
searching for a chance to catch my breath,
a never-ending dream, you'll become a part of me,
day or night, dark or light you'll be...
...taking over that thing called my shadow

A song by - Demi Lovato
...I thought the lyrics was beautiful.

Does Size Matter?

2007-10-23T08:32:00.000-07:00

glumbert - Does size matter?

The video didn't show here for some reason...just click on the link above...and you be the Judge.

and y'all should check out Banky's page
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Appealing Story

2007-10-17T11:43:00.000-07:00

He saw her as she brushed past him. The pleasant smell of her perfume tickled his nose. All his senses stirred, his groin started to tingle. She was gorgeous. The most beautiful woman he had seen for a long time. The physical attraction he felt, pushed him forward, urged him to follow her. He was so preoccupied with the curves of her graceful body that he wasn’t seeing anything else. His heart was galloping, and he felt weak in the knees.

The features of her face were exquisite, making it look somewhat innocent and childish. Her long shapely legs were bare and she wore a short black skirt that had a small slit on her left side. Her rounded hips were swaying rhythmically as she walked. Her long dark blond hair was cascading over her shoulders. He was hypnotized by the sight. He wanted desperately to reach out and touch her. His natural shyness was about to vanish. Then, he was overcome by an inexplicable fear. What if she just disappears? What it would be to know that she is gone. His passion was becoming obsession. For a brief moment, he wished he hadn’t seen her at all. Then, he tried to convince himself that she is not the most beautiful creature in the world. The thought seemed absurd to him so he discarded it.

She was walking with confident steps. Her small feet were clad in high heeled clogs that were showing off her delicate ankles. He fixed his gaze on the pristine rosiness of her rounded heels. Then, he explored the soft curves of her calves and thighs, wondering how a human being could be so perfect.

She turned into a deserted side street. He quickened his pace, afraid that he could lose her. As he turned the corner, he saw her standing motionless, her dazzling blue eyes pinning him.

“I don’t really like you much, but I think you deserve a treat,” she said, and awarded him with a wide smile. Mischievous glint flashed in her eyes.

For a second, he had the strange feeling that he had seen her before. She came closer and took his hand. The jumbled thoughts that were chasing each other through his brain miraculously disappeared. An odd feeling of calmness overwhelmed him.

“Hug me!” she said.

He drew her closer. Her full breasts pressed against his chest. The weakness in his knees returned. He became aware that her hand was fumbling with his belt. Her body felt lithe and tender at the same time. Full of life. He started kissing her face, gasping with excitement. His penis was as hard as a rock. She was touching him, driving him crazy. He pulled her skirt up and caressed her inner thighs. There were no panties to obstruct his hands so he rubbed her wet clit. She moaned and wrapped her left leg around his but. He freed his penis from his pants and lifted her up. She guided it inside her, moving her hips vigorously. He rested her back on the wall behind her, and entered deep in her vagina.

“What’s your name?” she asked.

“Folabi,” he answered with a stutter.

“I’m Shade. You are doing a great job, Peter. I have never done it this way before.”

“I …I….”

“I know, Folabi. You can’t talk right now. Then… just fuck me!”

His penis exploded inside her as they reached the climax of their passion.

Altered

2007-10-09T12:20:00.000-07:00

Why can I not turn away?
Hear my body and heart
Calling out for you today..

You worked your way to my soul;
As I watch this fire of wood
I'm smoldering, and you know...

I long for your warm embrace;
Hands on my smooth, hot cheeks,
soft lips to touch my neck and face.

Just to talk and laugh again
The same way we did before;
Why do I cry? In my soul,

I don't want to shut this door.
I cry tears of confusion.
I've been rendered-- incomplete...
Regardless of the outcome,
Tough choices in life we meet.

...btw, it's not about me...

Do You?

2007-10-03T14:35:00.000-07:00

What about making love?
Do you?
I caress my love..
Do you?
I lay my love down so gently..
Do you
I can smell the sex..
Do you?
He's loving my grinds and the rhythms I make..
Do you?
I stop to lick the juices,
So that none goes to waste..
Do you?
Touching, stroking, teasing,
We shake, we climax, we shiver...
Do you?!

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Gotta love that shark

PS: Ladies first!

A Lover's Dance

2007-09-26T14:54:00.000-07:00

In the morning

when the sun shines through

would you be there greeting me the new day

can we have one lover's dance

before we go our separate lives

....

sliding your hands

under the blanket

up my legs

will you make love to me

for one last time
one last dance

....

will you trail kisses
down my body

feeling every inch of my flesh

would you 'cause me to go into ecstasy
and make me scream your name

can we have one last lover's danceone last kiss

one last hug
before the candle burns out

may I request one last moment

or will you be gone
just like the others....

