KyonMin - Of Loves and Secrets

A lilttle something about me

2009-02-12T02:15:00.001+08:00

I've been MIA since I can remember but now I am back! xD

RIINA 101

I am jobless. I screwed up my STPM.
I’ve should went to MMU for my foundation stupid. Now I might have to repeat my foundation year sigh. Fyi, I am not stupid. I did well in my SPM.
I whine to my friend everyday she’s sick of me already.
I am your typical emo girl just minus the heavy metal music part.
I am not smart, just the average girl.
I have a cool mum who goes for concerts, and spent 1k for VIP zone for Rain’s concert while I only get the free tickets she won from Clear shampoo.
Oh I am fat. I’ve lost 15 pounds since Jan/Dec and still counting the days I will have JLo’s figure. Thin Taiwan girls are way too underweight for me.
I’m single and fat people don’t date.
I swear a lot. Prohibited here. ;(
And oh, my dream is to marry a rich man, Japanese/Koreans. Then I can fly all my friends there for my wedding! Oh please God grant my only wish.

I want a guy who is....

2009-02-11T12:22:00.000+08:00

I want a guy who is funny.

I want a guy who will always gets my jokes. The cold and silly ones.

I want a guy who opens the car door for me. LOL

I want a guy who understands me in every way and love it.

I want a guy who can sing. No high expectation it doesn't matter if he sings off key once in a while. (:

I want a guy who knows what he wants. Because I'm the frickled minded, undesicive person. ;(

I want a guy who will never get bored of me. And vice versa.

Most importantly, I want a guy who will still hold my hands when we're old. (:

p/s : I'm not in love with anyone. I WANT to be in love with someone. Heh

Listening to: Rain - This Is Love

How can you tell if you're a sexaholic?

2008-10-20T02:14:00.002+08:00

Hello guys, I am back! Wtf. My STPM is exactly a month away WOOHOO! and I always write better things under pressure. Wtf. So so so......

Today we're going to see whether I am a sexaholic or not?
Hmmm.............

I am gonna make this real quick it's 2.18 am and I have school at 7. Har har.

The Top 10 Indications That You Are a Sexaholic.

Category: Symptoms/Signs of Problems, Conditions, Addictions, Behavior (BG9)

Originally Submitted on 10/17/96.

1. You have sex with more than one person a month.

2. You masturbate frequently (3-25 times a week).

3. You turn sexual partners into objects instead of "making love" with them.

4. You have more than 10 XXX videos or magazines at home.

5. You have anonymous sex.

6. You "cruise," but may call it 'people watching....'

7. You have sex in dangerous places.

8. You continually pursue "great sex."

9. You think about and/or talk about sex a lot.

10. You think that you may be a sexaholic.

OKAYYYYYYYYYYY.....

I am still a virgin. But I have fantasies with various handsome guys wtf. So I consider it's a check wtf.
Cough. Checked. Who doesn't?!
Guilty. Yes. Bad experience with guys. Hmmmmm........ True love, not in my list.
Next! Checked wtf.
Ar..... Not yet. I do not wanna risk having STD either. A cross! Finally!
Checked. Voyeurism la. Wtf.
Oh, I have in mind a lot of places. You need a change once in a while rather than to be in the 4 walled room with a bed. Boring.
I would. Wtf. Sigh. *blames the guys wtf no offence*
Yes, I talk about it everyday. With my best friends. Dirty jokes, their experience, and we make fun of hentai voices. Wtf.
Tadaaaaa! Yes I think so! *guilty*

In a few years time, I fear I will be one. Hmmm.....
I think I've just replaced sex with love. =/
I do not even want to pursue love anymore. So in exchange, I'll pursue sex.
So unhealty right?!

Baby boy with an extra Penis, on his back

2008-06-12T02:11:00.002+08:00

This little Chinese baby boy was born with an extra penis on his back. The condition is called fetus in fetu (FIF). The baby underwent three hours of surgery to remove the extra penis, and recovered fine. His proud father is a Li Jun (30), who is a farmer who lives in Hejian city in central China’s Henan province. The mother preferred to not have her name printed.

If it happen to you guys, would you keep it?

Well, you have twice as much fun?!

Click here to see the uncensored picture.

Takut mati

2008-06-09T03:12:00.001+08:00

Dunno how true this is....should see for yourself....

Mr. Juseleeno, born in 1960(reportedly still alive in 2008), is a Brazilian who has made many predictions, and MOST have come to pass, including Princess Diana's death by car accident (which is instigated by someone near her and will probably unfortunately be written off as a car accident), 911 and the 2004 Indonesian tsunami. He sees the future in his dreams, and has an average of 3 to 9 such predictions per day. When he wakes up, he will write them down, and send warnings to those concerned.

If it concerns only a normal individual, he will write a letter to warn him/her.
If it is a famous person(celebrity, politician etc.), or matters concerning the public, he will not only send it to the individual himself/herself, but also related agencies, government, and media. He urged the media to publicise these predictions, but the reply always went along the lines of rejection for fear of arousing public panic.

Future predictions:

1) July 2008 :
There will be an earthquake in Japan, which will cause a tsunami of 30 plus metres high to occur as well.

2) 18th September 2008 :
An earthquake with magnitude of approximately 9.1 will rock China, simultaneously causing a tsunami of more than 30 metres to occur, resulting in the deaths of more than 1 million people.
Although this huge earthquake will happen after the Olympics have ended, there will be a series of relatively smaller earthquakes occurring in China before the huge earthquake. The China government, which is more concerned with the success of the Olympics, will most likely neglect to employ appropriate cautionary measures, thus the high casualty rate. If the China government does not publicise the occurrence of these minor earthquakes and evacuate people, the number of deaths will be as predicted.

3) 17th December 2008 : terrorist attack in America

4) 2010: The temperatures in some countries of Africa could be as high as 58 degrees Celsius, and there will be a serious shortage of water.

5) 15th June 2010 : The New York Stock Exchange market will fail, causing an international financial crisis.

6) 2011: The research on the treatment of some cancers will be completed, but a new life-threatening virus will appear. People who are infected will die after only approx. 4 hours of coming into contact with the virus.

7) 1st - 25th November 2013 :
Research on treatment of cancers, except for brain tumors, will be completed.
An earthquake, caused by volcanic eruptions, will happen on Bahama Island of the Canary Islands.
A gigantic tsunami of roughly 150 metres will result. America mainlands, Brazil etc.will be affected, with the tsunami pushing into the land as far as 15 to 20 kilometres. Before the occurrence of this gigantic tsunami, the
sea/ocean water levels will sink by about 6 metres, and large flocks of birds will start to migrate.

8) 2014: A small planet that has been gradually closing in on Earth might eventually collide with Earth, and this collision, if come to pass, will affect the survival of humans as a whole.

9) 2015: By the mid of November, the average temperature of Earth could be as high as 59 degrees Celsius. Many people will die from the overheat, and international confusion and terror ensues.

10) April 2016 :
A huge typhoon will invade China, causing massive damage.
The 43rd USA president, George Walker Bush, will enter the hospital, and faces a life or death situation.

11) July 2026 : A super earthquake will occur in San Francisco, and it will be named "The Big One". Huge damage to surrounding areas. Many volcanoes will re-activate, and the height of resulting tsunami will be more than 150 metres.

Mr. Juseleeno made known his predictions in hopes that people will take heed of his warnings, so that these disasters may be avoided. He hopes there will be a major change in the thinking of people's mindsets in the time period 2007 â€“ 2008. One factor will be the environmental issue of global warming, which is more serious than what some meteorologists assume.

Source : Here.

I fucking hate wired bras!

2008-06-09T02:12:00.003+08:00

I bet you girls out there wear wired bras, for support some for push up wtf.
Let me tell you, I was bending down just a minute ago to grab my pencil that dropped and the next thing I know I was screaming and tears came out.
The next thing I know is my skin is scratched! And bleeding a lil! (No pics of this will be included wtf)
So then I opened my shirt and there I go, cursing the god damned bra!