Across The Room

2007-09-20T22:05:00.000-07:00

Across the room she blends with the crowd
Lost in thoughts that seem all her own
Not one person gives her a second look
But there is something about her, he knows

There’s a sparkle in her eyes that enchants
A tone in her voice of pure sweetness
The touch of her hand so tender and soft
And a smile that will capture his heart

There’s a hint of sadness on her face
Her voice is edged with hurt
Her hand shakes with nervousness
Her smile is brave and it makes him proud

Her eyes give away the fear she feels
Trembles evident in her soft voice
Her hand grips her glass so tightly
Her smile fades and he is drawn near

She sees him, her eyes show panic
Her welcome barely to be heard
Her hand is small beneath his
But her smile makes his heart pound

Her eyes soften and dance again
Her voice rings out happy and light
Her hand returning his gentle touch
Her smile has him falling for her

From across the room he saw her light
More than a face in the crowd to him
Love and beauty hidden in shyness
It is everything about her, he knows.

A Sparkle of Light

2007-09-17T08:28:00.000-07:00

I thought I'd write a little about me...so I'll just write whatever comes to my head...it might rhyme or not...
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I watch movies a lot, just all kinds of movies...I learn funny stuffs from movies...then you start hearing famous quotes like
"It is the heart that makes a man rich. He is rich according to what he is, not according to what he has"
"you never know you can do something till you try"
"It is not the man who has too little, but the man who craves more, that is poor"
Then I heard this one
"Never let the fear of striking keep you from playing the game" ...
"never let the fear of LOSING keep you from playing the game"

I keep feeling like I've lost some things...like I've lost something I never had...to be in the game, I have to put myself in it...that's all I can say to that quote..and that's about it!
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Some old people look back to their past, and they are satisfied, because they've set out a goal and they reached it, others look back and they regret everything about their pasts, then you hear them saying "If I could turn back the hands of time..."
I'm still young, and I want to live on something...do something I will be proud of in the future...so I discovered myself...I discovered myself through many things, the list could go on and on, I discovered myself to music, reading, watching what goes around me...I figured, I've been listening, and reading so much about myself in the papers that was not me. I want to get within myself and do something, I want to write, I really want to do something, anything...I get stuck sometimes, and confused, but the more I keep trying, the more I talk about things, the more I understand myself, when I find myself fading, I just think and close my eyes and I realize my friends are my energy. See, she's been a lot of help to me, but she doesn't know it (my sister), like a key to some of my problems, she is, maybe she's talking about something totally different, but deep down that's exactly what I want to hear...Every time I begin to understand, that everything about you tells me you're the best...A perfect sister I am not, but thankful for the one I've got.
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sometimes I look for strength, I look outside myself for confidence but it all comes from within. It's been in there the whole time.....like Mariah Carey said - "You really have to look inside yourself and find your own inner strength, and say, I'm proud of what I am and who I am, and I'm just going to be myself"
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I do the best I can...I made 'that' character of myself as I could...
I am more than I know myself to be...
I am just myself, and who I am is a lot

~Sparks~

UNTITLED

2007-09-11T12:00:00.000-07:00

I remember this was the song I sang on Blogville Idols...with my voice all cracked up..and nobody knew the song! :(:( ...maybe because I murdered it...lol

Anyway..this post is dedicated to Princesa
..I'm still looking for where to download the song so I can send it to you, but here's the video of the first one

It's Over - The Cheetah Girls

Lyrics:
Four voices perfectly blending right from the start.
Oh, I'm afraid that it's ending, and my world is falling apart.

It's over, and I feel so alone,
This is a sadness I've never known.
How did I let the sweetest of dreams slip away?
And I'm afraid the hurt is here to stay.

Promises made, not meant to be broken from a long time ago.
Oh, so many words still unspoken, tell me how I was to know.

It's over, (it's over,) never thought it would be.
Why in the world did this happen to me?
How could I let the sweetest of dreams slip away?
And I'm afraid the hurt is here to stay.

I go round and round and round in my head,
Wanting to take back whatever I said, (whatever I said.)
No one was right, (no one was right,)
We all made mistakes, (we all made mistakes,)
I'm ready to do whatever it takes.
Please, don't let it be

Over, no, this is not how it ends,
I need my sisters, my family, my friends.
Don't wanna let the sweetest of dreams slip away, (the dreams slip away.)
'Cause if it's over, then the hurt is here to say.
(Don't let it be over.)
Please don't let it be over.
Please don't let it be over.

here's the second one
Everyday

My favorite still remains "You Are The Music In Me"
...<<<<<>...they're the best!