SEE THAT WIRE POKING OUT! %^*($%&*($%^&*(
T_________T
Oh Lord my dear skin in between. T_T
Then I got so fed up i took out the stupid bras that had wire poking out and potentially gonna hurt my breast in future!

BYE BYE CB BRAS! I AM GETTING NEW ONES SOON!
But no choice lor, I need the wired one. Damn heavy to carry and it feels like it's sagging and I blame gravity for that wtf.

When lust takes over

2008-06-07T03:08:00.002+08:00

Been listening to Sohodolls - Stripper ever since I watched the Victor/Victrola episode form Gossip Girl.

So sexy! And I stripped, a really nice music to put on when you lap dance your guy.
I will try it one day. Lol!

Enjoy the video! HOT HOT HOT!
Burlesque is like so in right now. So seductive.

On every night,
The scratches, the bruises and the bites.
But i wanna touch,
And i wanna kiss,
And if you say no then i will persist,
With you tonight,
You'll make it right.
You know that you're wetting my appetite.

p/s : I love the strap across her boobs.

Cell Phone in a Microwave

2008-06-02T18:39:00.003+08:00

Bunch of idiots wasting money.

Just a shout out!

2008-05-31T02:11:00.002+08:00

Warning : Emo post ;__;

"Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me."

I waited for your email today, you didn't reply.
I don't know what you want, and I think I know you cannot give me what I want.
So, please stop lying to me and make it straight.

Pick me or leave me.

Why every guy should buy their girlfriend Wii Fit

2008-05-30T17:37:00.002+08:00

This is why.

I was thinking.. what if GIRLS have their boyfriend playing Wii Fit, naked.
Errr.. I don't even wanna think about it already. Hah!

Vagina Dentata

2008-05-30T04:31:00.002+08:00

Guys, what if you are making love to this lovely woman and when you reach climax and suddenly you hear this *munch munch* sound?
The next moment you know, your penis head is on the floor and the girl smirking at you.

Dotz dotz dotz.

I am talking about the movie "Teeth". I think everyone should watch it!
It's something new, not like your everyday horror movie.
Some may like it, some might not. (:
Well, I do! Heee hee hee.

Buy this dvd anywhere wtf, 100% won't be showing in Malaysia's Cinema!
See even the tag line is gay. Every rose has its thorns. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Watch it then I want feedback! If you're too lazy, spoilers here. (:

Warning! Spoilers ahead!!!

It's about this girl, Dawn, your typical American girl, conservative, pledging her virginity to only her husband to be.
But obviously things turn over, this guy, her crush, kinda like raped her when they go swimming, then her vagina just munch of the guy's penis la. You can actually see the penis bitten of and spit it out on the floor ok?! T__T
So then, somehow the guy panic and then jump off into the waters wtf. In the end he died.

Then anther came, but they had sex. Without munching off his wee wee.
If Dawn wants sex, she gets it. If she doesn't want it, her vajayjay will take care of it! $%^&*^
If only every potential rape victims have this kinda vagina.

And jeng jeng jeng, actually this girl has Vagina Dentata in her inner self!
Vagina dentata is Latin for toothed vagina. Various cultures have folk tales about women with toothed vaginas, frequently told as cautionary tales warning of the dangers of sex with strange women.

"Fuck! This bitch bit OFF MY WILLY!!!! $&*$(%^& "

It failed. Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh.

2008-05-30T04:30:00.001+08:00

No it didn't work after all. I give up n him.
Oh good luck for tomorrow.

What to do?

2008-05-28T23:12:00.002+08:00

Where are you when I need you?

Oh wait, you were never there. ):

Been on an emotional roller coaster these few days to the point I don't really wanna talk to anyone.
When I finally wanna voice out, no one is there to listen.
Well, at least the one that I want to talk to is not there.
He's never there.
I'm still living in my past sometimes you know?
I loved him, truly, with my whole heart.
Maybe because of that, I never really moved on.

Oh wells, back to Robert Downey Jr. to warm my heart. Lame? (:

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2008-05-27T22:38:00.002+08:00

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Torn

2008-05-24T12:50:00.004+08:00

Today I woke up, teary. A sharp pain struck my heart. And I said bye bye.

Sigh, so emo. I don't know what else to say or do to convince him(the first love) that we can be together forever.
I sound desperate don't I? (:
I've decided to talk to him less. (: It's my holidays!
The funny thing is.... this morning I woke up with a BIG GRIN!

The night before I was crying (wtf) and after that straight sleep because too tired =.="
And then JENG JENG JENG, I dreamt about my crush! OMG! wtfwtfwtf
THE WHOLE NIGHT/MORNING. I remember I went to pee around 5 in the morning and I still dream of him after I peed! WOOTS!
The dream is not really as clear as when I woke up just now. This one part only damn vivid/interesting!

He was in my room wtf, and he was browsing my dvds and taadaa he found some porn VCD wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And then he watched it on my bed and I switch off the TV.
And no we didn't do that thing awwwwwwwwwwwww. ;( WTF!

It was a nice feeling though wtf. I was fooling around with him. And stuffs lovers do.
I wonder could we even date for once...
Maybe I should study hard to go where he'll go (:

Mariah Carey's BYE BYE is like so emo i <3 it! =D

p/s: And oh check out the link at the right. If anyone wanna link me, please do tell me I'll link you back! :D

Silly Crush

2008-05-22T19:10:00.002+08:00

Today is my last day of mid-year exam! :D
Today I was supposed to go out with my classmates for a movie after tuition! :D
Today I drove to tuition alone!
(Mind you I love driving, once in a while that is!) :D
Today, David Cook MY BABY won American Idol! :DD
Today I found out I passed my CHEM exam!
Out of the 8 people who passed in my class! :D

But....
Something that makes my heart went ToT....

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I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO OUT FOR A MOVIE WITH THE CLASSMATES!
WHY AM I DOING HERE?! T______T
Turns out that my girlfriends misunderstood the decision and didn't go after all.
HE was dressed up sooo smartly and in my favourite colour T that I've never seen him in that colour ever!
When I found out that, no we're not going to a movie....

I WAS LIKE....
ZOMG!!! ToT WHY! WTF! T___T

And saddest part is, he thought we were going too! OMG!~
But...
I can't actually go watch a movie with him.. Alone..
Along with his friends? Where's mine then?!
SIGH!

And I am 18, whining like a 13 year old girl. *sigh*
Can't blame me he's like cute after all. (:

MY DAVID WON! ZOMG!

2008-05-22T19:04:00.003+08:00

MY DAVID COOK WON! OMG!
BEEN ROOTING FOR HIM SINCE AUDITION::~
IT'S ALL WORTH IT!!!!!
DAVID COOK! CAN'T WAIT FOR YOUR 1ST ALBUM<3

7 things I hate

2008-05-17T16:01:00.005+08:00

Brainless Idiots on the road

CIBAI DUNNO HOW TO DRIVE ONE! SIMPLY CUT PEOPLE NO NEED SIGNAL LIGHT?!
WORSE, cut people already slow down. Cut for what?! CB Malaysians.
*angry* wtf
Chinese

Yes! HOW IRONIC! I Hate myself!
Okay, not really. I mean Chinese as in China man.
They speak cibai lousy English and the pray for band 5 in MUET. *roll eyes*
And they are selfish too!
My new neighbor

This morning I was sleeping so nicely until this fucking drilling noises right beside my ears(I SWEAR IT'S RIGHT BESIDE!) starts.
My new neighbor I think he only know how to speak Mandarin.
Great another reason to hate him more.
He looks like 50 and he's a bachelor. Get a life and stop drilling beside my ears!
If he drills summore when I am doing my revision, I swear I am going to pour pee on his garage and I mean it.
My Family

Cibai everyday compare me with my smart ass cousin.
I am ain't THAT smart. Quit it!
Rich people

This don't apply to every rich people though.
"Go ask your mum get you a car la. Easier what when I cannot fetch you."
Pukimak, you think my mum print money ah.
Ask for car get car the next day ah? I know you rich la. You got car.
Not everyone like you ok?!
NEWLY GRADUATED SPM STUDENTS

See newspaper everyday. I got 10A1 and I don't get scholarship bla bla bla.
SO WHAT?! STOP WHINING AND MOVE ON LA!
This is Malaysia what?!
Good thing my junior is smart and went to Taiwan for scholarship instead of waiting the cibai JPA biased one. WTF.
So what I got 9A's I don't even get matriculation la sohais!
Stop whining la. Get real.
Stupid girls acting innocent

"Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww"
"Don't talk about sex la why you so disgusting one?"
Wah, I hate these kind of people lor.
See la, who get their sex video circulating around the net 1st? DUH

My friend,okay not anymore really, the one who won't have sex until I get married type, please, and yet you had phone sex with some dudes! How desperate you bitch!

End of angry post. I am off to watch porn now. Toodles.
Wait. I have period. CIBAI!!!$%^#$#$%^&

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2008-05-16T00:18:00.003+08:00

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The Best Feelings of The Month

2008-05-14T12:54:00.003+08:00

I gotta admit it's so nice talking to him. (:
I admire his determination! I admire his dreams! I admire his smartness!
Ahhh!!! I am going crazy.
I shifted my attention on this guy because I wanna forget the 1st love?
Maybe... But let's hope not.

Gotta work out the brain and body now!
2 years from now, I shall impress you! (:
Maybe we could end up together *gasps*
Chemistry.. I wonder that applies for us?
Alas, this is a crush and I actually liking this feeling!

Toodles, off for Chemistry revision!

Tu Amor

2008-05-12T23:57:00.002+08:00

I am drinking a hot cup of Milo, waiting you to reply my email while I am typing this with the light beaming out from the monitor as the only source of light.
Listening to Tu Amor by RBD, my soul is crying out.
Why am I being so corny? (:

Remember I wrote about my 1st love, how about I wanna forget him so bad and finally somehow moved on?
Not really actually. My heart melts. I am really vulnerable when he is around. Sigh.
Dear thelma! What should I do?!
I intend to write to Thelma, but alas, who knows some of bitch stabbing friends end up telling my mum. (:

Dear Diary,
Sometimes he's nice, sometimes he's nasty.
Regardless how many times I say this will be the last time! Riina this is the last time you're going to talk to him, I always failed. My hand will lead me to the reply button instead of empty.
My heart really crushed, no words can express how I felt when I knew how you felt.
I lied to myself, you're just saying things.
But it just.... too real and I cannot lie about it to myself anymore.
Tears are rolling down and no words can come out from my mouth.

Are you happy for hurting me?

You simply answered,

not happy....

coz i don mean to hurt u.....

but u stil get hurt from me...

wat to do???

teach me wat to do lo...

Pain strucked my heart. What if I tell you to come back to me? Give us another chance. As a real couple. I knew the answer. My ego-ness tried to protect my heart. So I simply act tough, strong.
Nobody really knows what is happening inside...

I guess you really moved on hor?
It's okay la, it's my own fault i am getting hurt like this.
When the time comes, it will be just a mere bad dream
I don't really put hope on you anymore, but i still do have feelings for you

You were relieved. That broke my heart totally.

thanks god u din put hope on me anymore...

My head is yelling move on! Move on!
But why am I still crying inside and waiting? I wonder...
God just because I don't believe you're the only one, quit playing games with my heart.
Maybe I should not wait anymore. It's easier said than do it right?

Love,
myself.

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Have you ever...........

2008-05-12T00:10:00.004+08:00

*edited*

Have you ever been in love and nearly give up(or given up) your virginity for it?
Well, I did. Almost, in my case.
I just don't understand why guys can get a hard on so fast when you just tell him, "I am wet."
"I am wet" can also mean that you are wet outside! As in drenched in rain! Hello?!

I don't understand why guys like to ask "What are you wearing?"
So what what am I wearing? As if you can see me through the phone or the computer?
Even if I said "I am naked." so what?
Then he'll say "You must be hot. Can I eat you?" or "You must be lying."
*roll eyes*
Then why ask when you know I am lying?

I think cybersex is the most pathetic thing to do. I'd rather watch porn and let my imagination run wild rather than using my sticky fingers typing on the keyboard.
So yada, I layan-ed this pathetic guy, I can be the best actress in Malaysia!
I layan-ed him for quite some time, then dunno god knows what happened, I was so attached to him. And I nearlyyyyy went to bed with him, urgh.
Thinking back what I did with him, is just silly and I was 15. Geez. Save me!
I can actually sue him because I am underage that time ha!
And in the end he got laid eventually, and sometimes when I see his car, I have the urge to put nails on his tires. (:
He is the worse guy ever exist, barely 5 feet 3 and pathetic size of willy. I wonder why I was so attached to him. For a few months that is.
Maybe it's just a way to waste my time when I was trying to get over the 1st love! Sigh!
Lesson learnt. Cyber sex with your real life partner when he's far away on business trip and you have the urge, I feel that is okay.

Nevertheless, Riina in support of your virginity before marriage! *rock sign*

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2008-05-11T23:59:00.003+08:00

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13 Year Old Steals Dad's Credit Card to Buy Hookers

2008-05-11T19:38:00.001+08:00

A 13 year old from Texas who stole his Dad's credit card and ordered two hookers from an escort agency, has today been convicted of fraud and given a three year community order.

Ralph Hardy, a 13 year old from Newark, Texas confessed to ordering an extra credit card from his father's existing credit card company, and took his friends on a $30,000 spending spree, culminating in playing "Halo" on an Xbox with a couple of hookers in a Texas motel.

The credit card company involved said it was regular practice to send extra credit cards out as long as all security questions are answered.

The escort girls who were released without charge, told the arresting officers something was up when the kids said they would rather play Xbox than get down to business.

Police said they were alerted to the motel by a concerned delivery clerk, whom after delivering supplies of Dr Pepper, Fritos and Oreos had been asked by the kids where they could score some chicks and were willing to pay. They explained they had just made a big score at a "World of Warcraft" tournament and wanted to get some relaxation. On noting the boys age the delivery clerk informed the authorities.

When police arrived at the motel they found $3,000 in cash, numerous electronic gadgets, an Xbox video console with numerous games, and the two local escort girls.

Ralph had reportedly told police that his father wouldn't mind, as it was his birthday last week and he had forgot to get him a present. The father, a lawyer said he had been too busy, but would take him on a surprise trip to Disneyland instead.
Asked why he ordered two escorts, Ralph said he thought it was the thing to do when you win a "World of Warcraft" tournament. They told the suspicious working girls they were people of restricted growth working with a traveling circus, and as State law does not allow those with disabilities to be discriminated against they had no right to refuse them.

The $1,000 a night girls sensing something up played "Halo" on the Xbox with the kids, instead of selling their sexual services.

Ralph's ambition is to one day become a politician.

Wet dreams

2008-05-08T01:36:00.000+08:00

WTF SECTION OF THE DAY!!!!!!!!! (18SX )
(p/s : "nya" is a censored word we use, in this case, ~~have sex wtf)~~

Me : You know I dreamed about being pregnant, then hor, I gave birth. Very pain summore wtf. But then damn freaky la.

FS : You everything also scared one la. *whatever look

Me: Nolar. Really damn celaka freaky okay. The twins hor, died le. Keluar liao no cry. Then the doctor say wait 30 minutes if no cry summore really die wtf.

FS : ................

*walks to the exit side gate*

FS : Eh you dreamed you nya before ah?

Me : WTF!

FS : Don't lie la, you so hiau one.

Me : Got! You sure you wanna know meh. Very disgusting one wor. I dreamt once nia throughout my whole life. Terrible one summore.

FS : Okayyyyy

Me : With a fat lady. You know the Queen like that one fat ah. Wtf. I scared liao.

FS : WTFFFFFF!!! *slaps forehead*

Me : You leh?

FS : With some kakoi bishies. <3

Me : I hate you -____________________-

Kthxbye people! Tune in for the next post wtfwtf.